I don't know what happened with chapter 10 not being shown to a lot of ppl but try to delete the book then re add it to your libraries.

"Could it be you're  fallin in love with a thug right now? Could it be you're fallin in love
With a thug's lifestyle?" - Big Pun

CRUISE DAY 2

JESSICA

"Baby, I promise you somebody's about to die." I say to Ant, rolling over in the bed. Somebody is full blown banging on the door of our suite and I'm seeing red right now cause it's pissing me off. Sage, Dream, and Serenity begged us to go back to the children's club early this morning so Ant and I got up earlier than we planned to take those three and Amari to get breakfast at the buffet then to their clubs. We winded up in the casino for hours because Ant wanted to go gamble. We stayed in there a lifetime because his ass ended up losing two thousand dollars trying to win back the first thousand he lost. We've been back in the room thirty minutes trying to get some rest but now we can barely do that cause now somebody is still banging and kicking on our door like they lost their fucking mind.

"Mane, what in the fuck? We on vacation, bruh. I thought I was getting away from crazy ass bullshit like this!" Ant snaps, getting out the bed. He's in his boxers and nothing else. "I'll get it, baby, your ass is damn near naked." I say, laughing a little. He's so irritated to the point of him getting ready to storm to the door with his dick swinging and no clothes on.  "You better get it then cause Imma smack the fuck outta somebody ass." he goes off, sitting at the edge of the bed and glaring at the wall. That's how I know he's sleepy. He's irritated and just staring at stuff, ready to spazz out.

I put my house shoes on. "I'm fucking coming, shit! Stop banging on this damn door that loud!" I yell, walking to the door. I snatch it open then put my hand on my hip. "Bitch, I'm  finna hurt you! Why you banging on me and my man door like that and how you even know where the fuck we sleeping at anyway?" I go off on Shai. This bitch got some nerve for popping up to our room unannounced and banging on the door, waking us up like a crazy person the way she just did. I don't know how she got our room number because we aren't even on the same deck as the rest of them.

"I didn't come with an attitude." she says, seeming calm. She got dry tears on her face and she standing here looking like a sad dog.  Her lip is trembling like she's seconds away from breaking down. "Why the hell are you here unannounced this early in the morning?" I ask, glaring at her. I'm seconds away from strangling this girl, seriously. "Yeah, why the fuck you pop up like you paid for this room and shit?" Ant asks all the way from the bathroom. He's so nosey. "I mean no disrespect but Jessica, it's five in the afternoon so I figured y'all would be awake." she mumbles. "Well, why are you at my damn room at five in the afternoon?" I ask, mocking her voice.

She sighs. "I just really want to sit down and talk to you two. You and Ant." she says. "Girl, let me tell you something. I don't have nothing for you. Go on somewhere and be with Drew." I demand. I feel like she's here to talk about whatever catastrophe her, Reign, and Drew have going on and I don't have time for it. I don't wanna hear it because I told Reign to leave it alone and I told Shai to quit worrying so much about Reign and worry about her nigga instead but none of them listen, so I don't give a damn no more. Reign is my daughter but she is a grown ass woman so it ain't like I can make her do anything. I can just give her advice and let her decide if she's gonna take it or not.

"Please, Jessica." she begs me, in tears and everything. "I'm begging you. Just please give me a chance to speak." she adds, lightly crying. This cannot be real right now. "Quit crying. Them damn tears don't move me one bit. What the fuck do you want, Shai?" I ask, forcing myself to not slap her and draw blood from her face. She got some nerve coming to my room like this. She's bolder than I thought she was.

Ant walks over here then wraps his arms around my lower waist, touching on the strings on my black and yellow Batman pajama shorts. I look back at him then raise my eyebrow. "You joking, right?" I ask him. This man did not just walk over here still in his underwear with his shirt off in front of this bitch. "What?" he asks. "If you don't go put some damn clothes on, I will hurt you." I threaten him. He rushes back to where one of his suitcases is, laughing about it. Ant know better than to be in his underwear around any other woman who ain't me so I don't know why he even tried me like that.

I look at Shai. "Look, child. I'm sleepy, horny,   and aggravated so this is not the time for you to be here. You know I don't particularly care for you, so why do you feel like you can pop up unannounced like you one of my children? Even they know better than to bang on my door like that and it sounds like you even kicked it a few times too." I say, folding my arms across my chest. "I did but I'm so sorry. I'm just very frustrated, Jessica. I just want to be good in your book again." she says. "Bitch, your name was never even nowhere near my good book." I tell her straight up. She gotta be kidding me right now. She's like an annoying child you can't get rid of.

She breaks down crying. Ant walks back over here wearing a tank top and some gym shorts. "Happy now, my love?" he asks, yawning. He's so corny with the pet names but I love it because he came a long way from where he used to be. At one point, nobody in this world could pay Ant to be as affectionate and loving as he is now so I love  every bit of when he's being corny and all over me. "Yes, I'm happy." I answer, leaning back on him, letting him wrap his arms around my lower waist.

"Shai, what do you want?" Ant asks her. "To talk to both of you two and nothing else, I swear that's all I'm here for." she answers. "Let her in." Ant says to me. I look at him crazy. "Ant, are you like, intentionally trying to piss me off?" I ask. He gotta be playing a quick joke on me right now. "No. Let her in so we can hear what she got to say and leave it at that." he answers. "I don't care about what she got to say." I tell him. Since when has he been Mr. Nice Guy? "Quit playing captain save a hoe." I add.

He chuckles then lightly moves me out the way. "Come in and stand up. Don't touch shit. You probably got germs." Ant says to her. I sit down on the bed, glaring at him. I just know he didn't invite this girl into this room when he knows good and well I don't want to deal with her to keep from slapping the shit out of her before this cruise ends.  I'm done with my violent behavior. "Thank you so much." she thanks him. "You appreciative. We get it. Now, what the hell is so important? What you want?" I ask, ready for her big chin having ass to speak and get straight to the point.

