some of yall make me wonder about yall lmao.

"Since we huggin' we might as well gon' kiss.
Since we talkin' we might as well reminisce.
Since we kissin' we might as well gon' fuck.
Since I'm fuckin' you, might as well gon' and eat it." - Future

NOBLE

I walk into Reign's bedroom. Montana has always had rooms for each one of us for when we come visit him. Sometimes I be like damn cause that nigga really love us like we his own.

"You woke?" I ask. She rolls over, fixing her bonnet. "Yes?" she asks. "Nothin... I wanted to apologize." I say, taking a deep breath. "For what? I asked for it." she says. "Naw. I just be getting so mad sometime to where I can't even control that shit. I didn't mean to beat yo ass like that. You don't understand how much momma mean to me and it's like any time somebody hurt her it hurt me and when I'm hurt, I fight. It don't really justify me fighting you like I did this time or the last time though. I'm man enough to come face to face and admit my wrongs so I'm doing that. You my lil sister and I would kill and die for you. I apologize." I say, looking her dead in her eyes so she know this shit real.

She smiles. "It's okay. I asked for it." she says. "Naw, no girl deserve to get her ass whooped like that." I say. She shrugs her shoulders. "You think momma really mad at me for liking girls?" she asks. "Naw. I think she more surprised than mad. Momma got a big ass heart. She love you too much to throw you away. If she can forgive daddy for his dumb shit, she can forgive anybody." I say, chuckling. She laughs, nodding her head in agreement.

"I got another secret." she says. "Aw hell naw. I don't wanna know." I say. "You might find out soon so like... I just wanted to go ahead and say it. Do not get violent, Noble Almighty Mitchell." she says, making me laugh. I really am an Almighty ass nigga. Shoutout to my momma.

"Fine. Wassup?" I ask, bracing myself. "What if I'm about to date one of your friends?" she asks. "Who?" I ask. "Can't say. He wanna be on the low." she says. I chuckle. "Let me find out, Reign." I say. She slowly nods her head.

Montana steps in the room. I nod my head at him. He hugs Reign. "Where you finna go, G?" I ask him. He's dressed in all black and has black gloves on his hands and a ski mask in his pocket. "Got a lil business to handle tonight. I'll be back in about an hour. My brother Montello should be here in bout ten minutes. Tae in there sleep and if yall want something to eat before I get back, I went grocery shopping and bought yall some shit yall can just heat up." he says. I slowly nod my head. I always looked up to him. When I have kids, I hope I'm just like him with a small hint of my dad.

"Aight. Where you headed?" I ask. "Run a couple errands. Yall straight? Anybody need something before I go? I ain't gone be gone long and make sure yall call and tell yall momma goodnight, aight? Cherish her, she ain't gone be here forever." he says, making me raise my eyebrow.

My mom dying one day is the last thing I think about. "Aight." I say, slapping hands with him. I watch him hug Reign then kiss her cheek. I wonder where he about to go. "If Tae wake up before I get back, tell him I said get his ass back in the bed. He in trouble for pushing a girl down the stairs at the mall. Ion play that shit." he says. I chuckle then nod my head. Maybe, if my dad would've stayed on my ass like that I'd be a better person. It is what it is now though.

ANT

"Fuck." I groan, sitting up. I was in a deep ass sleep. My head is hurting so bad right now. I look around. My eyes widen. It's glass from my patio door everywhere. I quickly pull my phone out then call Jessica. "What?" she dryly asks. "Jessica... it's a fuckin' hole in the fuckin' patio door, mane. Look, imma get the kids and we gone go to the safe house. Ion know what the hell happened." I say, standing so I can pack a bag.

She hangs up in my face. "Sit yo dumb ass down." she says, walking in here. "The hell happened to you?" I ask, noticing the cuts and bruises she has. She even got a hospital band on her wrist. "You happened to me, ass wipe." she answers, throwing me off.

