It was two days after Toby left. It was Monday now. It was nearly time for school. (Y/N) had already got ready, she hasn't been able to sleep since Toby left. She was tired but made herself go to school.

It was just before school. She was sat on a bench hugging her knees. "There she is! Aww she doesn't have that Toby boy to protect her." He laughed. He walked up to her and grabbed her by the neck.

"You have no one now, do you?" He asked laughing. She didn't answer gasping for air crying. "Oh? You want to live?" He asked. She didn't answer. He threw her on the ground.

She was planing something.

She ran to class. She sat in her seat. She didn't really pay attention in any of her classes exept art and music. It was English. She knew she was terrible at it so she normally draws random things. Her mind couldn't concentrate on anything.

Her ticking was getting worse by lunch. "Hey look. It's Toby's girlfriend." They laughed. At this point she couldn't care less. She was just trying to ignore them. "You shouldn't bully her just cause of how she is..." one of the boys said. He was new so she didn't know him. "Shut up Helen." Another boy said. Helen walked of.

It was now last lesson, art. (Y/N)'s class got told to draw something they want or want back. She decided to draw Toby. No one got to finish so it was set as homework.

It was now the end of the day. (Y/N) ran home as soon as possible.

(Y/N) P.O.V (texting)

4:15 - 6.

Me: hi
Toby: hey, how was school?
Me: it was ok...
Toby: that's not true, is it.

Me: no. Tbh it was terrible. The bullying is worse since you left... I feel so alone.
Toby: take your phone to school and I might be able to talk to you when your at school.
Me: I want my phone keeping. Not taking that risk. So how's the new house?
Toby: it's not the same without you.
Me: haha bet it's better without me.
Toby: never say that again! Bad girl! Haha, I would rather you be here.
Me: have you made any new friends?
Toby: not even close, not left my room since i've gotten here.
Me: If I wanted to see you I would have to walk for about a day, wouldn't I?
Toby: yes. Sorry... I have to go! Talk to you in a bit or tomorrow, try get some sleep.
Me: no promises, bye.

I turned of my phone and let it charge a bit, and started to get the shower ready. I undressed and went in. I let the water run down my body.

I washed my hair and body and got out. I got dressed into pj's. I got into bed and tried to sleep. I was trying to sleep or around 5 hours after 10.

It was around 3 a.m now. I wasn't gonna be able to sleep tonight, like normal. I gout out of bed and opened a window, I saw a bit standing on the footpath.

I went to the door and opened it slightly, he had a axe or something. It looked like Toby. "T-toby?" I walk up to the person.

When I got up to him he disappeared.  I jumped back and froze. I heard someone coming up behind me. "You Okay?" They asked. I jumped again crying slightly, "y-yea I'm fine." He looked at me concerned, my ticking getting worse. He grabbed my wrists wanting to comfort me, I squeaked at the sudden grab. My sleeves rised up showing deep cuts up my arm, I look away crying, scared. He pulled my sleeves down and pulled me close to him, him hugging me tight. "I don't know what your going through, I'm not expecting you to tell me, I'm here if you need someone to talk to, don't be scared." He said calmly.

I didn't respond, too scared to. He kept hugging me not letting go, almost like Toby. I pulled away remembering his voice. "H-helen?" I whispered. He nodded walking me to my  door. why a-are you here, you s-should be l-like normal p-people." I whispered again. "well I'm not like normal people. lets get you inside." he said calmly. I nodded and walked into the open door, he walked in after me. I looked at him confused. "w-what?" he asked. "n-nothing!" I said panicking a bit. I looked away scared. "are you okay?" he asked me concerned. I nodded trying not to seem like I was panicking. he sighed and walked up to me, hugging me suddenly. I relaxed a bit, still nervous if I should trust him or not.

He seemed nice. I didn't want to trust anyone at this point. I was to scared, I wanted to trust him so much but I couldn't. I pulled away and ran upstairs. "Huh?" he said confused. I sat on my bed covering my face crying. he came upstairs so I ran to my bathroom. I still had my bloody knife in here. He walked in when I was trying to hide the knife. "What are you doing!?" he shouted. I just stared to scared to do anything. He grabbed it of me, accidently cutting my sleeve and arm a bit.

"I'm soo sorry!" he said panicky. he lifted the sleeve up revealing more cuts, most very deep. he gasped and just stared at my arm. I pulled my arm away quickly. he grabbed both arms now and pulled both sleeves up at the same time, revealing more cuts. some really deep and some hardly deep. I could tell he was speechless. I just looked down ashamed. I thought he would shout at me or make fun of me like normal people but he didn't, he hugged me.

I felt safe, for some reason. I only felt safe with Toby. it was weird. I started to fall asleep in his arms. he picked me up and carried me to the bed. he sat on my bed and placed me on his knee, half asleep. I snuggled into him, feeling safe. "Sleep well, princess, you wont be here in the morning. you will be in a better place." he said smiling. I fell asleep after that, with a lot of thoughts. 'What does he mean a better place. princess? what?' it was confusing but I was asleep now, I just wanted to enjoy it while I could. It was nice. I was kinda happy, I still wanted Toby back though. he was the only things I want the  most but it probably wont happen.......