Chapter 100... damnnnnn

"You was there through the good and the bad, when we lost what we had.
Never meant for it to end like that." - Lloyd

ANT

I've been standing here in the driveway confused as hell for ten minutes. Jah got his bitch ass friend off the ground and left and everybody else went back inside the house.

I shake my head then walk back in. I lock the door then walk through the kitchen and out on the patio. "I should've known you'd be out here." I say to Jessica. She's balled up in one of the patio chairs smoking and crying lightly.

I pick her up then sit down so I can sit her between my legs. I take the blunt out her hand then hit it. "What's on yo mind?" I ask, then hit the blunt again. I hand it back to her. She doesn't say anything as she turns around to face me, still sitting in my lap. She inhales smoke then taps my face. I open my mouth a little then suck the smoke in while she slowly blows into my mouth. I peck her lips then smile a little. Fuck Kareem.

"I called and asked Kareem if we could get out and do something right now because I'm stressed as hell and wanna get my mind off of everything and he told me he's busy...he ain't ever there when I need him." she mumbles, looking hurt as hell.

"You got me. Always has been me to yo rescue... think about it. When we were younger and I was fresh out of jail, I heard you was in some shit and what I do?" I ask. "You came out of nowhere and saved my ass." she answers, laughing a little. "When we went on that high speed chase, what I do?" I ask. "Took my time." she answers. "Rememeber when you was in Montana's house and all that shooting went on? I didn't come in there to save his ass, I did it cause you was in there and I had to make sure you was straight. When Montana beat yo ass that time, I'm the one you cried on. I had your back in way more too. All I'm saying is, I know I caused you  pain too but I love yo ass. I don't give a fuck who you with. Just know it's always me and you against the world and imma always have yo back, yo front, yo side, and all that." I say, making her blush a little.

"That was so cute." she admits. "I'm for real." I say as I lay the blunt down in the ash tray. I wrap my arms around her then kiss the back of her neck. "I regret letting him fuck... it's like I don't matter that much to him anymore. He doesn't treat me like I'm important." she says, shaking her head.

"It's just a mistake you made trying to move too fast and it's okay cause everybody do shit they regret. Just look at it as a learning experience and move the fuck on. It's no point in dwelling on it." I say, rubbing on her stomach as she nods her head in agreement.

I just thought about something. "Hold the hell up, G... you pregnant ain't you? So, why the fuck was you sitting here smoking?" I ask her. "Ant, I'm not pregnant. I got gas." she says. "How in denial can yo ass possibly be?" I ask. She rolls her eyes at me. "I'm not in denial. I am not pregnant." she says. I shake my head at her. "Whatever. I guess you gon' hold on to that bullshit til' yo ass give birth." I say, shaking my head at her.

"What if he got Reign pregnant?" she mumbles, tearing up. I wrap my arms around her tight. "We need to get her an appointment with your OBGYN to see what's goin' on. I pray she ain't pregnant... Jessica, I don't know what the fuck I'll do." I admit. She shakes her head as the tears roll down her face.

"Wow... it seems like she was just my little cute babygirl that I used to match my clothes with and dress up like a little doll and now look at her. She's into boys now and got raped and all types of bullshit I wasn't prepared for and now I feel so horrible." she says.

I kiss her cheek. "We need to just sit and talk to her and get all the details. Every single one. And imma have to get on Tez ass too cause he knew all this bullshit and he hid so much shit and if anybody know what's going on, he do." I say. She nods her head in agreement. "Call and ask him to come over because we need to talk. And weren't you about to go get Nathan?" she asks. "Yeah but this shit came up. Imma send Jessie to go get him in a minute." I tell her as I stand up.

She stands up then starts staring at me. "What you looking at?" I ask as I go to Tez's name in my phone. She staring at me like the sight of me makes her pussy wet.

"You've matured so much." she admits as I put my phone to my ear. "That grown man shit turn you on, don't it?" I ask, smirking. She looks away, trying to hide the fact that she blushing hard as hell right now.

"Wassup my boy?" Tez asks. "I need to holla at you for a second. My nigga, come over here." I say. I hear a female moaning and shit in the background. "I'm busy." he says. "Nigga, fuck that broad you smashing. Come through." I say. "What it's about?" he asks after a few minutes of silence. "It's about Reign. Fuck that hoe you hitting. Come over." I say.

