The book is about to take a huge turn. Maybe for the better, maybe for the worse. Who knows? Lol :)

"When the last teardrop falls, I'll still be holding on to all of our memories and all of what used to be." - Blaque

VONTE

"Your love's like a big hug on a bad day, just what I need in my life." Nathan old ass sings along to the Tink song playing on the radio. We brought Reign with us and she listening to nothing but Tink as Ant drives.

No, we really aren't going to a strip club like Ant told Jessica. I refuse to take his ass to a strip club at this time. Usually when my brother say he trying to be loyal to Jessica, I know his ass halfway telling the truth. But this time he really trying. Jessica stabbed some sense into the nigga cause he called me thirty minutes after she stabbed him talking about how he wanted to go out and talk to a few jewelers to get her a new custom ring and renew their vows and everything else.

"You can be the voice I carry. You can be the man I marry." Reign raps along to the song as Nathan hums along. "Who you singing about niece? That lil nigga Jah?" I ask. "Better not be, damnit." Nathan says. "I agree with pops. Cause let me find out something still up." Ant says. "Yall niggas unrealistic. She what, fifteen? Lil niggas come with that age." Tez says. "No they don't if they wanna stay alive." Ant says.

"So, if I like somebody else, it's okay?" Reign asks. "Hell naw. You too young for love." Nathan answers her. "Daddy? What about when I turn sixteen next year?" she asks. "No. You can start dating when I'm dead and gone because I am not trying to witness another nigga having yo heart, Reign." Ant says straight up. "Awwww, him don't want daddy baby to grow up. Him gone be sad." I jokingly say in a fake baby voice.

"Vonte, shut your high ass up." Nathan says, laughing. "Actually, I have been sober for two whole weeks." I say. "Hell naw. You lying." Tez says. "Uh uh." Reign says, smiling. "Uncle Vonte, quit joking." she adds. "Naw, I'm dead ass serious. I gotta be able to pass a drug test to adopt if and when I decide to adopt. And plus my fertility doctor told me I need to lay off the drugs cause that affects my sperm and me being able to get somebody pregnant when I find somebody if I take that route." I say. "Damn, you serious about having a kid, huh?" Ant asks. "Hell yeah. And when I get me one, we gone smoke together." I say, just imagining having a son with some dreads that's into Bob Marley and wanna kick it and smoke with me when he becomes of age.

"See, you already messing up." Nathan says. "No I'm not." I say, chuckling. "My kids gone end up smoking one day regardless and I'd rather them smoke with me where it's safe instead of with these punk mothafuckin kids in the world who be smoking shit that's damn near poison." I say. "You sound dumb and smart at the same time." Tez says.

I shrug my shoulders, pulling my electric cigarette out my pocket. It don't have no weed or tobacco or anything like that in it but it helps me. I think it's more of a mind thing with me. Just seeing the smoke come out of this shit calms me down a little. I've been smoking weed since I was about nine years old so it's hard to break the habit. But I know that if I really want my child one day, I gotta cut it out and do this shit and take it seriously.

"Young nigga got a electric cigarette." Ant says, dying laughing. I throw my middle finger up,  inhaling. I exhale then look at him. "Be quiet. I'm taking it serious." I say. "Aight. I support you bro. Just please don't get a dumb ass bitch pregnant. Cause both of my baby mommas were dumb bitches. I was so glad when KeKe turned eighteen and I didn't have to deal with Kena dumb ass no more. She used to pop up at the house and shit acting crazy over KeKe choosing to be with me. And then before Jessie momma died I was fucking with her but she was crazy. I respect her though cause she died so Jessie could live and I wouldn't have him without her. But damn, please go raw on somebody you love. These hoes is hell out here." he rants, shaking his head. Little do he know, the only person I'm trying to bust a nut in is his wife as fucked up as it sounds.

"So, what if I wanna go raw in Jessica? Just to have a baby, nothing else." I say. "You forgetting this nosey ass big mouthed child in here? Be quiet." Nathan demands as Reign stares at me in shock.

"Did you and my momma have sex that time I caught yall on the couch when I was little?" Reign asks, causing the truck to fall silent. Ant glances at me through the mirror waiting on my answer too. I shake my head. I cannot believe the minute I decide to be sober mothafuckas ask me shit that makes me wanna smoke a blunt.

"Huh?" I ask. "Did you and my mom do it that time when I was a little girl? She was on your lap and you were sucking her nıpples and she was moving back and forth. And I didn't say nothing but I saw you eat her out too. I just didn't know what it was." she says.

Tez and Nathan start fake choking. "Get yo daughter, Ant. Why you let her ass get in grown folks business and not say shit? You be scared to hurt her feelings. Mane, fuck her feelings, beat her ass cause she fast as fuck." I go off. Ant really allows anything out of this girl. I can literally count on one finger  how many times in her whole life I've seen him discipline her. And the few times he has disciplined the girl, he got soft and apologized like he ain't the parent. Fuck all that, Reign needs her ass punished by him as a father.

"Nigga, shut the fuck up with trying to tell me how to raise my damn daughter. Maybe, I agree with her. Yall mothafuckas got bold an did that bullshit around my child so if she got questions, be bold enough to answer them mothafuckas." he says.

"Nigga, that's not the point. She just turned fifteen. She be disrespecting the shit out of you and Jessica but at least Jessica slap her ass upside the head when she get wrong. You on the other hand just be sitting there getting ran over by your child like a lil bitch." I say.

