FORTY TWO- Smile

Jah in the media.

Quit asking lol. It is not about to be a Montana spin off, like ever.
It's gone be a lot of twists but that ain't 1.

& how come every time she get mad, she wrong? Yall gotta understand that's years of that shit he put her through built up because everybody has a breaking point lol. And ya never know who's really been through that stuff from her past. Pain changes people, especially rape, being molested, and hurt your whole life. Some of yall really need to try to understand that.
And idk why some of yall really believe everybody such as your favorite characters  gone stay alive the whole time. You were wrong :)

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"Cause a nigga thuggin' don't mean he don't wanna see you smile, baby." - 50 Cent

ANT

"So..." I say, watching Jessica smoke a blunt, sitting Indian style on the floor in our room. The tension in the house is so thick. It's been like that since she stabbed me three hours ago.

"So, you just gone stab a nigga cause you mad?" I ask. "So what, you didn't cheat so I apologize. But you gotta look at it from my point of view. You hurt me so much to where I couldn't take it so I stabbed you. Was I trying to kill you? Honestly, I was hoping you'd bleed out at first. But I apologize since I had everything wrong." she says.

I shake my head. "Damn, I don't wanna let you go." I say, shaking my head. We both know we might fuck around and be the death of each other but I don't care. I'll feel dead without her so I'd rather be with her and fight all the time then have some wild sex afterwards. It may sound crazy but that's what works for me. I ain't trying to move on. Cause if I ever moved on I wouldn't even love her and I'd get a fuck buddy.

"We gone kill each other one day." she mumbles, handing me the blunt. I put it to my lips then inhale the smoke. I blow it out then look at her. "Don't say that. We ain't understood by mothafuckas on the outside but long as we know what it is, we good." I say.

"We're some fucked up people, Ant." she says, laughing as a couple of tears roll down her face. I laugh a little, shaking my head. I can tell she laughing to keep from crying.

"We should have an open relationship. Then maybe neither of our feelings will be hurt." she mumbles, looking down at her hands. "What you mean?" I ask. "You obviously enjoy other women and maybe if I accept it I won't be so stressed. And not to hurt your feelings but you know I really really really love Montana and sex with him so yeah." she says.

I grab her hands then kiss her lips. "No. I ain't with that. I'm trying to leave these other hoes alone for you. But... well, you know what. Imma let you get even for all the shit I did. Do you tonight and tonight only." I say.

"So... you're giving me permission to cheat?" she asks. "Tonight, I'll accept it." I say. She deserve to get me back for the things I did. "We just had sex a few hours ago. I'm not about to do that." she says. I kiss her lips. "Well, the option is still on the table." I say.

She touches my chest. "Are you mad at me?" she asks. "No. Shit, at least I know you love me." I say, laughing. She smiles. "Whatever." she says. "Come here." I say.

She stands. I hug her then lead her out the room. "Jessie!" I yell. He walks out the back with an attitude. "What?" he dryly asks, not looking at Jessica. "Sit down." I demand. He sits on the couch across from us. "Well, there's no point in holding a grudge against yo momma for what she did. I hurt her really bad in the past. I don't even know how many times I cheated on her and she found out. Shit, so she snapped and stabbed my ass today cause she was tired and mad. She reached a breaking point. I didn't cheat this time but I still deserved that. So, don't be mad at her. I wasn't gone put yo business out there about Victoria." I say.

"I love you, ma." he says, sighing. "I love you too. Now, explain this whole baby situation. You got somebody pregnant, Jessie?" Jessica asks. He sighs. "Supposedly. But that's dead now. Daddy paid for the abortion and she proved she went though with it. I never really cared for abortion but that's not who I want a kid with and I ain't who she wanted a kid by either. My condom broke while I was in her so that whole thing wasn't planned. It's over now." he says.

She wipes her eyes. "Jessie, I don't even know what to say. Did you pressure her to get an abortion?" she asks. "Yeah. A baby is the last thing I want." he says. "Keep your damn dick in your pants then. The hell is wrong with you? So, every time you slip up you just gone make somebody kill your baby, huh? That's some coward ass shit, Jessie. If you man enough to lay your ass down and be bumping and grinding all up in the damn girl, be man enough to raise your baby. Hell, condoms ain't always safe. Yall knew that pregnancy was a huge risk when yall had sex."  she goes off.

