you better not freaking cut yourself without putting some second thought into it! if you're gonna do that talk to me, your parents, anyone. because that's not freaking okay, causing such damage is not o freaking kay. if you are putting your health on the line get yourself in check!

I promised my self and my friends that j wouldn't cut and even though it gets so very freaking hard I DONT DO IT!

you would think that after i beg and beg for you to stop you will. DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURTS ME TOO! YOURE NOT JUST HURTING YOURSELF MU FRIEND.
I told please stop, for my sanity and you can't just say okay put the blade down. you keep saying I can't promise anything but you! I thought I meant something to you and he amount of pain you're putting me in right now is unbearable! I can barley breathe, and I assume that if I tell you how much you're hurting me you would stop, BUT YOURE NOT! it's not fair to you, it's not fair to me! it's not fair to the people around you! BECAUSE THEIR ARE PEOPLE WHO LVE YOU WERHER YOU REALIZE IT OR NOT!
I'm trying to help but you're giving me nothing. how
am I supposed to help you when right now in my life I'm barley eating, in so freaking depressed, I'm very anxious and I'm so stressed, yet I still try to talk you through it. IM TRYING! IM GIBING YOU ALL I GOT, ALL I HAVE.
you're not giving me anything.

please just stop. this iS NOT OKAY