Jungkook kept thinking about what had happened the night before. How could he have been any weirder than last night?? Taehyung probably thought he was a loser. Well, who wouldn't? Even Jungkook himself thought he was a loser.

However, as always, the more innocent and hopeful side thought of it was something... excitable. Jungkook wanted to think of the happy times they could have in the future. He wanted to think of where this could go. He wanted to think he was actually accepted by someone for once – even if he was a complete and utter failure.

"Hey! Idiot! Get your head out of your ass and start doing the only thing you're good at before I fire you!"

Jungkook jumped and nodded. "R-Right!" Quickly he went back to work and... And did the only thing he was good at. But even then, apparently he wasn't good enough or else he wouldn't have been yelled at.

-  -  -  -

"Why didn't I end myself yesterday...?" Another long day at work ended. Not-so-strangely enough, Jungkook started thinking about how he could kill himself again. Maybe this time, if he didn't pull on the breaks, he could actually do it?

He sighed, taking out his phone. He didn't think he could do it even if he tried; he was a failure at that, too. As he opened, Jungkook naturally flew to Instagram to see Taehyung's account. That boy seemed to be the only reason he wanted to live right now. Right away, he noticed the new notification of a new picture he posted. Jungkook immediately clicked on it and gulped.

Jungkook nearly let out a whimper; he was so happy.

W-Was this for me?

However Jungkook shook his head and pushed his phone back in his pocket. No, it couldn't be for him. Taehyung was too pretty to waste his time with someone like him.

Jungkook sighed. It was true, wasn't it? Taehyung must've done that for someone else. The older boy ran his fingers through his hair and walked to his car, using this as his chance to flee back home and whimper under the sheets.

"I want some cuddles..." A movie played on Jungkook's rundown TV, showing a girl and a guy hugging each other on the couch and resolving their problems together. He liked cheesy romance films – sue him. Even though it was completely fake, the boy just wanted that kind of love, too. It would be so nice if he could watch this with someone.

Then his phone vibrated, causing his attention to falter from the movie. Usually he didn't get anything, so he wondered who the hell it was... Until he noticed that familiar name on the screen.

"Taehyungie!"

...

Did I really just...?

His face flustered by the thought of the nickname he created. But he quickly shook it off as he went to his DM, looking at what Tae wrote.

Taeasmr: how was your day?

He wanted to know how his day was?! Jungkook's eyes wiggled around his room, trying to debate if he should fake it or not. Should he tell Taehyung he was also rich? No, it was too late for that. He saw his room already... And it looked like shit. So he couldn't lie about it anymore.

K00kieSh00kie: it was rough

Taeasmr: aww! Did my picture help you get through the day?

K00kieSh00kie: y-yeah...

Jungkook couldn't lie; this made him smile like a schoolgirl.

Taeasmr: good

Taeasmr: wanna skype big boy ;]?

The dark haired boy's cheeks burned. With a little scrunched face, Jungkook got out his skype and put on his face mask. He didn't have his sweater on so he didn't exactly hide his hair like last time, making Taehyung stare harder than ever before at the boy.

Jungkook was nervous at first, but Taehyung proved to be a very nice person the second time, too. It loosened Jungkook's nerves, getting him to talk a little more freely to Taehyung. But he would never consider taking off the mask. He still felt too dirty to show this boy his face.

"Jungkookie, what is your dream in life?"

That had caught him off guard... "U-Um... Nothing, really."

"C'mon, no one has 'nothing' as a dream! What are things you like?"

"Well, I like singing..."

Taehyung clapped his hands and leaned in closer. "Sing! Sing for me~!"

Jungkook became red and tried hiding his eyes under his hair by ruffling it down into bangs. "I-I don't think I'm good."

"Jungkookie~~~ You must sing for me one day. I want to hear."

You wouldn't want to hear me sing.

His dreams for singing were crushed a long time ago. He'd never be able to love his singing ever again. "Maybe..." Jungkook lied. "What about you?"

"Me? Hmm..." Tae glanced up in thought. Then, with a nod, he looked back at Jungkook with determination. "To make you feel better about yourself."

-  -  -  -

Jungkook's breath hitched under his gasps. In the room, headphones were on and pants were most definitely tight. His eyes were fixated on the screen with such intensity even the boy behind the screen could feel it.

Taehyung was whispering to him again.

"I can take your dick whole... My hole is gaping and squeezing around nothing right now, but I swear I can feel you inside of me already. And it feels... ecstatic." He cupped the microphone with his hands and rubbed it gently, making it feel like Jungkook's own ears were being cupped and played with.

He twitched under the feeling; his ears were extremely sensitive.

Taehyung soon moved to bring his mouth near, making wet noises to show exactly how greedy he was for Jungkook. Jungkook's body couldn't resist what he was feeling right now; his breaths were short and his eyes were hazy – he could imagine it so perfectly... How this boy would be underneath him. "Oh- T-Taehyung... Why are you... Being like this with me?"

Slowly, his lips curled up as if he were amused by Jungkook's question. "Isn't it obvious? I am enjoying you very much." Taehyung bit his bottom lip, sliding his hand up to his collar and pulled. He made sure it slipped right off of his shoulder; Jungkook gulped. "Imagine biting me, big boy. This thick shoulder won't bruise itself..."

It was so exposed. It was so vulnerable. It was so fresh and clean... Jungkook had an incredible urge to put hickeys all over it.

"Look at your eyes; you're going to make me hard." Taehyung hummed. He didn't stop, though. He brought another hand up to his neck, making sure the tips of his large fingers gently grazed against his skin. He lifted his head up slightly, showing his jawline and closing his eyes with a smirk.

When he opened them again, his head leaned against his open shoulder. "Go ahead, touch yourself, big boy."

Jungkook whimpered and pulled his blanket off of himself from the chair, stripping himself from his pants. He didn't show his lower half to the boy; that was disgusting. "I-Is this okay?"

"You don't need to, Jungkookie. I'm only trying to think of the best thing you can do at the moment. I don't want you with blue balls." He winked with a little chuckle.

Jungkook laughed at that. 

He laughed.

There was a glimmer in his eyes that made Taehyung become entranced. Like Jungkook was actually happy. It's the only time he's seen him be so genuinely happy. "I... It's been a while since I laughed."

Taehyung grinned. "You're handsome when you smile."

Jungkook's glimmer disappeared as quickly as it came. He looked down and away, feeling even more like a red beat. "I-I don't know what to say..."

"Thank you, Kookie. Say thank you."

"T... Thank you."

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sobs

jungkook seesms to have some issues doesnt he

is tae's method working do u think?

also how do you thing itll end