I raise my eyebrow as she walks closer to me. "Hell you talking about? I didn't do nothing to you, I been sleep all morning." I say. I'm so confused. "He's in here." she says, peeking out our bedroom door, confusing the hell out of me. My eyes widen as the people from the psychiatric hospital walk in here. "Aww hell naw, G. Fuck goin' on? Come on over here, imma light yo mothafuckin' asses up today!" I snap, pulling my gun on them. I'll be damned if I go back to that damn mental prison when I didn't do shit.

"Ant, put the gun away. You really don't remember what you did?" Jessica asks, wiping her eyes. "No! I didn't do shit!" I yell, feeling myself lose my sanity. I wanna start flipping and destroying shit. "Ant, stop it. You slapped the shit out of Reign then you punched me in my face and choked me. You tried to throw me off the patio until she stopped you, then you threw me into the glass which is how the hole got there. I was gonna give up on you but I knew what it was in the beginning. I can't give up on you again... I just wanna at least try to help you." she says.

I sit down then put my face in my hands, trying my hardest not to cry. It seems like every time I take a step forward, I end up going backwards. I honestly don't even remember doing that shit. I never saw myself hurting her like this again cause I was trying hard. "Why try? Every damn time I try, I fuck up on accident." I say.

"This is what's best for you, Ant. Even if we don't end up together in the end, I still love you and wanna help you. Come on, you gotta go get some help." she says. "Fine, fuck it. But these mothafuckas gotta go." I say, pointing at the people she brought with her. "Fine. I'll drive you there myself, okay?" she asks. I swallow hard then nod my head. I fuckin hate myself right now.

-

"Give me a hug and kiss, Ant." Jessica says. "Naw. I don't even deserve you, mane. I'm a fuck up, I ain't shit, and I'm crazy as fuck. Look at me, Jessica. I beat the shit outta you and break you down and don't even remember shit. All the help in the world can't change me. My mind fucked up and it ain't shit nobody can do about it. I do not deserve you." I say, getting ready to walk over to my bed.

She signed me in here at the mental hospital. "Ant..." she says. "Cut it out. Don't be stupid. Move the fuck on. No matter how hard I try, imma still be the same mentally ill ass nigga I been my whole life. You and everybody else don't get it, Jessica. I really love you. I think I'm obsessed with you but I'm tired of hurting you and shit. Gone head, be free, mane. Do you." I say.

"Naw... I'm always giving up on you. I'm not doing it this time." she says. "Jessica, use your fuckin' mind, mane! How many times we been through this bullshit? I hurt you then you forgive me and try to work it out then I go back to doing the same shit! I don't even remember hurting you this time, bruh but I know I did it just by looking at you! Get outta here, fuck it! Move on, damn!" I yell at her, making her flinch.

One of the nurses peeks in here. "Get your nosey, ugly ass on!" I snap at her. She walks in then hands me my medicine. She smiles a little. "I'm nurse Parker." she introduces herself to Jessica and I. "Ant." I say, sighing while shaking her hand. It's something about those old white women like her that makes me feel warm. She at least sixty something and reminds me of the lady who was like a grandmother to me.

She walks out. "You don't mean that, Ant." Jessica says. "You gone know I mean it when you realize we over with." I say. I'm not even trying to hurt her. I'm ending it all cause I'm tired of hurting her. She gotta understand that it's for her own good.

I watch as she cries. "Mane, come here." I mumble. She walks closer. I pull her down on my lap. "Look... I'm fucked up, Jessica and we both know that. So... we gotta end this shit or it'll be the end of us. Right now, we way too toxic for each other." I say, looking in her eyes.

"You can't just end it with me. We been together way too long and I might look stupid but I still wanna try. We were doing so good." she cries. I sigh. "I need to find myself and you do too. I'll see you when I see you though." I say, lifting her off me.

I watch as she cries hard. "Leave, Jessica, damn. Get out, the marriage over with." I say. She shakes her head at me then storms out. I ball up on my bed, staring at the wall. I'm hurting so bad right now and all I wanna do is cry but I know crying won't change shit. I don't even feel like going to the group session I'm supposed to go to with people who are just like me. All I can think about is Jessica. I just want her to be happy but it's hurting me so bad. I can't see myself without her again but I know I gotta do it for the both of us.

