I know yall miss consistent updates and everything. I got a lot going on and haven't really been thinking about writing lately. Bare with me though. Here's an update.

"They grow fast, one day she's your little princess. Next day she's talking boy business, what is this? They say the coolest playas and foulest heart breakers in the world, God gets us back, he makes us have precious little girls." - Nas

NOBLE

"Noble, you straight?" Uncle Darius asks me as I lean over on the kitchen counter thinking hard about what I just found out. I look at him. "You here to kill me for Montana or you here to fuck with my mind again over that shit? If you are, don't do it. Now ain't that time." I warn him, shaking my head as I try my hardest to control the emotions I'm feeling right now. He starts chuckling. "Did you really just try to put fear in my heart?" he asks, laughing hard.

I start glaring at him. "Darius, what you do to my baby?" my momma asks, wrapping her arms around me. My dad walks in here holding Amari's hand. Him and my uncle start staring at us with blank looks on their faces. "What the hell do you treat him like a fucking baby for?" my dad asks. "She don't treat me like a baby." I tell him, looking at him like he got me fucked up. "Lie again. Jessica, you been doing that shit the boy entire life. Damn, hop off his dick with all that baby ass shit you be doing and let the nigga be a man and deal with shit on his fucking own. Don't no bitch want a cry baby ass momma's boy who depend on his damn momma for his happiness." my daddy says, sitting Amari down on the counter.

"Quit talking to my momma like that. Daddy, chill out." I say. "Cause I told the truth? Both of yall needed to hear it." he says. "In a way I agree with Ant. Jessica, you have always treated Noble like a king that you wait on hand and foot." my uncle says. "Ant, your momma always been trifling as fuck. You mad cause you didn't get the attention I give our sons? You mad cause your momma wasn't there to uplift you when she knew you were mentally unstable just like we all know Noble is? Maybe, if she would've loved you, you wouldn't be such a commitment shy, ubstabled, rude, trifling, hoe ass nigga. You fucking asshole." my momma says. My mouth along with my uncle's drops. She caught me off guard with that.

My dad starts laughing. "But if I tell you what the fuck I feel like you are, you gone be mad somewhere balled up crying to Montana and imma be wrong though, right? I advise you watch your mouth or close your mouth all together. You playing with fire right now. I'm trying not to burn your dumb ass." my dad calmly says.

I shake my head. "Amari, go play with LaLa and Tae." my dad demands, lifting him off the counter. I watch as he crawls his little ass out of the kitchen. Amari hardly ever walks for some reason. He the only toddler I know who doesn't like to walk and would rather crawl around everywhere.

"Ant, it's nothing you can say to hurt me that you haven't already said before. Trust me." my momma says, chuckling. "You know what, I'm not even about to disrespect you right now." my dad says, then walks over to the refrigerator. "Sure." my mom says. "Why did I ever fall in love with your childish ass?" my dad mumbles, grabbing a bottle of tequila out the refrigerator. "You make me question my love for you with the shit you do. What did I ever see in you, Jessica? I don't even know myself. You make me wonder if I'm even in love with you or if I'm just used to you and if I only love the idea of having you." he says, then walks out the kitchen.

I watch as my momma's facial expression changes. Her whole face just turned red, her eyes are glossy, and she's biting her bottom lip. "Jessica, both of yall say things yall don't mean. Ignore Ant."  uncle Darius says. "I've been knowing him majority of my life. I know when he means something and when he's talking out of anger. He meant what he just said." she dryly says, then walks out the kitchen.

"Well damn." I say. My uncle shakes his head. "I'll go talk to her." he says. "No. My momma want to be alone right now." I tell him. I know how she is. She don't want nobody there when she hurt until she feel comfortable enough. "No. I'm going to be there." He says. "Good luck." I say.

