Dream(five years before..)

The war was finally over. Here I was with Bee and the rest of the Autobot's. Sam and Carly were in each others arms.

Everyone was happy, the battle of Chicago was over. The world was saved once again.

Here on the bridge laid both Megatron and Sentinel Prime. Both they're bodies dismembered. None of this would've had happened if it wasn't for them.. all this destruction...the deaths of many...all because of them.

Bee whirred softly at me as he pressed his faceplate against my cheek. "I love you Lisa."

I smiled resting my hands on both sides of his faceplate. "I love you too, you big softie."

Sam scoffed, "where's my appreciation? I almost died too you know?" I laughed as I leaped into his arms giving him a tight hug. "I love you too Samuel." We pulled away and I pulled Carly into a hug.

"Glad to have the three musketeers back together eh?" She laughed and returned the hug. We pull away and Sam looked at me.

"Well at least none of us died this time." I let out a dry laugh. "Ha. Ha. Ha. Very funny Samuel." I didn't even want to think about the last war we had battled. Dying was not something I had planned for myself in the last one...and I don't intend to check it off my list a second time.

He smiled as he rested his elbow on my shoulder using me as an arm rest. I huffed and brushed him off. "You're like a few inches taller than me, calm down."

Before Sam could up with a snarky reply, the roar of fighter jet engines erupted through the sky. "What the-"

"EVERYBODY DOWN!" I hear Lennox yelled out as they locked they're sights onto us and without a moment of delay they began to open fire at us. I let out a scream as Bee grabbed me before one of the missiles could hit me.

Just when we all thought it was over, things just had to get worse. It was chaos! Jets flew over us, taking their aim and firing. Soldiers in black suits then appeared with their guns pointed at us in all directions.

We were being attacked?!

"LISA!" I hear Sam shout out through the chaos, my ears ringing in my ears as I take cover. To my right I stare in horror as Mirage is taken down with a missle taking fire straight to his spark.

"MIRAGE!" I screamed as I watched the red mech blown to bits. Bits of him scattered in every direction. I gasped, shielding my face with my arm. "LISA! SAM! GET OUT OF HERE!" Lennox's ordered as he ducked behind a car.

"LENNOX!" I screamed as the a blast came his way. I gasped as another blast knocked me off my own feet as it made impact to the concrete.

I land on my back; gasping for air from the shock. My adrenaline was pumping as I managed to roll onto my side. Tears stung my eyes as I began to cough just as the dusty air entered my lungs.

My body was screaming in agony as I felt sharp pain go through my body. Glass from a near by car sliced through my skin, pieces of rocks and grits of sand hit my face. Blood dripped from my nose and mouth.

As I stood up from the ground I looked around to see the enemy soldiers charging at me. "HANDS ABOVE YOUR HEAD WITWICKY!"

They didn't give me a chance to surrender, 'as if I was going to'. My eyes widened as they make first impact, sending a blow to my gut and a knee to the chest, my ribs cracked directly on impact.

I had the wind knocked out of me but I couldn't just wait for the next blow as quickly I dodged the next punch despite the pain. I grunted, "fucking cunt!" I then kicked the person in the stomach sending the solider flying backwards and into one of the nearby abandoned car

As the next solider attacked, I swiftly grabbed hold of his arm, twisting it around, including his entire body and snapped his arm, tearing it out of the socket. He screamed in pain screamed as I then shoved him onto the ground and grabbed his handgun.

Just as another solider could take a shot at me I pulled the trigger and send a bullet through his forehead.

"Take her down!" A solider ordered as I felt a flash of heat and pain spread through my shoulder. THEY FUCKING SHOT ME?!

I snarled as I spun around and shot the guy three times in the chest, blood sprayed from the bullet that pierced through his chest and exited through his back.

"LISA!"

I spun around as Bee charged at them, blasting them as he scooped me up in his servo.

"BUMBLEBEE GET LISA, SAM AND CARLY OUT OF HERE!" Shouted Optimus as he fired at more incoming jets.

