Okay, everybody wanna know where I've been and I got 2 words for that: PREGNANT + MISERABLE
Ya girl going through it, lol.

And for everybody asking about CONNECT, no it's not discontinued. That's just what I'm finishing up to put on Amazon first, then Thugged Out is going second. My book RIDE that most of ya'll never got to read is going third.

COMMENT & VOTE ❤

"You're my little secret and that's how we should keep it. We should never let em know, never let it show. If you know, like I know; we should never let it go." - Xscape

1 MONTH LATER

TAE

"Hey, Tae. How are you?" Lianna's auntie asks me as I walk in their apartment. "I'm okay. Where she at?" I ask, giving her a hug. Lianna, her cousin Asia, and her auntie Patricia moved into an apartment here in Los Angeles about three weeks ago. Her aunt got custody of her now. She ain't my girl but I come see her just to check on her after her dad fucked her up and killed our baby.

"She should be in her room. Don't close no doors in my house neither. I heard you have a birthday coming up." she says. "It's today." I correct her, making her laugh. "Oh, wow. Happy Birthday, sweetheart. What gifts did you get? I bet you got you a nice, sweet sixteen car." she says. "Naw, I didn't get nothing." I answer. All I got was my license earlier this morning after I woke up. So, I'm whipping legally, finally. I haven't talked to my parents. I'm trying to get Noble to get custody of me or some shit even though I'm always with Reign's fat ass.

She frowns. "No gift? Why not?" She asks. "I don't want to talk about it." I answer. She looks me over. "Take a seat." She demands. I sigh, sitting down at the table. "Where your parents at? You spend a lot of time out roaming the streets. I've been meaning to ask you how you make money as well. You just turned sixteen so I know a job wasn't keeping you paid." She says. My life has been crazy as hell. If I was childish before, being on my own damn sure made me a man fast. I've been through so much shit out there by myself. It's crazy.

"My brother." I lie. "You live with your brother?" She asks. "My big brother trying to get custody of me and my sister take care of me. She pregnant so I take care of her though." I answer. Reign is getting so big. She can't wait until it's time to have her baby. Drew ain't shit but a bitch ass nigga. He don't take her to no appointments, he don't buy her shit when she craving, he ain't there when she sick, he wasn't there to find out the gender when we went, and I doubt he'll show up when she gives birth. It's been me taking her wherever she gotta go because she be in pain sometimes and ain't supposed to be driving for a while. That shit so fucked up.

She looks at me funny. "What kind of family do you come from?" She asks. "A normal family, I guess. They ain't perfect. We going through a lot." I tell her. It ain't none of her business. I ain't ever bashing my parents to nobody on the outside. My momma came back around trying to fix shit but me and her came to the conclusion that it was best for one of my siblings to have custody. It wasn't even on no trifling shit. After I started doing shit on my own, I wasn't trying to hear them.

"Are you involved in anything illegal or dangerous?" She asks. "Naw, everything cool. Can I go talk to Lianna?" I ask, standing up. If not, I'll just leave. I try to check on her after the shit with her daddy killing the baby and fucking her up because she still hasn't healed from it. That don't mean I wanna sit down and constantly get questioned by her auntie every single time I come through. I just wanna check on the girl even though her pops is still at the top of my hit list and I can't wait to whack that bitch made ass, pretending ass pastor for the shit he did and for what he said on the cruise. I don't forget or forgive shit no more.

"Go ahead. Don't close that door." She says. I nod my head. I'm surprised she even letting me in the room because she used to make me sit my ass on the couch while she ear hustled from the kitchen. I walk back to her room then open the door. Lianna jumps then covers herself up. "My bad. I didn't know you was putting some clothes on." I say, eyeing her. She only got on a pair of panties while she covers her chest with her hands. "Get out. Quit looking at me like a pervert. I have to get dressed and you know my aunt doesn't play." She whisper yells, making me laugh. Who the fuck's scared of her auntie though?

"Why you want me to get out? Yo auntie let me in here." I say, grinning as I look between her legs. I can see her pussy print through her panties. I can feel myself getting hard right now. I want to fuck her so bad. I've been getting plenty of pussy but I want some more of her shit cause I haven't fucked her in so long. I quietly close the door then wrap my arms around her. She uncovers her titties then kisses me on my lips.

"You so fine." I compliment her. She rolls her eyes. "You just want to have sex with me again." She says. "Is that a crime? You don't like the fact that you turn me on?" I ask, laying her down on her bed. "I do like it. I'm scared to get caught by her, though." She mumbles. I undo my pants then pull them down. "Happy Birthday too." She adds, watching me pull my boxers down. I grab her legs then push them back as far as they'll go. She starts moaning some while I eat her out. Shit, I can't wait to go in.

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We fucked real quick. Her pussy is so good. Maybe, it's because her pussy was the first I ever had. I don't even know. I fix my clothes then open the door back up before her auntie starts tripping. "You wanna go somewhere with me?" I ask. "Go where?" She asks. "My big brother and his girlfriend having a baby shower today. It was supposed to happen a month ago but got postponed. She having the baby in a week so they had to do it today." I explain. Noble and Jaylah got back together and he dropped Wendy like he never knew her. Him and Jaylah are back like they never left each other at all.

"I gotta ask my aunt if I can go. If she says yes, sure. Will your mom be there?" She asks. I nod my head yes. "You know she will. She'll be happy we came." I say. My momma asks me about Lianna every single time we talk to each other. She nods her head, getting out of the bed. "Come with me to ask." She demands. I nod my head.

We just got to her auntie's room. The door is locked but we can hear her aunt on the phone with somebody now. "I'm all for helping people out but I never wanted to take on this type of responsibility. I'm not her mother, I'm her aunt. I didn't want another child to look out for. Part of me wants to give her up for adoption because that'll make my life easier but I can't bring myself to do it because I love her. Plus, she's still a fucking wreck after that bastard killed the baby. The baby's father is a gang banger and thinks I don't know. Something about his life doesn't sit well with me, girl. I think he's a drug dealer. I don't need that mess under my roof." She vents, sniffling.

I glance over at Lianna. She looks stunned. I wrap my arm around her then kiss her. "Fuck what she said. The shit you going through ain't your fault." I tell her. Lianna is real sensitive so I know that hurt her. Lianna knocks on the door. "Hold on. I'll call you back." Her aunt says. She opens up the door for us. "What's wrong with you two?" She asks us. "I heard you. I'm leaving." Lianna says. "Heard what and leaving to go where? You don't have anywhere else to go to, child." She says. "What the fuck do you give a damn for if I'm clearly altering your life in the worst way?" Lianna asks.

Her aunt sighs. "I just get frustrated at times. I see you heard my conversation. I love you and I do want you here. You have nowhere else to go." She softly says. "Yes she do. She can come with me." I say. She raises her eyebrow. "Come with you for what, to learn how to be a thug and smoke weed and shit?" Her aunt asks me with a real nasty attitude. "Who said she smoking anything or any of that shit? You don't want her but I do so let her come." I demand. "What the fuck do I look like taking some damn orders from a sixteen year old boy in my own fucking house?" She snaps on me.

"Just like this. Lianna, let's go." I demand. "I wish you would walk out of here with this boy." She says. "What'll happen if I do? You obviously hate the fact that I'm here." Lianna mumbles. "Mane, fuck her. How you want her to stay when you clearly don't want the responsibility of yo own niece? Lianna, let's go. Don't even pack shit. I'll buy you whatever you need. Come on." I demand, grabbing her hand and pulling her. Lianna is crying while she leaves with me. Her auntie is screaming at us but I'll kill that hoe right along with a brother in law. She better shut her ass up talking to me.

I just pulled up to the apartment me and Reign moved into. It's a three bedroom. One room is mine, the other is Reign's, and we've been buying stuff for the third bedroom which is for the baby. Lianna can sleep in my bed with me. "Who lives here?" She asks, way calmer than she was at first. "Me and my sister." I answer, getting out the car. She gets out then follows me up the stairs leading to our apartment. "Are you scared? What if she calls the police and stuff and says you kidnapped me?" She asks. I shrug my shoulders. "I ain't concerned." I admit. Whatever happens is just gonna happen regardless.

We just walked in. "This is nice. It smells good too." She says, looking around the living room. "Thank you." I say. Me, Reign, and Miguel decorated everything. It's real welcoming in here and it smells like vanilla. "You want something to eat? We got some food here unless you want to wait until we get to the baby shower." I say. It's leftover fried chicken in there. "Not yet. I want to eat at the baby shower. Who's having a baby?" She asks, pointing at the baby clothes on the couch that Reign must've just bought. "My sister. She having a daughter." I answer.

"That's so cool. I hope I have a daughter one day." She says. "I want whatever God give me when that time comes." I say, leading her to Reign's room. I open the door. "My bad." I say, awkwardly looking away. I didn't know Wendy was coming over. Both of them are lying in the bed together. Wendy has on just a bra and I can't see nothing under the cover and Reign is just wearing a long shirt that fits like a gown. Wendy was rubbing her stomach. What the fuck they doing?

"Tae, what do you want?" Reign asks as Wendy pulls the cover completely over herself. "I mean...I was trying to tell you Lianna here and she coming with us to the baby shower. I didn't know I was interrupting some shit. What ya'll doing?" I ask them. Wendy suddenly started coming over almost whenever she ain't at work exactly one month ago but they stay in the living room or keep the door open when I'm here. I've never seen them laid up looking gay as fuck before.

"We just took a nap before we have to get ready to go to the baby shower." Wendy says, shrugging her shoulders. "You sure that's it?" I ask as Reign sits in silence like she don't give a fuck. "What else was it supposed to be, Tae? We just took a fucking nap and that's all. Don't go lying and starting rumors to everybody neither cause it ain't none of that other shit." Reign says. "I didn't accuse y'all. Why you so defensive? I know you wouldn't fuck with nobody Noble messed with." I say. Wendy is straight and in love with Noble. Reign don't date girls so it ain't shit to it.

