"Wan't beef? I'll serve a bitch that old pie dinner." - Dej Loaf

JESSICA

I'm up cooking breakfast for everybody. "Here Amari." I say, handing him a bowl of pineapples I cut for him. I watch him walk to the table then climb in the chair. Amari is so tiny for a four year old. I think he's gonna be short.

KeKe walks in the kitchen. "Wassup Mari? Hey momma." he greets us, taking one of Amari's pineapples. "Move bitch." Amari mumbles, snatching his bowl away from KeKe.

KeKe bursts into laughter. "Amari, didn't I tell you don't say that word?Didn't I tell you bitch is a bad word?" I ask, walking over to him. "Mommy. I not say a bad word." he says. "Boy, say it again and see what happens to you." I threaten. He narrows his eyes at KeKe then sighs. "He the most advanced four year old but why don't he ever talk until he in trouble?" KeKe asks me.

I shrug my shoulders. Amari is always so quiet unless he want something or in trouble. I really don't know why. He's different. He crawls around all the time like he doesn't like to walk or something. "He'll come around eventually. He just be chilling. Ain't that right baby?" I ask Amari, tickling his belly. He starts laughing then nods his head yes.

"Wassup with you, baby? How is Khari? I haven't seen your girlfriend in a while." I say. "Momma, that's a whole other story. She cheated on me. I took LaLa to the nail shop. She came walking in with another nigga. He be beating on her cause he slapped her in her face cause he didn't know she had a man. She got mad and tried to snap on me cause I didn't swing on the nigga. But why would I put myself in a position to end up in jail or to get into a fight or shootout with a nigga she cheated on me with?" he asks.

I shake my head. "Leave her alone, baby. Ain't nothing good gone come out of that. Leave that situation alone while you can." I warn him. "I cut her off. I got the locks on the apartment changed cause I refuse to let her live anywhere I pay for and I don't care if I got the apartment for her. It piss me off. What if she brought that nigga in the place I pay for? Heck naw. Then she had the audacity to have something to say when I did what I was doing, knowing she was messing off. I plan on throwing her stuff out the apartment when I make the time for it." he says.

"Hell, you ought to burn that bullshit." I say, making him laugh. "I ain't gone do all that. I'm just gone toss it out and put all that furniture she decorated the apartment with in a storage. What should I do about the car I bought her? Should I let her keep the car?" he asks. "Damn. You really done, KeKe?" I ask. "Yes, ma. I don't stick around. She think I never cared but that ain't true. I just ain't putting up with that,  it'll only bring me drama. If I can't trust you, what I need you for?" he asks.

"Well, do what you feel is right." I say. "She can keep the car. She might need it to sleep in or get to her other nigga house. She ain't staying nowhere I pay for." he says. "Y'all should talk,  Kentasia." I say. "Talk about what? You know how disgusting it is? Ma, I took the condom off and everything cause I trusted her and thought she was loyal. If I would've known it was a whole other nigga she was having sex with, I never would've even hit." he admits, shaking his head.

"KeKe, you being a hypocrite. I see where you coming from but didn't you recently have sex with other women?" I ask. "No. I cut that out when I told her I was gone try. I was thinking she was loyal so I tried to do the right thing but now you see, being committed don't get you anywhere. Look at you and daddy. You were committed as I don't know what. He was having sex with anything walking. Then what happened? Nothing. It didn't get you nothing but pain. That's exactly why you ain't gone catch me in no kind of relationship." he vents.

"Don't let me and your daddy's crap be your example of what love is supposed to be." I tell him. He shakes his head. "I can't believe she pulled some stuff like that." he says, sighing. The doorbell ringing cuts my sentence off.

I walk to the front with KeKe following. One of the cartel guards opened the door already. "It's your girlfriend." he tells KeKe. "Talk to her." I say to KeKe. "Let her in. Tell her come to the kitchen." he dryly says.

She walks in then speaks to me. I wave a little then follow KeKe back into the kitchen. She got bruises all over her face. It's messed up that she cheated but my heart goes out to her. No woman deserves to get her ass beat by a man. I've been through domestic violence and regardless of the circumstances,  it ain't easy to deal with.

KeKe blankly stares at her. "He beat me." she mumbles. "How I feel stays the same. I'm not about to ride for you, Khari. You brought that on yourself. This the nigga you cheated on me with. I don't know what you at my family house for." KeKe says. "If yall don't get yall nosey asses on somewhere." I fuss at LaLa and Tae as they try to hide behind the wall and record KeKe and Khari.