I've never sat and had a conversation with this girl since she's been around. Recently is when she really started giving me problems with her constant smart, uncalled for remarks. Before all the bullshit with Drew and Reign resurfaced, Shai didn't bother me. She was always quiet and acting stuck up. She's always been weird as hell to me and it's always been obvious that she think she's too good for us so I just have never cared for her. My dislike for her is much stronger now though, especially after she stood her nasty ass up and bent over for my nine year old son like a pervert.

"Are you about to talk or you just here wasting my time?" I ask. She's just sitting here in silence with tears rolling down her cheeks. "I need advice." she says. Ant and I look at each other, then back at her. "Advice? Do she look like Iyanla ready to fix yo damn life? Oh, and let me guess. I look like a ghetto Dr. Phil too, right?" Ant sarcastically asks her. "No... I've just heard about how much you used to cheat on Jessica so I feel like the three of us relate because Drew is constantly cheating, so I want advice from you two. Jessica, please give me advice." she begs. "You done lost yo damn mind. Get out." I demand.

"I wasn't trying to be offensive." she says. "You wasn't trying to be offensive but you just popped up in here bringing up my past when yo ass don't even know us like that to begin with. You dumb as hell. Bitch, find somebody to play with." Ant says to her, glaring at her. Now he's pissed off. He can't stand when other people be so concerned about us remarrying after all of his cheating. Nobody on the outside believes he really changed for the better and that irritates the shit out of him.

"I apologize, okay? I really didn't mean anything by it." she says. "Look, lil girl. I'm a grown ass woman and he a grown ass man. What you ain't finna do is step out of your place and be disrespectful. I don't believe shit you just said. You know what you said was out of line, so keep your apologies." I demand. She sighs. "I made a big mistake last night." she mumbles. "Okay? What that got to do with us?" Ant asks her, looking at her crazy. "I let Majesty finger me infront of Drew." she blurts out, shocking the shit out of me. I almost choked on the air.

"What?" Ant asks her, looking at her crazy. She breaks down crying. "I... I know I shouldn't have. We were playing truth or dare and Majesty got dared to finger me so I let him do it but I didn't think I would like it and I didn't think he would make me have an orgasm so quickly. I only let him do it to make Drew see how I felt after all of his sneaking around with Reign. I thought he would've understood but he didn't. He slapped me and everything in the room. I'm guessing he left out when I was asleep because I can't find him at all and I've searched everywhere. I just don't know what to do." she cries, snotting and everything.

"Shai, what the hell you mean you let Majesty finger you infront of your own damn husband? Do you not realize those two are close like brothers or did you not give a fuck?" I ask. "I know, I just thought he would understand that I was trying to prove a point. Have you seen him? I can't find him anywhere on the ship. Please, help me. Give me advice, please. I just want my marriage to go back to normal and I want us to work it out. What should I do? Jessica and Ant, please tell me something." she begs, sobbing in her hands and rocking back and forth.

"I don't even feel bad for you. I would divorce the shit out yo ass if I was Drew." Ant tells her, staring at her in disgust. She looks at him. "You know how it is when you make a mistake. He's been fucking up for years but I always forgive him. Now, he's acting like he can't forgive me for trying to prove a point. We're on a cruise ship and I can't even find him on here to save my life so I know he's really avoiding me on purpose. Wait, what if he felt so horrible and jumped overboard to kill himself after what I did to him last night?" she asks, crying harder. I roll my eyes. "Girl, you ain't special enough for a nigga like him to contemplate committing suicide." I tell her straight up.

Imma have to talk to Majesty's nasty ass. Even if Shai was going for it, there's some lines that should have never been crossed and that's one of them. Imma have a major sit down with Majesty and Reign. This shit is getting on my nerves because everytime I look around, somebody's fighting, cussing, talking shit, or arguing with each other and it all wraps around Drew and Reign. I don't need none of this unnecessary craziness amongst my family. Drew and Shai should've just stayed their problematic asses at home because I refuse to deal with this shit today and the other six days of this cruise. Ain't no way in hell Imma keep putting up with it. We paid too much money on this trip just for us to not have any peace because they wanna act like they can't control themselves.

"What should I do?" she asks. "I wanna ask you something and I want you to be real with yourself." I say. "Okay." she says, giving me her undivided attention. "Do you think Drew has feelings for my daughter still?" I ask. "He told me he loves her." she mumbles, sniffling. "Do you really feel like he wanna be with you or do you think he's just there physically but somewhere else mentally and emotionally?" I ask. She looks down at the floor, crying all over again. "I felt like he loved being with me until she came around." she admits. "But now, it's all bad." she adds. "Well, you need to quit focusing so much on how he may or may not feel about Reign and focus on fixing y'all marriage instead cause thinking about her ain't finna help y'all out one bit. All I know is I'm sick of this back and forth between you and Reign. It's under my skin and I'm ready to choke you and her at this point. Y'all better act like y'all got home training or I'm slapping you just like I'll slap her ass too, period. You and Drew need to sit down and talk like adults and see what y'all finna do. Either work it out or let that nigga go if he don't wanna be there no more. Shit, you can't make nobody want you. So, figure out what it is and go from there." I say.

"You're right. I just don't know what I did to make him be this way towards me. Nobody likes me." she says. "You stuck up as fuck, you think you too good for him and all of us, you don't wanna do shit that he's interested in, and all you do is bitch and complain about the way he is, trying to make him change. That's how you lose yo man. Don't nobody in his life like your ass so he ain't the problem. You the problem, Shai. We don't like you for a reason. I say, shrugging my shoulders.

