Four weeks later

Taehyung pov

After the whole beating up incident, I kind of got close with Jimin although I still hang out with Baekhyun but that was scarcely.

There goes my list of forgetting men.

Hobi didn't take the news of me being beaten up lightly and was in rage, but I was able to calm him down.

There was something I noticed which was unusual. There had been letters everyday in my locker. This feels like highschool.

I keep on wondering who put it but I find no secret admirers or let's say, no one comes to my head. After taking my daily notes from my locker, I opened it.

"wow, you got another one hm?" he said wiggling his eyebrows.

I just laughed and slapped his arm playfully. I looked down at the piece of paper and read.

Even though I'm not good with words
I had to do this just for us
You have to be mine
But time is no longer on my side
I'll see you soon
You'll know who I am
And please do accept me.
                                                              ~O~

"what did it say?"

"that's private, Min." he laughed and we started walking after I stuffed the note inbetween the pages of my books.

"so Tae see you at lunch? Cafeteria or the grassy spot?"

"I'll say grassy arena. It's peaceful and quiet there."

"sure see ya." he said waving and walking off.

I found this grassland few days ago, I was just looking for peace from all the spies and I found more than peace. The arena was so calm and I felt so welcome.

Jimin ran back to my side, "we can't have you beaten up again now, can we?"

I chuckled, "so you ran back here because you wanted to make sure I got into class safely?"

He shrugged his shoulders and then said, "yeah, I mean there's nothing wrong with that. I mean I've been doing this every day so..."

"don't you have classes right now?"

"professor said he'll be a little late." and I knew he was lying. No professor was allowed to be late or they'll get discharged, in other words, lose their jobs.

We arrived in front of the class and I turned to face him, "think of a better lie next time OK?" I said and bopped his nose before walking in.

"what the-" he shook his head and then walked off. There was a huge smile on my face as I walked to my seat. Things were beginning to go great. But this admirer had to know that I didn't want a relationship at all.

Jungkook pov

"-pretending like I don't know who sent him the letters."

I turned to look at Jimin and yes I was the one who sent Taehyung those letters.

I discovered that I liked him because he's likeable? I was protecting him when I don't even do that for anyone.
Yoongi kind of helped me though.

Flashback

I needed to know something. It wasn't possible already, it can never be possible and it will never be possible.

I quickly walked into the hangout room and dumped myself on the couch. Yoongi looked up at me and then sat up.

"what's up Kid?"

"how did you know when you fell for Jimin. I mean how did you feel, like I don't mean love just like-"

"I get it. You've fallen eh? Who's the unlucky girl or guy?"

"come on, tell me!"

"fine. I'm not good with this sappy shit but I was thinking about him all the time. I couldn't get him out of my head. I imagined holding him or kissing him or holding hands or cuddling with him to sleep and all that shit."

This is exactly what has been happening to me. Taehyung couldn't leave my head.

I imagined every single thing Yoongi said. I thought this was just cause I haven't done what I normally do, which is fucking him but no it's not. I can't fall for him and this isn't even up to the like level.

It's still in crush level. I wish it doesn't grow.

"so tell me, who do you like? Who's the unlucky person?"

"hyung, first of all, he won't be unlucky. A lot of people want me and you know that."

"whatever. So it's a boy. What are you gonna do?"

"I don't know. Should I just say hey I like you to him. I know he'll never believe me. Like I've said that to over a dozen people, why would anyone believe me. And wait, I don't like him. WTF am I even saying?"

"like I said earlier, I'm not good with all these sappy and romance shit, you gon' have to ask Jimin about that."

"yeah sure."

And later that night I couldn't help but ask Jimin about him.

"how's Taehyung?"

"he was fine when I left him. I dropped him in front of his house." Jimin said shrugging his shoulders.

"hyung, look,I I need your help."

"why do you only call me hyung when you need something?"

"come on Jimin, I'm serious here." he rolled his eyes and I continued.

"-so how do I confess? He won't believe me at all. What do I do?" I asked, running my hands through my hair.

"I have an idea." he said grinning like a mad man. And that's how Jimin told me about a movie he watched called 'one month' how the guy wrote letters to the girl everyday for one month and he revealed himself on the last day of the month.

"so you want me write letters!?! Da fuq?"

"you want my help or not?"

"I do. OK, even if I decided to do it I'm not good with words. I don't know what to write-"

"I'll help you. I'll be right back." few minutes later he came back with a book and a pen and handed them to me.

"write everything you want to do with him here in form of a poem."

"are you fucking serious? You said you'll help me. Is this how you do it?"

"I'm not the one who likes him now am I?"

I huffed and looked down at the book I was given. I flipped the book open and began writing.

I'll rip your clothes off
Fuck you all night till you can't walk
You'll only moan my name
And when I'm done the only name you'll know is mine.

I tore it out and handed it to Jimin smirking.

"good right?" I said leaning back on the chair. His cheeks tinted to a dark red.

"no, no! What the fuck is this? It is so wrong!" he said while crumpling the paper and throwing it to the floor.

"just think of something he's done to you-"

"he's made me hard?"

"not that you pabo! Just think of something!"

I just closed my eyes and leaned my head back on the chair. I sat up and flicked the pen before and then started writing.

We go together
You know how they say opposites attract
You're like a tattoo inside my brain
I can't stop thinking 'bout you
You're making typical me break my typical rules
I guess I'm a sucker for you.

(I was writing this while listening to suckers 😂)

I tore the page out and gave it to Jimin. His eyes scanning the paper rather quickly and a huge smile spreading out on his face and his eyes crinkling into tiny crescents.

"this is the one." he said waving the paper around. "so think of a name for yourself. It could be a letter or two."

"Jungkook. He'll be running to me once he sees it-"

"no, he's not like that. He won't."

"fine, just use O. Alot of people have O in their names."

"sure. I'll help you put this in an envelope but only for today. The next time you'll do it yourself."

"yeah thanks."

End flashback

And that's how I've been sending letters to him everyday. Tomorrow is the day I reveal myself.

"you have to reveal yourself tomorrow, you know that right?"

"yeah, I know." to be honest I'm kinda nervous. I'm not used to being rejected.

"you should see his face whenever he sees those letters, it's so cute!" and I smiled. It kind of reduced my nervousness. I'll reveal myself tomorrow that's it. I mean what could be hard for me? I'm Jeon Jungkook anyway.

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Hi!

How's it going?

He'll reveal himself tomorrow

*does happy dance*

Are you sure? *smirks*

Shut up!

But BTS world?!

*faints*

*wakes up*

*faints*

It's killing me souffle~~

Like OML! Lemme go and cry in peace.

Bai 👋

'peace out 💟

current me:

I loved being BTS's manager.

😢