"Mommy, take me to see daddy today. I got a question for yall." Tae says, grinning. I ignore him then focus on KeKe and Khari. "I'm pregnant." she says, handing him some hospital papers. My eyes widen. KeKe starts laughing. "I just started hitting you raw. This says you three months. Don't try to pin that ugly ass nigga baby on me. You and I both know it ain't mine. It's that nigga baby and you know it but choose to be in denial ." he says, laughing.

"It's not his baby. It's yours." she says. I shake my head. Poor baby. "No it ain't. You three months. That means you've been pregnant before I started going raw on you." KeKe points out. "Condoms are guaranteed. It's yours." she says. I watch KeKe reach down in his pajama pants pocket. He pulls his wallet out then gets a few hundred dollar bills out of it. "If you think it's mine, get an abortion. I don't want a baby by you. I ain't trying to have a baby that's half real nigga and half hoe." he says.

"Kentasia that was too far. Way too damn far." I say to him. I'm so shocked that he said that. She slaps him then storms out. I hear the front door slam hard. "Why did you do that?" I ask him. "Cause she trying me like I'm stupid and I can't respect that." he answers, then walks out the kitchen looking pissed off.

Ant walks in the kitchen. "Goodmorning." he says,then hugs me. He kisses me on my cheek. "Go take Tae and Dream to see they daddy. I guess me and Montana gone have to be cordial so me and you can work." Ant says.

"I was taking them after I cooked." I say. "I'll finish the food. Go ahead."he says. I slowly nod my head then walk out of the kitchen.

I got Tae and Dream ready. Now we're on the way to an address Montana texted me. He's out of the hospital now. He said he wanted me to meet somebody too.

I just pulled up to a nice sized house with a couple of nice cars parked outside. I get out then get Dream and her stuff out the back seat. "Close the door Tae." I demand. We walk up to the porch. I step back, allowing Tae to ring the doorbell.

Montana opens it. "Hey." he says, hugging Tae. He takes Dream out of my arms then kinda limps away. I wonder why he was so distant with me today.

We follow him into the living room. "Who is this?" I ask him. A woman is sitting on the couch in pajamas looking like she just got fucked. She is pretty though. She's dark-skinned with dreads, but she looks really good. She's a little bit bigger than most women but she's still pretty. "This my new love interest, Andrea. Andrea, this my baby momma. That's our son Tae and our newest addition, Dream." he introduces everyone, catching me beyond off guard.

She starts looking at me up and down.  "Kyle your daddy?" she asks. "How you know that?" I ask. "Your cousin Natalie used to do my hair over your parents house. I've seen your pictures before." she says. I slowly nod my head.

"Nice to meet you though." she adds, extending her hand. I reluctantly shake her hand. I'm not trying to be rude but this is not what I came here for. I didn't even know Montana was with somebody and this nigga knows how I feel about these random ass women I know nothing about being around my children.

"Why you so quiet? Nice to meet you too, Tae." she says, smiling at him. He doesn't say anything. "Tae, what I tell you about acting like you don't hear people talking to you?" Montana asks him. Tae has a habit of doing that when he's irritated by something. "If you don't have nothing nice to say don't say anything at all. I'm not saying anything because everything I want to say is far from nice and I'm not trying to get a whooping today." he bluntly says.

Montana awkwardly looks away. He can't be mad at Tae for what he just said. "You can still speak." I say to him, sighing. "Hello." he says to her. She looks away. "Montana, can we talk in private?" I politely ask him. "In private for what? This is my man. Say what you got to say infront of me. I don't trust you alone with what's mine." she says, looking at me crazy.

"Chill out." Montana demands. I raise my eyebrow. "She said that like she gone beat momma ass or something. I dare you to touch her. I will beat you the fuck up!" Tae yells. Montana snatches him up. "Boy, watch your damn mouth! What got into you?" Montana yells in Tae's face.

Tae doesn't say anything as him and Montana stare each other down. "I see you feeling bold. I know why you acting up. You haven't had a good whooping in a minute. Today is your lucky day, son." Montana says, nodding his head at Tae. "You should've let me be quiet like I was already doing because I told you I didn't have anything nice to say in the first place." Tae says.

"Tae, be quiet." I demand. Montana is wrong for how he going about this whole thing. You can't just pop some random woman up and tell your son that's who you fuck with now. This is too soon and too crazy. This is nothing like Montana so in my opinion he has some kind of motive behind this.

"Again, we need to talk alone." I say. "Alone for what? Y'all ain't fucking so why you need to get alone?" she chimes in, all hyped up in my face. "Because we need to talk about some shit that ain't your business and doesn't concern you so I advise you shut the fuck up and stay in your mothafuckin place!" I snap on her. I was trying to be nice  and patient but she testing me.