Wendy starts laughing. "I love Noble and I'm not gay. Chill." She demands. "Anyway, hey Lianna." Reign greets her. "Hey." Lianna says. I can tell this shit is awkward. "Well, if I'm supposed to be driving us to the place, you better be ready cause if not, I'm leaving y'all. The shit is like a full hour away." I tell her. "Okay. Get out and close the door back. I'm trying to sleep." Reign says, rolling over on her side.

I lead Lianna out then close the door. "Your sister is cute." Lianna says. "Thank you." I say as we walk in my room. "Sorry it smell weird in here." I say. I smoked in here and wasted Funyuns in the floor yesterday. It's been a weird odor since then. "It just smells like you smoke a lot." she says, plopping down on my bed. I do. I smoke so much weed all of a sudden because it balances me out when I'm stressing over shit.

I take my shirt off then lay back in the bed, grabbing my TV remote. "Is your sister a lesbian?" Lianna asks. "No. Why?" I ask. She starts laughing some. "Tae, her girlfriend is pretty." She jokes. "She don't have no girlfriend. That girl used to mess with my brother that's having the baby but he got back with his baby momma. She became friends with Reign and her bestfriend Miguel. That's why she here." I explain. "I bet they like each other. They make a cute girl couple." She says. "Me and you make a cute couple too. Let's talk about that. Get out they business. Them folks don't fuck off." I say.

She kisses me. "So... we're a couple?" She asks. "Not yet. We can work on it though. When I get some more shit in place and maybe, when I turn eighteen, we can move in a place for just us and go from there." I say. I know I'm just sixteen but I'm one of those people that think way ahead when it comes to who I want and what I want. I can't say that I want her right now but I know Imma be with her eventually. We gon' be the shit too.

DREW

I'm sitting at Vonte's house with my new girlfriend and smoking a blunt. I disconnected from damn near everybody. Amari still calls me and I'll answer cause he just an innocent kid but it's fuck the rest of them. I only deal with Vonte. I don't even fuck off with Reign. She be texting me appointment dates but I ain't going to that shit. I don't even know what the baby is yet. Imma just pop up when she go in labor and I'll find out then. Fuck that hoe.

"Baby." My girl, Myia says. "What?" I ask. "Can we go get something to eat?" She asks. I nod my head yes. Myia is so fucking sexy. She everything I liked about Shai times ten. She may not look better than my exes or have a better body than they did but she mentally strong and she treat me right. I know she got a flat ass but for once, I'm not judging a woman based on her body. My girl damn near the best thing I got going right now.

Vonte walks in here dressed nicely. "Where you going?" I ask. "Noble and Jaylah invited me to the baby shower. I ain't going to have issues with Ant. I'm just not missing out on nothing else in my nieces and nephews lives over some stupid shit." He answers. "And wassup, Myia?" He asks her, giving her a hug. Shockingly, he really fuck with Myia. He'll ask about her when I don't bring her by here. She that girl that I could bring home to my momma if I actually had one. Vonte claims she reminds him of somebody he fell in love with when he was in his twenties or some shit.

"Hey. I've never been to a baby shower before. Can we go?" She asks me. "Uh... no." I I answer. That's like looking for drama and I don't need none of that fuck shit in my life today. Myia don't even know shit about me having a baby on the way and she don't know I dated Vonte's niece or none of that. I'm keeping all those fake ass people out my conversations. "You can go if you wanna go but Drew might not let you. It might be for the best." Vonte warns her.

She looks confused. "Why?" She asks. "I don't get along with them, that's it." I say, keeping it simple. "I feel like there's more to that." She says. I shake my head no. "I just don't wanna go, Shai, dang." I say. Her eyes widen as she looks at me. "Yeah, I think Inma go pet my toothbrush." Vonte awkwardly says, walking away. "Why you walking out?" I ask him. He stops then looks over here. "Um... who is Shai?" Myia asks. I never told her nothing about that bitch.

"What? Why you asking me about her?" I ask. How she even know who Shai is? "I feel like I have the right to ask you about her if you just finished calling me her name." She says. "I did?" I ask. "You did, nigga. Aww hell naw." Vonte says. "I would laugh and say some wild shit but I fuck with Myia so Imma be quiet and keep the shit to myself." He adds, turning red as he holds back his laughter some.

"I didn't mean to call you that. Shai ain't nobody important, trust me." I say. "How the hell you call me some other woman's name? Who is that? She has to be important if she got you that tongue twisted." Myia goes off. Fuck, I'm not trying to lose no good woman by any means. She nice as hell and never has even talked to me like this. She got every right to. For once, I wanna lie to my girl but that's for her own sake. If I didn't care, I wouldn't want to lie right now. "Hello? You can't hear me?" She asks. "That's my wife, Myia. Shai is my wife." I admit.

She gasps as her eyes immediately fill with tears. "It ain't what you think though." I say. "Your fucking wife? What the fuck do you mean you have a damn wife? What else you hiding, huh? What, you got some kids too?" She sarcastically yells. I nod my head yes. "I got a baby on the way with one of my ex girlfriends but that shit happened like almost six months ago or some shit." I say. "So, you mean to tell me your ass got a wife and a fucking child outside of that marriage with another woman that was conceived during your marriage?" She yells. "Yeah, but none of this is how it sound, Myia. On my sister, I don't want them hoes. I want you." I say.

She shakes her head. "I'm so damn done with your ass right now. You are a liar. What the fuck makes you think I want some married man who has infidelity issues and obviously some lying issues too? Go fuck yourself, Drew. You should've been honest with me." She goes off. "Nigga, I'm stuck on yo ass calling me lil niece a hoe. How the fuck she a hoe now cause she knew the secret and didn't tell you? You got me fucked up." Vonte says, sounding pissed.

"Hold the hell on. Which one is his niece?" Myia asks, glaring at me. "My ex girlfriend... the pregnant one." I answer. "Take me to my fucking house right now. I'm sick of being lied to. You are not the man that I thought you were. You have too much shit going on. That's why you don't want me at that baby shower! You don't want your secrets out!" She yells.

"Mane, I ain't no fucking bitch ass nigga that's scared to come clean. I just told you what's up. You don't know the story with this shit. That's his niece I fucked with as a teenager. I married my wife at a time when me and ole girl had zero communication with each other. We ended up seeing each other after five years some months back. I was committed to my wife and shit. My ex brought back memories and that's what I thought I wanted. I fell for all kinds of temptation and fucked up and made a baby with her. My wife was cheating too. She was cheating with my baby momma's brother who was damn near one of my best friends. She got pregnant by him and had an abortion and all the while, the whole family including my baby momma smiled in my damn face like it wasn't shit going on. We had a whole bunch of bullshit when it came out and I haven't seen nobody since then. I don't have no relations with them. I want you." I explain.

"I don't believe that. No. I deserved to know. I don't fucking deal with married men whether they're separated or not." She says. "Yeah, I want you bad but I'm through explaining what I did, Myia. I don't lie to a soul. I told you the truth. The fuck I'm supposed to do to show you I ain't messing off with them?" I ask. "I want to meet your wife and I want to go to this baby shower and speak to your ex girlfriend my damn self." She says, catching me off guard.

"That shit a terrible ass idea. Terrible." Vonte says, shaking his head. "Hell naw. I don't fuck with them. I don't have nothing to say to them. I'm far from welcome there. We not going to that fucking baby shower. It's too much that you don't know when it comes to that shit right there. I don't even fucking know shit about my wife no more and I damn sure don't know what my ex got going on. I just know we can't do that." I say. Realistically, that shit is like walking straight into enemy territory. It's bound to turn sour and I ain't with the drama.

I don't give a damn about what Shai and majesty did no more. It don't affect me. It'll just cause a lot of unnecessary shit and that's what I need my girl to understand. "What's the problem? Because if you're telling the truth, what do you even have to worry about? I'm sure your lovely wife won't be at the baby shower. So, why can't I talk to her?" Myia asks, being sarcastic. "You can talk to my wife if the bitch even answer the phone but as far as my ex goes, no. Not there, at least." I say.

"No, I want to meet her at this baby shower." She says. "Why you so adamant about that shit? Fine, we can go just so I can prove this shit to you cause I don't wanna lose you. Don't cry or get mad when you get disrespected left and right." I warn her. I don't give a shit about how they feel about me but I'll put everybody in that bitch on blast if they start trying to gang up on my girl for wanting clarity.

"Call your wife. I want to meet her now." She says. I shrug my shoulders, pulling my phone out my pocket. I blocked the shit out of Shai a long time ago. I unblock her number then call her. It's just ringing. "What the fuck do you want, Osaze?" Shai rudely asks. I put it on speaker. "Meet me right quick. We gotta talk." I say. "No we don't. What the hell do we have to speak about? You know I fell in love with Majesty just like you fell in love with his sister. I moved out your house like you asked me to. So, what the fuck else did you make this call for?" Shai goes off. One thing I can admit is Majesty toughened her up.

"Mane, chill yo snake ass out. I didn't call you on no rekindling shit or no love shit. I don't give a motherfuck about what you got going on. My girl wanna meet you." I say. "Your girlfriend? Bastard, what on earth does she want to meet me for? We have nothing to discuss. We are done." Shai says. "If there's nothing to discuss, why are you two still married?" Myia asks. "Leave me the hell alone." Shai demands, hanging up in my face.

"You see how that went. She can't stand me and I can't stand her neither." I tell Myia. "And my baby momma probably can't wait until I die." I add. She shakes her head. "Call her back. Something's got to give." She says. I sigh, calling Shai back. "What?" She snaps into the phone. "Just let me meet you to talk. Please." I beg. "You guys can have ten minutes of my time and believe me, I will have a timer set. I'll text you where you can meet me." She says, hanging up.

