Baby Don't Cut

⚠TRIGGER WARNING

-Thunderhoof tries to stop you from doing something horrible. He tries to tell you that you don't have to be alone, because he's here for you. But, anxiety overwhelms you. And his pleas fall on deaf ears..-

AN: Human scenario!

You're only about 17, you have your whole life ahead of you. But you hate that school because the people there discredit you. Your boyfriend tries to tell you that's not the way it seems. But everyday you just get lowered with your self esteem. He tells you every night will respond with a brighter day, especially since you tried to overdose and take your life away. You feel helpless, sitting there beside your bed. He takes his hand and places it beside your head. He tries to hold you, but with every touch you still resist. And that's when he sees the scars that bury deep within your wrists. You feel a bit numb as he begins to beg and plead, asking why. You respond by saying,
"This way I have control with the pain I feel inside"

"How long has it been going since you felt this...way 'cause yous got me here just feelin' so damn helpless"

You look away quietly saying, "It's been a while, I guess I needed better luck..."

And then he screams and tells you, "Baby never cut!"

He takes your hands into his, looking into your E/C eyes.

"Nobody seems to get ya, an' yous feel like you're on your own. But listen Y/N you don't have to be alone. So baby don't cut. Please don't cut."

Tears slowly pour out of your eyes, but he wipes them away with his thumb and gives you a soft kiss.

"I know your heart is hurting.. But don't put yourself to an end. That blade you use isn't your only friend. Baby don't cut, please don't cut... You can do anythin', just promise me you won't cut."

You cry into his chest, collapsing into a big, warm hug. He rubs your back slowly, giving you reassurance.

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The next day at school you feel a bit better than the day before. You even managed to crack a couple smiles as you walked through the corridor.
But all that came to an end when you dropped your books coming into class, and every student in the room just seemed to point and laugh. You couldn't take it anymore, you sent Thunderhoof a text.

^I love you with my body, heart, and soul to death^

He thought nothing much of it,

^I love yous^, and sent it.

By death he didn't know that you had literally just meant it!
You ditched your next class, ran into the bathroom. Thinking to yourself you wouldn't break your promise that soon.

1 cut...2 cuts....3 cuts.....4

The blood started dripping from the tub onto the floor.

Back at school, Thunderhoof had a feeling in his stomach that he hated. He followed it and ran to your house, he never waited. The front door was open, he heard the water running. He ran into the bathroom and his heart just started gunning.

"Y/N!!!!!"

He put an arm around your shoulder, trying to lean you back up. He yells out your name as you lay beside the bathtub. He feels his whole world just got hit by an avalanche.

He screams out so heavily, "Somebody call an ambulance!"

He's angry. Like somebody led you onto this. He almost didn't notice when your eyes rolled back and you start drifting out of consciousness. He thinks to himself, 'why the hell didn't she just stop at her own will'
His tears keep on rolling as you guys head to the hospital.

***

Paramedics rush in, the doctor calls emergency. You've lost a lot of blood and the place looks like a murder scene. An hour later the doc walks in with a sour face and says excuse me for the words I am about to say.

"I'm sorry for your loss..."

Thunder just starts collapsing. His own world, his own girl...just took a crashing. Saying to himself, that its his fault he let it up.

"Baby I thought you made a promise you would never cut....."

Nobody seems to get you
You feel you're on your own
But listen pretty lady you don't have to be alone
So baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut

I know your heart is hurting
You think the road has come to an end
You might feel that blade you're holding is your only friend
But baby don't cut, baby don't cut
You can do anything just promise baby you won't cut.

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If you didn't already notice, I was trying something different. A whole different writing style. I just wanted to try it. :3 I might write another one like this. Well, after I get all the requests done. So don't worry people. I assure you next is the lemon. Then it's Carousel, then a request that I need to talk to the requester about, then Gingerbread Man. And THEN (hopefully) my next li'l oneshot like this, that I'll call "2 Faces". I'll get to all of them eventually..

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Wouldn't have been able to pull this off without BMike :3

See ya in the next oneshot! :3 :3

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