She nods her head. "I'm really sorry for everything. I'm sorry for fighting Reign at Drew's party and I'm so sorry for being disrespectful at the hotel the other day. I apologize for bending over in Amari's face trying to be funny like y'all are, thinking I would've fit in. Oh, and Ant, I'm sorry for the things I said to your mom." Shai apologizes. "And I'm sorry for still feeling like you a stupid ass bitch that need to go on somewhere. Get yo ass outta here with that shit." Ant demands. I sigh, watching Shai walk out of our suite crying as if somebody just died or something.

"You are so mean." I say to Ant. He starts laughing. "I know you ain't talking. You just dogged the bitch then turned around being sympathetic." he says. "I wasn't being sympathetic. I just want her to get out of my face for good. Reign is wrong and the girl does have a right to feel some type of way towards her cause regardless, Drew is her husband. I don't wanna see nobody's marriage failing but if he don't want her, she need to quit trying to make him be somewhere he don't wanna be and just let him go on about his business. You can't make no man be there if that ain't what he want. Child please." I say, rolling my eyes. "Okay, Keyshia Cole." Ant jokes, making me laugh.

I take my tank top off then throw it on the bed. He thumps my nipple then starts laughing. He's just sitting here thumping my nipples like they're some toys, being weird for no reason. "What are you doing?" I ask. "Baby, I don't know. Why you getting naked?" he asks. He starts sucking on my right nipple. "I'm about to get dressed and go talk to Majesty then force Drew and Reign to talk cause I'm sick and tired of this bullshit." I answer as he moves to sucking my left nipple. He pulls away. "Aight, let me get dressed then." he says, standing up as if he wasn't just kissing and sucking on me but whatever.

"How this look?" I ask Ant, showing him my outfit. I'm wearing a red and gold cherry blossom romper I got from Saks a while back. I haven't worn it before so I threw it in my suitcase as an extra. He looks at me then shakes his head no. "Hell naw. Is that silk?" he asks, touching it. "Yeah. What's wrong with it?" I ask, putting my hand on my hip. He starts laughing. "If you don't get outta here with that ugly ass pimp pajama set you got on. Take that shit off." he demands, laughing and pointing at it. "I know you ain't talking with that too big plaid shirt you got on, looking like a fucking lumberjack who thought he was fresh. Nigga, bye." I say, pushing him. "Looking like somebody granddaddy that's trying to keep up with the new trends." I add.

He's just laughing while he takes that awful shirt off. "Let's just agree on the fact that both of us need to change." He says. "Yeah, you better change cause you looking a mess." I say. "You all on my ass like yo romper don't look thrifty as fuck. It look like you got that shit out the dumpster at the nearest Goodwill." he says. I narrow my eyes at him. He starts laughing then wraps his arms around me. "I'm just fucking around, baby. You beautiful and all that but love, take that ugly bullshit off and throw that bitch overboard." he demands.

I roll my eyes at him as I take my romper off. "Let me see it." he demands. "Nope, you asshole." I say. He snatches it out my hand then throws it in the trash can. "Don't you ever wear no shit like that again." he says. "Shut up. I was over here thinking I was doing something, thinking I'm fine and shit and you just had to come rain on my parade." I say. "Naw, I thunderstormed on that parade. That shit was too ugly. I couldn't send you out like that. How much you paid for that?" he asks. "Four hundred something." I answer. "Jessica, you could've just flushed that money down the toilet instead of buying that." he says, making me laugh. He's so mean to me.

"Okay, shut up. What about this?" I ask, showing him my nude colored dress I bought from the boutique his friend's wife owns in Calabasas. "Where you get that from?" he asks. "Tasha's boutique. You were with me when you and Lorenzo had to talk business, remember?" I ask. "Oh shit. She got some nice shit in there. I like that. You bought that Gucci bag with the lil angry cat on it with you?" he asks. I nod my head yes, pulling my Gucci slides with the pearls out of my shoe bag.

We got dressed which took about thirty minutes. Now, we're walking to Reign's room. "Baby, we should've decorated our room door like these people did." I say, pointing at the decorations on somebody's door. It has a lot of pictures and decorations about how this is their fifth annual family cruise. "You can have whatever you want. I would've helped you with it if I knew you wanted that." he says. I smile at him. "Aww, you so sweet." I say. He stops then kisses me on my lips. "I know." he says.

Jessie, Montana, and Darius are walking up the hall. "Where y'all going?" I ask them. Montana hugs me then shakes Ant's hand. "We about to go walk around and probably to the Fun Shops." Darius answers, hugging me. "Where Tae at?" Montana asks me. I shrug my shoulders. "Probably went to the basketball court. Him, LaLa, and Sean said they were going earlier." I answer. "Yeah, that's where they said they was going before they left the room." Jessie says. Montana nods his head.

"Where y'all headed?" Montana asks. "To talk to Reign." I answer. Jessie bursts into laughter. I look at him crazy. He points at Ant, Darius, and Montana. "You see these niggas, ma? All Imma say is they better be ready to pay up when we get off the boat. I take cash and check I prefer y'all niggas to just send the money to my account." Jessie says, shrugging his shoulders. "What I tell your weird ass about betting on people's marriages failing?" I ask. He stay betting on the dumbest shit and Ant just feeds into it everytime.

I shake my head then walk off, ignoring him and the rest of them as they talk about it. I got a spare room key to Reign, Miguel, and Zaniah's room they share so I'm about to use it. Since we paid for it, I went to guest services and got a key yesterday.  I don't care. I slide it in then open the door. "Oh shit." Drew curses. I raise my eyebrow. The hell they got going on? He was about to walk out.

"Take your ass on back in here and sit down." I demand. He doesn't say anything as he walks back in. He sits on Reign's bed. Zaniah and Miguel are in here. "Hey momma Jessica." Miguel greets me, smiling wide. I wave at him and Zaniah then sit down on one of their beds. Reign walks out of the bathroom fully dressed. "Oh, hey mom." she greets me. "Hey mom my ass. Sit down." I demand. "And Zaniah and Miguel, get out. Reign will send you a message when we done." I add.