He pulls over on the side of the road then unbuckles his seatbelt. "What you doing, young nigga? What, you grew some balls within the last thirty seconds? What you trying to do?" I ask, taking my seatbelt off. "Ay, yall are not finna fight like children. Cut it out!" Nathan yells as Ant and I glare at each other.

"You better quit talking shit disrespecting me and my daughter. Answer the question, young nigga, you fucked my wife?" he asks. "Yep. In your house while you were out cheating three years ago  I fucked the shit outta her fine ass. And Amari might be mine. Boom, nigga. There it is." I say, not giving a single fuck.

Reign gasps. "Fuck you, uncle Vonte!" she screams. "Fuck you too, lil girl. Always running your mouth thinking you grown. I ain't your daddy, I'll whoop your fast ass." I say, taking my seat belt off. Ant climbs over the seat then starts throwing punches at me.

"Fuck no." I say, punching his ass back. "You trifling mothafucka! How could you do some shit like that! Go to hell, Vonte, I hope a nigga kill yo mothafuckin ass bruh! And only reason I won't do it is cause you my blood! Get yo foul, snake ass out my truck! Get the fuck out, real nigga shit!" Ant yells as tears roll down his face. "You fucked my wife, Vonte!" he yells at the top of his lungs like a child, then punches me in my face. I watch, wide eyed as he sobs uncontrollably. "You really... really fucked my wife." he cries out, punching me some more.

"Get out of here!" Reign screams at me. "Now! Just go!" she adds. I open the door. "And you know what else. She asked me why you couldn't hit it like me." I say, then get out, slamming the truck door.

"Oh shit!" I yell, running up the street as fast as I can as Ant tries to run me over. "Bitch ass nigga, imma kill you and her!" I hear him yell. I scream in pain as the front of his truck crashes into my back, causing me to flip over it.

My vision becomes blurry as I lay in pain and in my blood as some random people rush to me, trying to help. I will kill his ass for this bullshit. This mothafucka really tried to take my life with his truck. He better pray I die.

JESSICA

I left Montana's house a little while ago. I stopped and got me some food from Wendy's, then I took the boys and Amari to Ant's parents' house where they wanted to go to see Adam. So, I'm home alone since Reign went somewhere  with Ant and Tae dragged LaLa along with him to Montana's house.

Now, I'm listening to Beyoncé while I finish cleaning the blood off the floor in the kitchen. "If I ain't got nothing, I got you." I sing along, getting in my feelings like hell. This song brings back so many good memories in my marriage before shit turned sour. I remember when Ant and I were in Paris. We sat in our rental truck and had sex with this song on replay. We were so in love at the beginning of our marriage. You wouldn't ever see him without me.

I hear the front door open. I walk into the living room. "Hey, baby." I say to Reign. I frown up as she breaths heavily, holding a crowbar. "What's wrong with you?" I ask. She swings the crowbar at my head, then spits on me, catching me way off guard.

"Bitch, you fucked uncle Vonte on daddy!" she screams, punching me. Hell no, I'm killing this girl today. I pick her up then slam her into the coffee table, breaking it. "Who the fuck you think you putting yo hands on?" I scream, punching her with everything in me as she tries to swing back. "Fuck you!" she screams while I beat her face in.  "No, fuck you! I gave birth to you and you gone come in here with a crowbar hitting and spitting on me and shit? Fuck you, bitch!" I yell at her, stomping and kicking her. She bites my leg then pushes me down, sitting on top of me punching. I flip her over by her hair, then put my knee in her chest while I continue to punch her in her blood covered face.

Ant storms in the house then snatches me off her. "Get the fuck up off me! This disrespectful bitch hit me with a crowbar then spit in my fucking face talking about I fucked Vonte! Who the fuck she think she is, Ant? Get your daughter!" I yell at him, wiping blood off my lip.

He glares at me with no emotion whatsoever in his eyes. "Chill out, Reign." he demands, reaching in his pocket. "Remember the divorce papers you threatened me with so many times? Here they go with my signature on every single line I was supposed to sign. We can take this shit to court and figure out how we gone divide everything. I'll let you have custody of the kids to avoid drama but fuck it, I'm done. You went real far this time." he says, glaring in my eyes.

I stare at his name on the papers. "What the fuck are you even divorcing me for, Ant?" I yell, following him to the back as he storms to our room. "Ant!" I yell, grabbing his arm. "Fuck off. Fuck you. Fuck you, Jessica! You fucked him, mane!" he yells, snatching shit out the drawers. "Fucked who, Ant? Are you serious?" I scream at him.

He lightly pushes me out his way then walks out holding a duffel bag full of his stuff. "I'll be back to get the rest soon. Reign, come on, we out!" he yells. She follows him out the house. I chase him out the house. "Ant, you not leaving me! Stop playing with me, you are not about to leave me!" I scream, grabbing his arm.

He snatches away. "Go get you a lawyer. Mine will be letting you know when to be in court soon. I'm really done." he says. I watch as he drives off with Reign. I feel like my heart was ripped out. I fall to my knees in the driveway, screaming and crying my heart out. I didn't even have sex with anyone in my whole life but him and Montana and the only time another man has been inside of me is when I was raped. I don't know what the fuck is even going on.

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Bruh I got a few ideas, just don't steal my book and make sure you comment, that's all I ask. I might update again tonight depending on feedback so yeah.