I wipe my eyes as the tears fall. "Fuck!" I yell in frustration. Nurse Parker walks in and starts rubbing my back. I glance at her. "You remind me of my grandson, honey." she says, laughing a little. I smile small. "I'm gonna get you all the help you need, young man." she says, rubbing my back. I swallow hard. I sure hope she will. "She probably won't even want me." I mumble to myself. "You never know." she says. I might just find one of these hoes or call a bitch to fuck to relieve my stress. We pretty much done anyway as sad as it is.

"I'll pay you to allow me to sneak one of my hoes in here. I really need sex." I mumble to my nurse. "You can leave and come back but I'm not sneaking anyone in here." she says. I nod my head. I'm about to call one of my porn star hoes, Venus. Her pūssy ain't all that but it'll do. I'm about to tell her to come get me right quick. I honestly don't wanna be here. I might leave and never come back after I fuck her.

JESSICA

I can't quit crying for nothing. LaLa and Amari are in my bed with me, laying on me. "Will daddy be okay?" LaLa mumbles. "Yeah, I promise." I answer, trying to pull myself together for them.

KeKe walks in here. "LaLa, Mari, come on. Let me put yall in yall bed." he says. They get off my bed. I wave at them as they walk out my room with KeKe. I can't keep my eyes off the picture of Ant and I on the wall. I never thought this would hurt me so bad.

My phone starts ringing. I frown, realizing it ain't Ant. "What do you want? Why do you keep calling me, nigga?" I yell at Quan through the phone. I'm so tired of him. "Damn, hello would be nice. About time you answer my calls. I never did anything to you, Jessica. You don't have to be so mean." he says. "You gone say what you want or not?" I snap on him. "Do you want to go somewhere right now? Hollywood?" he asks. "Yeah, sure, whatever. I'll meet you." I say. I'll do anything to get him to quit fucking calling me.

"I'll text you the location once I get dressed." he says. "Okay, Quan, whatever." I say, then hang up. I walk to our closet then tear up as I stare at all Ant's clothes and shoes. I sit down in the floor, crying in my hands. "Ma, come on, get up." KeKe softly says, lifting me up. "Dad need some help. Just let him figure himself out." he says. I sigh then pull a white Polo tee shirt off the hanger and some Rock Revival jeans. I'm not even trying to look good for Quan. I just want to get this over with so he can stop calling me.

I took a quick shower and got dressed before I left the house. I'm in Hollywood right now walking around with Quan. "Why were you in Jamaica?" I ask him. "I have businesses there and that's my home. You?" he asks. "I was on vacation." I answer. He starts staring at my finger. "Everything okay?" he asks. I'm still not used to not wearing my wedding ring. "Yeah, I'm fine." I answer.

He nods his head. "I'm sorry for blowing your phone up like I did." he says. "Don't do that shit again." I tell him straight up. He smirks. "You really don't remember me?" he asks. "No." I answer. "Something feels familiar but I don't know." I add. "We were cool before both of us got adopted and all that. I saw you at the hotel and yo husband and I fought. Remember? I think I was eighteen at the time." he says.

I start laughing, finally realizing who he is. Ant beat the shit out of him. That's the day Ant called me his girl. That's some shit I'll never forgot. "Wow." I say. That's all I can say. He smiles then pulls me in a hug. "Why didn't you just tell me that?" I ask, pulling away from him. "Cause you're married and I thought it would be really weird." he answers. I frown a little. I really can't believe Ant and I are pretty much over. I don't want it to be this way but I can't force him.

"Oh." I say. "Let's go to Dave & Buster's." he says. "Alright." I say, smiling a little. Quan isn't really my type but I can use a little fun right now to keep my mind off of everything.

We're in Dave & Buster's eating and talking. "You have kids?" I ask. "A lil girl. She fourteen." he answers, showing me a picture. "What about her mom?" I ask out of curiosity. "Dead. She killed herself in her momma's bathroom. We weren't in love an we didn't even like each other. She killed herself when my daughter was a baby. It was a one night stand that went wrong." he answers.

