We used to be friends but now I've changed a bit and I've been through some shit and obviously you have too.

No you're not the same as you used to be. Honey what have you seen? Is it the same as me? Obviously not cause you're worried bought if you look hot. You're worried about your clothes and you don't even know how hurt I am that you've forgotten me in a heart beat.

But I still remember you and how you used to be cool and I'd follow you. But now I'm hurtin bad and I'm feeling kinda bad and I'm so confused. Tell me what happened to you?

Why did you follow the cliques and the popular kids. Tell me why'd you quite being abnormal? Screw being formal!

Fuck the dresses! We were messes, but now you've glown up, while I'm still screwin up.

No more tomboy only makeup

Fuck the makeup! Always tomboy!

I'm an otaku, you think that you're cool when really you've devolved just as our friendship has dissolved.

I'm a fuck up, You've done fucked up.

You're covered in makeup, I'm covered in Candy

You wearing something nice, I'm wearing merchandise.

You're worrying about the boys. I'm just hanging with my Bois.

A thing I copy, pasted, and edited a bit from my notes. Wrote this a few years ago while thinking about an EX best friend that had moved away and I lost contact with. I mean we could've used Instagram since we both had it but after I created a new account she never followed back despite me making multiple comments on some of her posts. But whatever, like I said she seems to have changed and I doubt we'd even still be friends.

I do still sometimes miss my buddy but I have better friends and two wonderful best friends, one of which I've none for like 13 years and the other of which is probably reading this (Hi Alexa) so yeah.

But yeah ignore the slight cringeyness and know it had been worse before my slight changes

Au revoir~ 💜