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"I'm selfish. I want you all to myself, I swear." - PNB Rock

MONTANA

"I love you so much." I say to Jessica, hugging her. We're standing in my room at the rehab center. I need this shit as much as I don't want to be here and away from my son and daughter. It's for the best.

"I love you too, Montana. Please take this seriously, okay? Please." Jessica says, wiping tears off her cheeks. I nod my head then kiss her forehead. I don't even have to be her man for me to appreciate her. I love Jessica with everything in me. She'll always be my friend no matter what the fuck life throws our way.

I look at my son as he stares at me. "Come here." I demand. He walks closer. I pick him up then look at him as he smiles a little. "Daddy... Why you picking me up like a baby? I'm ten." he says, making me laugh. "I don't care if you thirty, boy. You my son still." I tell him. He shakes his head. "Daddy, you gay." he says.

I raise my eyebrow at him. "I'm what?" I ask. "Sorry... I wasn't saying it like that. I wasn't trying to be disrespectful. People at my school say it all the time... it don't mean you really gay." he explains. I put him down. "Look at me... don't you ever sit up and call somebody gay trying to use it as a derogatory term or some shit cause that ain't what it's here for. It's gay people out there in the world, aight? And that's what the fuck they choose to do and it ain't nobody's place to look down on em. Understand?" I ask.

He nods his head yes. "What I tell you bout nodding yo head?" I ask. "Sorry. Yes sir, I understand." he corrects himself. "Good. Just let folks live how they wanna live. You ain't gotta be like that but don't judge other folks either." I say. "I don't judge gay folks. I don't wanna be gay but still..." he says. "I didn't say you judged em. I'm just telling you before you decide to ever do it." I say.

"Yes sir." he says. I pull him in my arms, hugging him tight. "Imma be here for a little while and won't be able to come get you but I'll call you everyday and when I get back imma get you and Dream." I say. I know Dream ain't biologically mine but that'll never change the love I got for her.

"Okay. Don't forget to call when you can." Tae says. "I'm not. Imma call whenever I got time." I say, letting him go. I look at Jessica. "Thank you." I say. "No problem." I say. "No... seriously, thank you. I did some stuff to you that I wish I could go back and change and I'm sorry for all that. Thank you for fucking with me now when I don't even deserve to hear a word from you." I say.

"It's all good, Montana." she says. I gotta find a way to repay her. I don't know how but that's something I'll be thinking about while I'm here.

JESSICA

I dropped Tae off at school after we left the rehab center. Surprisingly, he wasn't emotional or anything. He was sad for a couple of minutes but that's about all.

I'm really rooting for Reign and Montana to get through all of this stuff and I'm here for the both of them. I've been feeling so emotional and crazy for a while so I called Torren and told him to meet me at Chipotle. We're sitting at the table eating and talking now.

"I feel so bad for Reign, girl." Torren says. "So do I. I'm hoping for the best, mane. I never wanted this for my child." I say. "I understand but life wouldn't be life without some pain and setbacks. She'll be fine. She strong." he says. I nod my head, sighing.

He opens his bag then pulls out a flask, making me laugh. "You and this man purse is hilarious." I say, pointing at the brown leather bag he got from Fossil. He smacks his lips. "I keep all my shit in here. But look... get this flask. I brought us some vodka." he says.

I shake my head no. He raises his eyebrow, giving me a suspicious look.
"Bitch... What the hell you declining alcohol for? I took my damn time getting what you like and putting it in a sparkly flask for you and to ungrateful ass talking about some no? Hell naw... You finna drink that shit today, gotdamnit." he goes off. "Well damn, sir. If she don't want it, I want it child." some old black woman says, being nosey as hell.

Torren and I turn and look at her as she sips out of her straw. "What? I need me a buzz too." she says. "Woman, you got two damn seconds to get out my conversation and find your own business." Torren says. I chuckle then shake my head as the woman walks away.

"The hell she thought this was though? Nosey ass people. This why I stay my ass at home." he says. I shake my head. "Calm down. It ain't that serious." I say. "Forrral... Why you turning down my alcohol?" he asks. "I just don't want any." I answer. I would tell him I'm four months pregnant with twins by Ant's crazy ass but Ant and I are trying our hardest to hide it the best we can until we have the party and announce it to everybody.