I nod my head. "Sorry to hear that." I mumble as he shakes his head. "You okay?" he awkwardly asks. I have this uneasy feeling in my stomach. I don't get a bad vibe from him or anything but I feel like something isn't right in here and I honestly don't know what it is. I feel like I'm being watched and I truly dislike it.

I reach in my purse then pull my gun on my lap. "You turning red right now. You wanna go somewhere else or you wanna get up some other time? You good?" Quan asks. I don't say anything as my stomach does back flips. I look around. All I see is excited families but something still ain't right in here.

MONTANA

I fold my arms across my chest, watching in anger and Jessica and Quan talk. I wasn't exactly following her but I did track her phone to here and I was wondering why she was out this late so I popped up. I'm in the corner, posted up away from everybody watching.

I grin as I screw the silencer in my gun behind my back against the wall. I suddenly got the urge to shoot shit but I know this ain't the place. I put my gun away then walk over to their table. Jessica gasps as I sit down. "Sup?" I nonchalantly ask them as he stares at me like he saw a ghost.

"Yall know each other?" Quan awkwardly asks. "Naw. What's your name?" I ask her just to be petty. "Jessica. Nice to meet you." she dryly says, shaking my hand. I chuckle as she kicks my leg under the table.

"What you doing here, my nigga? I'm kinda on a date." Quan says, slapping hands with me. "Aw nothing. I was out here tryin' to see where my baby momma was but I found her. Wassup, my guy?" I ask, eyeing Jessica.

"You know what, Quan, it's late and I'm ready to go." she says, standing. "Fucking cock blocker." he mumbles, laughing at me. I shrug my shoulders then smile. "I'll call you, Jessica." he says, then hugs her. I stare at her ass as she walks away. This nigga is pathetic. What type of nigga lets a woman walk out this late all by herself? "You ain't gone walk ya girl out, my nigga?" I ask. "She fine, ain't it?" he asks, changing the subject. I laugh a little. "She aight. Don't got shit on my baby momma tho." I say, smirking. I'm a mess.

"Got a picture of your baby momma?" he asks, making me laugh even harder. "Naw. Just know she fine." I say. "Aight... about that business. You been on it? That's the woman I told you about." he says. "Yeah, I'm on it. I'll fuck with you later." I say, then walk away. If only he knew who I really am to her.

I walk out. "Boo." I say, wrapping my arms around Jessica from behind. She pushes me away. "Get your petty ass away from me." she says. I laugh a little. "Chill. You know it was funny." I say. "It really wasn't." she says. "It was awkward. How do you even know him?" she asks. "Business." I simply answer.

"Well, goodnight. You want me to go get Reign and Noble from your house? And I'm taking Tae for the week, I wanna spend time with all my kids." she says. I shrug my shoulders. "I was gone take him fishing. You and the kids wanna come?" I ask. "Yeah, that's fine." she answers.

"Meet me at the Beverly Hills Hotel." I say, leaning on her car. "For what?" she asks. "Just meet me." I say, then walk away. I honestly don't even plan on doing nothing inappropriate with her. I just wanna talk to her about some stuff.

-

Both of us are in the suite of the hotel now. "So... yall divorcing?" I ask, watching her wipe proactive off her face. "I guess." she mumbles. She just told me the whole truth about why she was in the hospital and everything that went down. I'm mad but that's her business, I ain't getting in all that if she don't want me to.

"Damn, sorry bout that." I say. She shrugs her shoulders. "I'm hurt but we always end up fighting. I don't know. Maybe, I should take anger management and learn how to control my temper with him. You think he'll come back to me if I do that?" she asks.

I shrug my shoulders. "Ion know. How come you didn't act like that when we was together?" I ask out of curiosity. She would get mad at me for stuff but she ain't ever really disrespected me or stayed mad. She hardly ever put her hands on me cause I ain't no weak ass nigga, I told her don't pull that shit. She only acted a fool every blue moon but quickly fixed her attitude.