Why the hell do I even need to go through all these changes just to prove my loyalty to Myia? So what, I hid certain stuff but the stuff I hid don't even affect what we got. I don't want Shai and I don't want Reign. It's that simple. "Well, let's go." Myia demands, heading to the front door like she on a mission. Vonte shakes his head. "You remind me of a girl that I once knew." He playfully sings Usher's song. Who the fuck my girl remind him of from back when he was in his twenties? I wonder if she acts like the old Jessica in some ways cause that's the only woman I know Vonte had feelings for deep down.

Shai texted me and told me to meet her at a restaurant in Hollywood. Me and Myia get out of my car then walk in. It's busy as hell today in this bitch. I reach over to grab Myia's hand. She snatches it away. "Keep your married ass hands off of me." She demands, looking around. I throw my hands up, surrendering. I told her ass I ain't cheating by no means so all this extra shit is irking a nigga now. It's annoying as hell. I can't stand nagging.

I spot Shai sitting at a table near the back talking to a waitress. We walk over to her. Gotdamn, Shai looking good. She looks like money. I'm assuming Majesty bought her those clothes cause all her exes were broke as fuck and she can't afford it on her own. That only leaves that nigga. She wearing a designer dress with some YSL heels on her feet. She got some long, curly weave but it looks like an upgrade from the hair she used to get sewn in. "Wassup?" I ask, looking her over on the low. Damn, I would fuck the shit out of her if she wasn't a snake in my eyes. She disgusts me now.

Both of us sit down. Shai starts glaring. "Why are we here?" She asks. "This my girlfriend. Her name is Myia. Myia, this Shai." I introduce them. "Not to be rude but I'm not here to make a friend." Myia says. "And I'm not here to go to jail for kicking your ass." Shai says, catching me off guard. Now she know good and damn well she can't fight. Myia may be skinny but she got hands all day long and that's a fact. I've seen her fighting on Facebook and that's honestly what made me so attracted to her before we met in person.

Myia starts laughing. "Pipe down. I can tell you a good girl, Shai. So, cut the act. Now, I've been in a relationship with Drew but I never knew he was married. This information is new to me. I'm here to get some facts. Are you or are you guys not separated?" Myia asks. "Honey, you can calm down and stop coming at me so aggressively. I don't want this man anymore which is why I fell deeply in love with a man that he could never compete with. I don't want him back and you won't want him neither once he shows his true colors. Just a warning, his baby's mother must have some extremely powerful pussy because trust and believe, you'll never be able to replace her." Shai says.

"Quit filling her head up with that shit. I haven't fucked with that girl since the cruise when she got pregnant. See, you bullshitting and being messy now." I say to Shai. "I don't compete and I won't compete with no bitch, period." Myia says. "You can't compete with her anyway, Myia. I've been there and done that. That got me nothing but embarrassment and a few ass whoopings." Shai says.

"Fuck is you talking about, Shai? Me and Reign have zero communication, bruh. Stop feeding my girl this shit trying to make her insecure." I say. "I'm not even lying. Don't let him fool you into really believing that he hates her because he's in his feelings because she didn't tell him I was fucking her brother. He's just hurt but as soon as he calms down, he'll be trying to creep his way back in with her. These are facts, honey. He threw everything he and I built away for her. He intentionally made that child out of love for her and you honestly think you're a threat to what they have?" Shai asks, laughing.

"I'm not like you. I'm not some soft ass, insecure bitch that's willing to fuck my man's bestfriend to get payback. I'm positive you never knew how to even keep your man." Myia says. Shai smiles. "This is a man who doesn't want to be kept. You just wait until you finally meet her. You think you're so tough. She'll kick your ass whether she's pregnant or not. Oh, and she's gorgeous, honestly. He sees her and gets mesmerized. You'll see." Shai says, still laughing like she really getting a thrill from the stupid ass shit.

"Don't listen to her. She just being messy, petty, and spiteful." I say to Myia. "Reign ain't even all that and she not that hard. Shai, you just got yo ass tore up cause you can't fight." I say. "As if we haven't seen her fight other people, you included." Shai sarcastically says. "Mane, shut the fuck up." I demand. It ain't no point in bringing up how Reign attacked me in front of everybody. Her weak ass just watched another woman swing on me anyway.

"This isn't about some tough ass bitch fighting. If y'all so called can't stand each other, why in the hell are ya'll still married? Where is the divorce coming into play?" Myia asks. "I feel like it isn't your place to worry about that type of thing." Shai says. "Yes it is if I'm in a relationship with him." Myia says. "What the hell are we having this chat for then? He's your guy, not me." Shai says.

"Myia, let's go, mane. This shit dumb as fuck and ain't solving nothing. Do you or do you not wanna be with me? I already said I'm not messing with nobody but you. I brought you here to meet this crazy bitch and everything but I don't get down like this. So, what we finna do?" I ask. "Who are you calling a bitch?" Shai asks, looking mad now. I look at Myia as she shakes her head. "This is too much." She says, standing up. I grab her hand, pulling her closer. I feel like she was about to try to sneak Shai and we don't need none of that.

A tall, buff, lightskinned nigga with braids walks over here. Shai stands up then kisses him. I'm laughing my ass off as this nigga looks me up and down now. "Shai... really?" I ask. "What's funny?" Dude asks me. "Stop. Drew, this is my boyfriend, Cason. Cason, this is my husband that I'm in the process of divorcing, Drew. Oh, that's his girlfriend Musty." Shai says. "Bitch!" Myia snaps, reaching across the table. She tried to snatch Shai up but missed and ended up falling on the table. Why this shit happening to me right now?

"Nice to meet you, nigga." I say, shrugging my shoulders. If Shai thought I was about to feel any type of way, she crazy as hell. I don't give a single damn about her having a new nigga. I wish them luck. All of us sit back down while Myia angrily shakes. She mad for nothing. Shai ain't the one who hid stuff from her, it was me. It's childish to take that out on anybody but me. People feel how they want to, though.

I can't quit laughing, now that I'm looking at this nigga good. "Who said some funny shit?" He bluntly asks. "Fuck is this, 1999? Take them nappy ass, lil ass cornrows out yo head. Why you dressed like Soulja Boy in them big ass clothes? That shit been outta style." I say, laughing. This nigga dressed in a long ass shirt that goes past his knees and he sagging some baggy ass jeans. He got on a pair of Air Force 1s that look wrinkled at the toes. I see why she fuck with him though. She trying to replace Majesty. He don't look like him but he got a few features that remind me of him if I look at him good.

"What the fuck you just say?" He asks me. "You ain't wearing no hearing aid, bruh. I know you heard me." I say. "Drew, shut the fuck up. Nobody said that your girlfriend looks like a skinny, black ass, plucked ass chicken but she does. So, don't say anything about my boyfriend when you're sitting here with a fucking shit faced bag of bones." Shai goes off.

"You know what, I ain't sitting here and doing this talking ass shit with you, bitch. Imma let my hands do the talking. Meet me where you wanna meet me so I can whoop your ass. I ain't going to jail for hurting you in Hollywood." Myia says. "She irrelevant, Myia. Oh, and she only with you cause you resemble the bitch made ass nigga she cheated on me with." I say, standing up.

We left the restaurant. Riding in my car is tense as hell because she pissed off. "I want to meet the baby momma." Myia says, breaking the silence. "What you doing ain't cute, Myia. I don't fuck with that shit." I say. She acting insecure as a bitch. "I don't fuck with a liar so..." She says. "I didn't lie. The shit was just irrelevant so I never brought it up." I correct her. Everybody knows I don't too much lie to nobody. "So, you being legally married and having a child is irrelevant?" She sarcastically asks. "Break up with me, damn. I'm tired of proving myself." I say.

She starts glaring at me while I drive. "Mane, get the fuck back!" I demand while she punches me upside my head as if I'm not driving. "Don't you talk to me like that again!" She snaps, putting her seatbelt back on. It is what it is. She doing all this shit when she can just leave. Do I want it to end? Hell naw. Will I be fine if she end this shit? Hell yeah. I don't wanna make nobody believe me or put up with nothing they don't want to. She can let me know now or leave the shit alone.

WENDY

I'm lying next to Reign, watching her sleep. She looks so fucking cute whenever she falls asleep. I don't even want to wake her up but I have to so we can be at the baby shower on time. I don't have hard feelings when it comes to Noble now. He can have his whale and his baby and be happy for all I give a fuck. Nobody knows about me and Reign. Ever since we fucked around in my living room a month ago, we haven't been able to stay away from each other. This girl's head game is colder than any nigga's I know and that shit is a fact.

She'll come pick me up from my house and vice versa. When I'm not at work, chances are I'm with Reign. She ain't shit like Noble. She tells me exactly how she feels and doesn't beat around the bush about the shit like everybody else did. She don't even talk to Qua no more after he fucked his ex when he got mad at her so I'm not even concerned about him. This is the first woman I've ever looked at like this but I don't regret it. We even take each other on actual dates. I thought it would be weird but the first time she asked me on a legitimate date, she held my hand and kissed on me in public and didn't give a single fuck. That felt good as hell to not be all hidden.

"Reign." I say, shaking her some. She sits up. "What?" She asks, rubbing her eyes. "We gotta get dressed for the baby shower." I remind her. She nods her head. "I know." She says, yawning. I get out of the bed. She starts glaring at me like I did something to her ass. "What? I know you ain't mad cause I woke you up." I say. "I'm mad because you being rude." She says. "How?" I ask. "Come back. You didn't hug me." She says, laughing. I chuckle, climbing back in the bed. "I'm sorry." I say, wrapping my arms around her. She kisses me then smiles some.

At first, dealing with a girl was weird because I didn't know what I was doing. She was more experienced because Reign probably likes pussy more than she ever liked dick. "What you thinking about?" She asks, rubbing my back. "This. Like, me and you." I answer. "What about me and you? My bad if I made you uncomfortable because I kissed you." She says, looking at me funny.