I watch as they walk out. Ant walks in the room. "Jessica, you care if I go do some shit with Tez, Vonte, and my pops?" he asks. "I don't care, Ant." I answer. "You sure?" he asks. "I just said I don't care. I'll probably go shopping. Just be back in the room on time to get ready for dinner. Tonight is the Captain's dinner and you know I wanna leave in time to get professional pictures taken with the backgrounds before the photographers leave." I say. Every night, photographers take pictures of everybody who wanna stop and take them  with nice backgrounds. I plan on buying the ones from tonight with us all dressed up so he better be on time. He nods his head. "Y'all in trouble." Ant says to Reign and Drew, laughing as he walks out of here.

I look at them. Drew smells like he fresh out of the shower and he's in nice clothes so he must've showered in here. Reign looks like a deer caught in headlights. "What y'all got going on?" I ask. "Nothing. I was on my way out." Drew answers. "What you was doing in here then?" I ask him. "Ask her. She the one that wanted big dick Drew around last night." he answers, laughing. "Drew, don't get slapped." I warn him.

"My bad, Jessica. You know you still fine as hell to me, right?" he asks. "Seriously? This why I really can't stand you. Why you flirting with my momma?" Reign goes off. "Both of y'all, cut it out." I demand. "I'm just fucking around. Wassup though?" I ask. "What y'all got going on?" I ask. "I got drunk last night and I kinda forced him in my room and I've been sleep forever. He was just in the room chilling with us, I swear. Nothing more." Reign explains. "So... have y'all had an adult conversation yet?" I ask. "Naw, not yet." Drew answers. "Y'all need to do that cause I'm sick of all this fighting." I say.

Reign looks at him. "I don't like how you got so mad and cussed me out when I told you about the baby dying." she says. "Reign, I said shit I didn't mean cause I was pissed off. I apologize for all that bullshit. Mane, I just kinda snapped but my biggest issue was how you kept that type of thing from me all these years. How you thought I was finna react?" he asks. "I know and I'm sorry. I just wasn't expecting you to act like that because it's not like I had an abortion. I miscarried." she says. "I understand that but I was mad cause you hid it from me. I could've been there for you helping you through that shit but you didn't let me." he says.

She starts crying. "I'm so sorry. I was just so dumb and scared back then. I'm sorry for hiding it and I hope you can forgive me for it." she says. "I forgive you." he says, watching her cry. "I be thinking about how my life would be if we would've had that baby, mane. You just don't understand but it's all good. I forgive you and if you need something or wanna talk about it when you sad and shit like that, hit me up and you know Imma come with the weed and listen to you vent." he says, wrapping his arm around her. Aww shit, I think I'm about to get emotional.

"I'm sorry for cussing you out and saying stuff I didn't even mean." she apologizes, crying on his shoulder. "Me too. It's all good." he says, hugging her. "I'm glad that's squashed but it's something else that needs to be discussed." I say. "And that is?" Drew asks, pulling away from her. I point at the wedding band on his finger. "The fact that you're married and y'all have been creeping around." I answer.

He sighs. Reign sits up. "Okay, I know I never should've started messing around with you cause you married." she says to him. "You right." he says. "So, y'all need to cut it out. Drew, your wife popped up to my room today." I say. "Why?" he asks. "Crying and looking for you." I answer. "Fuck what she looking for. Tell her ass I'm good where I'm at and to look for Majesty." he says.

I shake my head at him. "What the fuck are you gon' do?" I ask. "Imma stay with her cause I love her but I ain't fucking with her right now." he answers. Reign shakes her head then stands up. "I'm about to go... I don't even know. Bye." she says, then storms out of here. She looked so heartbroken. I look at Drew. "Stay yo ass away from her. Mothafucka, she went through hell overcoming so much and this whole situation with you and Shai ain't no good for her. She hasn't broken down and cried in years and now that's all she does cause you play with her emotions just as much as you play with your wife's. Go find Shai and stay your ass there." I go off, pointing my finger in his face. The last thing I want is my daughter going back to where she used to be because that was the lowest point of her life.

"I don't need no help with my life." he says. "Fuck your life. I'm worried about my daughter's. You married, therefore you ain't no good for her. Stay the fuck from around her, Drew, and I'm so serious. You don't know the half about the shit that girl went through after that miscarriage and I don't want her going back to that." I say. "Jessica, you can't control me, mane. Worry about you and Ant. I love you but me and Reign grown. Let us do our thing." he says. "Nigga, you heard what the fuck I said." I say.

He face palms himself. "I respect what you saying cause you looking out for her but I ain't trying to hurt yo daughter." he says. "Exactly what do you think you doing then? You sit in her face and y'all act like a couple when the both of y'all know you got a whole wife. You wrong for messing with your wife's feelings, first of all. If you don't want her no more, divorce her! All this sneaking around you and Reign doing ain't wassup." I say. "I know that. We done fucking around. Imma be with Shai and that's it." he says. "Cool. Just don't sit up in my daughter face, being foul right along with her just for you to turn around and be with Shai. Stay your ass with Shai and leave Reign alone." I go off. "Reign want me around just as much as I wanna be around." he says.

I shake my head. "I ain't saying nothing else about the situation. Imma let y'all do what y'all gon' do. You heard what I said though." I say, standing. He nods his head. "I heard you." he says. "And don't let your bitch knock on my door no more." I say, walking out the room with him following. I need to go find Reign and see about her. Damn, I can't stand this messy situation they got going on.

REIGN

I just need a huge hug right now. I'm so depressed all over again. It's like I feel okay then I go right back to being sad. I'm outside of Qua's room knocking. He's not in there, I guess. I lean against the door, wiping my tears. I feel so stupid. Damn, I wish I never even went to Drew's party in the first place. My life was perfectly fine at first and now I'm so depressed. I can't help the way I feel for him. I'm just dumb as hell for slipping up  constantly knowing he got a wife. He won't ever leave that bitch and I'm so stupid for even thinking that would happen.