"Act like what?" she asks. "I'm not even tryin' to start nothing but you hardly ever happy. How come you wasn't all depressed and angry when we was together?" I ask. She shrugs her shoulders. "I love Ant so much but I just get so tired sometimes. And now he's pretty much divorcing me... but he said it's the best for us. I don't know, Montana." she answers.

I don't say anything as she takes her shirt off. I always keep her bag of clothes in my truck for some reason. She reaches in it then pulls out a tank top. I watch as she puts it on. "Come here." I say. She turns the light off then gets in the bed.

"I want another baby but I'm scared." she randomly says. "Talk to Ant bout that shit." I tell her straight up. I'm not about to have no more kids right now. "I wasn't saying I want you to get me pregnant. I was just saying it." she says. "Aw... well, I want a baby girl. But I might just adopt one cause I ain't finna get none of these hoes out here pregnant and I'm not finna get married or date no time soon so yeah." I say.

She nods her head. "I wish the baby would've lived." she says. I pull her in my arms. "Quit crying. You got plenty of time to have another." I say. "I know but I just... ugh." she says. I pull her on top of me. She stares at me in shock. "I can't... I'm hurting and my marriage is pretty much ruined at this point. I can't have sex with you, Montana. Not this time." she says. "Chill. I'm not even hard right now. I'm just tryin' to hold you. I'm here for you, aight?" I say. She nods her head, getting comfortable on top of me.

"Tell me a secret." I say. She giggles, low key turning me on like a mothafucka cause her lips are right on my neck, plus her body is directly on top of mine. She looks at my face. "A secret? For what?" she asks. "Just cause. Imma tell you mine too." I say. "You go first." she says, biting her bottom lip. "Aight." I say, moving my hands to her lower waist. "When I lost my virginity, I pissed in the girl on accident. I was a kid tho." I admit.

"Eww, Montana, you so damn nasty." she says, dying laughing. I look down. Every time she moves, her ass ends up touching my finger tips. "But how did that even happen though?" she asks. "I was young as hell and it was in the basement. She was way older than me. I didn't even know what I was doing. All I know is she pulled my pants down and got on it. I couldn't even nut but it felt good. I don't know how but I ended up peeing." I say.

She shakes her head. "Your turn though." I say. She starts blushing. "Why you blushing?" I ask. "Look." she says, standing on the bed with me laying between her legs. She points at her tattoo of some red roses on her left inner thigh. I love that tattoo so much. It's so sexy. "That's not a secret, Jessica. I knew it was there. I seen it." I say, confused. She laughs. "Look closer." she says. I put my hand on her thigh then pull her to my face. She gasps. My mouth is centimeters from her pussy. "It's a cover up. I never noticed that. What was under it?" I ask, noticing a design included in the tattoo I didn't notice before now. "I wanted to be with you forever so when we were together I got your name tattooed right there but I used to cover it with makeup cause I was scared to show you." she admits, shocking me. "I wanna eat yo pūssy so bad right now." I admit, staring at it cause it's right in my face.

She lays back down on top of me. "Was my secret shocking?" she asks. "Hell yeah. I got one too though. I drew you." I say, grabbing my phone. I unlock it then show her the drawing. She smiles. "I didn't know you could draw like that." she says. "Yeah. I used to see myself doing that for a lil while." I admit. "Ay, I'm cold." I lie, pulling her off me. "You cold?" she asks as I pull the cover over my lap. "Yeah." I lie, trying to hide my erection. She said she didn't wanna do that and I respect her enough to stay to myself.

"Oh." she says. "I'm hot though." she mumbles. I nod my head, looking at everything but her. My eyes widen as she pulls the cover back. She gets under then lays her head on my chest. She gasps then moves away. "Montana, what the hell?" she asks. "I told you I was cold. You should've got the hint." I mumble. "Ew, it was all on me." she says. "Childish ass." I joke.

She laughs. "I think I'm gonna go get a massage tomorrow." she says. "Let me give you one." I say, getting out the bed. I take my gym shorts off, leaving me in my black and gold Versace boxers and no shirt. Her eyes widen a little. "What?" I ask, grabbing my lotion out my bag.