"It ain't that. Do you like bitches more than you like niggas?" I ask, making her laugh. She shrugs her shoulders. "I was dating a girl before Drew came in the picture again but I didn't tell nobody about it even though my momma and daddy found out because the bitch exposed me. That was the only relationship I had with a woman. I liked it but I was more dominant than she was so it was weird. I can say I love eating pussy or watching a woman eat mine. It's mental for me. Sex with men is cool but I don't know." She answers.

I nod my head. "Would you ever get in a relationship with a girl again?" I ask her. I know we ain't a couple because she don't want me. I know she just likes the sex. "Would you ever date a girl?" She asks. "I asked you first." I say, laughing. She smiles a little. "Well... yeah. I just have to like her enough for something other than her body. It's usually just a sexual attraction." She answers. "Bitch, you just like me cause you like eating my pussy?" I ask, glaring at her. She starts laughing. "Calm the fuck down. I never said that. If you wanna just hang out like we used to and never touch each other again, we can do that." She says.

"Fine. Don't touch me then. Don't be taking me on dates and laying all up with me like you care when you know you using me for sex just like your brother was. This why I should've never started this gay ass shit." I go off. "Damn, chill the fuck out, Wendy. Dang, you can fucking leave if you feel that strong about it. I don't give fuck if I'm making you feel some type of way. Quit talking crazy to me because I'm trying to not snap on your ass." Reign warns me like I'm supposed to be scared of her crazy ass.

"Girl, shut up." I demand, snatching my bag of clothes off her floor. She shakes her head. "Hoe, you tripping for nothing. Stop making me out to be some bitch that's playing you for head. What the hell I need to play another woman for sex for? Do you know how many bitches I could waste my time on?" She asks. She acting like I forced her to take it here with me. "Okay, if you can have all these dirty ass bitches, go for them! Hoe, play with your pussy instead of me cause I ain't the one for none of this shit." I say. She gets out of the bed. "That's it." She says, balling her fist up and making her way around the bed to fight. "Move, psycho. I'm not fighting you because I love you and I'm not swinging on no pregnant girl no way." I say.

She stops dead in her tracks, staring at me like I'm crazy. "What?" I ask. "What you mean you love me? You just finished losing your mind on me and acting like I did you wrong. You do not love me, Wendy." She says. "Yes I do, the fuck? I don't say that loosely but whatever." I say. "Man, whatever, Wendy. What the fuck ever." She says. I swear Reign acts so much like a nigga does, it's crazy.

You're childish and you don't know what your ass want. The first time we messed around, I just wanted to taste you and see how sex with a woman was because I always thought you were fine as fuck. I wanted you ever since I first laid eyes on you in Las Vegas. I've never liked no damn bitch before. Your ass is crazy though. I'm sorry but I refuse to be your fuck buddy and I'm not gon' keep being a rebound since Qua hurt you neither." I say. "You tried to make me yours when my brother got back with his main bitch, so shut up. You ain't a rebound. You making me mad and I don't wanna hurt you because I care." She says in a warning tone.

"Hurt me then! That shit won't be nothing new!" I snap on her. Getting hurt thinking somebody wants me ain't nothing new to me so she can try it all she want to. She shakes her head, walking away. "So, now you want to walk away?" I ask as she goes into the closet. "What else am I supposed to do, Wendy? I don't want to argue or cuss you out because I care about you. Simple. I'm growing as a person. So, I'm not even gonna take it there with you right now like I typically would if I was the old me." She calmly says.

"Fine. Don't." I say, rolling my eyes as I pull my white jumpsuit I bought from Forever 21 out of my bag. I don't give a damn if her whole family is wearing thousand dollar clothes. Reign can take this shit or leave it. I walk to her restroom so I can take my shower. She walks in behind me, folding her arms across her chest. "We must have an issue?" I ask her. "We do. Babygirl, there's a whole other bathroom that Tae uses in the hallway. Go wash your ass in that one since I make you so mad." She says.

I close my eyes tight, trying not to act an ass with her right now. "You know what... I'm finna go home. Yeah, I have my own gotdamn apartment to wash my ass in. Fuck you." I say, walking my ass clean out of her bathroom and out of her room altogether. She got life fucked up. I'm not Qua. I'm not kissing this girl's ass just because she mad.

I'm outside getting in my car. She just walked all the way down here in her night gown. "Wendy." She says. "What?" I yell at her. I'm pissed off and highly aggravated right now. "You forgot your dirty ass panties." She says, throwing my underwear from yesterday at me. Oh hell naw. I get out of the car. "Look bitch! Stop fucking playing with me! I don't want to hit your ass cause you pregnant but I will dog you when you have that baby! Quit!" I yell in her face, drawing people's attention.

She starts laughing. "Wendy, I will fight you pregnant and all but I don't want to. I was just giving you your little thong so you don't have a reason to come back over here." She says. I take a deep breath. "Reign, leave me the hell alone." I demand. "What did I even do? You asked me a question then went the hell crazy, Wendy. I never even said that I just had a sexual attraction towards you, I was speaking generally. If you would've just asked instead of acting stupid, you would know that it's more to this than just that to me." She says.

I shake my head no. "This is exactly why I should've never tested the waters." I say. "Tested what waters?" She asks. "The gay waters. The girl on girl waters. Your fucking waters. I should've stuck to dick and never even put my tongue on no pussy or no other bitch's titties. Especially not yours." I say. She definitely is my first girl experience and now, I never should've taken it there. "Okay. If that's how you feel, leave." She demands, looking like I hurt her feelings.

I roll my eyes, watching her walk back to the stairs. I'm convinced her family ain't even capable of loving or knowing how they feel. "And don't even call me!" I yell after her. She flips me off as she continues to walk. She needs to pull that wedgie out her jiggly ass anyways. She makes me sick.

I've been sitting here in my car for twenty minutes, frustrated as hell. Now, I feel like I was probably tripping. I want to go say I'm sorry for going off like that but I have too much pride. These feelings are weird and I don't even know what to do about them. My phone starts ringing. It's probably her. I pull it out of my purse, scrunching my nose up. What the actual fuck does Noble want? I haven't heard from him since he dropped me off then suddenly got back with Free Willy on my ass.

"What are you calling me for?" I ask. "Just so we clear, me sending you my baby shower invitation wasn't a mistake." He says. "Noble, what in the world do you want? Get straight to the point." I say. "Calm yo rusty pussy having ass down. I was trying to be nice, bruh." He says. "Yeah, well, I know somebody that loves my rusty ass pussy." I say, laughing. I didn't even sleep with Reign out of spite for Noble. I did it because I'm attracted to her but it will be funny when he finds out, if he does.

"Good for him. Who you messing with?" He asks. "Don't worry about it." I say. "All I know is you better not bring that bitch ass nigga to my baby shower." He says. "I'll bring who I want to. It shouldn't matter if you happily taken." I say. "Who said I'm taken?" He asks. "Everybody knows you got back with her the same day you dropped me off, Noble. I'm not about to go there with you. What do you want?" I ask. "All I wanna say is you more than welcome to come to the baby shower and that I'm sorry for how me and you left off. Me and my brothers going to the club later on and I wanted to invite you to catch up." He says.

I chuckle. "What makes you think I wanna hang out with ya'll trifling asses? Majesty is a man hoe, you know you ain't shit, Qua hurt Reign, Jessie is just Jessie, and KeKe got a wife. What makes you think I'm trying to come kick it with ya'll dysfunctional asses?" I ask. "Look, mane. Either come or don't come with yo ole mentally retarded ass." He says. "Better than not being able to control my own feelings, Mr. Medications." I say, hanging up on him. Noble takes a thousand pills a day so he can't call nobody mental.

Fuck it, I'm going to apologize. I get out of my car then lock the doors. I hope she doesn't start nothing or say nothing to make it worse than what it is. I knock on the door then step back. Tae opens it, fixing his jeans. "You must not be going? I told y'all we leaving in less than an hour." He says as I walk in. "If you leave us, you must've forgotten I can drive?" I ask, laughing. Only Reign depends on Tae to get her around when her body is hurting, not me. I can drive across the country if I want to. He can save the threats.

He starts laughing. "Just hurry up. Tell fat ass to hurry up too because you know she gon' want me to stop and buy her some food on the way." He says. I nod my head. I'm proud of Tae. No, he isn't perfect but I've noticed his growth. Whatever happened made him mature a lot faster. He's nothing like the Tae he was the first time I met him. This Tae is acting like a young man and the old him was acting like a wanna be tough ass child.

I walk into her room then close and lock the door behind me. She's in the shower. I open the door. I'm undressing. I grab a towel then step into the shower with her. "Why are you back?" She nonchalantly asks. "Because I was wrong and I'll be first to admit that." I say. "It's fine." She says. Both of us are showering in silence now. It's not awkward. It's just really quiet.

"I don't want to get into it with you anymore." I say, breaking the silence, watching her wash the soap off of her body. I swear I get stuck when I look at her naked sometimes. Her being pregnant doesn't even matter. Everything about her is still beautiful. "I never wanted to get into it with you. I'm sorry if what I said came off wrong, Wendy. I'm not comfortable openly dating girls or openly having feels for them." She says. "Me neither." I say. She pulls me close to her. "I love you too." She says, making me feel butterflies.

"Love me like a friend with benefits?" I ask. "No. I just love you." She says. "How, Reign? Be specific." I say. She isn't saying anything as she steps out of the shower. I watch as she wraps her towel around herself. I sigh, continuing to shower. It was worth a try with her. My momma and grandma would slap my grown ass if they knew about this. My family isn't accepting of homosexuality. I can't help how I feel though. I don't know what to do.

I just dried off and lotioned up. I walk back into her room. She's fully dressed in a long, yellow sundress and a pair of gold sandals. "Come here." She demands, watching me put my bra on. "And take that off." She instructs. I walk over to her, taking it right off like she said. I lay on the bed as she watches. She rolls me over on my stomach. I'm biting my lip as she spreads my ass cheeks. "I swear I want you." She says. I'm at a loss for words. My eyes roll back as she starts licking on me. She has her head buried deep between my ass just licking. Nobody eats pussy better, not even her brother can outdo her and he got a whole dick.

