Jungkook pov

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

Thank you Taehyung. I promise you won't regret it.

The actual fuck?!

Ever since that day, I haven't been able to get rid of that sentence from my head. The anger was bubbling inside of me and I couldn't do anything. Yet.

Yes, yet according to Jimin.

I'm still very angry I just want to pounce on him. Jimin suggested I continue sending the letters but I had to wait.

The motivation to continue already left me. But I told myself 'you won't get him unless you continue. Sit back and relax while Songmin takes him from you.' and I won't let him do that. He may have won the battle but he hasn't won the war.

I couldn't even let off steam. Jimin wouldn't let me saying "It'll give you a bad image in front of Taehyung."

Ugh, this is so fucked up. I couldn't let off steam and I couldn't do wonders on the face of that bastard.

Rumors had started going round the campus about me not wanting to hookup. Why? Because I never reject a hookup. But now I have rejected a lot of them.

Jimin still hangs out with Taehyung and he looks like he has a lot of things on his mind. I tried telling him to stop if it was bothering him and he refused. Fine then.

Jimin stomped into the hangout room and began calling for me. I was right in front of him for fuck's sake.

"Kook! Kook! Ko-"

"I'm right here man, chill. What's up?"

"you've got to start writing those letters again. Taehyung has to know it wasn't Songmin. And that Songmin doesn't even let him rest, always clinging onto him like he was his property-" and there I stopped listening.

I gritted my teeth and clenched my fists. Why would he? How dare he? He didn't know the shit he just signed up for.

"Kook, Kook? Are you even listening?" Jimin waved his hand in front of my face. I slapped his hand away from my face.

"yeah, I am."

"you didn't have to hit me that hard." he said pouting and rubbing his hand.

"Sorry."

"wait- what?! Did you just- Did you just apologize?! Jeon Jungkook just apologized y'all!"

"whatever. Stop over exaggerating." I said and walked out.

"wait, Kook! The letter!" Did he have to be that loud? My fucking ears.

"stop screaming! I'm coming!" I huffed and went back. I sat on the couch and picked the book up and began writing.

Taehyung pov

"like can you believe it Jimin?! He confessed to me." Jimin opened his mouth to talk but I guessed the question already so I cut him off.

"of course I rejected him. I'm not really looking for a relationship right now." I looked up at Jimin's face and he looked... Different.

"Min, is something bothering you?" I questioned, "you can tell me, you've always listened to me rant my problems and I never got the chance to ask you about yours so come on, tell me."

He opened his mouth and closed it again "well, I don't really want to burden you-"

I gasped, offended, "burden? You'll never be a burden. You've helped me a lot it's only fair I do the same for you so come on. If you're not comfortable, I'm not forcing you."

"it's not like that, Tae. OK fine. Um how do I put it- gosh I didn't think it'll be this difficult to say."

"calm down, deep breaths." he breathed in slowly, "now tell me."

"it's my boyfriend. We kind of got into a fight the other day and I thought he was cheating on me. I don't even know if he is cheating. And your brother... I l-like him and it is unusual. I swear that I love Yoongi with all of my heart but I don't understand why I have this tingly feeling whenever he's around me. He makes me feel things that I'm not supposed to feel. I only feel them when I'm with Yoongi and I just don't understand. I love Yoongi so very much. I understand if I kind of neglected our relationship a little bit but he promised me that he was OK. I love him so so much that I don't want to lose him and I also don't want to lose your brother. I'm just so confused..." he ran his hands through his hair and tears began to fall from his eyes.

He hardly cries- no, he doesn't cry I haven't seen him cry before he was always so lively and now what's happening.

Without thinking, I grabbed his hands and pulled him into a hug, rubbing comforting circles on his back.

"it's OK. Cry all you want. Let it out. I'm here." he cried for a few minutes and then sniffed the getting up from my shoulder.

"sorry, you didn't have to see that."

"no, it's fine. Besides what are friends for? Look Min, I can't say I understand you because I've never been in your shoes but I'll advice you talk to your boyfriend, try to talk things out with him. Try asking him if he's cheating. I know it won't be easy but you won't know until you try."

"thanks Tae."

"you're welcome. And I am the bestest friend ever!" he chuckled slowly and ruffled his hair.

"you know that's not a word right?"

"it is now that I mentioned it!"

And I was happy I was able to help Jimin out.

----------------------------------------------

Hi!

I noticed something.

Whenever I'm writing, I put my songs on shuffle and once a BTS song comes on...

I loose it.

My ideas.

My brain.

And I can't help but sing along.

Even if my lyrics are so so wrong 😂😂

Like who sings wrong lyrics with pride?

I do.

And once the song is finished and I think of writing again-

I don't remember what I'm supposed to write. And I don't have the guts to change the songs like...

They're amazing.

And on Wednesday, we kind of had a dancing competition in school.

I won!!

Like it was so unexpected and I was just pushed out and I have a lot of stage fright but I still won.

In my POV, I looked like a dying chicken and everyone was like 'hey you can dance' and they've been teasing me about it.

The shit's so embarrassing.

I can't even move without my body twitching like I'm dancing.

And all of these happened because I tried to um... Slut drop 😂

Now I'm famous in school 😭😭

Which is good and bad?

I can't move without someone pointing and saying 'she danced'

I can't even watch the video.

Now I'm ranting.

And this makes a lot of people vex.

But I can't help it. This is the only place I can rant.

So sorry.

I'm off.

So how was your day?

How did your Wednesday go?

Sorry for my talkative self.

Bai 👋

'peace out 🖤

current me:

that competition.

good days.

I won a lot of food stuff

and I shared all my snacks

but I did enjoy it!

it was one of the best times of my life.

I'm going to cry thinking about it!

I better not.