"Who you talking to? He my nigga now. I'm putting this good ass pussy on him every night now." she says. "You finna watch your mouth infront of my kids and you damn sure gone watch the way you talk to her." he says to her, looking at her crazy. "Yeah. That's what I thought. Get silent. You better quit trying me. If you his woman, cool. That don't mean you finna try to find a reason to beef with me over Montana ass. If I told this man I want to be with him, do you know how quick this nigga would drop you? Hell he'd put a ring on my finger today if I wanted him to so I advise you humble your fucking self and play your position as his girlfriend and leave me the fuck alone. Get it through your fucking skull that you can't compete where you don't compare. Meaning, I'm the woman that's gone always and forever come first. Accept that shit, dumb hoe. I ain't here to snatch your nigga but you better quit trying me." I go off on her.

She starts laughing. "The way I put it down, he'll never leave. You ain't a threat to me." she says. I chuckle. "You might be putting it down in the bedroom in yo own special way but again, you can't compete where you don't compare. I'm grown as hell, I'm not finna argue with you over a nigga I could have any time I want." I say.

"Get him then. Show me so I can gone ahead and whoop your ass." she says, clapping her hands and getting louder. Montana sends Tae upstairs with Dream. "Montana, get your female." I demand. "Keep these replacement bitches in check!" I add. She shoves me. "Replacement? Hoe this my man! You all hyped up cause I got the nigga you want! You wish you was a replacement!" she snaps. "Bitch, I didn't come to this man house to fight over him when we not even fucking off like that no more so tone down! And if you gotdamn push me again,  we gone have some problems and you gone be calling you a dentist for some replacement teeth once I punch yours down your damn throat! Don't try me!" I warn her.

"Montana you better tell her how I get down. I'll fuck this hoe up!" she yells. "You not gone fuck a damn thing up. Andrea I promise to God if you touch her I'm gonna kill you. Mark my words." Montana calmly says.

I shake my head as she becomes emotional. "I don't have time for this. Get this replacement out the house my kids in. I got somewhere to be." I say. "Chill. Andrea this my baby momma like I said. Jessica, I'm fucking with Andrea right now. I wanted yall to meet but it clearly didn't go as planned." he says. I shake my head. "Nigga, I don't care. Enjoy your crazy ass female. Good luck. She gone think every bitch want your ass. I wasn't even here for that and I'm pissed at you for even putting me in this kind of position." I go off on him, then walk out his front door.

"Yeah! Leave bitch!" Andrea screams as I crank my car up. "Hell naw." I mumble, taking my keys out my ignition. This female just tried to spit on my car. "Bitch, you don't have control over your spit glands or some shit? You've lost your mind!" I yell, immediately slapping the shit out of the whole right side of her face, knocking her straight on her ass. "Bitch I don't play them games! You spat at the wrong one!" I yell, swinging at her face.

Montana snatches me up while holding her away as she goes crazy. "Y'all ain't finna fight!" he snaps. "Naw, let me go! A bitch slapped me! You gone die today!" she screams, swinging at my face over his shoulder. I shove Montana then run up on her swinging. Montana picks me up, practically making me drag her ass across the ground while he tries to get me off her but I ain't letting this hoe go until I beat her ass some more.

Montana finally got everything under control because he made her leave his house. Now I'm in his house tending to the blood on my lip from where she got a good punch in when Montana had my arms. "What was that about, Jessica? Why you get so mad about me having a woman here?" he asks. "Shut up. You know why I was angry. You don't do no shit like that. I was being so respectful until you allowed your bitch to pop off at the mouth for no reason." I go off.

He folds his arms across his chest. "The only reason  you had an issue when you first asked who she was is because you don't want me with nobody else." he dryly says. "Don't flatter yourself. I got a man who loves me. Do what you want." I say. His face changes from bored to amused. "A man who loves you? That nigga don't even have respect for you. He's like a child or something. And he still fucking around cause he fucked Andrea sister late last night. But he love you right?" Montana asks.

"Ant ain't fucked nobody last night nigga he was at the gotdamn house with my pussy in his mouth with your lying, bitter ass." I say, rolling my eyes.

He starts laughing. "So, now I'm a liar? Maybe, your head up that nigga ass and the both of yall back on that bi polar bullshit thinking yall stupid ass relationship gone work for the millionth time when everybody and they momma know that bullshit gone end soon as it start like it always do then you gone be in my fucking face using me for some affection since you ain't getting it from that nigga!" he snaps on me, scaring me a little to be honest. I hardly piss him off and make him yell in my face.

"Don't yell at me." I say. "That's what I thought. That's all you can say. You dumb for going back. It's like you like pain. Why the fuck you keep doing this to yourself when you know I would treat you like a queen at all times unlike him? Why?" he yells, punching the wall.