"How are you doing?" the room Qua's room steward asks, smiling wide. "Hi." I mumble, waving at the man. I'm about to go look for Qua. I'm walking down the hall with a million things on my mind. I want to enjoy my vacation but it's just hard because I have to constantly see Shai and Drew act like a perfect couple and it's irritating so bad. The captain's  dinner is in less than two hours and I'll be forced to look at them all over again.

I'm glad me and Drew talked it out but damn, the fact that he's still with that bitch is so irritating. I'm gonna try to stay as far away from him as I possibly can because if not, I'll snap and really hurt myself or somebody else and I don't want to go back to being that girl again. The old Reign is dead and gone and I can't let Drew and Shai bring her back. I gotta stay strong for my own sake cause if not, I'll really snap.

I'm walking outside, headed to the basketball court. It's a lot of people out here on the Lido deck. I jog up the stairs then stop as Miguel stares at me. I walk over to him and Zaniah. "You okay?" Zaniah asks. I shake my head no. Miguel pulls me down on his lap. "Don't cry, bestie. What's wrong?" he asks, rubbing my back as I cry on him. "Damn, I feel so fucking dumb, Miguel. I don't know why I wanna even be with a married nigga." I say. He looks at me. "Fuck that nigga. Don't be crying, bestie. Let him have Shamu. Boss up on his ass and get with a real nigga such as Qua, honey. If I were you, I would be spinning around on his dick and making Drew regret even getting with Shoeshine in the first damn place." he says. "You give the most whorish advice." Zaniah says, shaking her head at him.

He starts laughing. "All I'm saying is, bestfriend, don't be crying over him. It is what it is. Crying won't make the mothafucka divorce the smelly toes, pussy print head ass girl so fuck that shit. Wipe them tears, find Qua, and make him say yo name with them big ass titties and yo big booty. Child please." he says, shaking his head. I can't help but to laugh. "Whatever, Miguel." I say, standing up. His crazy advice always cheers me up. "I'm about to find Qua." I say. "Okay, bitch. Go find you a cruise bae or something." he says. "I ain't finna get a loose pussy on this boat like you." I say. "For the last time, my asshole ain't loose as a goose, bitch, I do anal kegals." he says, making me laugh my ass off. He's so sick.

I just got up to the basketball court. I'm so grateful for Miguel. He made me feel ten times better. Him and weed are my bestfriends and they always make my days better. The basketball court has a net around it so the balls won't end up overboard, I guess. Noble, Majesty, and Qua are playing basketball with three other men. I walk in, catching some niggas eyes. "How are you?" a white man asks, walking over to me. He's younger and he reminds me of the guy from the movie Guess Who. "Hey." I greet him, watching the guys play basketball.

"Where are you from?" he asks. "Los Angeles. You?" I ask. "I'm from Jacksonville Florida. What are you doing up here all by yourself?" he asks, smiling at me. "I'm not alone. Those guys are my brothers and my friend." I say, pointing at them as they play basketball. "I met the twins and the other guy. They're cool. Do you have any plans for this evening?" he asks. "I'm going to dinner then hanging out with my family." I answer. "Well, would you like to meet somewhere and get to know each other tonight?" he asks. "Wassup Reign?" Noble asks, walking over here and interrupting the conversation. I'm so glad because I've never  really been into white men and he's not my type anyway.

"Hey." I greet him, shaking his hand. Noble is all sweaty and I ain't hugging him. "What you up here for?" he asks. "I was looking for your bestie." I joke. He starts laughing a little. I look at Qua, watching him shoot a three. "He think he Steph Curry with the shot, mane. You know he was good enough to go pro before he lost his basketball scholarship for getting locked up?" he asks. "No, I didn't know that but thanks for telling all his business." I answer.

He starts laughing. "Yuck mouth don't give a fuck if I tell you that." he says. "Quit talking about his teeth, you moon pie head ass nigga. He's getting them fixed so y'all better quit talking about him. He's cute so his teeth is all y'all ugly asses can talk about." I say, rolling my eyes. He looks me up and down. "I see you all defensive for yo nigga, huh? That kiss was that good?" he asks, laughing. I was very drunk but I do remember kissing Qua. I wonder if he looks at me like a slut now. I haven't talked to him all day long and he hasn't tried to say nothing to me neither.

"That ain't my man." I say. He chuckles. "I was skeptical at first but mane, I approve of y'all. He a real nigga, Reign. You need that more than you need Drew and all his bullshit with Shai." he says, making me feel bad all over again. "Can you not mention their names?" I ask. "My bad, Reign. Look, me and Majesty about to go get ready for this dinner." he says. I nod my head. "Just think about taking Qua serious though, forreal." he tells me.

Qua walks over here. He doesn't have a shirt on and I can see his dick print through his black, gray, and white Jordan gym shorts. He has a little sweat on his forehead but overall, he isn't too sweaty. He looks so good right now. My dumb ass really thought I was a lesbian. I think that ain't true because lately, I've been so attracted to this man. Right now, he has on something so simple but makes me feel like I'm real close to getting horny because he looks so sexy. The man has a whole eight pack I didn't even know he had and he has so many tattoos. Lord knows I love a man that's buff, brownskinnned, and tatted up. That's him all day.

I open my arms for a hug. He picks me up then spins me around instead, catching me off guard. I'm laughing so hard because he's just spinning me around and so many people are watching us. He puts me down then pulls me in a hug. "How you doing, beautiful?" he asks, looking down at me. "I swear I love how you always call me beautiful." I admit. He's always complimenting me and I can tell he genuinely means it and don't be trying to gas me up. He leans down then kisses me on my lips, shocking me. "Ain't this some cute ass shit? Fuck y'all for making me feel lonely." Majesty says to us, flipping me off as he walks away with Noble.