"Pregnant ass hoe. You need to go to the doctor and see what's up." he says. "I ain't pregnant. But look... Kareem called out of nowhere and said he was in jail the whole time. Ant has been fucking the shit out of me lately but Kareem the one who went ghost after we fucked so I mean... oh well. And then Ant's petty ass said something for Kareem to hear in the background. He's so childish." I say.

He starts laughing. "Kareem was such a real nigga. You plan on going back to him?" he asks. "No... it'll be a waste of both of our time. I'm not with Ant or anything but I can't sit here and pretend like we haven't been doing our lil thing lately. Plus, I know Kareem won't want me no way when these babies drop." I say.

His mouth drops. "What?" I ask as he smiles wide with tears in his eyes. What the fuck is he looking at me like that for? I'm so confused right now. He's staring at me getting emotional as hell and I'm lost.

"Did you just say what I think you said? Bitch did you just admit you pregnant?" he asks. "No... I didn't say shit about no pregnancy. I ain't pregnant." I say. "You a lie. Too late. Your big mouthed ass already let it slip. You just said he won't want you when some babies drop. Lying ass." he says, laughing.

I blankly stare at him. I don't know why I'm always saying the wrong thing or letting shit slip out. He's my bestfriend so it doesn't too much matter though. "Fine. I'm four months with twins and you better not tell nobody because Ant and I are having a party where we'll announce it." I say.

He starts dancing in his seat. "Y'all just really don't believe in safe sex but I'm so excited." he says. "At first I didn't want anymore but now I'm so excited because of Ant. All he does is go on and on about how happy he is to have his last two children so now I'm happy." I say. "Girl, you better give that man his babies then, shit. Y'all a whole damn football team." he says, laughing.

"Yeah... they'll keep us busy for sure. My babies older now and time just constantly flying by." I say. "Yeah it is. So, what you and Ant finna do? Y'all getting back together?" He asks. "No... I don't plan on it. I just love his dick... Torren, I don't know what it is but Ant has been fucking me so good lately. I damn near be in tears and it's like I can't get enough of it just like it used to be back in the day. I don't know what it is." I explain.

He chuckles. "I know what it is, girl. That dick ain't got no better. That's still the same donkey you been getting." he says, making me laugh. "What is it then, Torren?" I ask. "You falling in love with him again. I can tell. He got you on cloud nine, bitch. I wasn't gonna say anything but you glowing and all happy and stuff and you've been like that lately." he says.

I sigh. "Don't give me that look. It's true. Ant is the devil but if you feel like it's different now, I ain't about to judge." he says. I'm taking stuff one step at a time. I'm focused on having a healthy pregnancy while helping my daughter recover. I don't have time to figure out what I feel for Ant.

ANT

Jessica just got back to my house. I glance at her as she walks in my room while I hold Dream's bottle in her mouth. "Wassup lil Montana?" I sarcastically ask. "Nigga, quit playing with me. He needed my help and that was it." she says.

I watch as she takes her shoes off. She puts her hands on her hips then takes a deep breath. "I need to go make sure Reign takes her medicine real quick then I'm gonna take a nap then get up and cook dinner before the kids get back from school." she says, watching me burp Dream.

I look down at her feet, noticing how swollen they are. I get up then walk out the room. I go to KeKe's room. "Watch her for me." I say, handing her to him. "Damn. I must be the designated babysitter." he says, pointing at Amari as he sleeps in the middle of his bed. "Guess so." I answer, walking out of his room.

I walk out then to the room Reign is in watching TV with Jessie. After this nigga graduated, he just sits around doing nothing. I grab her bottle of pills and a water bottle then give her one of them. "Take it." I demand. She takes it out my hand. I watch as she pops the pill then swallows it.

"Pops, I'm hungry." Jessie says. "Do I give a fuck? Hell naw. Get yo stanky ponytail having ass up and get a job." I say, making Reign laugh. He looks down at my feet. "Who the hell told you to let the dogs out today? Yo toes screaming at a nigga. Funky feet ass." he says. I narrow my eyes at him then walk out the room.

I walk back in my room then watch as Jessica stands in the same spot looking tired as hell. "I already gave her her medicine and Imma get my dad to pick up some food and bring it before the kids get home since his dumb ass left New Orleans and came here. Lay down and rest for me." I say.

