Present:
Ira's pov:

Loneliness is something that I have got accustomed to in the last few years.Every one thinks that it's easy to interact and make friends but to me making friends or starting a conversation is always difficult...I think that is the one of the reason for my loneliness.

The person I have became today is opposite of what I used to be..I used to be funny,positive and always smiling.'I used to think that whatever life throws at me I can make positive outcome of it' this is what I had learnt from my mom.

Coming out of my thoughts, i realised that i did get into my room,throwing my bag on the bed,i went into the bathroom.I wonder why people say heaven is up,when I feel like I am in heaven with hot water splashing over my body from the shower head.cleaning my body and thoughts as well,I wrapped myself in a soft fluffy towel.

Walking into the room,I went directly into my closet I changed into a black short and white tank top.Removing my hair from ponytail I layed on the bed and closed my eyes.

I didn't wake up till in the early hours of a new day,going down the stairs I searched for some food or I must say any food...seeing we have eggs,I made an omelet and ate it.

I sat on the soft cushion of our livingroom with phone in my hands and waited for the one person I loved more than my mom to come home.within half an hour I heard the honking of car and ran outside.seeing nancy,I ran and tackled her into a fierce hug,I missed her so much.patting me on the back Nancy said that she is too happy to be home.

Walking into the house together I  started babbling about how i missed her and saying her to not take too long vacations next time and instead suggested her son to come and visit her.Giving her some space to freshen up,I went into the kitchen and made a salad for nancy.

Knocking on the door,I heard nancy voice saying'come in',keeping the orange juice and salad on the table,I sat on her bed looking at her unpacking.she took a small box out and gave it to me,opening it I saw a charm bracelet which I loved instantly.Thanking her I put it on my hand.

Looking at me and my bracelet nancy got teary and said that she will miss me when I go to fashion school.I took her hands and kissed them,saying I will be coming home for every 2 days as my school is just 1hour from my home.

While talking about her vacation and every other thing of the past week I had done,we both went to my room to pack luggage as I will be leaving to school tomorrow.

Slowly I started to pack my books and other small things like all the charm bracelets that my sweet nancy gave which I kept it in my gift box,while nancy is dealing with my wardrobe.i was just pulling a book from gift box but one of my journal(diary)came flying out with some of its contents spilling on the floor.

Picking up the journal I saw it was one when I was in junior high..I doddled my name with Austin's and a lot of hearts around it..thinking of those moments I felt happy and sad at the same moment. I took the  photos that were fallen from journal...one is of me and my crazy friends laughing while holding hands,other is of me and my mom,last one is of me and neil.....I think we are glaring or staring or giving lovey dovey look at each other which I don't know exactly but it is one of my favorite pic of us.

Placing them inside my gift box and stuffing the necessary things in my bag,it took us nearly 3 hrs to pack,what can I say I am like every other girl that likes to dress up and look pretty.

Later I spent my remaining half day with nancy then inan came home,so we played games,watched movies and had good time at dinner with the three of us laughing,talking and joking but deep down I felt emptiness.i wish my father was understanding and supported me in my choice of career.i wish I had my mom with me now.i am still grateful that I have inan and nancy with me.with these thoughts i went to bed anticipating my big day as I had waited for this day for the last 2 years.

Hi readers,so do you like this chapter?what do you think had happened to her friends?where are they?what about her crush?why does she have a pic of neil and her?To know...continue the journey with me.
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