I'm so surprised Qua just kissed me like that. "You look surprised." he says, grabbing my hand. "I am." I admit as we walk away from the court. "Don't be. Where you been all day?" he asks. "In the room. Look... I'm sorry if I came on to you or did anything weird last night." I apologize. "You good. Stick to getting high though cause you can't hold yo liquor." he says, making me laugh. I know I couldn't have been that bad last night.

We're walking hand in hand on the Lido deck now. Drew is sitting down across from Shai at some of the tables beside Guy's Burger Joint out here. They're just having a staring contest. His eyes roam over here to Qua and I. "What?" I ask him as he stares. "Y'all a couple now?" he asks, sounding annoyed. "Do it matter?" Qua asks. "Yo braces matter. Thank yo orthodontist." Drew says to him. I shake my head, looking away from his rude ass.

Qua chuckles. Drew mocks his laugh. "Why are you so concerned with them?" Shai asks him. He ignores her, still looking at us. "It's crazy how y'all mothafuckas walking hand in hand like you wasn't on a nigga dick last night and shit, Reign. You flip flopping now?" Drew asks me, sounding pissed. He has lost his fucking mind out here. "Don't get slapped." I say, rolling my eyes at him. "You were doing what last night?" Shai asks, standing up like she ready to fight me. "Girl, I was trying to get my pussy sucked by your man when I was drunk. Either fight me or shut up." I demand, rolling my eyes.

"You are such a hoe." Shai says. "I don't have the energy to argue with you. You win, Shai. Keep your husband. I'm the least of your worries now because I'm done with him and all the crazy shit he comes with. I wish you well." I calmly say, shrugging my shoulders. I can't be vulnerable around Drew ever again. I have to act like I truly don't care, even if I care a lot. He plays on my vulnerability. "Mane, you something else. How you go from crying over me to being on this crooked tooth nigga's nuts?" Drew asks. "You worried about my teeth being crooked but she don't give a fuck. You mad cause the woman you want standing by my side and you stuck with a bitch who don't even compare to her. I would be mad too." Qua says. Drew starts laughing. "Bet. We gon' see how long she go before she crawl back." he says. He's a fucking idiot.

Qua and I walk away as Shai and Drew argue with plenty of people watching their nutty asses do the most in public. "What we doing, Reign?" I ask. "What do you mean?" I ask. "You still dealing with dude or you trying to fuck with me?" he asks. "I don't want to rush anything. You're amazing but I can't sit here and lie to you like I don't still have feelings for him because I have plenty. I'm just trying to move on at this point. I don't wanna rush into nothing. I just want to chill with you cause I don't wanna end up hurting you cause my feelings for him are still there and I make mistakes, Qua." I admit. He hugs me. "I respect that shit." he tells me, doing something to me. He's so real to the point of me just getting so turned on when he talks to me.

"Are you mad at me?" I ask. "Naw, cause it's unrealistic for yo feelings for that nigga to magically disappear. I'm with whatever you wanna do. You need to go get ready for the dinner though before yo momma kill you." he jokes. "Are you coming?" I ask. "Yeah, I gotta go get ready." he says. I just got an idea. "You wanna get ready together?" I ask. "What, you wanna bring yo shit in my room and let me watch the process?" he asks. I smile then nod my head yes. "Let's do it then." he answers, grabbing my hand.

We've been getting ready for thirty minutes. He's in the shower and I'm in my underwear in his room, trying to decide on which dress to wear. I brought a bunch of expensive gowns because there's two captain's dinners and I wanted to have options. My momma said the color scheme is black and gold so I'm debating on if I'm gonna wear an all black dress and wear gold jewelry or if I'm gonna wear a black and gold dress. I'm gonna ask Qua when he gets out the bathroom.

He walks out with water dripping down his body and a towel wrapped around his lower waist. "Will you be mad if I snatch your towel off just so I can see how your dick looks? I'm just curious." I admit. He starts laughing then snatches it off. My eyes widen as I stare at his big dick. He got major hang time, that's for sure. "Oh, okay. You can put that away now." I say, handing him his towel back. He's just laughing hard as hell as he wraps his towel around his waits. Gotdamn, I wasn't ready.

"You asked." he says. "I know but I didn't think you'd really snatch it off like that." I say. "Your name Reign, beautiful. You get whatever you want." he says, making me blush. "Can you please quit making me feel some type of way? Damn, can you let my pussy be dry for once?" I ask, making him laugh. "You so damn blunt. I'm starting to think nobody in y'all family got a filter." he says. I shrug my shoulders. I'm just being honest here.

"So, you walk around half naked a lot, I see." he says, examining my body. I cover my scar on my stomach with my hand. I feel like his eyes were lingering on it. He moves my hand then gets down on his knees. "What are you doing?" I ask. He kisses me on my scar. "Quit worrying so damn much about this scar. Real niggas don't give a fuck about shit like that. You fine, Reign." he says. I lift my leg a little, putting his head between my legs. He kisses my pussy through my panties then stands back up. "Damn, you bold as hell." he says, laughing hard.

I smile a little. I'm a mess and I know it. I can't help it sometimes. I don't know how it happened but I can't help how freaky I am. I'm definitely far from a hoe though. I haven't had sex with a man since Drew and I last did it when I was sixteen years old. A man really hasn't been nowhere near my pussy since Drew gave me head recently, actually. I've just been letting women go down on me and nothing more.

"Which dress?" I ask Qua, holding up my black, assymetric velvet dress my dad bought me from Saks and the long, black and gold off the shoulder gown. "The black and gold one. Wear some glossy shit on yo lips and whatever y'all women do." he says. I nod my head, unzipping the dress. He sits on the bed, watching me. I got it on now, it just needs to be zipped up. "Oh shit! Look at my fuckin' future wife in this bitch! Do a twirl for a nigga!" he exclaims, making me laugh as I twirl while he records me on his phone. He's so silly.