JESSICA

There's so many people at Noble and Jaylah's baby shower right now. Nobody wanted to go with typical blue decorations. So, everything is Lion King themed. It's here in the backyard of our getaway mansion about an hour from the family home. We're actually getting ready to sell this place soon. Everything looks like a jungle.

Torren and his boyfriend turned it to life. We have tables set up for gifts. There's so many and people are still on the way. There's face painting and activities for the kids here because this will for sure turn into an adult only party after this ends and they need to be occupied. As crazy as it is, we have real exotic animals here. We hired a few companies to come with the animals for pictures and stuff just because of the type of theme. I'm not saying I'm taking my ass over there and fucking around with no animals but everybody else can feel free. That was Noble and Majesty's idea.

"Oh, hell naw!" I hear Amari scream out of nowhere. I glance over to where he is with Ant. Ant is just laughing while Amari throws a fit. "Quit cussing. What's wrong, boy?" I ask, walking over to where they are. Amari, Ant, and some other friends of Jaylah and Noble are over here feeding the two giraffes we hired a company to bring here. "I thought the giraffe bit me. I ain't with this. No." Amari says. This is the most vocal he's ever been about something. "Okay, lil man. You can go sit back down." Ant says, laughing as Amari angrily walks away throwing the giraffe food on the ground. I bet Ant made him come feed these damn giraffes.

"This is just pure crazy. Why in the world did you listen to this idea? It looks like a zoo." I say to Ant, watching the photographer take a picture of Sage, Serenity, Jessie, the trainer, and Jelena while she holds the monkey. "We doing it big. Y'all said y'all wanted a Lion King so I brought that shit to life." Ant says, looking around. We had to have insurance for this damn baby shower because of the animals. "I can't believe there's a whole ass lion here." I mumble. He's in a cage with the trainers nearby. The cage is towards the front where Noble and Jaylah are.

Ant smiles. "Money can get you some crazy shit, huh?" He asks. Thankfully, we have the space out here for something like this. We had to have it at this house because the company with the Lion couldn't come to events in certain parts of California. "It can. You seen Presley, Tae, or Reign? I want them to see this before it's time for the animals to leave." I say. The actual baby shower begins afterwards. "Naw. You know Presley ass ain't coming." Ant says. He doesn't communicate with anybody but I still invited him. I invited Tae and Reign too.

I gasp, watching Reign, Tae, Wendy, and Miguel walk in together. All of them are looking around in shock just like everybody else that came through. "There they go." Ant says. All of them walk over here. "Hey, babygirl." Ant says, pulling Reign in a hug. "Hey dad. Hey mom." She greets us, giving me a hug too. Tae pulls me in a hug then kisses my cheek. It's crazy how life is. Tae and I are working shit out and Reign just respects me all of a sudden. I'm grateful for no more drama with my kids, even if they are living together and away from me. I understand living with me, shit can get real and very annoying at times.

"Hey, momma Jessica. Now, who turned it into Lion King. That Lion can't get out, can he? I'm close to pissing on myself. I'm scared of the zoo, honey. Oh, no. Can I go sit in the car?" Miguel whines, in tears. Ant starts laughing. "You wanna feed the giraffe?" Ant asks, laughing at him. "Hell no." He answers, standing behind Reign. I can't believe he's really scared. "Hey y'all." Wendy greets us. "Hey." I say, giving her a hug. I'm surprised to see her here considering the fact that Noble is taken by Jaylah. Everytime I talk to Tae, she's at their apartment for whatever reason.

"Is this the birthday boy?" I joke with Tae, squeezing his jaws while he laughs. "Ma, quit. What you get me for my birthday?" He asks. "Nothing." I lie, laughing. Little does he know, this will also turn into his birthday party. Everybody bought Tae gifts but they're in the house hidden wherever Ant put them. We're purposely acting like his birthday doesn't matter because it's a surprise.

He frowns. "I know you got me something. Ant, what I get?" Tae asks. "You got the gift of life. That's it." Ant answers, making everybody laugh. "Imma remember that when y'all birthdays come. Imma give both of ya'll a box of rocks." Tae says. "So. Imma go all out for yo momma birthday and she gon' do the same." Ant says. I shake my head, walking away from them.

Ant follows behind me, wrapping his arms around my waist. We never really talked about what happened. We just kind of started coming around each other. We haven't even had sex trying to fix it. We just talk everyday and respect each other's space. "I love you." He says. "I love you too." I tell him. He stops walking then kisses my lips, something he hasn't done in a while. He reaches in his pocket. My eyes widen some as he opens a ring box. There's a gold ring with a small, red diamond in the middle. "This just another ring my sister owned that my pops bought for her when she was a lil girl. You want it?" He asks. I glance over at Reign as she talks to Wendy. "Give it to her." I say, smiling some. She deserves something like that from her dad.

He kisses my lips then puts the ring back in his pocket. "I'll give it to her at her baby shower or right after she have the baby." He says. I nod my head, wrapping my arms around him. I can feel his dick getting hard and trying to creep up on me. I haven't had sex in so long, I'm starting to feel like a horny teenager again. "Ant... meet me in the house." I mumble. He grips my ass then kisses my neck. "Ten minutes. Imma find you. Be naked." He whispers in my ear, turning me on. He kisses my earlobe then smiles some as he walks away to where Tez and his dad are sitting. He don't have to tell me twice.

PRECIOUS

Fuck that nigga Majesty. He had that trifling ass married bitch around my lil boy like a family and shit. Then, the pussy ass nigga was standing me up on my visit days. I caught rides to meet him wherever he wanted to meet at so I could just see my baby and his trifling ass never showed up or if he called back telling me he can't make it, I definitely heard that bitch in the background either talking, moaning, or choking on his dirty ass dick.

I don't give a fuck if that nigga don't want me but I ain't playing these games when it come down to Major, period. I haven't been doing no drugs or fucking nobody or sucking nobody nasty ass dick for no money cause I want to watch my son grow up. He know that I'm trying. I get up and go to work and I moved in my apartment. It's in the hood still and I barely got furniture but at least I can say that bitch is mine. I ain't pulling myself together just for that weak ass nigga to still keep my baby from me. That's why I'm sitting here with his nigga Drew trying to find out whatever I can.

Drew starts smiling. "I found out." He says. I knew Drew from around the way. He used to fuck one of my homegirls before he got married and shit. I hit him up on Instagram and he asked to meet me. "Found out what?" I ask. "About Majesty and my wife. I should've known though. Even before the cruise when they started fuckin', I could tell he was attracted to her." He says.

"How you knew that?" I ask. This shit juicy as hell. "Mane, lil simple shit. If all of us went somewhere, it was like Majesty eyes lingered on her for too long. Nobody else looked at her like that. Or the nigga would just watch her on the low, acting like I'm blind and couldn't catch that shit. This was way before the cruise even happened. I heard him make comments about how she fine and shit but I never thought nothin' of it. Even at the hotel before the cruise, she did some shit I ain't speaking on with his lil brother and the first thing out his mouth was that she got fat ass. He used to make lil compliments jokingly and the whole time that bitch ass nigga was plotting. That shit didn't have nothing to do with what me and his sister had going on. He been wanted Shai back when me and Reign wasn't even seeing each other and on my sister, that's the only dumb ass way he could justify that." Drew explains, looking pissed off about it.

"Well, I ain't shocked. That bitch ass nigga ain't loyal to nobody but himself." I say. "I see that now. That nigga sneaky as hell too, on god. I'm just thinking about so much shit that happened over the years. He wasn't ever attracted to none of his brother's girlfriends they fucking with right now but I should've known he wanted Shai years ago. Back when she was just my friend a long ass time ago before we even got together, the nigga made efforts to speak to her or open up the doors for her before I even could if we went somewhere. As far as I know, they didn't have no conversations but he for sure wanted to fuck with her. He didn't even come through when I married her. Oh shit. Then, when all his brothers used to talk shit to her, he never said nothing or he made em chill. This shit crazy." He says, thinking. That's a sheisty ass nigga.

"That's crazy as fuck. I bet he jealous." I say. "Why you have a baby by that nigga?" Drew asks. "Money." I answer honestly. I ain't ashamed of that. I don't even like mixed niggas but Majesty is fine as hell, I can say that. "I saw a drunk nigga at a hotel party and ran for it." I say. "What made you think he had money?" He asks. "My cousin used to go to school with him and she said his daddy pulled up to get him in whatever brand new Lamborghini came out back then." I answer, making him laugh. "They rich as hell. You right." He says. "I knew he was drunk as hell. So, I took him in the bathroom and rode that nigga dick til he came in me. He passed out in the bathroom floor. I left after that." I say. He chuckles. "If he would've did you like that, you would've screamed rape." He says, looking like he judging me.

"And? No I wouldn't. Worse shit happened to me. I got raped plenty of times before." I say. That's why I'm the way I am now. I don't give a fuck about no man walking other than my son. "I'm taking him to court. You know something I can use against him?" I ask. "I don't snitch." He says. "This nigga fucked yo wife and took her. Fuck you being loyal to him for? He ain't loyal to you. So, why?" I ask. "That's just how I am. I ain't snitching on nobody for shit." He says, standing up. It's cool. I know about that baby shower for his brother. I got a surprise for that ass.

QUA

Ant and Jessica crazy as hell. They had wild animals right here at a baby shower. The animals are gone now and the actual baby shower is going on. Torren is hosting it. I don't know where Ant and Jessica disappeared to an hour and a half ago. Everybody was looking for them but it ain't like Noble and Jaylah were about to stop the whole event for them.

I chuckle, watching people play some game called Guess the Baby Food. They gotta taste different kinds and guess what it is. Whoever guesses the most wins $500.00 on spot. They got some good ass prizes like iPads, big TVs, computers, phones, hundred dollar gift cards, designer bags for the ladies, and money. That's how I know Ant and Jessica big balling if they went and bought shit like that just for baby shower prizes.

