Raphael charged at Leonardo, taking a quick swing at him, again, and again, and AGAIN. Always being dodged. He growled, feeling strong from the chemicals. Doer did a snap with his fingers. "Goons!" Around one hundred goons flooded the room and charged at the heroes. Leonardo pulled out his Katana blades.
"Everyone!" He blocked Raph's weapons with his. There was clang from them colliding.  "Pair up and fight with each other!"
"Attack!" The goons, including Raphael, attacked the heroes.
Donnie quickly locked arms with Mona. "Mona! Lift me up!" He ordered. Raphael growled and swung again. Throwing kicks and punches at his blue masked, older brother. Mona was confused of the concept. "Like a throw? Or a piggy back?"
"He means like this!" Mikey ran at Donnie and threw him up. "Go D!" "I'll go team up with Jamie!" She ran over to her, but saw that she was beaten up. Mona knew that she had confidence her.
Donnie started punching goons rapidly. He smirked but was only to be punched back. He fell to the ground,quickly standing back up. He pulled out his bō staff and smacked a thug. "Single!" And another one. "Double!" And another. "Triple!" Lastly, he goes baseball style and hits three in a row,sending them flying through the wall. "HOME RUN!" He smiled big. "Score one for the boys back home! Whoo-Hoo!" He cheered and laughed. "And the crowd goes wild!" He laughed and make fake cheering sounds.
Mikey shook his head. "Dude! You're really embarrassing sometimes!"
"Raph! Snap out of it, man!" Leo called out. He dodged each swing Raphael threw at him.
Raphael growled, pressing his weapons against Leo's katanas, fury in his eyes. "Jamie!? Jamie you okay?" Mona assured her. Jamie looked scared.
Raphael kicked Leo into the wall. Leo's eyes widened in pain as his arms and legs were spread, loosing sight and fell to the ground unconscious. Donatello's eyes had widened, seeing Raph charge at him now. Raph rammed into Donnie, jabbing his in his brother's shoulder. Donnie screamed in pain, falling to the ground. He opened his eyes and his vision was all blurry. He passed out from loss of blood.
'S-stop! You're hurting-' again, a thought never finished. "Donnie!" Mikey cried. He saw Raph evilly smile, and walk towards him. "Com'n, man! This isn't you!" He backed up slowly, holding both hands out like the stop sign. Raphael smirked evilly and walked towards his youngest brother, slowly. He glared at him. He took out a small knife. "Damare, Oróka Kamé." He spoke in Japanese and spun the knife. His Sai dragged across the ground. Michelangelo frowned. "Hey! I'm offended!" He charged at Raph. Knowing he had no chance, but did it anyways. For his brothers. His red masked, older brother smiled evilly and flipped over him. Mikey gasped and turned around to see that Raph was behind him. "Aw geez..." He said.
Raph kicked his little brother. Hard. Mikey grunted, feeling the pain through his shell and onto his skin. Mikey fell to the ground. He got to say two words before passing out. "Raph. W-we've always been there for you!" He said before blacking out and falling onto the floor. He kicked Mikey to the side, sliding against the floor and to the area his other brothers were. Several goons were lying there-or, all of them, grunting. He looked over at Mona and Jamie who were bloody and beaten up by the goons. But the goons were all wiped out.
Mona grunted and fell to the ground. She tried to get up. "Raph? Raph I know you're in there! Talk to me!" She panted in fear. The red masked turtle walked closer and closer to the beaten, terrified girls. His growl got more terrifying and his Sai dragged against the floor once again.
"Finish them!" Doer demanded.
"N-no! Raph please!" Mona begged. She heard Jamie do a pain coughing. Raphael growled, not paying attention to her. His mind being controlled by the chemicals with other side effects. Then, he heard a familiar voice.
"Raphael..." Splinter. His spirit rose in front of him. No, not dead. Master Splinter was speaking through Raphael's mind. I'll explain later. Raphael was pinned to the wall, unable to get loose. He struggled. "My son. Choose who you wish to be. Not what others make you..." Sensei's spirit disappeared into Raphael's mind. His eyes widened and turned white.
