ONE HUNDRED & ONE- Overwhelming Sadness
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"Love a get you killed. It'll leave a nigga lifeless. The game cold as ice get and loyalty is priceless." - G - Nate
DREW
Am I dead? Everything is white and I can't even feel shit at all. I don't even remember feeling any pain, actually. "He's awake. How are you feeling?" I hear a woman ask but I can't see her. I sit up then look around. I just realized something. I'm in a hospital room with hella nurses and shit in here looking at me. "The fuck y'all lookin' at?" I snap.
"Calm down. You're blessed to be alive." an older black doctor says as she adjusts the purple glasses on her face. I touch the side of my head, feeling the stitches. "The bullet grazed your head and you've been unconscious for three days. That happened when your head hit the ground." she says.
"I'm hungry as fuck." I mumble. Vonte walks in the room. The nigga look so stressed. He got bags under his eyes and shit. "Oh shit, you up." he says, smiling. "Let me find out you cried over me." I mumble. "He did. Mane was bitch ass crying in the floor and shit. Boy, you was bleeding so bad. You almost died." Tez says. I didn't even notice him sitting there.
"Damn." I say. "Where the fuck Reign at?" I ask, getting mad. I got shot in my damn head and could've been dead and gone right now if it wasn't a graze and she couldn't even bring her ass up here to see my ass. That shit crazy. "I don't know. She ain't called or nothing." Vonte answers. I shake my head. Mane, fuck that lil dumb ass bitch.
"What the fuck?" I yell. "Calm down. I'll call Ant and tell him you up." Vonte says. I don't even want to see that dumb ass hoe. She stupid as fuck. That nigga raped her but she ran off with him and I don't know why I got mad and went to get her if that's where she wanted to be. I got hurt trying to make sure she was good and she can't even call and see about me. Fuck her for life.
"Naw, leave yo niece where she at. I don't wanna see her ass." I tell him straight up. He ignores me then puts his phone to his ear. I told his ass I don't want to see Reign. So, when she bring her ass up here and I hurt her feelings, that'll be his fault and she can bitch about it to him.
"Bruh, Drew up. Bring Reign to see this nigga before he break down crying." Vonte jokes. "Mane, don't tell Ant that bullshit. I ain't fuckin' breaking down over her ass." I say. My head hurts bad as hell. At first, I didn't feel nothing but now I'm in pain like a mothafucka.
Vonte puts the phone on speaker. "Wassup, my boy? I thought it was a wrap for you. I'm glad you still here." Ant says. "Yeah." I dryly say. He only being nice cause he probably knows I got shot trying to look after his stupid ass daughter but I don't want to have nothing to do with her dumb ass now so I don't give a fuck about his appreciation.
"We on the way up there now. We just left Dream doctor appointment." he says. "Don't bring Reign. Your daughter so fucked up in the head, G. I don't respect nothing about her no more." I say.
I'm just keeping it one hundred with him. I ain't finna lie just cause that's his daughter. She dumb as fuck, running around with her rapist and then I heard a while back he was working with they enemies and set them up. Vonte said the nigga crashed the truck Ant was in trying to kill him and that some niggas he was working with shot Tae. She went against the family by continuing to fuck with him anyway so she grimy in my eyes too. Fuck her.
"Imma be there in a minute." Ant says after a while of silence. "Where the damn doctor go? I'm hungry as fuck and they need to give me some kinda medicine cause I'm in pain." I say to Vonte. I can't stand hospitals. I can't believe my dumb ass got shot over a bitch as dumb as Reign. Imma kill that nigga but I was bullshitting for riding for her stupid ass.
A thick ass light skinned nurse walks in. "Hi, Osaze. How are you?" she asks. I bite my lip, staring at her. "Will my stitches come out if I fuck the shit outta you real fast?" I ask. She rolls her eyes at me then hands me a cup with two pills and a small cup of water.
"Those are Percocets. Take them and drink all of the water." she says. "Naw, that shit gon' make him sick to his stomach cause he hasn't had anything to eat." Vonte says. "So, you trying to tell me how to do my job?" she asks him. "Apparently you don't know how to do it. The fuck you giving him two for anyway? One will do the job." Vonte says, making me laugh. Since when has he gave a fuck about what pill I pop? He ain't ever been protective until now.
"Okay, take your ass to college, get your degree in nursing, and then you can tell me how to do this." she says. "Woman, I got more money than you'll ever make with that lil funky ass degree so you can ball that bullshit up and shove it up to the top of yo ass." he says.
"You look broke. Find someone to play with." she says. "You caught a damn attitude cause you don't know what the fuck you finna do by giving him that shit when he got an empty stomach. If you can't take the truth, quit yo job bitch." he says, earning a strong ass slap in the face from her.
"Did you just get slapped?" Majesty asks as he walks in the room holding some blue get well soon balloons. Jessica's fine ass walks in here holding Amari's hand. "Bitch Drew." he mumbles, waving at me a little.