She sighs. "I'm so tired." she says. I wrap my arms around her then lay her on the bed. I grab her left foot then start massaging it. "Relax. You been worried about everybody but yourself. You pregnant and you need to relax." I say.

She looks at me as I massage her feet. "That feels good." she mumbles. "That's what I'm here for. You feeling okay? You craving anything? Let me know if you want or need anything and I'll get it with no questions asked." I say. I want this to be the best pregnancy she ever had and I'm working on being a much better man and father so this whole thing is real serious to me.

She sits up against the headboard then smiles a little. "I want a puppy and I want it tonight. I also want a new house in Canada to vacation in. Oh... and I want some apple pies from Popeyes." she says.

I chuckle as she gives me a dead serious look. "A puppy? What kind?" I ask. "It's actually a kinda big dog but it's protective. I want a Tabetan Mastiff." she answers. I pull my phone out then search the dog. "Damn, that's a big ass dog. It look like a damn lion." I say, showing her.

She chuckles. "It's bigger than Amari." I say, laughing. "You said you'll get me whatever I want. I want that." I say. It says they're about seven thousand something dollars for it. If it'll make her happy, I'll buy it as soon as I get in contact with somebody I can get one from.

"Yeah. I just gotta find a way to get one but I ain't got no problem with copping one of em for you. You know I'll do whatever. And I guess I gotta start looking for mansions in Canada for yo ass too." I say. She smiles at me while I look at the dog information.

"I'm just kidding, Ant. I only wanted to see if you'd really be willing to do it." she admits. "You sure? It's whatever you want." I say. "I'm serious." she says, laughing. "I want one of these dogs now that I'm looking." I tell her. "I don't mind getting one but do you think it'll be too much with all these babies?" she asks.

I shrug my shoulders. I really don't mind it. I lay back then look at her. "Why you giving me that look?" she asks. I grab her hand then kiss it. "You know why." I answer. She starts laughing. "You always lay back and give me that look every single time you're horny." she says.

I smile a little, putting my hands behind my head. She gets up then closes and locks the door. I watch her take her clothes off. I smile as I stare at her baby bump. "You so damn beautiful." I admit, looking. I don't know what it is but she so sexy to me when she carrying my babies.

She walks over to the bed then climbs on top of me. She starts kissing me on my lips while grinding on top of me. I gotta fuck her as much as I can before she get even bigger cause then I know for a fact fucking will be the last thing on her mind.

She starts kissing me on my neck. I grip her ass then kiss her lips. She stands a little then slowly slides down with my dick in her, biting her lip a little. Some shit won't ever change.

My phone starts ringing, interrupting us. She continues to ride me. I'm trying to catch my breath and shit. "What's good?" I ask, putting it on speaker. Jessica riding the shit out a nigga right now.

"Hello? This is officer Monroe and I'm the school officer. I'm calling regarding Presley." He says. The officers don't ever call for no school shit. We enrolled him in the twins' school a few days ago and he hate that shit.

"What happened?" I ask. "He got into an altercation and your number was on the files so I called. He got in an altercation with a female substitute teacher and pushed her down a flight of stairs." he says, shocking me.

"Presley? You sure it wasn't Noble or Majesty?" I ask. "Positive. They've actually been out of trouble lately. Come to the school. She's pressing charges on him." he says. I sigh then hang up.

"What's wrong?" Jessica asks. I ignore her then pull out. "Ant, what the fuck?" she asks. I get up then kiss her. "It's all good. Just take your nap." I say, putting my clothes back on. "What? Ant... You cannot be serious." she says. "Jessica, everything good. I'll be back." I say.

I watch as her eyes tear up. "You back to your old shit... just leaving me like I'm not shit. Let me guess... A woman you fuck off with called you?" she asks, crying and shit. This pregnancy got her on another level of emotional.

"What? No, Jessica. I ain't fucking with nobody but you." I say, laughing a little. Her facial expressions so damn ugly with this weird ass crying she sitting here doing.

"I don't believe that but whatever. I knew you wasn't shit!" she yells. I lean down then kiss her lips over and over. "Presley in a lil trouble at the school. That's it." I tell her. She starts kissing on me like she didn't just snap on me. This gone be a long pregnancy with all these emotions she got. "I love you." she mumbles, sniffling. I kiss her lips then get up. "I love you too." I say.