"You're crazy. Zip my dress." I demand. He walks over here then zips my dress while I hold my hair up. "Let me get dressed real quick." he says, opening the closet space they give in the rooms. I sit down on the bed, watching him pull his perfectly ironed pants and shirt out. "Ya boy know fashion." he says, chuckling. I can tell. He dresses so nice and he always makes sure he's matching, even when he comes over my house dressed in just sweat pants and a T-shirt. Nothing is ever out of place with him. He's a really neat person.

He's dressed in a fitted, black Armani suit. He has on a matte black dress shirt underneath with a black and gold bow tie. He has on a Patek Philippe watch with the gold face and black band. How many drugs does he sell? That watch is over fifty thousand dollars for sure. "I like your watch. My dad bought me one for my birthday." I say, looking at it. It's definitely not fake at all. "Oh, yeah? I like yo watch too then." he jokes, making me laugh a little. Damn, he must be really getting money forreal.

We finished up and now we're walking, headed to the dining room. We just took the family photos for my mom. Qua and I are alone now. It's a lot of people out dressed up nicely and headed to the dining room or leaving if they had the early dining. "It's a comedy show tonight. You wanna go?" he asks me, rubbing my finger while holding my hand. "Yeah, that's fine." I answer. "Are you the twins' sister?" a lady ask. "Yeah." I answer, confused. "I was trying to get you all's attention while you guys were taking your photos but you are a beautiful family. You two are a very beautiful couple by the way. Very well put together, I love this." she compliments us. "Awww, thank you." I thank her, smiling. Our family has been getting so many stares and compliments on our looks and the way we're dressed. We look like the most expensive black and gold fashion show you'll ever go to. We shut this cruise down, hands down.

We just got in the dining room. Everybody's already seated. "Hi, sissy." Dream greets me, waving. "You look so pretty. You too, Jelena and Serenity." I compliment my little sisters and my niece. "Thanks." they say. "And I can't forget about you two handsome boys." I say, smiling at Amari and Sage. My momma and dad snapped on their outfits. They look so handsome with their little custom made suits and dresses on. I love seeing my family all dressed up.

"Hey uncle Vonte." I greet him, sitting next to him with Qua on the side of me. He hugs me. "You look nice." he says. "Thanks, uncle. You just had to go against the dress code." I say, laughing. He has on a black suit with red trimming around the collar. "You know I had to come flex in my Gucci tuxedo one time for the one time, babygirl." he says, making me laugh. I'm in the best mood. Qua cheered me all the way up. I ain't tripping no more. I'm really starting to like him a lot.

MAJESTY

The dinner has been going smoothly. We've been in here for a while but we got the food and we eating now. I'm hitting the club after this. I didn't get all dressed up for nothing. I'm a bitch magnet so Imma go in there strictly to find somebody's daughter to fuck on and forget about afterwards.

I can't help but to laugh. "What you laughing for?" my momma asks me, looking over here. "Nothing, ma." I lie. I lean over closer to Jessie. "Look at how hard Drew watching Reign and Qua." I whisper in his ear. Jessie bursts into laughter, looking over there. Shai and Drew ain't even sitting next to each other. That nigga can barely eat his food watching my sister and my young nigga so hard. I'm happy for them though. Reign got my boy nose wide open. He always up under her ass.

"I feel a whole lot of jealousy vibes at the table but maybe, just maybe it's just me." My uncle Vonte says, shrugging his shoulders. I'm tripping now. My uncle the messiest nigga I know, hands down. He don't care who you are. He'll start some shit anywhere and can care less about if a fight breaks out or not. "Vonte, shut up. Quit starting shit." Shai snaps on him. "I love my wife, I need my wife. I swear she the only one in my life.
She cook my food, she clean my clothes. I massage her feet and kiss her toes." My dad bursts out rapping to my momma, more than likely trying to change the subject. "Nigga, you ain't Papoose. Let the drama flow, shit." My grandpa Nathan old ass says, making me laugh harder. These folks crazy as hell.

"No, everytime you're around, you start something. Shut up." Shai demands. "Let me guess, you mad cause yo nigga watching my niece harder than he watching you when you his wife and she ain't?" my uncle asks her. My mom rolls her eyes, looking like she seconds away from snapping and cussing everybody out. "Ain't nobody watching Reign." Drew lies. "Bullshit, Bitch Drew Yes you are, I saw you!" Amari busts him out, making me laughing my whole ass off along with everybody except my momma and dad cause my pops too scared to piss my momma off by laughing at Amari's outburst.

"Damn! He done put Bitch Drew on blast." I joke, laughing my ass off. My momma shakes her head, standing up. "See, this the fucking shit I be talking about! Y'all make me so damn sick acting like y'all can't go nowhere without acting a fool!" my momma yells, catching plenty of people's attention and making everything get silent on our side of the dining room. "Jessica, calm down before they call security." My dad demands, trying to wrap his arms around her. She shoves him. "No, go ahead and laugh with everybody else you fucking asshole! Y'all just... You know what, I can't even enjoy myself without y'all being stupid and acting like a pack of wild, ghetto ass idiots! Amari, come your ass on!" she snaps, grabbing Amari's arm. I watch as she storms out, holding him by his wrist with my dad following behind trying to calm her down. She finna tear that mane up for what he said. "Well I'll be damned. The yellow broad done snapped." My grandma says. "Shut the fuck up." Noble says to her, shaking his head.