I ignore him. "I'm about to go. I'll come get the kids later." I say. He shakes his head at me. I turn around then walk out of his room. Yes, Ant did end up going down on me last night but we didn't sleep together. I don't know if he left or not. I'm gonna ask him if he really went and had sex with somebody out of curiosity though.

The drive back to Ant's mansion felt so long. I had a lot on my mind. I pull up to the gate then put the code in. I drive in then park in the spiral driveway. I texted Majesty and told him to unlock the door already. Ant has to get my key for the house made some time today when he leaves.

I get out then open the door. "Why you got dry blood on your face?" Ant asks, closing the door behind me. "I got into a little fight. Montana introduced me to a woman named Andrea as his new love interest. The bitch is fucking crazy. I had respect from the start but when I asked to speak with him in private because I didn't like how he caught me and Tae off guard with some shit like that, she started popping off about how that's her man and all that extra shit. So Tae bad ass made some comments he shouldn't have so he's in trouble with his daddy. Then the broad just started being ignorant and I told her she's a replacement. So she pushed me first of all. I don't play them type of games but I tried to be the bigger person. When I went and got in my car, tell me why she tried to spit on my shit. So I politely took my keys out the ignition and ran up on that ass. She ended up getting one good lick in when Montana wouldn't let me get loose on her ass cause he wouldn't let my arms go." I tell him.

He shakes his head then pulls his gun. "Let's go handle that stupid bitch right now. Ain't nobody finna be spitting on you, pushing you, or putting they hands on you period. It's a wrap." he says, looking dead serious. "No, put your gun down, baby. I'm good. It just caught me off guard." I tell him. He shakes his head. "I gotta have a conversation with him and his bitch. If he moving on to another woman, he better make sure that hoe know how to respect you cause it ain't like you not gone be around because you and that mothafucka got kids. What the fuck was he doing when she was piped up and shit?" Ant asks. "Calm down, Ant. He didn't exactly let it go on. He threatened to kill her if she touched me when she first said something about fighting. So if she comes up missing tonight, we know why." I say, chuckling.

"You look like something bothering you." he points out. "Montana mentioned something about you having sex with Andrea's sister late last night. Don't lie to me. Did you leave late last night and fuck somebody?" I ask him. "We being honest, right?" he asks, shaking his head.

I sigh. "It's over." I say. "Hear me out. Her name Jane and she Majesty's teacher. The only way this nigga gone pass the class is if I fuck the bitch because he failing bad as fuck and she went ahead and gave him an A after I fucked her. It ain't that I exactly wanted to have sex with her. I just don't want my son to not graduate on time." he explains.

"Do I look stupid? I must be boo boo the gotdamn fool?" I ask him. "I'm so serious. Majesty don't even know how he ended up with that A all of a sudden. My methods might be messed up, wild, and crazy but when it come to our kids, imma do whatever I gotta do whether they right or wrong." he says.

"I dead ass cannot fuck with you right now. You talked all that shit about leaving women alone and all that shit, ate my pussy, laid all up with me, and as soon as I took my ass to sleep you were out the door and diving right into another bitch pussy! That stupid ass excuse you made! Instead of doing that dumb ass shit, you should've sat Majesty the fuck down and got on his mothafuckin ass and made him work to bring his damn grades up! You just needed a reason to go put your dick in anybody who spreading they legs! Stupid ass!" I yell  at him, roughly pushing him away from me.

"You right, I was wrong." he says. I shake my head. "I'm so disgusted." I admit. "I'm telling you my reason behind it. You weren't supposed to know I did it because it didn't matter, I felt guilty the whole time, and I didn't even nut." he says. "You really are so pathetic." I tell him.

"Jessica, baby, I meant what I said. I should've handled his grade situation differently but hell, I be in straight go mode ready to do anything when it come to my kids bruh, you know how that is." he tries to explain. I shake my head. "I'll talk to you later because right now, you sound stupid and I'm listening to and looking at pure fuckery and I really can't respect that shit." I say, then walk away from him.

He follows me up the stairs to the guest room some of my stuff is in. I plan to go find my own place eventually because this crazy ass nigga is already fucking with my patience. Ant watches in silence as I make the bed up. "You got an eye problem?" I sarcastically asks. "I know you mad at me and all that but I was wondering if I could take you out tonight? I got something nice planned already." he says. "Go take Jane out." I say.

"Are you fucking for real? You know what? Have your ass dressed up and ready to go by seven tonight. End of gotdamn discussion." he says, then walks out of here like he just that nigga. Little do that breath mint head ass nigga know, his cocky ass is getting stood up tonight. I'm going to sleep. I ain't in no mood to be dealing with his bullshit with his nasty dick having ass.

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