NOBLE

"Is that weird ass nigga Presley your cousin?" some random girls asks me while I tie my shoe in the hallway. "Naw that ain't my cousin and don't ever in yo fucking life refer to my lil brother as no weird ass nigga again." I say.

She looks at me crazy. "Who you talking crazy to?" she asks. "I'm talking crazy to you. What the fuck you think you doing walking up on me talking bout my brother? Fuck out my face." I demand, walking off.

"No... look... my bad. He got arrested and he in the office cause he pushed our substitute down the stairs." she says. "Huh?" I ask. "She laughed at his name or something and he told her to shut the fuck up talking to him. She asked to talk to him in the hallway to talk and she got mad and called him out his name and grabbed his shoulder so he pushed her but she ended up going down the stairs. That shit was so funny." she explains.

I shake my head then walk off. I walk down the stairs then out the double doors. I walk all the way to the West building then walk to the office the school officer and principal that handles fights and shit are in.

I open the door. My dad and my uncle Vonte are standing in here talking to them whole Presley sits in handcuffs. He looks emotionless as hell. The nigga always depressed anyway but he on a different level today.

I sit next to him as he stares at the floor. "They wanna take me to jail." he dryly mumbles. "If they do, let em take you. You'll be bailed out today for sure so don't even stress it. I've been arrested plenty of times." I say.

"I don't deserve to go. She called me a bitch then she grabbed me all aggressively so I pushed her. It's not my fault the stupid pussyhole lost her balance and slipped her no eyebrows having ass down the fucking stairs." he goes off, making me laugh. He changing into a whole other person now.

"Pussyhole? Why you love calling folks that?" I ask. He shrugs his shoulders. "I'm just fed up because people keep picking on me. Mom and Ant made me come to this fucking school. I've been homeschooled forever because I'm socially awkward as fuck. This is horrible. I want to stay at the house and be sad. Why is that too much to ask for?" he goes off.

I chuckle. "You the most depressed nigga I ever met." I tell him. "Well, nice to fucking meet you. It's a pleasure." he sarcastically says, making me laugh.

My dad and uncle walk out with the officer. "What you doing here?" My dad asks. "I heard about it and came in here to see what was going on with him." I answer, nodding my head at my uncle. "Son, they letting you go." my uncle says. I chuckle. Him saying son and shit sounds so weird to me.

Presley stands as the officer takes the handcuffs off his wrists. Having money takes you a long way sometimes. I'm almost positive my dad and uncle are about to pay these folks for letting Presley go without turning it into a crazy legal situation.

All of us walk out of the office. Some girls in the hallway are staring at my dad and Uncle Vonte like they the sexiest mothafuckas living. "I'm a grown ass man. Stop staring at me and shit, jail bait ass kids." my uncle says, catching the off guard.

I burst into laughter with Presley. One of my teachers stops dead in her tracks. This woman can't stand me so I don't know what she stopping me for. "Hey Noble. Are these your brothers?" she asks, smiling wide in their faces. "This my taken by my momma father and this my uncle who ain't interested in you and your mustache." I answer.

She looks at me crazy. "Chill out. I'm his father. Wassup?" my dad asks. "How are you sir? Noble is an excellent student. Maybe, we should discuss his change in behavioral ways over dinner." she suggests. My dad blankly stares at her. "That's real unprofessional of you and then I'm with his momma. Fuck outta here." he demands, walking away.

I chuckle as I follow him. I'm about to get him to check me out of school and as soon as I leave here Imma go home to talk to my momma for a little while then Imma call Jaylah and see wassup with her. It's like I can't get enough of her. I be thinking about her all day long and I've never been so attached to somebody this fast before.

My dad checked me out then went and got some food to bring home. We just got back to the house now. I jog up the stairs then walk to my dad's room where my momma more than likely is. I open the door then walk in. My eyes widen as I rush back out of there. I feel so weird. I just walked in on my momma lying on her back in his bed using a vibrator on herself and rubbing her nipples. I feel sick as hell.

My dad walks by me then stops. "Why your face pale?" he asks. I shake my head then point at the door. He cracks it then closes it. He starts laughing. "Didn't I tell yo ass the first time you walked in on us to knock whenever you see this door closed? Sorry you got to see what I be having my mouth on every other night." he says, then walks in the room laughing. That shit sick as hell.