"Wassup nugget head?" I ask, waving back at him. Amari my lil goon. I love his ass. He barely even talks but we got a special bond. He only four but when he grows up, I can see myself kicking it with his lil ass a lot.
The nurse looks at Jessica funny. "Why you looking at her like that dumb bitch?" Vonte asks. She glares at him then storms out. "Damn, you beefing with the nurse nigga?" Ant asks. Vonte shakes his head. "Dumb lil hoe got a smart ass mouth." he says. "No cursing, bitch." Amari mumbles, making me laugh.
"Wassup? I appreciate you lookin' out for her." Ant says. "Man... forget her?" I say. "Why you say that?" he asks. "Cause I could've died bruh and ain't no female worth dying for to me. I got my lil brother Sean I gotta live for and I ain't getting taken out over no girl, period." I say.
He nods his head. "I can't do shit but respect that but I do appreciate what you did mane. That shit mean a lot." he admits. Jessica hugs me. "I'm glad you're okay." she says. "I'll be even better if you ride me like a motorcycle and have me a lil baby." I joke. She rolls her eyes at me, making me laugh.
"Drew, shut the fuck up." she says. Noble walks in holding Dream. "Wassup G? I'm glad you alive bruh." he says. I nod my head at him. Reign slowly walks in the room looking nervous. "Can I talk to him by myself?" she asks, sounding sad. Jessica rolls her eyes. "I think not, fast ass." she says. I wonder if Jessica beat her ass cause she got a fat ass bruise on her face.
"Mane, give em a lil space." Ant demands. I sigh as everybody follow him out. I don't want to see her. "Drew... my mom and I got into it about me getting in Jah's car and I accidentally cussed at her so she punched me in my face. That's how the bruise got there." she says. "She should've punched your stupid ass twenty more times. The fuck you want?" I ask, making her eyes widen.
"What you being rude for?" she asks. "Why you ain't been up to this bitch to check on me or call Vonte to see how I'm coming along? You found a way to see that bitch ass nigga Jah so don't say you didn't have a way up here. Ain't no way in hell you fuck with me how you claim." I say.
Her eyes tear up. "I'm going through a lot." she says. "Okay? I'm going through a lot too! I got shot in my head dealing with you! Fuck you! You still love his snake ass! Let him know he a dead man walking, stupid ass bitch! Get the fuck away from me! I don't fuck with your confused ass! I can't believe I was falling in love with you! That shit so dead mane and I mean that! Go fuck yourself! Fuck you thought hoe?" I snap, letting my anger get the best of me.
"I don't give a fuck how mad you are! You ain't about to call me no bitches and hoes!" she yells back. "What you still in here for? You dead to me." I tell her. I mean that. This why I don't fuck with that love shit. It'll get you killed and hurt in the end. It never fails.
She rolls her eyes then storms out of my room crying. I shake my head, wincing in pain. I don't give a shit about Reign no more. She ain't worth my time. Jah can keep that dumb, childish broad cause I ain't putting up with it.
REIGN
We left the hospital about an hour ago. I can't quit crying. I'm so hurt beyond words. I know it's my fault he's there cause I was being stupid but I wanted to fix it. Jah went missing after the shooting. I wonder if the cartel got his ass or if he's just in hiding.
I'm nervous as fuck right now. I snuck and got Tez to buy me pregnancy tests behind my dad's back. I used them already but I'm waiting on the results. I tried to keep Tez out of this but he wanted to help me. We just can't let my dad find out he bought me tests and he bought me some kind of emergency contraceptive pill I can take later but I don't know if it'll work after all this time. I did hella research but I'm not taking it just yet because I'm scared.
The timer on my phone goes off. I turn it off then walk in my bathroom. My heart is beating so damn fast. I feel like I'm about to faint. I scream in frustration as I stare at all the positive tests. What the fuck am I gon' do? I'm just sixteen and I ain't ready for a baby that I got forced with.
I can't do nothing but sob in my bathroom floor. "No." I mumble to myself as I cry my eyes out. "Ayy, you got some... what the fuck?" KeKe says as he walks in my bathroom. I can't stop crying to save my life. "Bruh... you pregnant?" he asks in disbelief. I nod my head as I cry.
"Fuck." he says, looking upset as hell. He sighs then shakes his head. "Who you been fucking, Reign? Hell naw... you barely sixteen and you having sex and got pregnant and shit?" he asks in disbelief. "It's Drew's." I lie.
His eyes widen. "What the fuck?" he asks. I look away from him. "Look... I knew sex was gon' come but I wasn't ready. I'm twenty five, mane, I ain't ready to be no uncle cause my lil sixteen year old sister went and let a lil immature ass nigga get her pregnant. Now what the fuck y'all gon' do? He seventeen and you sixteen. The hell y'all look like with a baby?" he asks, closing and locking the bathroom door.
