I wake up, a familiar warmth wrapping me up. I groan a little and turn around to face none other than Nick. I sigh a little when last night's events come back to my mind. But all my thoughts suddenly go away when I feel smooth lips harshly kissing me.

-What am I doing wrong Nick ?

-What are you talking about again ? He said looking annoyed.

-I mean.. Well, i never thought that Louis would ever be capable to yell at me that way .. We never really argued or even talked seriously, so him being that angry and actually telling me to get out kinda disturbed me .

-Oh my god, stop worring about it already ! If he told you to get out, it clearly means he doesn't need you in his life anymore.

-Yes.. maybe you're right..

I get up and stretch a bit before leaving the room, head still filled with thoughs.

I don't wanna go to work today, and to be honest i don't wanna do anything. I have this feeling that is burning me up, beating me down, a mix of guilt, anger and sadness.

I don't know what I want anymore, should i forgive Louis for what he said to me ? Should I go and excuse myself for all the things I did to him. I wanna see my son but i am so afraid Louis won't let me. It's like i'm stuck in this bubble and i can't do anything to get out of it. I wish someone could save me.

I sit down on the huge couch in the living room, staring at the carpet. I feel the need to leave, now. But right when I was about to get up, I felt an hand pushing me back down.

I look up a little disapointed and see a smiling Nick. He began climbing on the sofa onto me, and laying down. I wanted to tell him that I felt bad and that I should be going, but i felt horrible for saying that, so instead, I just kissed him. I know someday I'll regret it, but for now, I couldn't care less.

||POV LOUIS||

-So... How did you find out ? My mom asked

- I don't know, i just kinda figured, and he may also have admitted it by mistake. I said tired of that whole situation.

-Alright love, go get some sleep, you'll feel better when you'll wake up. She told me in the sweetest voice ever.

-Thank you for everything mum.

-Don't worry dear, I'll always be there for you.

And with that said, I grabbed my son and headed us towards my old room wich I haven't slept in for a couple years now.

I lay Aaron down on the matress right beside me, under the covers. I see his little lids closing right away. He looked so peaceful, compared to me. I could not sleep at all. All I could think was HarryHarryHarryHarryHarry. He was all over my mind. How did we came to this ? If someone would have ever told me that this would happen to us, I'd have never believed it. But now, thinking about it a little deeper, It made sense. All the days when he came back four hours late or just didn't even came back at all, he was with someone else.

I wonder who this bitch is, the person Harry is fucking behind my back.

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