Chapter 14 - Chance?
Camilla Medilton
"I'm going to miss Maldives" I said to Blane
"Me too" He said and we're currently walking on the side of the beach holding hands and just enjoying the beautiful view before going back to New York tomorrow.
"You happy?" He asked
"Yeah, how about you?" I asked back
"Me too"
"Tomorrow we'll get back to our own activity and we're not going to be together again" I stated and looked at our fingers that intertwined together
"I'm going back to LA anyway" He held both of my hands and looked at me
"Stop crying for that bastard, you deserve more"
"You too.. Stop being too sad and move on"
"I guess we both need to move on with our lifes huh?" I asked and he chuckled
"Yeah I guess so.." He nodded
"Blane" I called him and just looked at him for a moment
"Thankyou" I smiled and he nodded
"Thankyou too"
"Friends?" I asked
"I will declare our friendship when we get back in New York"
"Deal" He pulled me into a hug. A really tight hug, I'm going to miss him. Maybe, I'm going to.. He's been filling my life for the past 2 months and it was more than incredible
We both were in a hurt state when we met each other. We both needed someone to hold on for a moment. Being with Blane was very comfortable, it felt so right.
We both needed each other to recover the fresh wounds in our hearts and apparently it's working. Now we fixed it a little bit and we have to let each other go. It's the best way
"Visit me when you come to LA"
"Visit me too when you come to New York" We both released the hug and I turned my body facing the sea
"Next time when we met each other, we already heal ourselves, okay?"
"Of course, we will"
"Get a girlfriend you asshole" I smacked his chest playfully and looked at him. He smiled
"Maybe I'll introduce you to her next time"
"It will be awkward idiot, I'm your fake ex-girlfriend" We both laughed and suddenly our eyes met each other. He slipped his hand to my jawline and he crashed his lips to mine
I was shocked not expecting him to kiss me after we talked about the end of our relationship.
The kiss was hard and fast, we both knew it was the last time that we'll be together. I wrapped my arms around his neck.
"Love birds! Let's eat dinner" We both turned to see Andrew and Kayla waved gesturing us to go dinner
"Let's go" I held his hand and we walked to the restaurant. They already prepared us a candle light dinner. I sat beside Blane and Andrew sat in front of me. Kayla sat beside him
"This is our last night" Andrew said in a really sad tone
"We'll comeback again" Kayla said
"Cheers?" Blane raised his wine glass and I followed him. We all cheers together and ate our steak. We talked and laughed a lot tonight.
For me and Blane, tonight was the last night for each other. We'll stop after we landed in New York. We both still have time but not much left.
Later on a lot of people will ask why I broke up with this man. I'll be so speechless to talk about it. I'll miss him for sure. Maybe I'll visit him when I go to LA.
"Camilla" I looked up to Kayla calling me
"Huh?"
"You've been cutting the steak for a minute and it's already been cut." She pointed and I put my knife and fork down
"I'm sad leaving this place" I looked around trying not to be so obvious. I turned to Blane and he was already looking at me. He smiled at me and his smile was full of meaning
"Me too" Kayla said sadly
"We can always comeback here, it won't go away. Just arrange when" Andrew said and it was easy for him to say since he and Kayla are a real couple while me and Blane aren't
"You're right, we can comeback here one day" Blane said as he looked at the wine glass intensely
"Let's cheers one last time before we go to bed" Andrew said and we all cheers together. We drank it and went back to our room. I bought another wine and opened it. I sat down at the porch looking towards the view and poured my wine into the glass.
"You're going to get drunk tonight?" Blane asked as he sat across me
"Yeah" I said honestly as I drank it in one shot. He followed me by drinking again.
"I don't want this night to end" I said as I pulled and hugged my knees
"Neither do I" I sipped my wine and looked at the sky. It was dark and the moon was shining brightly. We kept drinking in silence
"Go to sleep first if you want too, I want to enjoy every pieces of this and just sleep on the plane later on" I said and turned my head to Blane. I caught Blane staring at me , I can't read his eyes in this moment
I got up and walked into the room in a tipsy state. Blane caught me and I turned to him smirking. I pulled his shirt and crashed my lips to his. I kissed him hard and it was intense.
I pulled up his shirt and he pulled up mine. Both of us didn't care about anything and didn't talk about anything. It was just our body that were connected.
We both ended up in bed and I wasn't expected that I will ended up sleeping with him. The night was short and Blane slept first. All of our skin was touched together and it was a night that I will remember for the rest of my life.
I can't sleep, I never want this to end. I kept looking at the guy beside me thinking a thousand thoughts inside my head. I was planning to ask him to continue this relationship and started a new page.
I was planning to ask him that we should leave our wounds away and started a new chapter of life with each other. It was weird that I was ready to move on from Caleb that night, I was ready if Blane wanted and asked me to forget Caleb and restart everything from 0 with him.
I already made a lot of lines for me to say the first thing in the morning but everything faded when he talked in his sleep saying..
"Lauren.. Don't go, don't be with Dylan. I'll make you happy, I'll give you everything that you want. Please.. Lauren, give me one last chance to prove that I love you more than he loves you"
That gave me enough prove that he's still waiting for Lauren. I threw away all the lines that I've prepared. I slipped out from his arm and took a shower. I cried there and it was a lot more painful than Caleb because Blane planted a beautiful memories in me and we have to end it because he still can't move on.
He might think that we will be friends but the truth I need to block him out of my life just like what I did to Caleb. It's better this way.
I walked out from the bathroom and just looked at Blane who was still sleeping soundly. I decided to pack my things and pack his things. I slipped again to bed trying to remember this moment because it won't comeback again.
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