"Don't talk to your grandma like that." My granddad says. "Control her ass and keep her from getting drunk and talking crazy about my momma then." Noble says. "Everybody, calm down." Montana says. My uncle Vonte is laughing his ass off, not even caring about nothing. I can tell he smoked some of the weed he snuck on here cause he be wild to the max when he high. Usually, I be chilling when I'm high but my uncle get crazy when he high. He backwards. I don't know nobody like him. "Nephew, I got a suitcase of brand new dildos in the room. Imma use em on this bitch I met earlier at the buffet tonight." he says to me. "You act like Uncle Elroy off Friday After Next." KeKe says, laughing. Damn, that's so true.

Kenari starts hollering and crying. Major just started crying too. "No, lil nigga. What I tell you?" I ask my son, getting his undevided attention. He stops crying then lays his head on my chest. "See, we got an understanding y'all. He know to quit the petty crying." I say to everybody. "I'm sleepy, daddy." Jelena says to Jessie, tapping his shoulder. He stands up then picks her up. "Well, let's just end this dinner everybody. I'll see y'all tomorrow." he says, walking away from the table holding Jelena like she still a baby. I admire that nigga's parenting. I gotta be like that when Major get older for sure.

Everybody left the dining room. I just finished using the bathroom by the dining room. I walk out. Reign took my son and the rest of the kids with her and Imma go get Major soon. I don't know where everybody else went. Shai is standing by the stairs just staring at the wall. I walk over to her. "Where Drew at?" I ask. She shrugs her shoulders. "He's not talking to me." she mumbles. I hug her. "You look and smell good." I admit. She got on some perfume that remind me of Reign. Let me find out she taking notes on my sister, trying to learn how to keep Drew at home.

"Thanks. So do you." she compliments me, looking up at my face. "You short as hell." I say. I can look down at the top of her head. She tiny compared to me but I'm a tall ass nigga though. She laughs a little, shrugging his shoulders. "You shy? Why you acting like a make you nervous?" I ask. "Because you do." she admits. "How?" I ask. "You're really... rough, I guess. Just really aggressive." she says. "You like it though, right?" I ask, making her smile and look away from me.

"What you finna do?" I ask her. "Nothing. My husband hates me." she says. "He don't hate you, he just mad at you." I tell her. "Why did you go along with the dare and finger me?" she asks. "Cause you look like yo pussy good and I wanted to see what that shit was about." I answer. She starts laughing a little. "Well, I guess so." she says. "Come on. You coming with me." I say, motioning for her to follow me. "Okay." she mumbles, following me. I know I demand respect so it ain't ever too hard to get women to fall in line. She ain't no different.

"Why are we going to your room?" she asks, seeming scared. "Chill." I answer, unlocking the door. She follows me in. I throw Noble's shoes out the floor then walk to the balcony with her following. I sit down on one of the lawn chairs then pull the blunt I rolled earlier out the case I hid it in that was in my pocket. "I don't smoke." she says. "Relax. Quit being stuck up and shit." I demand, lighting it. I lean back, lighting it with it in my mouth. "This what you call Kush, Shai. Try it." I say, handing it to her. Her hand is shaking like she about to faint. I put it to her lips. She hesitantly opens her lips. "Breathe in but not too hard and hold it in, aight?" I instruct. She inhales some of the smoke, holding it in. She starts coughing hard as hell. "Should my ears be ringing?" she asks. I nod my head yes, smoking my shit. I pass it back to her then watch as she smokes it, choking her ass off. She starts laughing. "Majesty, you're better than Drew. I've always been attracted to your personality." she admits, laughing at nothing. She high as  mothafucka and she got there quick cause it was her first time. Damn, I didn't expect her to say that though. "Ion know what to tell you." I say.

She looks at me as I smoke. "You... You got me high." she says, giggling. She stands up then falls, laughing harder. "I don't like this." She says, walking back in the room. I put the blunt out then stuff the last of it back in the case cause I don't wanna throw it off the boat. I follow her back in. She lying on my bed. "I fucked a girl in this bed last night. She was like, twenty nine and shit. She had that experienced pussy." I say, laughing. "She almost tapped me out round one but I'm a soldier so I switched gears on the bitch and had her in shock by the time I was through with her." I add, making her laugh.

"Are you in a relationship?" she asks, staring at the ceiling. "No. Women don't want me." I answer. "Why not?" she asks. "Cause, they hear about how many women I've fucked and assume I'm no good and decide not to deal with me when that ain't even true. I'm a good nigga. I'm a single nigga so I do single shit such as fucking bitches but women don't understand how that go." I explain. She stands up. "Will you be my boyfriend?" she asks, grinning. I lay down on Noble's bed. "Hell naw, Shai." I answer, laughing. She crazy as hell.

Noble busts in the room with a Mexican female. She look like she in her early twenties. She got a few tattoos. She cute. "Oh shit. You didn't tell me someone was in here." she says to him, sounding like a black woman. "Oh, you one of those." I mumble, chuckling and making Noble laugh too. "Look, I don't know what y'all doing but mane, why you in here with that nigga wife?" he asks. "Just chilling. Come on, Shai, give them privacy." I demand as Noble lays the girl on the bed. I open my wallet then throw some condoms out of there at him. "Wrap up, strap up, slap up." I demand, laughing as I walk out the room with Shai.

She shoves me into the wall then kisses me on my lips. I push her off me. "The fuck you putting yo lips on me for? We ain't that cool and Drew still my nigga. You bullshitting." I say. "I'm sorry." she says. "I think I'm gonna leave him... I mean, somebody else seems better for me and I don't think he loves me anymore." she adds, in tears. I look at her crazy. "Uh... You wanna go see if it's some shit still open in the spa we can do?" I ask. "That stuff is expensive." she says. "I'll pay for it. Come on." I demand. I know I'm bored if I'm kicking it with her lame, lonely ass. Oh well.

IT'S 3:21 IN THE MORNING BUT I'M SURE Y'ALL DON'T GAF LONG AS ISSA UPDATE LMAO

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