I look over at Reign as she sits by Wendy, laughing as she watches the game. KeKe took his dumb ass up there with them. "Wassup, bruh?" Majesty asks, shaking my hand and sitting down. "Nothing. You found yo momma and pops yet?" I ask. "They in the house fucking. That's the only thing they ever disappear for." He answers, laughing. I look towards the house, laughing my ass off while Jessica and Ant walk back out here. Both of them changed clothes and her hair ain't the same way it was at first. He looking tired as hell like she wore him out. "Told you." Majesty says, laughing some.

His phone starts ringing. He ignores it. "Shai?" I ask. "Naw. I don't talk to her now. I haven't seen that hoe since I cussed her out at my folks house." He says. "What if she come here?" I ask. "She wasn't invited so she can't get in." He answers. "I saw you stalking her page." I say, laughing. This nigga made a whole fake Instagram a few weeks ago and stalked her. "I was trying to see if she snuck pictures of Major." He says, glaring at me.

I'm laughing hard as hell now. If he liked her, what the fuck is so hard about saying it? "Fuck her. Besides, I'm back on my bullshit now, fucking bitches whenever and wherever." He says. I thought I was crazy when I assumed he cut back when he was fooling with Shai. "So, you quit fucking other hoes?" I ask. "Hell naw. I just hid it from her cry baby ass." He answers. "If she wasn't shit to you, why you hide it?" I ask. "I already said she grew on me and I cared about her as a person. Fuck would I wanna see somebody I cared about cry for? She was just cool but not good enough to be my girl." He says. He had a whole girlfriend. He didn't cut back for Ashley though.

Reign and Wendy stand up. "Majesty, tell momma and daddy we'll be back. I gotta pee. Tell Miguel too." She says, coming over here. "Wassup, Reign?" I ask, standing and hugging her. It's crazy how fine she is. I thought her being pregnant would make her ugly but she so damn sexy. She don't fuck with me since I messed off with Chanel and shit but ain't nothing changed in my eyes. I still feel the same way.

"Hey." She says, hugging me back. "You been alright?" I ask. She nods her head yes. "Yeah. I'm having a girl." She says, avoiding eye contact with me. "Congratulations. Drew happy?" I ask. "Fuck him. He don't do shit for me or the baby. He don't even know we having a girl." She says. "Damn. That's messed up. You need anything?" I ask. She shakes her head no. "No. Tae and Miguel look after me." She says. Wendy clears her throat. "And Wendy too." Reign says, laughing some. "Call if you ever need me." I say, side eyeing Wendy. What the fuck she constantly rolling her eyes or looking at me like I did something to her for?

"Why you looking like that?" Majesty asks, catching on to her facial expressions. "I'm just hot." She answers. "It ain't hot outside though." I say. It's real nice out here. She rolls the shit out of her eyes. "If I'm hot, I'm just hot." She says. "Well, I gotta go to the bathroom. Good to see you, Qua." Reign says, walking away with Wendy. I watch them as they walk to the house. Did I just see Wendy wrap her arms around Reign from behind when they walked in there or am I tripping? "They fucking." Majesty says. "And Wendy caught feelings. That shit so obvious." He adds. I don't believe it.

"Hell naw. What make you think that?" I ask. "Remember in Las Vegas when we first met Wendy? I was drunk as hell and I be noticing shit when I'm drunk. She was staring at her so hard the whole vacation. Now, everytime I hit up Reign or pull up on her and Tae, Wendy be there. My sister like pussy." He says. "I know she fucked around with bitches but Wendy? Noble admitted he was fuckin' with Wendy on some other shit. You really think she'll do Noble like that?" I ask. He starts dying laughing. "Reign worse than us niggas when it come down to a fine ass bitch. She took his nigga when we was in highschool and that nigga held a long ass grudge." He says. I shake my head. I don't believe it.

A man in a suit walks out here. Everybody's trying to figure out who that nigga is. He walks straight up to me and Majesty. "Majesty Janelle Mitchell, you've been served." He says, handing Majesty some court documents or some shit. What the hell? Majesty looks at it. "What the fuck, bruh? That bitch stalking me now? Nigga, I ain't going to no gotdamn court. My son in good hands and I damn sure ain't going for no child support shit. Tell Precious suck my mothafuckin' dick and my balls, nigga. Ain't nobody taking my son from me, period." He goes off. The man ain't saying nothing as he heads for the exit.

Ant and Jessica are watching the nigga walk out. Ant walks over to the security. I'm guessing the nigga getting dealt with over letting whoever that was in. "Okay, now, granny pants! Settle down!" Torren says on the microphone to Ant's momma. "I gotdamn won, not this bitch! Where my prize at?" She goes off, pointing at somebody from Jaylah's family. "Grandma, quit. If you won, you would've been the one to get the prize. Jaylah uncle won, okay?" Noble tries to calm her down while she cusses. That's one crazy ass old lady.

I stand up then head for the house. I want to talk to Reign. I really miss her on some real shit. She was my friend before all the bullshit and I wanna get back to that, even if it ain't no strings attached to it. Being on bad terms with somebody you care about ain't wassup at all. I walk in the mansion then up the stairs. This house ain't as big as the family house. They ain't letting nobody but immediate family in here during this baby shower though.

I walk up the stairs where I can hear voices. I'm assuming she went up here. I open the door. My mouth drops. Reign got her sundress pulled up while she rides Wendy's face. "Oh shit." She curses, getting off of her and fixing her clothes. "Qua, you better keep your mouth closed!" Wendy says, looking scared. I don't even know what to say. "What the fuck?" I ask. "Nobody told your ass to open a closed door. I'm grown. Mind your business." Reign says. "Aight." I say, closing the door so they can get back to it. Yeah, she can just be my friend. She be doing too damn much. What I look like being with somebody that might cheat on me with another bitch? That shit would be so embarrassing. I'll pass on her.

MAJESTY

The baby shower is over with and it's a party now. It's dark outside but it ain't nowhere near as dark as my mood is. A nigga so fucking pissed off right now. That stupid ass bitch got some papers served to me at my brother's baby shower of all places. That bitch think because she got her a lil job and an apartment she capable of being a good parent. She could never be no good momma to my son and these facts.

I'm just chilling, watching everybody dance to that old song All I Have by Jennifer Lopez and LL Cool J that's playing out here. I chuckle, watching LaLa and Tae dance with some girls. Tae is dancing with some girl he brought here with him while LaLa dances with some other girl from Jaylah's family. "All my pride is all I haaaaaaaave! Pride is what you had, babygirl I'm what you had! You be needing me but too baaaad!" My Uncle Vonte's drunk ass sings loud as hell, dancing while he holds a blunt and a tall glass of Vodka and cranberry juice. "Yeah, nephew! This bitch ride here be sliding when you high." He says, hitting his blunt while he dances.

I'm laughing my ass off. I didn't even know he got here. "Wassup, Unc?" I ask, shaking his hand. My dad and him haven't said shit to each other, I'm assuming. I knew my uncle wouldn't miss my brother's baby shower for his first child though. My Uncle always wanted to be there for certain moments. I shake my head, watching my parents dance on each other. Yep, they drunk.

Drew walks out here with some skinny, darkskined bitch. I raise my eyebrow as I stand up. I walk over to them. "Yo bitch ass was never invited by nobody, nigga." I say. I ain't all fucked up now. It's whatever. He starts laughing. "I saw yo bitch today. She looked good as hell too." He says. "Seriously?" His girl snaps on him while he laughs. "Who is my bitch? You talkin' bout yo wife that I just used to skeet on?" I ask, chuckling. "She look good when she swallow that nut too." I add, watching his facial expression change. I can tell that stung.

He nods his head. "She moved on. That shit hurt don't it? I know you loved her." He says, grinning. "That's yo wife, not mine. You tried to kill me over the hoe. You the one that probably cried in the car over that shit." I say, laughing. "But real shit... I ain't even in the mood for none of this shit over that girl. Fuck is you here for?" I ask. I don't trust this nigga at all popping up here. He might try to air this bitch out. I can tell my momma and dad peeped him cause they stopped dancing and they watching us while my momma opens her purse. Ain't nothing in that cross body purse but some guns and she ain't scared to use that shit neither.

Drew starts looking around. "I came here on some peaceful shit. Why yo whole family watching me like I'm a stranger?" He asks, laughing. He peeped everybody peeping him. Tez walks over here. "We got a problem?" He asks Drew. My Uncle Vonte steps to Tez. "It ain't no issue. He came for support. That's it." My Uncle says. Drew walks over to Reign, Wendy, and Miguel, laughing like somebody cracked a joke.

I walk over there along with my brothers. "What the fuck do you want?" Reign asks him. Tae steps to him, looking him up and down like he got a personal problem. "What you stepping to her for? Yo bitch ass don't do shit when it come to the baby!" Tae snaps. Drew draws back then punches Tae in his mouth, knocking him down. Tae stands up swinging. Gotdamn, my lil brother changed. Aww hell naw. It's like a swarm of niggas that just came out of nowhere on Drew. Me and all my brothers just started jumping the fuck out his ass. He almost knocked Tae out with that unnecessary ass shit.

"Naw! Let me go!" I go off on the security while they break all of us up. Drew stands up, mad as hell while he leaks blood. "Fuck all y'all niggas! All y'all pussy ass niggas gotta see me and that shit on my sister, nigga!" He goes off, still trying to fight while security pull him away. "Bitch, fuck your sister, hoe!" Wendy screams at him out of nowhere. My eyes widen as he knocks security over. He swings, knocking her straight on her ass. "Fuck my dead sister? Bitch, I'll kill yo ass over that shit!" He hollers. "Don't hit her!" Reign screams, fighting him. That shit just started the fight back up all because he hit a woman like she was a nigga.

