I remember how he stood just inches away

planning on making me cringe for thy life

how silently i stood waiting for him 

him to move by, just pass by

instead he shook me, shaking my soul of life

drowning me in self-hatred and lies

i was frozen to death, just tears rolled by

waiting for years to just pass by

waiting for someone to come say hi!

talk as a stranger but make me feel home again

just wanted a shoulder to hold on 

some little support to cry on

waiting for someone to come and say

say what you need to, I know how you feel

how much of a crying you just need

I miss, miss my old self as for me

my dad could again see and feel 

what a clumsy kid I can be

now he looks, looks at me,

 pity in eyes, tears holding up right 

my only shoulder, that makes me heal,

 heal again, it's a new life

Raven-Truth

how much a person suffers you never know, its all hidden behind that bright everyday smile. I wish we just look at souls to see how actually one feels. it's a messy poem but an original one written by my soul, some might know what I wrote some might think what tragic crash put it in the trash. just do let me know what you got from the poem because its always fun to see how much ideas can differ and how something can have multiple meanings.