"I'm not a coward, ma. But I don't want a kid." he says. She jumps off the couch. "Well, like I said, keep your dick in your pants and out these fast ass little girls around here! You are seventeen and don't have business fucking no way." she goes off with her finger in his face.

"Ma, you and daddy met when you was sixteen and he was seventeen. You know yall was having sex too." he says. "Correction, he was having sex with other females. I didn't lose my virginity until I was grown. Don't try to flip it on me." she says.

"Fine. Okay, daddy understand though. He got KeKe momma pregnant when he was thirteen which is way younger than me." he says. "That's why I understand accidents do happen." I say. "So, you just wasn't gone tell me, huh?" she asks me. "Out of respect for our son, no I was not." I admit.

She shakes her head. "I'm not trying to be unrealistic, Jessie, because I know sex is a part of life. I just need you to be more responsible, baby. That's all momma asking for." Jessica says. "I know, ma. It won't happen again." he says. "Give me a  hug, baby." she says. He hugs her. His eyes widen as she gives him a super wedgie. "Please, let go!" he begs as she pulls harder. "Get another hoe pregnant and see what happens." she threatens, then lets go.

I fall out laughing as Jessie tries to fix his underwear. "Now, I love you." she says, smiling. "I love you too." he awkwardly says, staring at her funny.

"I gotta take Tae to Montana's house. I'll be back."  she says. I raise my eyebrow at her. "What?" she asks. "Nothing. Fix your hair and change. You got blood on your clothes." I say. She stares at me for a second. "Do me a favor and get Tae ready." she says, then walks to the back of the house to take a shower, I guess.

I get up then walk to Tae's room. "What you doing?" I ask as he sits on the floor with LaLa with his Xbox taken apart. "We took it apart to see what's inside of it." he answers. "Yeah, daddy. And Tae said Montana showed him how to take apart and put together stuff so he showing me how to put the Xbox together." she excitedly says. "Oh, that's cool, LaLa. Tae, be ready in bout an hour. Your momma taking you to yo daddy house." I say. "Can LaLa go with me?" he asks. "Yeah. Please, daddy." she begs. "Call and ask your daddy, Tae. I don't care." I answer. He nods his head.

MONTANA

I'm sitting at my kitchen table with my grandma talking about random things. "When is that broad supposed to bring my great grandbaby, Montana?" she asks with an attitude. "Grandma, why you gotta call her a broad? I know the definition of a broad but you only using it to be somewhat rude. Stop doing that. She didn't do shit to you." I say, defending Jessica. I'll defend her against whoever, I really don't care.

She looks around then rolls her eyes. "I didn't care for her when I met her ass." she says. I sigh. "Why not, grandma? That was before Tae was even born when you met her." I say, getting annoyed. "Because she was in love with that no good husband of hers and was using you to make her feel good. Now look at you, lonely while she is happily married." she says.

"That's not even the case. Jessica was in love with me. She loved me more than I thought she even did. But I thought I was doing the right thing by breaking up with her and telling her to be with Ant. I did it for the simple fact I thought she loved him more and I thought it was the best choice for the kids' sake. They have too many children involved so I didn't want to come between that because I love the kids like my own and I only wanted them happy. I didn't want them growing up confused or anything or even holding a grudge or something. I just wanted to keep them together as a family as much as it hurt me to do it. Plus, I had just got her pregnant on purpose so she'd always be in my life and she could always have a piece of me if something were to happen which is Tae. I knew what I was doing, grandma. So, she didn't play me, aight? And I'm not lonely at all. Back then I told her that if we were meant to be it would happen then or ten years from then. It's been almost a full nine years, grandma. And Ant is fucking himself up by the day with her. I ain't worried." I explain.

She shakes her head. "Tan Tan, are you stupid? Why are you being her side man?" she asks. "That's not what I'm doing. I'm just here when she needs me. I support her decisions so if she still fighting for that piece of shit of a marriage, I got her back." I say.