-

That fight went on for over thirty minutes. We stomped that nigga out, mainly because he swung on a girl. Noble especially beat the dog shit out his ass for hitting her. Everybody know that was his bitch at one point regardless. They put him out and the party is over with now. My momma is mad. "This shit don't make no damn sense! Why can't ya'll ever act right? Why?" She screams at everybody, in tears. That nigga got his ass beat by damn near every sibling I got, including my cousins for that shit.

"He should've stayed where he was at." Noble says. "All of ya'll are fucking weak! That little nigga never should've said anything to Drew! And as far as him knocking that bitch out, she should have shut up too! Who disrespects somebody's dead sister? She deserved to get hit!" His girl goes off. Why this stick built ass hoe even still here? I shake my head, watching Wendy punch that girl like it took everything in her. She got the bitch in the dirt whooping her ass. I can't even deal with them. I'm going home. Fuck this.

NOBLE

"Why can't your family ever act right? Why? Y'all just had to embarrass me in front of my family! I had family come here from out of town but the whole fucking thing had to be shut down because y'all wanted to jump him all because he tried to kill Majesty over his wife! Newsflash, that's what Majesty gets for messing with another nigga's wife like he invincible! Y'all make me sick!" Jaylah screams. We just got to her apartment. "You acting like you paid for the baby shower. Shut up, Jaylah. I ain't in the mood." I warn her, taking my shirt off and throwing it in the laundry room.

"No, y'all have zero home training! None whatsoever! I'm sick of y'all!" She yells. "Stop talking about my family. What's done is done. I didn't say nothing about how yo fat ass family was packing up a thousand plates and packing them bitches in cars, did I? Yo mooching ass family ain't no better. They didn't come out of love, they came cause they heard you having a rich nigga baby. I overheard that shit." I say. Her folks are some users. I would rather have a family that fights for each other than a family that just want to use me.

She shakes her head, crying. "I just didn't want it to go like that. Everything was perfect, Noble. Everything was okay until Drew showed up. Why does your family act like that?" She asks, crying. I sigh. "Jaylah, that's just how we are. It's so much shit going on. He abandoned my sister and they unborn child. So, that was tension in itself. Tae been taking care of her and doing what Drew supposed to be doing. So, of course he felt some type of way. Shit went left when Drew punched my lil brother when it was uncalled for. Then, he swung on Wendy. Hitting bitches is a big ass no no to most of the niggas in my family. So, everybody jumped him off the strength of her being a woman that got slumped by a grown ass man." I explain.

Even if I never had feelings for her, I still would've beat a nigga ass. It could've been Shai that got hit and I can't stand her but I would've done the same shit on her behalf. I just can't watch nothing like that. Wendy should've kept her most closed when it came down to his dead sister but she didn't deserve all that. He cocked back and hit her like she had a dick too. I still don't get what had her pissed off from the situation in the first place.

"Wendy is your lil fuck toy, huh? You sure did fight hard for her." She sarcastically says. I shake my head. "Don't start. I'm faithful to you. Wendy ain't nobody I'm fucking with no more. If a nigga hit you in yo face whether we was on bad terms or not, would it be okay for me to not do nothing just cause I'm with somebody else?" I ask her. "Noble... why was she invited?" She asks. "She friends with Reign and Miguel. It is what it is." I answer. I'm lying. I invited her but it was just because I don't have no problem with her.

"Whatever. You invited her and I know it. All I know is i'm never having your child again." She says. "Don't then. We finna argue all night or love each other? If you finna be with the shits, Imma just go to my own crib." I say. "Go then." She says. I sigh. "Come on, Jaylah. Don't you love me?" I ask, wrapping my arms around her. She nods her head yes, sniffling. "My baby shower turned into a disaster when I was enjoying myself." She says. I kiss her. "Baby, don't cry. I know we let you down. Imma make it up to you, I swear." I assure her. Imma come with some next level shit to put a smile on her face after that. We were dead wrong for all the extra shit.

"It's okay. At least it was amazing before that." She says. "You right." I agree. It looked like it was straight out of the animal kingdom for real. "Go take a shower and wait on me. I gotta make a call." I say. She nods her head. I give her a kiss. She walks out of here. I plop down on the couch, dialing my momma's number. She was probably more pissed off than Jaylah was because she had so much shit planned for the night.

"What do you want?" She asks. "I'm sorry, momma." I apologize. "Do y'all realize how much money was just thrown away and how many plans got ruined all cause y'all wanted to take ya lil high yellow asses out there and fight? Huh? It was supposed to be Tae's surprise birthday party and all of ya'll ruined the fuck out of what I had going on! I'm mad as hell and quite frankly, I don't want to talk to none of ya'll asses, your daddy included until tomorrow!" She goes off.

"Don't do that." I say, frowning. She hangs up in my face. Damn. We really pissed her off for her to not even want to talk to none of us right now. She'll get over it. My phone just started ringing. It's Majesty. "Wassup?" I ask. "Where you at? You trying to go somewhere?" He asks. I look over at the clock. "Go where at two in the morning? My girl ain't going for that. You know how Jaylah is." I say. "Damn, in love ass niggas, bruh. I called all y'all niggas and every last one of ya'll can't leave cause y'all fucking with somebody. KeKe married ass said hell naw, Jessie laid up with that nurse, and now you." He complains. "Call Reign." I suggest, laughing. "I'm better off going alone if that's the case." He says. Reign ain't no fun now that she pregnant. She be falling asleep on spot when we go out.

I'm laughing at him. "Just settle down. You won't have no reason to be chasing pussy at two in the morning." I say. I know Majesty. The nigga just lonely and horny right now and that's it. Two in the morning is when he used to go pick Shai up and fuck her. That's when he go pull up on bitches in general or I'll catch him on the phone talking some freaky shit with random bitches he met. He got a problem.

"Why I gotta chase pussy if it come to me? I'm just bored." He says. "Where you trying to go?" I ask. "Strip club or a bar somewhere." He answers. "For what? You didn't drink enough at the baby shower?" I ask. "Naw, not really." He answers. Jaylah walks back in here naked. "Call um... Call Tez." I say, staring at her. "His old ass don't wanna be out late." He says. "Pray and go to bed, bruh. Ain't shit out there." I say. "When you coming home? I'm bored as hell." He says. "Tomorrow. I just said I'm with my girl tonight." I say. I close my eyes, feeling Jaylah's kisses on my neck. "Look... Imma call you back." I say, hanging up on him while she pulls my pants down. I got something to handle right now.

SHAI

I'm over my boyfriend's house watching him play his Playstation online with some of his friends from his job at a warehouse. "Cason, I'm bored." I whine, wrapping my arms around his neck. He's really sweet and he's fun to be around when he isn't playing video games. He's a man who works and comes home. Other than our dates, he doesn't go anywhere. He takes online college classes and stays out of any type of drama. That's why I really like him. I think he might be the one for me.

"Okay, baby. There's just two more minutes left then I'll get off." He says. "We'll see." I mumble, lying back against the headboard. He lives at home with his parents right now but I don't care. He can afford to move out but he said he's waiting until he's done with school first. His mom is sick so he doesn't want to be away from her. That's mainly what's keeping him at home. They give us privacy so that's a plus. It's almost like they aren't here. He let me meet them and they loved me. That's an amazing feeling that I'm not used to.

He takes his headset off, turns the game off altogether, then turns to face me. "Told you... two minutes was all I needed. Are you sleepy?" He asks. "It's really late." He adds. "No. I'm wide awake." I answer. I'm still pissed about Drew talking about him. Yes, Cason is a nerd but he's nicer to me than Drew ever was. So, I don't care if he wants to wear his short cornrows or his baggy clothes. He's a real man, unlike the bastard I wasted my years on.

"I have a question." He says. "What is it?" I ask. "Your husband said that I resemble some guy you cheated on him with. Who is the guy? You told me about your husband but not about whoever you cheated with." He says. My heart just dropped. I try not to think about Majesty. We took pictures in my phone sometimes but I try my best not to look at them. I couldn't bring myself to erase the pictures or our texts because he would send me sweet messages sometimes and I cherished them. I never told anyone because I know Majesty was shy about those types of things.

"You didn't hear me or something?" He asks, breaking my train of thought. "He's just someone I had sex with." I lie. "You sure? Are you dating me because I supposedly look like him?" He asks. He's a nice looking guy but hell no, he doesn't look anything like Majesty does. Majesty is so fine, I used to get wet as soon as I saw his face. Cason doesn't make me feel that way with looks alone.

"You guys don't look alike." I say. Majesty comes from a nice looking family. I can't really say the same about Carson. His parents aren't the best looking people in the world. Ant and Jessica on the other hand were blessed in the looks department. "Did you love him?" He asks. "Yes." I answer. "Do you still love him?" He asks. I shake my head no. I don't know the answer. Majesty hurt me beyond words with the whole Ashley thing. Plus, he blamed me for what happened. The things he said to me really stung. I cried so much over him.

He sighs. "I'm tired. Goodnight." He says. "I'm about to go home." I say. "At two something in the morning? Why?" He asks. I nod my head yes. I just want to be alone. I live in an apartment alone with nobody there to bother me. "I just wanna be alone." I answer. "Just stay the night, please." He begs. "No. Walk me out, please." I demand, kissing his lips. He'll be okay.

I'm on the phone with Cason while I drive home. My phone starts ringing. I don't know this number so I'm not answering. The number starts calling again. "Hold on, Cason." I say, answering the other line. "Who is this and what do you want?" I ask. "Majesty. Pull up." He calmly says. "I'm dating someone." I say. I haven't heard from him since that day he cursed me out in front of his family.

"What, you can't have friends?" He asks, coughing. I can tell he's smoking weed. "Maybe, I don't want to be friends with you." I tell him. "Maybe, I want yo company." He mocks me. "For what? You haven't been wanting my company." I point out. "Well, I do now. You can leave when you want to and you never gotta come back." He says. "I'll come for a second then I'm going home." I warn him. "Bet." He says, hanging up the phone.

