I pulled my jacket closer and looked up at the black sky, stars littered here and there. I let out a sigh a cloud of smoke dancing around me. I think it's hard to believe I'm missing them already. We all know you live for those people you are aware of what they do right? "Dude just leave me alone already!" Ha you really think I'll just leave you alone just like that. You're stuck with me lady. " I just need to find a place to stay just for a little while. At least until you leave." I said gritting my teeth. (The gif below is the relationship between you and the voice in your head. You Being Lapis the blue one)

Well either way I'm not leaving. I sighed and put my face in my hands. I really can't believe I'm arguing with myself. I pulled my hood over my head and walked down the busy streets of (y/t). It feels like I've been gone forever but nothing seemed to change. I walked by a few stores here and there but nothing seemed to peek my interest. "Police are still on the look out for two suspects in the L/n murder. Please keep your eyes out for any suspicious looking persons and contact the police, in other news....." My eyes widened. Would you looked at that people still care."Of course they care." I whispered. An old lady next to me looked over. I smiled and turned around and began walking towards a hotel. "Goodness did you see the way she looked at us?" I asked looking over my shoulder.Well you are talking to yourself.  She said laughing. I sighed and ran a hand through my hair. AW geez im going to die. I looked around for the nearest hotel. "Alright."I said pulling a wad of cash out of my pocket. " I hope to gosh this is enough money." I walked up to a run down looking hotel and gripped my bag tighter. I pushed the door open and a wave of heat hit me hard. I shuttered and stepped in. I looked around and quickly stepped up to the desk. The bright haired lady smiled "Hello welcome to the black bird motel how may I help you?" She asked happily. I sighed and pulled the money out of my pocket. "How much for the night?" I asked looking up. She forced a smile "$35 dollars." She said stepping back a bit. I pulled out the money and put the rest back in my pocket. She paused at first but took the money. She turned around a grabbed a key with the number 12 on it. "Have a goodnight." She said happily. I forced a smile "you to." I said quickly grabbing the key. I turned towards my room and slammed the key into the lock. God just look at this place. "For once I completely agree with you." I said kicking the door closed with my boot. This place is soooo gross. I shuddered in disgust as I threw my backpack on the bed. How clean do you think that bed is. I sighed and unzipped my backpack  grabbing a clean set of pajama clothes, which consisted of a black tank top and dark (f/c) shorts. I trugged towards the bathroom turning the water on.¨ I'm so exhausted.¨ I said peeling my clothes off. I slipped into the water letting the hot steam replenish my tense muscles. I left the bathroom door open because why the heck not i'm all by myself. The motel window opened and a black figure slipped in quietly closing the window. The figure slowly made it's way towards the bathroom door and slipped in quickly closing the door behind it. I washed the soap out of my hair and went to grab a wash cloth when two cold hands wrapped around my mouth. I went to scream when the figure came close to my ear. ¨ Don't scream babe it's me.¨ They let go of my mouth and I slowly turned around. Toby stood behind me in all his glory staring down at me. ¨ Hey.¨ He said quietly. I gasped and he grabbed my arm pulling me close. ¨ You haven't even been gone that long and I already miss you so much.¨ He said squeezing me closer. I laughed and hugged him back. ¨ I love you so much.¨He said pulling away. I looked up at him and he slowly leaned toward me. He roughly pushed me into the wall and my hands went straight into his wet brown locks. He grunted into the kiss and wrapped his arms around my waist. "You have no idea what you do to me." He said pulling away. I let out a shaky breathe and ran my fingers through my hair. He sure is keeper this one.  The voice said stepping close. "Don't even." I said taking a step back. "Y/n are you alright?" Toby asked reaching out towards me. "Don't touch me!!" I shouted pulling away. He pulled his hand away, eyes wide. "Y/ n you really need to tell me what wrong." He said sadly. Don't you want to have some fun??  She said stepping closer." You missed me right babe?"  Toby officially looks confused. He looked deep into my eyes. My body was under her control. She stepped forward and wrapped her arms around Today's beck. "Do you want to have some fun?" She asked sensually.