I walk out then down the stairs where Jessie, my granddad and my uncle Adam are sitting on the couch. "Why you looking so sick?" my granddaddy asks. "Granddad, I walked in on my momma naked playing with herself." I answer. He grins. "I bet that was real sexy." he says to himself.

All of us look at him crazy. "My bad. Act like I never said that." He says. "Imma tell my dad on yo old, pervert ass." Jessie says. "I'm Big Ant. Fuck I look like scared of your damn daddy?" he asks, laughing. I look at him in disbelief. I can't believe he just sat here in my face and said that about my momma.

"Noble, everybody knows you an incest ass nigga that got romantic feelings for his own momma. Jessica a sexy woman so did your dick get hard?" Adam asks. I stand up then stick his ass in his jaw, knocking him off the couch.

He stands up then starts swinging on me. I can't even lie. This nigga punched me in my jaw one good time.
My granddad pulls us apart. "Sit y'all fuckin' asses down somewhere with that bullshit." He demands.

I shake my head then walk out. I grab the keys to my dad's red Lamborghini SUV off the counter then walk out the house.

I just got to Jaylah's house. I watch as she walks outside. She gets in then smiles at me. "Every time I see you, you in a different car." she says. I smile. "So, you just gonna get in and not kiss me?" I ask. "Oh. My bad." she says, giggling. I lean in then kiss her lips.

"What's wrong? You seem a lil upset." she points out as I drive. "I'm cool." I lie. "No you not." she says. "I just walked in on my momma masturbating then my damn uncle who is a year younger than he tried to get on my ass about some personal stuff so I stuck his ass. I just got in a crazy ass fight not that long ago." I explain.

"Damn. What he said that made you hit him?" she asks. "I'm close to my momma so folks in my family always cracking jokes trying to make me sound like a weird ass nigga with romantic feelings for his momma when I'm far from that. I'm just tired of it." I explain. I've never told anybody that shit before until now.

"What do you do that makes folks think you look at your momma that way?" she asks. "I'm attached to her... very. I love her so much. I just don't feel right when I ain't at least texting her but I'm not no nasty ass nigga." I answer. "Well, it's nothing wrong with being close to her. Fuck what folks saying." she says.

I nod my head. "Where we going?" she asks. "Anywhere you want." I answer. "I wanna go to the mall." she answers. I nod my head, agreeing to it.

We're in the mall walking around Macy's. She constantly looking at price tags. "Fifty dollars for a shirt? Hell no." she mumbles. I grab it then walk to other racks. I remember all the shit she liked. I'm just grabbing it in her size now. "What you doing?" she asks. "I'm getting the shit you want for you. Money ain't an issue so if you ever want something, tell me." I say.

"It's too early for me to let you spend a lot of money on me." She says. I took one of my dad's credit cards so I really don't care about how much I'm spending. My parents money so long to where they rarely even notice any money missing. They make that shit back in a day.

"Yeah but still." Jaylah says. I ignore her then walk to the jewelry section of the store. Whenever this shit gets more serious, Imma cop her a ring as a promise to her. I can see that coming and when it does, the ring will be beautiful as hell.

She wraps her arms around me, making me smile. My smile drops as my ex girlfriend Quita walks by. She stops dead in her tracks then stares at us. "What?" I dryly ask.

"So, this your bitch now?" she asks, pointing at Jaylah. "I ain't nobody's bitch, first of all." Jaylah says, glaring at Quita. "Bitch, fuck you." Quita says. "You didn't know how to keep it real with me so we been over. You got a baby now and all type of shit. Quit worrying about me and my girl and move on. I'm rocking with her and we never ending so let it go." I calmly say, looking in her eyes.

She glares at me. "You ain't shit." she says. "I guess not. Come on, Jay." I demand, grabbing her hand and walking away. I ain't worried about none of my exes. Jaylah came and snatched a nigga up real fast.

"Are you still messing with her?" she asks. "No. We broke up a long time ago. That's the ex I said was real insecure about her weight." I answer. She sighs. "Please don't cheat with no ex or nobody. We not official yet but I really really can see us going long term so don't do me dirty." she says. I nod my head then kiss her lips. She don't understand how she has nothing to worry about. I'm selfish with mine so if I ain't trying to see her talk to no other nigga, I damn sure ain't about to do it to her. She stealing my heart and she doing that shit quick too.

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