I walk back over to the bed then take her shirt off her. "Imma massage yo legs too, take yo shorts off." I say. She does what I said. "God give me strength." I mumble, staring at her round ass cheeks in her thong. I get on my knees then squirt some lotion on her. I start rubbing her back, adding pressure, but just the right amount.

"Yes, right there." she moans as I massage the center of her back with my elbow. "It feel good?" I mumble, then kiss up her spine. She nods her head yes. I sit down on her butt, putting my dıck all in between it while I kiss on her neck. This wasn't exactly my plan but damn.

I get off her then roll her over. I smile, staring at my our son's name she got tattooed in small cursive letters on her rib. "Finish my massage, perv." she jokes. I laugh then roll her back over on her stomach. I put some lotion on her legs and thighs then start massaging them. She bites her lip while I rub her butt. I spread her legs then lay on my stomach. She gasps as I eat her pūssy from behind. I couldn't resist it no more.

"Oh my God, Montana." she moans as I finger her while using my tongue on her clıt to please her even more. "Fuck. Oh shit." she moans, grinding on my face. I sit up then pull her down on me so she can sit on my face. I grip her butt as she grins on my face while I put my tongue to work. I gently kiss her clıt as she drips all on my mouth while moaning my name.

I finished her off about thirty minutes ago. Now, we just laying here awkwardly staring at each other. "My bad." I finally say. I know my temptation is something serious so I should've chilled out.

She laughs a little. "Oh well." she says, reaching for my boxers. I raise my eyebrow
"Chill, mane. We don't gotta fuck." I say. She doesn't say anything as she plays with my dıck through my boxers. I allow her to pull them down. "Jake the snake missed you." I joke, making her laugh.

"You so stupid." she mumbles, then kisses all over it. I gently grab her head as she licks, kisses, and sucks it. "You don't have to... fuck, damnit. You don't have to do this." I say. This how I know she ain't over me like she claims. She never would've went down on me. I grip her hair as she quickly bobs her head up and down, deep throating it just like I taught her. "Fuck." I groan, nutting in her mouth. She spits it out then continues to suck it, damn near making me lose my mind. This shit feels so good. I'm glad I taught her how I liked it back then.

She closes her eyes tight as she swallows my nut. I watch as she walks to the bathroom to brush her teeth. She comes back holding a warm rag. I watch as she wipes my dıck off with it. "You a freak." I say. She giggles then stands. "Fuck me on the wall." she mumbles, waking over to it.

I swear I bring out a side of her people would never think she has. I open my wallet then pull a magnum condom out. I gotta play it safe. I'm not prepared to make a baby after the death of our baby right now so imma wrap it up. I know damn well I get way too caught up to pull out cause I be feeling too good. I'd rather be safe this time.

I hand it to her. "Put it on me." I say. She bites the wrapper open. I grin, watching her put the condom on me. I pick her up then pin her back to the wall. I position myself between her legs then push her down on it. She bites her lip, holding the back of my head and moaning loud each time I hit her spot, which is often because I know her body real well.

I lay her on the bed, still stroking while we kiss. She moans in my mouth, turning me on even more. Her eyes roll back as she comes. I bust in the condom then take it out of her. I get down then put my head between her legs to eat her again.

"Love you." she mumbles, halfway asleep across my chest. "I love you too." I say, staring at the ceiling. I pull her closer then kiss her lips. "Turn the other lamp off." she mumbles. I reach over then turn it off, making the room dark.

Her phone vibrates. I look at the text from Ant. I shake my head. This nigga gotta be drunk texting her this shit. He misspelling and jumbling words. He sent her a picture of that porn star Venus' on a stripper pole with Majesty behind her with a stack of money in his hand. This is at their house so he went home. I shake my head then delete it. She don't need to see that shit.

I kiss her neck. She smiles a little. "Go to sleep, daddy." she mumbles. I start laughing. "Remember I accidentally called you momma when we was fuckin?" I ask. She laughs, then kisses my chest where she put a hickey earlier. "Yeah." she answers. I smile to myself as she feels all on me. Damn, I love her so much.

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