hi 

i kind of disappeared for the past 9 (?) months if u didn't notice 

i took a hiatus last may for finals and that was when i started losing interest for writing this book so my temporary hiatus turned into a very long hiatus because i didnt feel like writing anymore nor did i have any new story ideas... and that was also around when i began to fully move on not from just wattpad but from bts in general. now i still really respect bts and still listen to their stuff from time to time but people move on from things you know so .. i happened to move on from them

anyway given that i've un-ulted bts, i've also lost the will to write fanfiction centered around bts which was also a factor in my long hiatus. i still love writing though and i think i'm ready to start writing again only it's not going to be bts anymore

i also don't like writing on wattpad because there's the pressure to make nice graphics which i never liked to do, and because this app is structured way too much like a normal social media platform which takes away the main point of it?? it's just my opinion and i think a lot of people (including me) got wrapped up in the numbers and followers and views etc. the structure of this app also gave way to a bunch of other problems i won't name here

also my old works are still published on here and i wrote those in middle school/early high school and i wouldn't like potential new followers/viewers to read those because... yeah

furthermore, there are like .. a shit ton of children/young teens on here and given that i'm almost an adult, i'm not about to talk to a 13 y/o for both my and their benefit

the last reason i feel like i need to stop being active on this platform is because the fandom(s) i'm in on twitter normally use ao3 to read/write fics, and not wattpad. personally i've grown to prefer ao3 maybe because ao3 is heavily connected to fanfic twitter (which is quite a large community)

now .. to anyone who i've ever talked to on here, thanks for being so #Cool and thank you for helping me start writing and giving me support, i don't think i would've ever learned i liked to write things if it weren't for you all. it was fun here but i think it's time for me to stop going on indefinite hiatuses and instead just leave for good 

i'm rambling uhhh i'm way more active on twitter now but i dont talk about bts on there. i'm also active on ao3 now and i'll be writing some things again, and hopefully they'll be things i actually want to write

twitter: ftseungs

ao3: slump