He sits on my toilet then looks at me. "Hello? What you crying for? You was irresponsible enough to let that nigga hit raw, Reign, you knew better than that bullshit and that's why I'm upset. What you gon' do though? You gon' keep it or abort it? I hope you woman enough to keep it if you was woman enough to be on some grown shit and let that mane fuck." he says.
"I'm gonna talk to him and see." I lie. I don't know why I didn't tell him the truth about it. Now I'm in too deep to tell him that Jah really raped and got me pregnant on purpose. "Come ride with me. Throw all that shit away and give me the garbage bag." he demands.
"Where we going?" I ask. He ignores me. "Come on." he says. I throw the tests in the garbage then hand him the bag to get rid of. I wash my hands then sigh. I can't believe a human being is growing inside of me. That shit is crazy as fuck. The sad thing is I don't feel happy or no type of connection. Babies are a gift from God but it's real hard to be happy about a rape baby when you're only sixteen and unprepared.
We left the house ten minutes ago. KeKe stopped and bought me some chips and candy but he hasn't said much to me. "Still not telling me where we're going?" I ask. He looks at me then ignores me. "Bruh... don't be mad at me." I mumble. "I ain't mad but I'm disappointed as a mothafucka." he says, giving me a serious look.
I look away from him. I should just go ahead and tell him. My eyes widen as we pull up to the hospital Drew is in. "Um... what we doing back here?" I nervously ask. "I'm finna sit with y'all two and figure out what the fuck y'all wanna do when it come to this baby before I sit with y'all and help you tell momma and daddy cause you gon' have to." he says.
"Hell naw! Hell to the no." I say. Drew doesn't even know I lied like he's the father. "You can either get your ass out the car so we can go ahead and have this discussion or I can just call pops nem and just let him know he finna be a grandpa. It's that simple." he says as he pulls into a park.
My heart is beating so fast. I get out the car then slowly follow him. It's like the closer we get to the entrance of the hospital, the more afraid I become. I don't know how imma get out of this one.
My stomach starts turning as we walk to the elevator. I follow KeKe on then take a deep breath. I close my eyes tight as we ride up. Damn, I want to just run away and hide but I know I can't do that.
We get off the elevator then walk to Drew's room. KeKe opens the door then allows me to walk in first. I roll my eyes as some girl stands near the bed, blushing at him. "Who is this?" she asks as I glare at her. "A fuckin' nobody that has no business here." he says.
"Ayy lil nigga you gon watch how the fuck you speak on my lil sister." KeKe goes off. "Nigga, fuck your dumb ass sister. I wish I never met the bitch." he says. KeKe swings at his jaw, knocking Drew's head down on his pillow. "Like I said, I'll give yo ass some more injuries. Fuck what you mad about, you not finna diss my sister like that." he says.
"Like I said, fuck the bitch." he says. "And you mean to tell me this who you let fuck?" KeKe yells at me, completely pissed off. My heart drops. "The hell you mean? I never fucked yo damn sister." Drew says. "Naw, you got her pregnant my nigga so what the fuck y'all gon' do? Y'all keeping the damn baby or what? Cause the baby ain't ask to be here so what's good?" KeKe snaps.
"What the hell? I never came close to putting my dick in her! I just ate her damn pussy one time and that's it! Go call Jah rapist ass who she in love with and tell him he got a baby on the way! I ain't the father of no damn girl's baby when I never even hit! Y'all got me fucked up!" Drew snaps back.
The girls glares at him then storms out the room mad. "Y'all made my hoe leave and shit with this fuckery." he mumbles. KeKe glares at me. "Mane, look... somebody better tell me what the hell going on." KeKe demands, taking deep breaths as his face turns red. "Jah raped me and got me pregnant on purpose." I mumble.
"What the fuck, Reign? Why you lie to me like it was this nigga baby then? See, the worse thing you can do is fuck up with me when I'm tryin' to have yo back! You gon' need me while you dealing with this shit and having to tell momma but you lying to me when I ain't doing nothing but having yo fuckin' back? Mane, bring yo ass on here and go to the car!" KeKe yells, then storms out the room.
I start crying in my hands. It's like everything is so fucked up and I'm just scared all together. Drew glares at me. "Keep my name out that shit. Keep it out yo mouth all together." he calmly says. "Osaze, I love your ass bruh, don't turn on me cause of something small and dumb! You know I love you and I need you right now!" I scream, feeling my emotions take control as I cry.
I'm so angry and frustrated and just sad all the way around and I feel alone at this point. He doesn't say anything. "Drew, say something!" I scream. "You got me fucked up. That's all I can say to you mane." he says, looking hurt and mad.
I shake my head then walk out. I'm killing myself. I'd rather die than feel what I'm feeling right now. I'm at the point where I can't even control myself and I've never felt this shit before. I'm just hurt and I know it's my fault but what the fuck can I do about the past? I don't want to tell my parents I'm pregnant and I don't want a rape baby. I don't want to be here no more.
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