TW FOR SUICIDE AND SELF HARM

weird au where thomas and newt are kidnapped idk 

say its a gang au idk (thomas betrayed wicked for newt (right arm) 

also idk if its obvious but newt and thomas are like knelt on the floor and their wrists are handcuffed above them if that makes sense?? since its a drabble i didnt want to describe that (excuses, excuses maryam)

"He has lied to you before, you know?" Janson smiled maliciously and looked at Newt whilst tracing the handcuff around Thomas' right wrist. His finger left there after a moment, going downwards to his arm where there were old, and new, scars. "You see these?" 

Newt let his eyes draw back to Thomas' face, which was looking down in complete submission. He swore he saw a tear fall from his eye, and he felt his arms jolt against his own chains against his will. "Get off of him." He bit out. "He's never lied to me, and he never will. You're the lying bastard here." 

Thomas shook his head and looked up at Janson, his eyes desperate and lacking any determined fire they had held the past week. "Please." He whispered. "Please, stop this." 

He didn't want to be put on display for Newt in this way. He knew if Janson said what he was thinking, Newt would think of him as disgusting. As weak. As pathetic.

Janson just laughed. "When I saw you with that knife, well, I didn't know what you were doing with it." His index finger went over a larger scar. "I scared you, didn't I? You didn't mean to cut that deep, did you? Although, you did mean to cut in the first place." His voice was mocking.

Thomas dropped his head downwards and let out a strangled sob. "Why are you doing this?" 

Newt shook his head in disbelief, eyes widening at the hinted confession. "No. Tommy." He pleaded. "You-You said it was from Janson." 

"I'm sorry." He sobbed. "Don't hate me. Please, don't hate me." 

"I'd never hate you, love. Never." 

Janson scoffed. "How touching." He sighed and pulled out a knife from his belt. "Sadly, I think that this must end." 

Thomas watched the knife as Janson's finger ran across the point of it.

"Do you still feel the same, then, Thomas? Do you want to get a knife and slit your throat?" 

"You fucking BITCH-" Newt snapped, pulling the chains. 

Thomas didn't respond for a moment. He sat there, staring blankly at the floor before he looked up at Janson and the knife, eyes twinkling with something that Newt didn't recognise in his lover. Then, he released a bubble of laughter. "Sometimes."

Janson raised an eyebrow. He dropped the knife in front of Thomas. "Well, then. Why don't you finish the job, then?" 

implied that thomas is supposed to kill himself at the end there in case i didnt make it obvious

hm endings could be:

1) thomas kills himself 

2) thomas lashes for janson with the knife, fails and janson kills newt

3) thomas lashes for janson with the knife and succeeds, stabbing him

slay