Sup guys. I know I haven't been on that much, but I haven't really felt like it, you know?

I feel like I should tell 'yall that I'm not sure if I'm really going to continue with Wattpad. I haven't really updated anything and I know I owe everyone reading my stories and apology. Especially those of you who are reading my Fnaf Truth or Dare book.

A lot had been going on in real life right now. I'm probably going to do my best to keep updating, but I won't make any promises.

My family life right now sucks. My mom practically hates me, and has been putting her friend over my sisters and I. We went on a family vacation with her, but of course her friends had to come.
At one point my mom started crying, so I tried asking her what was wrong, but her friend told me to stop bugging mom. And while we were walking my mom ditched my sister (they were holding hands, because my 10 year old sister can't walk by herself for unknown reasons) to walk with her friend. Which resulted in sister crying and me and other sister getting super mad at mom. And I'm almost positive she was mildly drunk.

Dad is just as bad. When he has us he almost always leaves us alone to hang out with his friends and go roller skating. He often invites his girlfriend over and has her spend the night. He often choses to hang out with his girlfriend over us kids.

Yep. I needed to get that off my chest. Nothing really has changed other than that. Life still sucks. All I want to do is sleep and never wake up. Although most of you probably don't care so I'm not going to talk about that

So yeah. Im just going to talk about random things now.

Spoiler alert. I'm talking about Steven Universe. So don't read this little section if your not caught up.

Remember the baseball episode (How can you not)? Remember how all the gems had human names that sounded similar to their real names. Except Lapis. It took me a while but I realized why her name was Bob. Remember in the first (Technically second because it was a two-parter) episode when Lapis flies away. Steven says "No prob Bob". He calls her Bob. I just think it's so funny because then he was able to call her Bob as much as he wanted without ever needing to worry about it.

Steven's revenge.

Lol not really

Also I drew (not really) little Bismuth

Yep. It's over. You can come back now if ya left.

Also, I would say I'm getting better at drawing, but I still suck, so I can't give myself any cred lol

That's literally the best thing I drew recently. It's supposed to be me. I was mad at someone at the time, and didn't feel like hiding it anymore.

But the drawing still sucks lol

This picture describes how I feel right now so well

Also I've been addicted to reading Spiderman fanfics, but I've been using fanfiction.net, because I like cheating on Wattpad lol. It's not like I write fanfics on there anyway....

But the fanfics I read are evil. Blood. Torchere. Death. Lol. I like reading fanfics about pain

Also I'm really into Rise of the Guardians again lol, so I might write a fanfic about that.

Idk why I don't have inspiredness for my other stories and junk

Yeah

I'll try updating my Fnaf dare book soon, and I might delete my undertale one lol. The reason I really like writing the Fnaf one is because I can't mess up on personalities because they have none in the game lol. Undertale is a different story lol

Lol

Also, this little fabulous beast of nature is my baby cousin, Aaden.

And there is my aunt in the background lol

I took that pic right before he stole my phone and tried eating it

And then I get my phone back

And then he burgles it from me again

Also now instead of "steals" I say "burgles". Yeah

Selfie with my guinea pig. Heck yeah.

Ignore my ugly face

And my sister's uglier face. Lol just kidding. But if you agree about her ugly face then I will personally track you down and snap your neck

...

Ok then!

Lol

Also I really like someone. But I can't give the deeds because people from irl know this account and it's embarrassing and they will hate me forever. Plus person I like will hate me forever of I tell them. But just to infuriate them I will tag them SYLVEON572 Windbladethecaptain Alariwolf1314 Whitefangthecaptian Waterdragon2002 timburtonfan101 and I probably forgot something SO YOU MEAN NOTHING TO ME jk ;P

That was only 4 people but SOMEONE *COUGH* Alari *COUGH COUGH* had THREE accounts lol

But yeah

Love is pain

Im going to die forever alone *sob*

But I'm fine with that! Not really, but it's ok! Not really, lol

Also I joined Marching band

Also im going to high school next year

Help me

I have 383 notifications to go through

Kill me now

Lol that's all folk! Byeeeeeee!

Have a Spiderman