Jessica grabs my hand while Tez talks to me. I look down at her while she pulls my gym shorts down. "Whoaaa... hold on cuz." I say to Tez. Jessica just started deep throating me out of nowhere and that shit feels so good.

"Nigga I'm getting dressed. What the fuck you groaning and shit for?" Tez asks. Jessica reaches up then takes my phone out my hand. She hangs it up then continues to suck me off. I feel so lame for having to bust so quick but her head game just that damn fire. I grab her hair then nut in her mouth. She swallows it then bites her lip. She so damn freaky and nasty for me and I love that shit.

I watch as Jessica wipes her mouth while she stands up. "You sure did suck the soul outta me, lil Kareem." I joke. She laughs then rolls her eyes. "You've been doing what you're supposed to do so you deserved it." she says, shrugging her shoulders.

I bite my lip, looking away from her. At one point in our marriage, shit was perfect between us. I didn't have no reason to feel like I needed to fuck with other women. I was totally happy with her and she was genuinely happy with me and that shit showed. It wasn't any arguing or fighting or none of that extra shit for a while. What she just did just made me feel like I still got a chance. In the happy part of our marriage, she'd look at me how she's looking at me right now and any time I did something she liked and got her in her feelings, she would pull some out the blue freaky ass shit like she just did.

"Why you looking like that?" she asks. "Just was thinking." I answer, pulling my shorts and boxers back up. "About?" I ask. "The happy part of our marriage. What you just did just made me think about it." I answer. She moves some of her hair behind her ear then walks back in the house.

"Why you walking away?" I ask as I follow her back in. She doesn't say anything as we walk back upstairs. We walk into my bedroom. She walks in the bathroom then grabs her toothbrush. I watch as she brushes her teeth. She spits the toothpaste out then rinses her mouth.

"For real mane? You just gon' ignore me?" I ask. "Honestly... how you've been acting has been bringing me back to the good memories and I've been trying so hard to ignore it and move on but part of me really believes you've changed and that other part just won't let me come back to you." she explains.

"This random but you know that T.I. and Keri Hilson song got your back? It's a part in that hoe that make me think about you when he be like sure enough, even though them chicks be hatin on us. Still I'm gonna keep her by my side, through whatever situation we gon' ride. Make all my fantasies come alive, that's no lie now
I'll be, alright just as long as you beside me Ten million dollar mansions won't suffice. If you ain't gon' be in there with me at night
The pieces to the puzzles in my life." I say.

She laughs. I turn the song on then skip a little. "When we're high. When we're low. I promise I will never let you go. Said I got, I got, I got, I got your back boy." Jessica sings in my face, making me smile.

I pick her up then sit her down on the counter. She wraps her arms around my neck then kisses me deeply. I start kissing her back then kiss down her neck. Somebody starts tapping on my leg. I open my eyes then look down at Amari as he sits Indian style next to me. "What, lil man?" I ask, trying not to sound irritated.

Jessica hops off the counter then walks out of my bathroom. I pick Amari up. "Son, one day you'll start laying the pipe down and if you stop interrupting me when I'm about to do that, your kids won't do it to you." I whisper to him as he gives me a confused look. "I shit shit on bitch Maj shoes." he says, making my eyes widen.

"Stop saying shit and bitch. Boy you took a boo boo on Majesty shoes?" I ask. He nods his head. "Not on purpose. My tummy hurt and him mad." he says. I shake my head then put him down. I'm about to put him in the tub real quick.

REIGN

I've been crying my eyes out. Nobody even bothered to come in here and check on me except  KeKe. My phone starts ringing. It's Jah calling me for the third time. I answer it then put the phone to my ear.

"What?" I mumble. "Sneak out the house. I'm outside waiting for you down the street." he says. "Okay." I mumble, getting out of my bed.  I don't want to stay in this house with my family while they're snapping and shit.

I put my shoes on then walk out of my room. Drew is in the hallway being weird. "What? You mad at me for some dumb shit." I say. "Back to square fuckin' one. You ain't shit to me." he says, then walks away. That killed me inside.

I walk down the stairs, wiping my eyes. No one's down here. I quietly walk out of the front door then lock it behind me. I'm walking fast as hell trying to get to the street. Sneaking out of a mansion this fucking big with all this land is hard, especially cause my dad has a whole cartel that's lurking and watching. I won't be surprised if one of the guys see me and tell my dad but I don't care at this point.