"LISA!" I hear Sam scream. "SAM!" I screamed back ignoring the pain in my body as I started to run towards him.

"LISA STOP!" I hear Sideswipe shout out at me. Right in front of me I see Sam, along with Carly, his eyes full of fear but as soon as we locked eyes, relief quickly washed over him..

The moment was bittersweet, yet was cut short when suddnely there was an explosion.

It was like it all happened in slow motion.. I screamed as I was sent flying backwards, my body flipped before crashing down hard onto the concrete.

I could feel my body crack from the impact. My head trobbing as it made contact with the ground. I wheezed, gasping for air. My vision became blurry. Blood spewed from my nose like a running faucet. The taste of my energon laced blood filled my mouth; leaving a nasty aftertaste.

Sharp ringing in my ears became so loud that it drowned out the noise of everything else that was happening. The smoke and ash that filled the air blinded me. I couldn't see through the smoke.

I don't even know how long I had laid there before I finally snapped back to my sense. Ignoring the excruciating pain I manged to get up; staggering on my own two feet.

"SAM!" I screamed through the gun fire and explosions. "SAM! CARLY!" I cried out as I franticly looked around.

That's when I land my eyes on his now torn leather jacket.'No, no, no, no, NO! NO! NO!!' I let out a scream, a scream that you'd hear in a horror movie. A scream that you would never be able to unhear.

"SAM!" I sobbed as I sank to my knees. "SAM!" I continued to cry out, 'they killed him! They killed Sam! They killed Carly!'

Bee then appeared, grabbing hold of me with a servo. I screamed, squirming, kicking, and hitting his large metal hand; doing whatever I could to escape.

I didn't care how much pain I was in. I know for sure I was loosing large amount of blood from my injuries. But at this point I didn't care if I died. I didn't care if I bled out right here in Bee's hand. I did not care.

"BEE GET HER OUT OF HERE!" Ratchet ordered as he continued to fire at the jets and enemy soldiers.

"SAM!!!" I screamed out at the top of my lungs. "Lisa *bzzt* he's gone." Bee shouted out but I didn't want to listen.

"TAKE COVER!" The green wrecker shouted out, but before he could one missile shot right through his chest, before another aimed right for his head; bits of him scattered everywhere on the battlefield.

No..

No!

I let out a scream as other missiles are fired at the Autobot's. "BUMBLEBEE!" I screamed as he fired at a few jets, dodging a few missiles. I managed to escape his grip as an attempt to take matters into my own hands.

"Lisa!"

Bee grabbed hold of me once more, my eyes widened as I see another missile coming towards us. Out of nowhere Sideswipe jumps in front taking the hit.

"SIDESWIPE!" I screamed as I watched the silver mech fall to his knees. "G-get..o-out o-of h-he-here.." He grunted as he fell to the ground.

"NO! SIDESWIPE!" I sobbed out as I watched his blue optics dim.

In moments, Bee transformed into his alt mode speeding down the torn up road. Missiles were fired at us. I screamed as Bee swerved, dodging each hit.

"BEE WE CANT LEAVE THEM! WE HAVE TO GO BACK!" I cried out as he speeded down the road.

"We can't go back Lisa."

"WE HAVE TO! THEY NEED US!" I shouted at him not caring how I sprayed blood everywhere in his interior. I grunted as I struggled to get out but the seatbelt tightened around me.

"BEE STOP!" I shouted again as I started to hit the steering wheel and kicking the dash. My body was throbbig, the pain was unbearable but I didn't care. I wanted out.

"IM NOT GONNA RISK IT! IM NOT GONNA LOSE YOU AGAIN!" Bee shouted through the radio as my heart was throbbing. I started to go ballistic.

We can't give up!

We can't give up on my family!

"WE HAVE TO FIND SAM AND CARLY!" I screamed wheezing and panting heavily as my ribs cracked with ever breath I took.

"WE CANT GO BACK!"

