based off the song "speak now" by taylor swift
also just making up a love interest lol

"i, am not the kind of girl, who should be rudely barging in on a white veil occasion. but you, are not the kind of boy, who should be marrying the wrong girl."

watching the love of my life marry another woman was less than ideal. timmy met celeste as an extra in one of his movies a few years back and they fell in love. i wanted nothing more for that to be me.

i've known timmy since we were in high school, and i've pretty much had feelings for him ever since, i just never found the strength to tell him. i was timmy's "best woman" in his wedding. the last place i wanted to be was standing next to him at his wedding. i wanted to be across from him.

i adjusted timmy's tie and he smiled at me fondly, giving me a kiss on top of my head. "i'm so glad you're here, (y/n)." he smiled at me and i shook my head.

"did you seriously think i wouldn't come?" i half joked. "well, i know celeste isn't very fond of you, so i'm just grateful that you came." he said, causing me to shake my head at him. "timmy, it doesn't matter who doesn't like me. even if it was you, i would still be here, you're my best friend." i winced at the words that came out. he was just my best friend. he pulled me into a hug and i breathed him in. everything would be different now that they were married. she had more authority. i would probably never see timmy.

the ceremony began and i stood proudly next to timmy, trying my hardest to be happy for him.

"she floats down the aisle like a pageant queen. i know, you wish it was me, you wish it was me, don't ya"

as celeste walked down the aisle, timmy did not give off the reaction i expected. due to timmy's passionate emotions i didn't think he wouldn't cry. i just assumed he would. but when he didn't, i think everyone was kind of shocked. i shook it off and we proceeded with the ceremony.

i couldn't get my mind off of timmy's reaction. why did he look almost unhappy? i couldn't shake the feeling of his regret. my emotions took over me and i started imagining myself as celeste. it should be me.

"i hear the preacher say speak now or forever hold your peace. there's a silence, there's my last chance, i stand up with shaky hands all eyes, on me."

as i stood next to timmy, everything felt wrong. i heard the preacher ask if there were any objections and before i even knew what was happening i yelled yes. the crowd gasped and timmy turned around the face me, shocked.

"(y/n), what are you doing?" timmy asked as tears streamed down my face. i shook my head and ran out the door of the church. the church was dead silent. you could hear a pin drop.

when i got outside i crouched down against the wall of the church, tears streaming down my face. i couldn't believe what i just did.

"(y/n!)" i heard timmy yell and i turned around, shocked. he smiled at the sight of me and i turned away, embarrassed. he touched my waist and i leaned into his touch.

"timmy, go inside. i'm fine." i told him and he shook his head.

"i love you." he told me and i shook my head. "i love you too." i said, this was something we always told each other.

"no, i love you." he repeated and it all made sense to me. my eyes widened. "can i kiss you?" he asked me quietly. "i thought you'd never ask." he leaned in to kiss me and it felt like fireworks were exploding off. i've waited so long for this moment.

we pulled away and he rested his forehead against mine. "let's get out of here." he proposed and i shook my head. "timmy, we can't do that." i told him sternly. "yes we can, there's our getaway car." he pointed out a taxi and opened the door for me. i shook my head and got in, timmy following me and closing the door.

"she never loved me anyways. she just wanted my money." he said and i laid my head on his shoulder. "i would never do that." i told him. "i know, and i would never leave you at the alter." he pointed out, causing me to smile. "you plan on seeing me there?" i asked him and he nodded, smiling.

"i always have."