No Love Lost
*Sulia*
I was at home by myself once again because Kaay ass decided to up and leave again. I swear this bitch can't never stay at home, she need to be a home body. I sat in the living room watching vampire diaries again on our 75" tv that was mounted on the wall. I was eating my doritos and drinking my sprite when the doorbell rung. I got up pausing my show and walked towards the door making sure not to make a sound just in case it was somebody I didnt want to be bothered by. Unlike Kaay's rude ass, I looked out of the peephole to see Booda standing there. I contemplated on if I wanted to answer of not. I decided not to be an asshole and opened the door. He stood there looking defeated and sad as ever. He looked up at me with the most sincere look I've ever seen him have.
"May I come in? " He asked low.
I moved out the way and let him in. I closed and locked the door following him into my living room. He sat on the love seat as I sat back in my spot.
"So , what's up with this surprise visit? " I asked sitting indian style crossing my arms.
"I just came to apologize Sulia. For everything. I promise the last thing I wanted to do was hurt you. Even Kaay. I just didn't want her dad hurting you not knowing that what I was doing was hurting you worse. I broke you're heart and you're trust and I know I'll never get that back . I don't want you to forget but I really hope you forgive me. " He said holding my hands in his.
"I forgive you but I can't be with you Booda. You really hurt me.... And Kaay. And she's like your sister. I forgive you but that's about it. " I said taking my hands out of his and looking at the floor. "Is that all you came for? " I asked above a whisper.
"Yeah, hopefully I'll see you around. " He said letting himself out the door. I got up and locked the door behind him and going back to what I was doing. I wanted to cry. But I was out of tears. I was tired of crying. I know we were good and all. But that man has did some hurtful things to me. And not once was it cheating. If he was hurting me like this, I had to get away because it is not healthy. Im gonna miss him though. Lord knows he was my baby.
*Kaay*
I went to go visit my mom since it's been a minute. I felt like it was long over due. I had to call first to make sure my dad wasnt there cause I'd be damned if I face him right now. Good thing he wasn't or I wouldnt have been here. I parked my car in her drive way and locked my doors. I walked up to the front door and unlocking it with the key I still had. When I walked in I heard voices coming from the living room. I put my keys on the table in the foyer and took my sneakers off. I followed the voices and saw my mom talking to a man who's voice sounded too familiar. When she saw me, she looked shocked and also nervous. The guy noticed and turned around making me instantly grow curious as to why he was here with my mother.
"Hey Kaay, pleasure to see you here. " He said with a warm smile.
"Not so much. Why are you here Ant? " I asked standing in the doorway leaning on the threshold crossing my arms across my chest.
"Well, I stopped by to chat with your mom a little bit. She told me you were on your way over so I figured I'd just stay until you got here. " He said looking at my mom.
The way they were looking at each other was throwing me off and giving me a feeling that I did not like what so ever.
"I hate to ask this. But I'm going to anyway. Are you guys sleeping with each other or? " I asked raising my eyebrow.
"Oh girl, even if we were we're grown and that's none of your business. " She said trying to dismiss what I just asked.
"Yeah okay, I'll just take that as a yes. " I said sitting in the love chair across from them.
Sitting here with them was so awkward because they were acting like they were long lost bestfriends and I didn't like it one bit. I know they knew each other because of my dad and what happened in the past. But my mom? Chit chatting with my boss? Oh no. I do not approve.
"Well, since she's here now I guess I'd get going. It was good seeing you Kaay. You know you and Sulia is welcome to come in and work whenever you guys want too. " He said standing up.
"Let me walk you to the door. " My mom said about to stand up.
"Oh no, it's fine. I know where the door is girl lol. " He said chuckling a little bit and walking out the door.
I looked at my mom who was looking like a teenager that just got caught fucking in her moms house and I knew right then and there something was up.
"So, are you hungry? I made chicken alfredo. " My mom said getting up and heading to the kitchen.
It was around 9 when I got back to the house and Sulia was in the same spot I left her, glued to the tv like her life depended on it. I sat next to her and she instantly laid her head on my shoulder. I grabbed the wooden box from out the cabinet in the coffee table and pulled out one of my prerolls I kept in there and the lighter. I sparked the blunt taking a long drag and slouching a little into the couch.
"Whats wrong? " I asked already knowing something was wrong with her.
"Booda stopped by today. He came to apologize and he said he was trying to protect me from your dad not knowing it was hurting me and he asked me to forgive him. " She said sounded down.
"Well do you forgive him? " I asked passing her the blunt.
"I don't know. I want to. But yanno that man has hurt me a lot and I kept forgiving him and look what happened. He hurt me again. " She said taking a puff from the blunt.
"I mean yeah he hurt you before. But look how long its been since it happened again. It's been 3 years since the last time he did something to hurt you. I mean you guys been good since then. If you really love him Sulia, don't just shut him out. He said it himself he was just trying to protect you from my dad. And you and me both know how my dad gets. Besides, His heart was in the right place, his approach was just wrong. "
"So you mean to tell me if Cody came right now apologizing like Booda did you'd forgive him? " She asked sitting up and passing the blunt back to me.
"Girl, hell no. I don't give a fuck how hard he was trying to protect me. The difference between Booda and Cody is that Cody cheated to prove to my dad that he wasn't with me. Booda just ignored you. " I said taking a puff from the blunt.
"Yeah, I guess you're right. " She said. "And bitch learn how to stay home the fuck. Always leaving and shit. " She said pushing me and snatching the blunt out of my hand.
"Bitch I went to see my mom. Oh and girl guess who the fuck was sitting in the living room akikiking like everything was okay? " I said turning facing her.
"Who bitch? " She said as her eyes got big anticipating my answer.
"Girl, Ant ass. I'm telling you when I walked in, it looked like they've been flirting the whole time. " I said taking my blunt back.
"You think they fuckin around? " She asked wiggling her eyebrows laughing thinking this shit is funny.
"Girl this is not a laughing matter . But I sure did ask the fuck. She gon tell me even if they were she was grown and it was none of my business. " I said taking two more puffs and putting the roach out.
"Oh girl that answer right there is a dead give away. Our boss be in yo moms guts bitch. " She said busting out laughing. I grabbed one of the pillows on the couch and hit her ass with it. Bitches think this shit is so fucking hilarious.
"Bye, that's why I hope yo clit fall off while you masturbating you raggedy bitch. " I said running to my room dodging the pillow she tried to throw at me laughing. I stripped out of my clothes and plugged my phone into the charger. I climbed in my bed and snuggled under my covers feeling the high ten times better. Call me weird, but I just love going to sleep high.
Soooo, y'all think Kaay's mom and Ant messin around or what? And should Sulia forgive Booda ? Welp, guess you guys have to keep reading to find out huh Lmao. I hope you guys enjoyed even though this is kinda just a filler chapter. Please vote and comment whatchu think. And I'll see you next chapter. Until then.......
Xoxo
-Kaay
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