(Bree's POV)

I woke up this morning feeling great. I'm back, I'm so back. It's a really good feeling when you know that you are exactly where you belong. Like everything is normal and everything falls in their respective places. What if I explain everything to Jake? Maybe he'll understand and let me back in his life. I still love him...

*Flashback*

My parents decided to move in to Canada and settle there for good. And as a good daughter I need to follow them. But it breaks my heart to think that I'm leaving Jake behind. I know that I won't survive the pressure and anxiety of long distance relationship. So I've decided to break it off with him. I know it will hurt him more than it hurts me right now. But I have to do this.

Let's meet. I MISS YOU ALREADY. :) -Bree

I tried to hide my pain. He can't notice anything until I broke him completely.

Already babe? Okay let's meet at our place... I love you :) - Jakie

I feel like crying.

"No Bree, stay strong!!!"

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we are now on our place. He immediately hugged and kissed me. I think I need this... for the last time. So I kissed him back. But when he started to deepen it I pushed him away. I don't like to have second thoughts now.

"Is there a problem babe?" He asked.

"Let's break up." I said without any emotions.

"Wait... what?" it seems that he heard me wrong.

"I said let's break up." I manage not to crack.

"No no no, you're kidding right babe." he's getting worried. "You're just getting in my head right?"

Seeing him like this breaks me. But I have to do this for us.

"No I'm serious Jake... I want to call it off." I tried to be as cold as possible.

"No please don't do this to me." He started crying now.

He hugged me lightly and I feel him getting weak like falling to my feet. I can feel his tears flow down my neck. I can't do this anymore I have to end this! So I shrugged him off.

"No no no NO!!!" he screamed like a child and he just hugged me tighter.

And the next words I said made me break me piece by piece until I'm nothing.

"My feelings are fading Jake can't you see?" I started "And we are moving to Canada and I think it will be good for me to start over again, reach my dreams... but without you in it!" I said firmly as I pushed him hard and made him fall to the ground.

"Please don't do this to me. I know you're lying." he cried.

I can't stay here anymore. I don't want him to change my mind even if I wanted him so bad. And before I started to say my final words. It rained. Of course it has to rain, damn it!!! I look at him straight to his eyes as I broke him into nothing.

"I'm sorry Jake it's just that I don't love you anymore." I said as he just sit there watching me as I disappear.

*End of Flashback*

"Maybe not today Bree." I told myself. "You hurt him badly."

I sighed as I prepared myself for school.

(Jake's POV)

There's an idea that struck me when I woke up. I don't know but I don't hate it. What if I settle things with Bree and go back with her? I still fucking love her. I still want her so bad. Maybe...

"No!!!" I shouted. "Maybe not yet." I sighed.

The pain is still here it won't just leave me alone. But what if going back to Bree is the answer? But she made it clear that she don't love me.

"Fuck Bree, stop messing up my head!!!" I screamed.

Then suddenly I don't want to go to school. Maybe I don't want to see her. But it's really an illegitimate reason for skipping school. So instead of lying around I prepared myself for school

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I ran through the halls for the fact that I'm running late. I almost didn't pay attention to everything else in my environment. Then I bumped into someone.

"Oh my God I'm really sorry." as I lend her my hand.

She just smiled and said. "It's okay, you're already ten minutes late. Go I'll be fine."

So I just go and smiled back at her. Weird how did she know my sched? Stop thinking Jake more running. The I forgot about what happened.

Then the day almost got the same as always. The different thing now is that Bree is sitting next to me and I keep on thinking of that girl that I bumped before. Weird, but I just can't keep her of my mind.

Lunch time came and I barely touched my food because I keep on thinking about that girl.

"I wonder what her name is?" I randomly mumbled.

"Everything okay Jake?" Rick asked.

I didn't,bother to answer.

"Wow what a deep daydream..." Cody started. "Even Rick can't get through."

I just rolled my eyes.

"Fuck off!!!" Rick shouted. Almost all students in the cafeteria look at our table.

"Awe please don't be mad at me babe." Cody pleaded.

Rick just stormed out from the cafeteria and Cody followed him. I know Cody's straight but it bugs me if he just messing with Rick or he really have feelings for him.

And then I attended music class after lunch. Our music teacher told us that we need to compose a song with an instrument and we have to play it live after three weeks. And I hate singing. As usual the rest of the day passed with nothing special in it. I just heard the final bell and I start walking home.

When I reach our house, my parents are not there as usual. My brother is in college and I am alone as always.

I made myself a meal it's just a sandwich though. But I really cook great. Afterwards I started sorting out lyrics and make some arrangements for my music assignment. It's not that much but it actually kind of fun. And a good distraction too. After several hours I found myself waking up on my study table. I lift myself up and move my ass to my bead and start falling asleep again.

"I love you Jake..." I heard someone whispered.

"What the fuck?!!!" Seriously that creepy whisper every night? Fuck these nightmares.

I look at the clock and it's already one thirty in the morning. Maybe it's just nightmares because when I look around my room, everything's pretty much the same. But I swear that I really felt someone whispered on my ear. It's really creeping me out, but then, I decided to go back to sleep for there is school tomorrow.