When Breath Becomes Scarce
I don't have much time. I must hurry.
Dear Moon,
We admire you.
We let you guide us.
However the Sky has whispered
The truth to me.
You are nothing but a selfish
being, having stomped on
all else to survive.
I stop writing and put down my quill. I crumble the letter and brush it past my vision.
Then, I try again.
Dear Sun,
You burn our skin.
You blind our eyes,
Forcing our heads down
Letting us get used to the shade of
The earth
So that we never know the radiance
That the sky is.
Your jealousy is a burden
To the ruler that our heavens are.
No, no. this is not right. I look up from my seat and stare into the sky. I frown at the clouds obscuring the realm of beauty I live for.
Dear Clouds and Rain,
You killed me.
You ruined me.
You abused my love
and you forced me
to fall to my knees.
You enslaved me to your mercy
With your hammering drops
Of cold rain.
Clouds- the air is for my lungs
And yet you insist on binding
The earth to the heavens,
Leaving no room for mankind.
I curse myself and rip the paper to shreds. This is not about me. I dip my quill in the bottle of ink and take a deep breath, preparing to start again.
Dear Cold,
My flesh is blistered
and the lips of my lover
are blue.
You slow us
and force us to hide
so that we never appreciate
the grace of the sky.
I shake my head in ultimate annoyance. What is wrong with me? None of this is right.
Dearest Sky,
You and I are so alike.
Abstract and unreal.
You are a limit
Man has created for himself
And I-
I am a limit wanting to be liberated.
Sky, you must know that I see
the colors of dawn and twilight but-
but I look at you.
Sky, the layers of shades
that paint you are brilliant
but you are magnificent.
For what is a painting
Without the canvas?
Sky, my heart aches at sunrise
when the sun vouchsafes you light.
Sky, my soul constricts when the moon
Invades you with its army of stars,
Dominating the world with its light
For what is the light of the moon
Without the darkness of the sky?
Sky, when it rains, I smile
Despite the pain.
I dismiss the clouds because I know
You are immortal and in need of release
That we call death.
What I'm trying to say, Sky, is that-
The shrill sound of a caw invades my ears and obscures my focus. I look up and find that a single raven watches me from a nearby tree. Left and right my head turns and I confirm that my table, ink, and papers are the only presence in this field. My hands tremble as I dip my quill in the ink and slowly set it on my paper. A loud caw resonates through the field and I know my time is up, yet despite the warning of the ravens that swarm above my head, I hastily take to finishing my letter.
What I'm trying to say, Sky, is that-
I know-
They attack me. A hurricane of black feathers conceals my vision and the beating of their wings shakes my very existence.
I know that you are mightier
stronger and most fearsome.
You, Sky,
are not a victim.
You are the humble
ruler
the forgiving lover.
The blindness of the world
has compelled you to
forget your capacity
and to cast away
your own importance.
The bottle of ink clanks with the wood of my desk as it spills its contents onto my letter. My eyes widen with disdain; not seeing that I have become the heart of the hurricane that the ravens are. Despite the exploding sounds of beating wings and caws all around me, I hear thunder roar. A grin tickles my lips when bullets of rain fall down on me as I'm pushed around by the large black birds.
I laugh, for I've managed to anger the marauders of the sky.
I knew the consequences, yet...
yet I had hoped that I would awaken the Sky. I hoped and I still am as I fall down.
I still hope as all the noise gets too much.
I still hope as the rain dents my skin and the ravens await their next victim's demise.
I'm hoping even when I, the heart of this pandemonium, begin to crescendo into a halt, allowing the black scavengers to disperse a little until-
it stops.
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I'm crying internally because this is just horrible. Only yesterday I came home from traveling and school just started so I had to whip this together and I can't even. This prompt was so exciting too.
It was Spilled Ink and Raven feathers; the first prompt for the second round of The Thinky Ink-Scribers Club.
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