I jog to Jah's car then get in. "Hurry up and pull off before the cartel starts shooting at your car." I warn him. "Wait, yo daddy cartel at y'all house right now?" he asks. "How dumb can you be?just drive." I demand. His cartel is always lurking around here.

He pulls off fast. "I'm surprised you got in the car with me." he admits. I already regret getting in this car with
his ass to be honest. "What do you want?" I ask. "To talk. You having my baby." he says. "Fuck you mean?" I ask. "When I fucked you, I paused for a second cause I was sliding the condom off and I nutted all up in you. You didn't feel all that nut cover your pussy?" he asks.

My eyes widen. "Please tell me you aren't serious." I say. "I'm dead serious." he says, raising my eyebrow. My heart starts beating fast. "Hell naw, Jah, what the fuck? Why would you do that?" I scream. "Cause I want you to have my lil baby. Stop all that whining and shit." he says, rolling his eyes.

"Dude, what the fuck? You are a fucking psycho! Take me back home!" I scream at him as my tears fall. "Mane, shut up. You not going nowhere til' I feel like taking you back." he says. I shake my head. "You a bitch and imma get you killed!" I snap. He laughs. "Yo, look... I respect the shit outta yo fucking daddy nem but don't let that shit fool you. You really think imma sit back and let yo people kill me? You stupid as hell if you think shit gon' work like that." he nonchalantly says.

I roll my eyes. I wish I never met his dumb ass. I can't do nothing but cry. "I'm not having a baby. I'm taking a plan b pill." I say. He starts laughing. "Plan b my ass. You supposed to take that within three days. You a few weeks too late, love." he says. "I'm getting a damn abortion." I say. I'n usually against abortion but I'm not having no rape baby by this psycho bastard who tried to trap me.

"Imma beat the fuck outta you if you kill my baby." he says. "Well, prepare to beat my ass then get killed by my daddy nem cause I'm not having no child by you. The only nigga I'll have a baby for is Drew." I say, trying to get under his skin.

He glances over at me then shakes his head. "Mane a whole other person now. That shit crazy. You ain't ever gave no fuck about me. You fake as hell and wasted my time. You childish and I'm grown, mane." he says, shaking his head with a frustrated look on his face

"Okay and you can fuck yourself, Jah. Fuck you." I say, wiping my eyes. I look in the rear view mirror, trying to make sure my eyes ain't playing tricks on me. No, they're not playing tricks on me. That's for sure Drew's 1967 Chevy Impala speeding behind us. Jah looks then chuckles as he pulls over in a gas station parking lot. Drew whips in the parking lot fast, catching the attention of people around.

"I see yo boyfriend want his ass fucked up." Jah says, pulling his gun from under the seat. "Wait, no, Jah. Stop!" I yell, wrestling with him, trying to get the gun out his hand. Drew runs over here then snatches the door open. "Reign, getcho fuckin' ass out this car! Wassup pussy ass nigga?" Drew snaps.

Jah shoves me into the window then fires a shot at Drew. "No!" I scream as Drew falls down. Blood is every fucking where. He shot him in his fucking head.

Jah pulls off fast, not letting me get a chance to get out. "Let me out, bitch!" I scream, looking back as people rush over to Drew's body as blood covers the ground around him.

"Hell naw! I told you keep yo fuckin' people in check cause I didn't wanna fuck none of them folks up but you don't mothafuckin' listen, now that bitch ass nigga laying there dead with that bullet in his head!" he yells at me.

I grab my door handle then jump out of his car as he speeds. I just hurt the fuck out of myself but I don't care. I start running back to the gas station, ignoring the pain in my body from jumping out a moving car. I have to get to Drew.

People are standing around panicking and calling the police. "Drew!" I scream, sobbing as I stare at all the blood on his head. It's everywhere and coming from the side of his head, a little under and behind his right ear. I'm in so much shock. I can't believe Jah did that.

An ambulance truck speeds over here. Everything turns into a blur as they put him on the stretcher. "I'm riding with him. He's my boyfriend." I lie. They allow me to get in the truck. I sit down on the side then buckle my seat belt as they do stuff to him and talk to each other quickly. The driver pulls off fast. I text my dad, telling him  Drew was shot. It's about to be hell for me.

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