I just drove all the way to his house. I sent Cason a text and told him that I'm home. Nothing's about to happen between Majesty and I. I'm too tired at three in the morning and I'm just coming just because. I get out of my car then walk to the front door. He immediately opens it for me. "Fuck." He mumbles as his eyes scan me. "What?" I ask as he closes and locks the door. "What?" I ask again. "Nothing. Good to see you." He says, leading me upstairs.

We walk into his bedroom. Memories are rushing back to me. Everything smells just like him. Oh my God, why did I even come here? He lays back in his bed. "Can I get a hug?" He asks. I lean close for a hug. He pulls me down on top of him instead. "I miss fucking you." He mumbles, kissing on my neck softly. "I'm not just someone for you to sleep with and I have a man." I say. "He ain't me though." He says, slowly pulling my leggings down. Shit, why does he make me so weak?

"Majesty, no... stop." I demand, trying my best not to moan while he kisses my neck while reaching between my legs. "You miss me?" he softly asks, pulling my panties aside. "I... I'm in a relationship, Majesty. I can't do this. You never cared about me anyway. Stop." I demand, snapping out of it. "I thought that you would have an apology to give or something. I don't know why I even wasted my time coming here. You're not using me anymore and I'm not cheating on him because he's better to me than you ever were." I go off on him, fixing my clothes as I stand up.

He's quiet while he watches me grab my purse and my phone. I knew better than to come over here expecting him to respect me and not aim straight for my body. "Aw, so that's how you feel?" He asks. "Obviously. Please, come walk me out of your home. Tell Major I said hello." I say. "Major don't even remember you. Leave then. A nigga just horny anyway. What else would I hit you up for? Go home to yo bitch ass boyfriend then. I know he ain't hitting it like I do no way." He says. Cason and I haven't even had sex. I'm never rushing into that again. "You're right. He hits it better." I lie. He starts glaring at me super hard.

"Mane, get the fuck out." He demands. "I was doing that anyway." I say, walking out of his bedroom. He's following me downstairs to the front door. I open it then walk right on out. He can kiss my butt. He's always so rude. I want to cry because I was expecting much more but those days are gone. I have a man that's trying to love me. I just have to let it go with Majesty. He'll never love me the same.

I get in my car. I'm just about to play some good, soothing music on my way home. It's so late. I should've just stayed at Cason's house instead. I buckle my seatbelt. Majesty slammed the door. Wow, he's not even making sure I leave safely. I pull out of his driveway. Oh, well.

I scream the top of my lungs as a car speeds behind me, getting on my bumper. "Man, what the fuck?" I scream as the car swerves in front of me, blocking me in right at the stop sign. I'm so scared right now. What the fuck is going on? "What the actual fuck is wrong with you?" I scream, opening my door as Majesty gets out of the all black car. I've never seen him in this and it must have been in the garage. "Bastard, you followed me for ten fucking minutes! What do you want? Do you know how bad you just scared me? What are you doing?" I scream at him. He's so fucking crazy.

"You not leaving, that simple. So, turn the car back around and drive back to my house. Otherwise, I'm finna follow you to wherever you live at. We can do this shit all night. Yo choice." He says, shrugging his shoulders. "You aren't making me come back to your house to have sex with you. Have you lost your rabid ass mind? I will call the cops." I warn him. He starts laughing. "Why you taking me for a joke right now?" He asks. "You're acting like a fucking rapist." I say.

"How am I acting like a gotdamn rapist because I want yo fucking company? How? Me wanting yo time is me being a rapist? You can keep yo fucking legs closed! Wear a chastity belt for all I care, bruh! I just want to kick it with you!" He hollers at me. I must've pissed him off. "You're crazy!" I yell back, climbing right back into my car. He starts glaring at me. He can move his damn car or I'll run into it intentionally. He walks to the other window then punches the glass straight out, scaring me so bad. "Shai, come back! Damn!" He yells at me. "I'll break all the windows out the mothafucka! Come back!" He yells, walking around to my side. I cover my head with my arms as he punches this window out on my side.

"Stop! Why are you doing this shit?" I scream, trying to climb out of the car without getting any glass in my skin. "Because you acting stupid!" He snaps on me. "How are you mad? How? You walked me to the door and told me yourself that you only called because you're horny!" I scream at him. "So how are you angry now?" I add. My eyes widen as he breaks all the way down crying out of nowhere. He's crying like a baby right now. What in the world? I know he's extremely drunk because I smelled it on his breath and I saw two empty tequila bottles in his room. I've never seen him act like this while drunk or crying hard period.

"Majesty, what's wrong?" I ask. He shakes his head. "You taking me as a damn joke. Leave then. I'll give you some money to fix.. fix yo fucking windows. Leave." He slowly says, walking to his car. I walk over to him. "No... calm down, okay? What's wrong?" I ask. It has to be something extremely bad for him to act like this. I feel like he's taking some type of anger or frustration out on me. I'm afraid he's going to go and hurt himself or get into some trouble. I don't want that to happen.

"Nothing. I just said Imma get yo windows fixed. Go home. Go to yo nigga house." He says, slamming his car door. I sigh, watching him turn the car around. He starts driving all fast and crazy, heading back to his house. He seemed on edge and almost like a ticking time bomb at his house but I didn't think anything of how weird his demeanor was. Wow. I want to call his mom but that won't end well, I'm sure.

I tried to knock the glass on my seat out of the car the best I could. I'm driving back to his house. I don't know what to say, think, or feel. None of this was expected at all. A man has never done anything remotely close to this to make me want to spend time with him. What has gotten into him?

I just arrived at his house again. Please don't let this get crazy because I don't even know how to react right now. I can't believe I'm even back here trying to make sure he doesn't do anything else that is crazy. The car he was driving is parked all crooked and I can tell he ran into the mailbox at one point. Wow.

I get out of the car then walk to the front door. He left the door wide open. Anyone could break in here. I walk in then close and lock the door behind me. I hear some sad music playing super loud upstairs. I jog up the stairs to his room. He's staring at the wall while smoking. There's a glass of Tequila on the floor beside his feet. "Put the damn alcohol and weed away, now." I demand, turning his speaker off. "Fuck off. How you get in?" He asks. "You left the door open. Put the weed down. I'm not going to say it again." I warn him, snatching his alcohol away. He needs to stop.

"Move, Shai! Fuck! Move!" He hollers at me. "No, you move!" I holler right back at him. He shakes his head while I walk into his restroom to get rid of everything. I'm flushing his alcohol right along with his weed that he was smoking. I hear him in there vomiting. I grab the garbage can then walk back into the room. He's hunched over emptying his stomach into a backpack that was full of other stuff. Ew. He made himself sick.

Majesty has been so sick for the past hour. I'm so sleepy. The sun is starting to come up some. He's sobering up a lot. He's in the bathroom cleaning himself up and brushing his teeth. He walks back in here in just a new pair of underwear. "My bad." He mumbles, sounding weak. I yawn, sitting at the edge of his bed. "What's the matter?" I ask. He shakes his head as if he's saying without saying that he doesn't want to talk about it.

"Well, come get in bed. I'm going home. I have to go to work later." I say as I stand. He walks over to me then grabs my hand. "I'll pay you double to call in... stay with me." He says. "Okay." I mumble. I can tell he really needs someone to be here for him at the moment. Both of us just laid in his bed. "Go to sleep, Majesty. I won't leave until you wake up. I promise." I assure him. "I wanna sleep in you." He says. Huh?

"No." I say. "Please. I need you right now." He says. "Fine." I say, finally giving in because I feel so bad for him. He pulls his boxers down. My lady parts just woke up. He's already fully hard. Wow, I've missed his friend down below. I get on my knees then take all of him into my mouth. Gosh, I missed his taste too.

"Shit." I curse as he slides into me. "Oh damn, Shai." He groans, going deeper. I have my eyes closed. He's being so passionate, kissing on my neck and chest everything. He's grinding into me so smoothly and it's driving me insane. If someone said they'll kill me if I don't stop moaning, I would be dead right here and now. He's never treated my body so delicately before.

He pulls out of me then rolls over on his back. "Climb on top." He instructs. I'm doing as told. "Wait... we aren't using a condom." I point out. I'm not trying to get pregnant. We're not even supposed to be doing this right now. It can never happen again. "Fuck a condom, baby. I'm tryna feel you." He says, closing his eyes while I slide down on him. It's official. That's the alcohol doing the talking.

I've been riding him like crazy. I'm going up and down, trying to move my hips in circles, and everything. I've never made a man actually moan loudly or curse and moan my name so much much before, especially not Majesty. Hell, I've never made any man react like this, actually. My legs are burning but it feels too good to stop. He grips my waist tightly, roughly pulling me off of him. "A nigga almost nutted in yo fine ass." He slowly says, wiping sperm off of himself. "Why you sitting there looking lost? This yo dick, baby. Let me know what you want me
to do with it." He says. Oh my God. I can see us going at it for a while.

-

"Wake yo ass up." Majesty demands, rolling me over. I push him away from me as I sit up. I'm naked in his bed. We had sex that was so good, we fell asleep with him right between my legs. It's probably the afternoon now. "You gotta go. My girl coming by." He says, throwing my clothes at me. "Excuse me?" I say, trying to make sure I heard him right. "I'm just fucking with you. How you sleep?" He asks. "Good." I answer. I'm feeling a small amount of regret. My boyfriend called and texted me a few times.

"Last night was never supposed to happen." I say. "What I do? I said something crazy when I was drunk?" He asks. "What's going on with you?" I ask. "Nothing. I'm cool. But uh... you calling in right? I told you I was gon' pay you to." He reminds me. Oh, so he does remember? "Yes. I'm calling in. We never should have done that. I mean... my boyfriend wouldn't do this to me." I say. He's nothing like Drew. I never should have done this with Majesty again. "I didn't do nothing you didn't want done to you, Shai. But aye... you hungry? Let's go get whatever you wanna eat. It's on me." He offers. "Okay." I mumble. I'm so wrong for this.

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