TO BE LOVED
:: xxiii, what's done is done

The first thing Thomas did with that note was crumble it up and stuff it in his back pants pocket. Taking it to his team was not a thought that crossed his mind. The only thing on his mind was spending the day with his soon to be wife as their wedding day awaits in the next coming days.

Thomas was beyond and he didn't know how life could get any better.

Chrissy on the other hand, she was in an alleyway, annoyed that there was blood on her blouse. She didn't blame herself, she blamed the guy that she just killed. And of course, her brother came around the corner ————— about to clean up her mess as usual.

"Don't you ever get tired of this?" He approached her.

She turned towards him, "At some points I think I do but then I think about how fun it is tearing people's insides." She continued, "Like Thomas, im restraining so hard because I love him but deep down . . . I wonder how it would feel having his blood all over me."

Jones shook his head, "You are one sick fuck."

"Who can easily pin all of this on you." She pointed at the dead body, "You should clean this up."

Chrissy then proceeded out of the alley and into the car that she parked close by for easy access and so people don't see all the blood covering her. She then proceeded to drive back to the house and maybe luck was just on her side, but as usual Thomas wasn't there to witness her sins.

• • •

However, back with jj ————— she was bathing Henry in the bathtub with Will who sat on the edge of the tub next to her.

The two were making it work now, not just co-parenting but at their relationship. Since Thomas told jj to get back with Will, that's what she kind of did.

She explained to Will that he only had her heart and that she loves him and doesn't want to break up their little family. He of course believes her but is still doubtful here and there considering what happened. But he's willing to try for the sake of Henry and well, he just loves her.

As Jennifer scrubbed Henry's hair with soap, her eyes briefly met will's, "So there's a bachelor and bachelorette party tonight for Chrissy and Thomas."

"Ok." Was all he said.

"I only bring it up because im wondering if you're going?"

"Jj, why would I go to his party, considering all that's happened? Besides, from what you told me, Chrissy doesn't even like you. So why are you going to her's?" He asked obvious questions.

Will got up and began heading towards the bedroom.

Jj was now helping Henry up to rinse him off, "Are you at least coming with me to the wedding?"

"I'll think about it." He continued his way.

Jennifer soon took Henry out the tub and dried him off. She soon dressed him and took him to the living room to play with some toys.

• • •

Later in the day, Thomas was preparing for his bachelor party while Chrissy stumbled her way to dean's place. She just wanted to express her concerns about Thomas and Jennifer. Although, Thomas already did what she asked, Chrissy still felt like he kind of had one foot out the door. Her going to Dean was just her needing validation that she's overthinking even though it's the last place she'd want to be.

Once arrived, she knocked on his door and waited patiently and soon the door opened.

Dean was just as shocked to see her as she was standing there for his help.

"Aren't you supposed to be at your bachelorette party?"

She walked passed him, heading in, "We both know I have no friends here, Dean and you look sharp tonight."

"Why are you here, Chrissy? I got to be at the bachelor party early." He closed the door back.

"Tell me everything you know about your brother's relationship with agent jareau."

He shook his head, "That's not my place."

She nodded, "So I should be worried?" A sharp sigh escaped her lips as she walked towards him, "You're already on thin ice with him, so ruining his wedding would just send your brotherhood over the edge."

His tone became serious, "What are you talking about?"

"One phone call and I can tell him the wedding's off. I can blame you for that since you've already tried to talk him out of marrying before." She continued, "Then to find out you succeeded to ruining his wedding? Oh, he'll be crushed." A small smile crept upon her lips, "We wouldn't want that, now would we Dean?"

"Why do you care so much?"

"Men cheat. Now tell me what I need to know." She demanded.

And so he did. Right from the very beginning.

How it was love at first sight for Thomas.

And yes, that was not pleasing to Chrissy's ears.

She wasn't sure as the engagement party if she wanted to kill Jennifer or not, but now she finally has her answer.

Agent Jareau will be the first woman she's ever killed.

• • •

As Thomas partied with his boys, Chrissy was plotting the death of Jennifer while her brother tried to talk her out of it at the house.

"Chris, this is a bad idea." He followed her to the master bedroom, "You're getting married in two days, put all your energy into that. You have the guy ————— not her."

She turned towards him just as they reached her bedroom, "She'll be a threat no matter what. Even after the wedding, im still going to want to kill her."

"She's the FBI. They will hunt you down once the pieces are put together." He began to get anxious, "You're my sister. I want the best for you. I don't want to see you go down by a bullet, so please think about this."

Chrissy acted like she thought about it but then a smile appeared across her lips, "I still wanna ram a knife through her, so I'll let you know what the plan is very soon." She then shut the bedroom door, leaving her brother so ever worried.

Chrissy walked over to her closet and opened it. She pulls out the wedding dress and then walked over to the long mirror that hung on the back of the bedroom door.

She stared at herself, holding the dress over her body and she loved what she saw. The dress was red because she thought she always looked best in and well, blood is red ————— something she likes to see when she kills.

Her hand rubbed down the dress as she thought more about the devilish acts she will act upon towards Jennifer. She knew it was suicide. She knew that her freedom would be gone, but she didn't care. She had to do what was necessary for the sake of her relationship with Thomas.

She had to kill Jennifer Jareau.

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