I walk out the kitchen back to the front door. Jah and T are standing here full blown arguing at the door. "Why the fuck you still here? Didn't I say get the fuck away from my house? You too nigga, fuck outta here!" I snap at them. Majesty starts laughing. "Noble, don't be mad at me." T cries. "Touri, get the fuck away from here! Fuck off!" I yell at her. She starts crying harder. "What the fuck I tell your dumb ass? Get the fuck on! You had me looking dumb as fuck! Mane had a fucking baby by a whole other nigga and was blowing my damn phone up talking about you love me and you miss me and you wanna make it work and wanna have my first child and at one point I was falling for your stupid ass again! That shit so fucking dead, Touri, leave!" I holler at her, shoving her back cause she was reaching to touch me and I don't want her hands nowhere near me. "Damn, he said her government name. It's a wrap now." Jessie says, laughing as he records it.

"Cut that fucking camera off! What you and Majesty laughing for? Ain't shit funny!" I snap at him. "My name ain't T, nigga. Better yell at yo bitch and not me." Jessie says. "You can get the fuck out with the bitch!" I snap, turning to look at him. "Both of yall can get the fuck out. Why yall in here making all this noise? What the fuck you here for?" my dad asks, directing his attention to Jah as he walks to the front door.

"I was coming to talk to you but nevermind." Jah answers. "You don't need to be nowhere near me. And I should shoot you in your face for disrespecting me but I ain't trying to see my daughter cry if I kill you." my dad says. "Disrespecting you?" Jah asks. "The night you had yo baby and yo siblings and my daughter snuck out with you and damn near got killed with you if I didn't show up with Montana, I told you stay the fuck away from Reign. You ain't listen. Yeah, I was all fucked up the past year but I didn't ever slip on my kids safety. I knew you and Reign were sneaking around. I ought to fuck you up." my dad says. Jah raises his eyebrow a little. "She sixteen." he dryly says. "My gun got sixteen bullets. Wanna see how they feel?" my daddy calmly asks him.

Jah starts laughing. "You can't control Reign. You can't make her stay away from me." he says. My dad starts dying laughing, then drinks out his tequila bottle. "Nigga, you crazy as you look trying to tell me, at my own house that I can't control my daughter." he says. "You can't. You really can't." Jah says. My dad starts blankly staring at him, slowly drinking out his bottle.

I notice T staring at me as she cries. "Leave. Go. Exit. Should I tell you to fuck off in Spanish? Bye." I say. She walks away from the house crying hard as hell. I do not care. I feel nothing for her at this point.

I redirect my attention to my dad and Jah. My dad is still blankly staring at Jah. "Let me tell you how this gone go. You gone stay your ass away from her or imma make you stay. I know I made some beautiful daughters but damn, is she worth your life?" my dad asks, laughing. Jah starts chuckling. "I got a lot of respect for you, Mr. Mitchell. I don't know why you trying to make me disrespect you. I think you doing it on purpose." Jah says. "I'm dead serious. If I find out you been seeing my daughter again, we gone have a problem. You too old. You damn near nineteen. She sixteen. Pedophile." my dad says, making me laugh a little.

"You and yo wife gone quit calling me a fucking Pedophile." Jah snaps. "I ain't married first of all. Second of all, nigga,you a Pedophile. It's so many grown women and so much grown vagina out there, yet, you thirsting over a girl who just turned sixteen who still in high school, still a virgin so you ain't getting no ass, who still sleep with teddy bears, who still depend on her parents, and she still live at home. So, if you a grown nigga with yo own and got a kid yet you still want a girl who still going through
puberty, you a pedophile." my dad says. Jah starts grinning and laughing. "The fuck funny?" my momma asks, creeping up out of nowhere. I guess she was listening by the wall or something. "You said she still a virgin so I ain't getting no ass. You sure about that?You sure daddy's girl still the virgin you claim she is? Yo princess could've fooled me by how good she learned how to ride this dick." Jah says.

My eyes widen. "Awww hell naw. Let's beat this nigga ass." Majesty says, pulling his gym shorts up. My momma's whole face looks so disturbed. "Fuck you just say?" my dad asks. "Her pussy good, sir." Jah says. My dad immediately hits Jah in his face with the tequila bottle, sending glass and blood everywhere. The nigga got glass stuck in his face. My momma starts swinging on Jah. My momma serving his ass right now. 
I step back, laughing as Jah tries to fight back. My momma and daddy fucking him up. They punching, stomping, and kicking this nigga damn near everywhere.