~~~Flashback~~~
Tiny six year old Raphael Hamato stood over a big cave in the sewers with a large body of water at the bottom. He blinked as he was being tied up by his brothers,gulping. "G-Guys? Are you sure this is s-safe?" He asked. Donnie smiled,"Relax,Bro! All you have to do is stay down there for a few days! No biggie!" He grinned,tying Raph up good and tight.
"You'll be fine!" Mikey assured.
Raph gulped once. "You'll be back, right?" He asked shaking. "Of course!" Leo patted Raph on the back. Donnie ties the extra rope onto a hook to hold Raph. Raph jumped down and screamed.
Days later, Mikey and his brothers had forgotten about Raphael. Donnie was coloring with Leo and Mikey whenever he colored a bush with green for the leaves and red for the flowers. His eyes widened. "GUYS!"
"WE FORGOT RAPH!" The three turtles ran to where Raphael was. Wit Master Splinter. They all reached to where Raphael was left. "What is going on here!?" Splinter demanded.
"W-We were just p-p-playing around and so we tied him up! We made him go d-down here and we forgot about him!" Small Donatello cried. Leo looked up at Splinter sadly. Then, there was a call that bounced around the cave. "H-Huh?!" Donnie looked around.
"Is that Raphie?" Mikey wondered, crying.
Donnie gasped. "The rope!" He ran to it and started pulling it up. Leo and Mikey helped Donnie and started pulling at the rope. Splinter stared down at the cave to see if Raphael was coming up. A small figure was holding onto the rope weakly.
"Hold on, Raph!" Leo called down the cave. "Just keep holding on!"
"We got you, dude!" Mikey shouted. After Raph was pulled up, they all gasped. Raph's hands and feet were covered in gashes and cuts. He was hungry and cold. He was all pale and he looked weary and tired. Tears running down his face, Raphael looked up. "D-Daddy?"
"It is alright, my son," Splinter assured, and hugged him.
Donnie, Leo and Mikey all ran to hug Raph as well. "I thought you forgot about me," he said, crying.
"We're always here for you Raph."
***
"We're always here for you, Raph. We're always here for you Raph. We're always here for you, Raph." The words echoed through his mind.
"What are you doing!? I said attack!"
"Raphael..." Mona struggled to get up. "Help us, please!"
Raph's eyes had turned to his normal, powerful green colour again at the words. His eyes widened, seeing his friends, family, beaten up, and gasping. He covered his mouth with one hand and tears streamed down his cheeks. "W-what have I done!?" He cried. Mona looked at him, weakly. "It-it wasn't you, Raph." She slid his Sai to him and he took it.
"It was all you! You did this to your friends!" Doer spat. Raphael fell to his knees and held his head with both hands. Memories filled his mind. Being captured, beaten, questioned, threatened, and having that "Serum" stuff injected into him. Tears were running down his face again, and the pain was returning. "Now, Raphael," the scientist began. "These... Creatures have caused you this pain. Now you've given them what they gave you," he walked up to his "apprentice" and put his hand on Raph's shoulder.
"D-Don't listen to him!" Mona pleaded. Her eyes teared up, holding Jamie close.
'Choose who you wish to be, not what others make you.' A thought had finally gone through his mind. He tightened his eyes shut, then he opened them and he punched the scientist straight in the face. His eyes were a bright yellow. Doer fell to the ground, and picked himself up right away. He scoffed. "Weakling! You're pathetic! Worthless!" He grabbed Raphael, holding his arms behind his back. Raph's right arm was linked in Doer's arm straight, and his left was being held up. Tightly. Raphael kicked him off in the stomach and growled loudly, tackling him. He held Doer by the neck with his arm. "You think that finishing me will help you?" Doer coughed. "Go ahead. Finish me! You'll feel guilty later. Say... Didn't someone tell you 'Violence isn't the answer?" He growled and took a deep breath. "Like a river, over stone." He said softly, before letting him go. "I knew you were weak," Doer pushed Raph off of his feet and he fell flat on his stomach. "Nobody likes you. No one ever has!"
"You're... You're wrong!" A faint, voice argued. It was Mikey's.

And I say hey-ey-ey-ey! I finished another part! Another paaaart!!!! I hope you enjoyed!! Oh yeah! Sorry if you see some Italic words bolded, WattPad is just being a butt! I'LL SEE YOU ALL VERY SOON!!!!! :D