She shakes her head. "Is her pussy that damn golden, Montana?" my grandma asks. I look down, smiling. "Honestly, grandma... let's just say it deserves a few honors and medals and everything else. She got that good grandma. Grandma, she got a nice grip down there." I answer, dying laughing as she stares at me in disgust. "I didn't ask for all that." she says. I straighten my face. "Just like I didn't ask for the disrespect you giving me right now." I tell her straight up.

she rolls her eyes. "So, you just gone spend the rest of your life waiting on her?" she asks. "Quit questioning me. I'm grown, grandma. I don't do anything I don't wanna do. If I wanted to be with somebody, I'd do that. Trust me. I have no problems in the ladies department. I have sex with two different women who get nothing but a few strokes until I'm finish. So, it's not like I'm walking around horny as hell with no relief, I have my son so I'm far from lonely, and I talk to Jessica and see her when I want. So, what make you think I'm lonely cause I'm single by choice?" I ask.

"You said you see her when you want. Exactly what does that mean? Have you had sex with that woman since she has been married? Don't lie to me boy." she says, taking her glasses off.

I look around a little. "Well, that's a given. Over the past six years since the nigga started cheating, she became more attached to me. She clearly ain't gone admit that but she never even got over me. Every time she see me her whole mood changes for the better. Her eyes light up and everything grandma, no bullshit. And when she gotta leave, I can tell she want to stay with me forever. With me is obviously where she wanna be. But yeah I used to just kiss on her but she wouldn't let me go far cause she married. But eventually when the truth about his ass came out we fucked around some." I answer.

"You are constantly having sex with another man's wife. You disrespecting that young man like none other, Montana. You playing a dangerous game, you better watch out, baby. He will get tired of it eventually, Montana. Don't underestimate nobody. Cut it out while ya can boy." she warns.

I shrug my shoulders. I haven't done anything with Jessica in a while out of respect. But Ant will never be a threat to me. I ain't worried.

"Just be careful." she says. The doorbell rings. I pull my gun that's strapped to the bottom of the dinner table then stand up. "I'll be back." I say.

I go look out the peep hole. "What the fuck?" I say to myself. Nobody's at the door. It rings again. I snatch it open with my gun pointed. "Boo!" Tae yells, jumping from beside my house.

I shake my head as him and LaLa laugh. I snatch him in the house. LaLa and Jessica walk in behind him. I close and lock the door then fold my arms across my chest. "What's wrong, daddy?" Tae awkwardly asks as I put the safety back on my gun. "Do you see what's in my hand, Tae?" I ask. "A gun. Why?" he asks. "Why would you play at the door like that?" I ask. "It was a prank. Sorry, Montana." LaLa says.

"Listen, Tae and LaLa, do not play like that, alright? Sometimes when people ring your doorbell and move out the way, they trying to hurt you. I almost shot yall thinking yall were bad people, alright? So don't do it anymore." I say. "Yes sir." both of them say. "Now, give me my hugs." I say, smiling at them. Both of them smile then jump in my arms.

LaLa is like a daughter to me too. She always over here with me. Since she a year younger than Tae, they really close and every time he spends time with me, she likes to come to. I don't mind though. I love this little girl to death.

I smile at Jessica. She looking kind of sad about something. She notices me smiling at her then smiles wide, totally cheering up. "So, I don't get a hug today?" I ask, laughing. "Hey, Montana." she says as I pull her in my arms. I kiss her cheek then pull away. "You look nice." I compliment her. She got her hair, make up, and outfit looking as sexy as ever. I'm starting to think she dressed up for me. "You think so?" she shyly asks. I smile a little, watching her move her hair behind her ear. "Definitely." I answer. "Thanks." she says as I look in her eyes.

My grandma clears her throat. "Hey granny! Look, daddy let me bring my little sister LaLa over too!" Tae exclaims, hugging my grandma. "Hey LaLa." my grandma greets her, waving as LaLa hugs her.

"Hello, Ms. Pat." Jessica politely says. "Don't hello me, you young slut of a bitch." my grandma coldly says.

Jessica stares at her, wide eyed. "Grandma!" I snap at her. "What? I'm just telling u like the hell it is. I don't like the hoe and I never will. Fuck her." she says, then shoves Jessica to the floor.

Jessica jumps off the floor then starts swinging on my grandma. I put my face in my hands as they fight. I pick Jessica up. "Cut it out! Stop this bullshit right fuckin' now!" I yell as my grandma tries to snatch Jessica by her hair.

"Let me go! I never did shit but tried to be nice to this old bitter ass bitch, Montana! For nine fucking years I've been kissing her ass just to be accepted by her! I ain't perfect, I think we all know that but I never once gave this woman a reason to hate me but she does and I'm tired of all the insults I receive every time I bring Tae around her!" Jessica screams, kicking, trying to get out my arms.