"Beat his ass, Ant." my momma says as my dad damn near beats the nigga into the ground while she stomps his lower body. It's so much blood. "You been fucking my daughter? You got me fucked up!" my dad snaps, picking up a big rock that LaLa painted off the porch. I jump back in shock,  watching my daddy continuously slam the rock down on Jah's head.

KeKe runs out the house with Uncle Darius. "What the fuck? Chill!" KeKe yells, pulling my dad back. Uncle Darius picks my momma up as she kicks and screams, trying to get at Jah.
KeKe trying his hardest to hold my dad back. That shit hardly working. My daddy like an animal when he start beating a nigga ass. He ain't stopping until he feel like it.    

"What's going on?" KeKe asks. "Reign, bring your mothafuckin ass outside!" my dad hollers, then punches the shit out the side of the house. He gone feel that when his adrenaline stops rushing. I start laughing, watching Jah  lay unconscious and bloody. It's funny cause his body twitching like a stomped on water bug and shit.

Jessie leans over Jah. "Uglass nigga. You unconscious ain't it mane? Half dead ass nigga." Jessie says, laughing. He spits in Jah's face then laughs as he steps away. "That's so nasty." Majesty says. Jessie shrugs his shoulders.

Reign walks outside. "What's going on? Oh my God, what happened to him?" she screams, running over to Jah. My dad snatches her away by her shirt, catching everybody off guard. He all up in her face. "What's wrong?" she asks, scared as hell. My dad balls his fist up. "Naw, I ain't bout to let you punch her like she a nigga. Everybody over reacting. She was bound to start getting fucked one day." I say.

My dad shoves me to the ground. "I ain't finna put my hands on no girl but I'll fuck you up. I advise you get back." he says. I narrow my eyes at him. "He treated you like a hoe." Majesty says as him and Jessie laugh at me. I ain't finna fight or argue with him right now. Lord knows my daddy will probably come close to killing me at a time like this. I can fight and all but I'm not stupid enough to run up on him when he just found out Reign ain't a virgin no more.

"You been fucking?" my dad asks. "No sir. Why do yall think I've been having sex?" she awkwardly asks. "Don't look me in my face and lie to me." my dad snaps at her. "Daddy, I'm not lying." she says, crying. My dad starts pacing. "Tell the truth." my dad demands. "You wanna make sure my hymen still there or something? Daddy, I don't know why you think I'm having sex but I'm not." she cries. "Don't lie. Too late, the nigga already snitched on you." my dad yells. Her whole facial expression changes to anger. "Jah lied like we have sex?" she angrily asks. "Apparently you be riding dick." my momma says.

"I can't believe him! I swear I'm a virgin!" she screams, stomping over to Jah's unconscious body. I watch as she pulls out the purple pocket knife Montana got her when she was little. He gave all of us those when we were kids. I keep it on me too. "I should slit his throat!" she screams, stabbing him dead in his shoulder.

My dad pulls her back. "Imma take the nigga to the hospital myself so when he wake up, he gone know what the fuck it is. And Reign, I'm getting your ass tested." my dad says, dragging Jah off the porch. I shake my head. It just had to go down at the front door of all places. This is crazy.

I really don't think they too much beat his ass cause he said he fucked her. It was how he said it and shit. Be disrespectful,  you get disrespected. This was one of those things. It's just certain times you should keep your mouth closed and he clearly learned that the hard way.

In a way, this seems like Karma for my dad. He played so many women and shit. It's clear Jah fucks with Reign mentally, something like my dad did my momma and other women. I can't really explain it. I know Reign growing up and dealing with niggas is killing my daddy inside. Everybody knows that the real reason  my dad dislikes Jah is cause he reminds him of himself and he don't want the same shit he used to do to get done to Reign. He can't run from this one though so fuck it.

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