"NO! TAKE ME BACK THERE NOW!" I snarled as I kicked the radio and anything I could reach in hopes it 2oild get him to stop.

"HE'S DEAD!"

My heart stopped beating for a moment as I felt like the world had stopped. He can't be dead..

Just moments ago we were joking..laughing..hugging..he was right there..

He can't be-

"NO! NO HES NOT DEAD! H-HE-HE'S..HES N-NOT D-DE-DEAD!" I stuttered out as the sob finally escapes me.

Bee's holoform appears. "Lisa.." I smacked his hand away. "DON'T TOUCH ME! DO NOT FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I shrieked as I felt blood and sweat drip down my face.

"Lisa..stop doing this!"

I let out a furious scream as I struggled to get away from his embrace. "HES NOT DEAD! HE CANT BE DEAD!"

"Lisa..Lisa..LISA!" Bee shouted at me as he held me in his arms no matter how hard I tried to escape him.

"LISA! Please don't do this!" I sobbed angrily as I tried to shove him away from me.

I can't let this..

He can't..

Sam can't be dead! How would it be fair if he died and I didn't!

It should've been me!

"NO! N-N-NO-O!" I sobbed out as I clenched the material of his shirt, screaming and sobbing.

Sideswipe is gone..I watched him die right in front of me..

Mirage is gone..they blew him up into pieces..

Ironhide..

Cube..

Even the Wreckers..

My whole family was killed..right in front of my eyes.

I sobbed into his shirt as he held me tighter, not caring how my blood had ruined his shirt.

All I could think about was Sam..

Sam is dead..

Sam is dead..

..and it should've been me..

End of flashback/Dream:

I gasped as a scream broke out of me. Midway as I screamed my entire body jolted as suddenly I had transformed into my human self. I felt as if I was suffocating, my body trembled severely.

I dragged my shaky fingers through my hair, my heart racing, pounding hard against my rib cage. My eyes widened as I turned my head to the side and vomited.

Pain shot through my body like a volt of electricity. I grunted, laying back in the grass and stared up at the dark sky. The stars were out and shining bright, same with the moon.

I looked down to see the wound on my waist that then ran up along my stomach had opened. Blood sweeped through the wound and quickly turned my shirt red, staining it with my blood.

I groaned, laying my head back down again, I must've transformed too fast..
The nightmare must've triggered the transformation..

I clenched my jaw as I forced myself to stand up. I looked over to see the barn and the lights on.

He must be working on something again..

I hissed as another sharp pain went through me. I looked around the dimly lit property and then set my sights at his house.

I need clothes..and I need to stop the bleeding..

I limped towards his home. Of course this was insane. If I get caught I'm sure as hell dead given Texas is all about 'shoot first, ask questions later'.

I slowly make it to the porch before slowly making it to the door. I held my breath as I make entry into the home. I crept around, making sure I didn't leave a trace of my presence here as I managed to finally find the bathroom.

I grabbed needle and thread along with a few of Tessa's shirts and pants. Great Lisa, you're stealing and now making a mess of the place..

I get out of the house and back to were I was hiding. I get right to work, as I pushed the needle through my flesh and started to close the wound. Nothing about this procedure was sterile but at this point I couldn't care less.

I cleaned up the blood, put on the shirt, and then the pants before sighing in relief. The pain was still unbearable but at least the bleeding stopped.

I groaned and fell back on the grass, sweat slicked down my forehead. I let out another breath and I closed my eyes. Passing out into deep darkness.

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Ugh..I was crying while writing the whole flashback.
So this actually happened. I know I have many chapters at the beginning of the book of Lisa's and Bee's journey with hiding but I didn't put about what had happened so now you know.

Rest in peace to Mirage, Sideswipe, Ironhide, The Wreckers and Cube..
Fuck it sucks saying good-bye to such beloved characters..

★彡Question of the day:★彡
"Out of all the transformer movies, which death was one that made you cry the most?"
☆彡Answer for me:☆彡
Ironhide..

Comment your answer below!
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