"You gone let this hoe hit me, Montana?" my grandma screams. "Grandma, go home, right now! I put my son before all and if you hurt his momma, you hurting him too! You just pulled this shit on her in front of Tae, grandma! Now he crying and I gotta think of what to tell my child because you hurt his fuckin feelings! Just go home before I get real disrespectful and hurt you, something I do not wanna do! Now, leave til you get sense!" I yell at her.

She doesn't say anything as she storms out my house. I put Jessica down. "Why can't anybody treat me with respect? I'm so sorry for putting my hands on her, Montana. I should've handled that differently. I just got so mad when she shoved me and called me out my name because I have a lot of built up anger and it's been going on for years. I'm so sorry." Jessica apologizes. "I don't even wanna hear that bullshit." I tell her straight up, walking to Tae's room.

"Come here lil man." I say as he cries with LaLa hugging him. He looks up then walks over to me. "Look at me. Eye contact." I demand. I wipe his eyes as he looks at me. "Sometimes family don't get along, Tae. Granny and your mom don't get along but they will, alright. Granny was being mean to your momma and your momma got mad so they got into a fight. But guess what? Daddy gone fix it, okay? So don't be mad at neither one of them, okay?" I ask. "I'm not. Will I see granny again since she hit my mommy?" he asks. "Of course. Now, give me a hug." I demand. He smiles then hugs me around my neck.

I get up then walk to my room. Jessica's in my bathroom fixing her hair as she cries. I pick her up then sit her on the sink. "I didn't mean to make you start crying. I was just focused on Tae crying, trying to fix that." I say.

She doesn't say anything as I stare at her. I wrap my arms around her waist. "Say something." I say. She pushes me away then gets off the sink. "Um, I gotta go." she says. "Where you going? You don't wanna spend a lil time with me?" I ask.

"Let's listen to music or something." she says. I take my shoes off then sit in my bed. She lays back, staring at the ceiling as we listen to music in the dark. Smile by G Unit starts playing. I chuckle a little. "Her pussy good enough to miss award shows And I ain't gotta say nothin, she just knows By the way I look at her to take off all her clothes." I rap along.

She starts laughing. "I love this song. It brings back memories." she says, smiling. I smile. "Gone head smile for me, Jessica." I say.  She starts laughing then smiles at me. "I'm glad I could cheer you up a lil bit." I say, messing with her hand. I just noticed she don't wear her wedding ring anymore.

"Where your ring at?" I ask. She shrugs her shoulders. "I don't know. I got so angry and threw it. I really don't know where it is or if Ant even still has it." she answers. "You should work on yo temper, baby girl. You be snapping and I don't like that shit. I like when you genuinely happy, not when you cussing and acting like a psycho." I tell her straight up.

"I do not." she says. "Yes you do. What I need is for you to work on it. You become disrespectful when you mad. You gone try to change for me?" I ask. "Naw. imma try to change for me and my kids." she corrects me, smiling. I kiss her cheek. "That's what I need to hear." I say.

Her phone starts ringing. I tune her out as she talks. "Alright, bye old man." she says, sitting up. "Wassup?" I ask. "I gotta go. Nathan is coming to stay at the safe house with us and I need to see him." she says. "Oh. Tell him I said wassup." I say, sitting up.

She sighs. "I don't even feel like driving back." she says. "Stay then, Jessica. Go later." I say. She looks down. "I'll stay another hour." she says. "Good. So I can tear that ass up." I say. "Excuse me?" she says, looking at me like I lost my mind. "As in 2k." I say, laughing as I hand her a controller.

She laughs. "You made that sound bad." she says. "Naw, your mind in the gutter." I say. She chuckles as she goes through the teams on the game. Her phone starts ringing. "Hey baby." she says into the phone, making me stare at the phone in disgust as she talks to Ant.

"Okay. Whatever." she says, then hangs up. "What?" I ask. "He said he's going out with Nathan, Vonte, KeKe, and Tez to the strip club but I don't trust him after last time." she says. "No nigga wants to be accused so if you trying to make it work, don't go making accusations." I tell her. Like I said, if she wanna make it work, I'll support her. I just don't got a good feeling about that young nigga going to the strip club. It don't sound too right but fuck it.

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