Ant's new gf Tanya in the media.

Lol & to clear something ppl always ask about up, Jessica is not broke. She a millionaire in her own right from stocks, ok? She don't just depend on Ant, he depends on her in a lot of ways. Without her cover up he'd be locked up. Some of yall need to pay attention.

"Go 'head leave, see if I chase you, shit." - 50 Cent

NOBLE

"Why you looking at me like that?" I ask this girl named Miracle. I'm over her house laying in her bed. She just a girl I chill with and stuff. I don't trust a soul so I don't vent to her about shit but I just lay here when I'm stressing which is all the time.

"Why you got an attitude? You mean as hell. Has anybody ever told you that? You just sit around with your mouth poked out all the time. Why you never smiling?" she asks. "Cause I don't have shit to smile about." I answer, looking at a picture of my momma in my phone.

"What? You stay in a mansion, every time you come over you get dropped off in a different foreign car by an actual driver, you always wear expensive clothes I could never afford, and you always have money. I stay in the hood with a momma who struggle with the bills. You got a lot to smile about." She says. "I'd do anything to switch places with you. More money brings more problems. You might not have as much money as me but you still happy. I got everything but happiness so this money don't mean shit." I say.

"You got your momma... you don't have the drama... yo life is amazing." I add, shaking my head. I ain't trying to get in my feelings. Feelings don't do shit but hurt me in the end. "Your mom is dead, isn't she?" she asks. I roll over on my side then look at her. "What make you think my momma dead?" I ask. "You never mention your parents. You never really even talk about your family. You just be saying how you gotta do this and that, shit a parent would do or somethin'. I don't know." she says. "I never really told nobody about it but naw, my momma ain't dead and my daddy ain't neither. I don't trust you so I ain't telling you shit about it, no offense." I tell her straight up.

"I told you so much shit cause I trust you. You know something my own momma don't know. I told you about my uncle raping me multiple times. So why can't you be real with me?" she asks, looking like I hurt her feelings. "The last female I trusted fucked me over and cheated on my ass a year ago." I say. "You like my best friend or my diary, I look at you like a brother. I ain't gone fuck you over." she says. "Long story short, my momma disappeared with another nigga and my lil brother, had another baby, and forgot about me and the rest of my siblings. My dad shut down, he hardly talk, he just sit in his room all day. My granddad Nathan got shot a year ago and he ain't been the same since. He can hardly walk without falling now so he depressed about it. He hardly lived and shit. It's just a lot I can't talk about." I vent.

"I don't know what to say cause I don't know how that feels but I will say I hope it gets better." she says. "That shit ain't ever getting better. I can't believe my own momma would do this shit to me. She left us. She didn't say bye or nothing. She could've at least called me but she didn't. A year went by and the first time I heard from my mom was this morning and it's sad cause I didn't even have shit to say. I was too hurt to talk to her." I add, unlocking my phone. "Are you crying?" I awkwardly ask Miracle. "I didn't try to but that's sad. You so strong so when I see you hurt and stuff it gets to me." she admits.

I don't say anything as I scroll through my pictures. "This the last day I saw my momma." I say, showing her the picture I made her take. She was on my back laughing at something dumb I said. My momma was my best friend. I told her any and everything, good or bad. No matter how mad or hurt the shit I said and did made her, she refused to judge me. She was riding with me to the end so when she didn't fuck with me, it cut me deep. "Every time I think about my momma, I feel nothing but rage. It's like an anger I can't even describe that I feel inside. I wanna kill, Miracle. I don't want to be the only one with this feeling and I'm not going to. That's how that shit go. Retaliation is a must." I tell her.

She doesn't say anything as she pulls her phone out her pocket. "Call her." she says. "How the fuck imma call her if her number changed. I used to search high and low for my momma. I put up posters and shit, I was riding around, missing school and some more shit looking for her. I never found her." I say, shaking my head.

She opens her arms. I smile a little then hug her. "I love you." I admit. I don't fully trust her but I do love her. She a good friend of mine. "I'm surprised." she jokes. "Why?" I ask, holding her a little tighter. "I don't know. I love you too. You gone let me go or just lay here squeezing me?" she asks, laughing. "Squeezing you cause I'm cold." I answer. She doesn't say anything as she gets comfortable with her head on my chest.

My eyes trail down to her chest. "Quit looking at my titties. You ain't slick." she says. I lift her up then lay her directly on top of me. "What you doing?" she asks as I wrap my arms around her waist. "Can I touch your butt?" I ask in a kiddy voice. "I've never touched one before." I joke, laughing.

"No. And quit lying. You ain't no damn virgin. You and Quita were together for a long time. I know you fucked her." she says. "I definitely didn't fuck her cry baby ass. She kept on claiming she was a virgin and saying how she wasn't ready. But the messed up part is the nigga she cheated with had already fucked her and then she got pregnant over the summer." I say. "That shit crazy. You still got love for her?" she asks. "Hell naw. I ain't gone lie, when I cut her off for good, I was a lil fucked up about it cause I thought she wouldn't hurt me but I'm over her now. I'll spit in the bitch face to be honest." I answer.

"I understand. It's nothing like opening up, giving someone your all after you've been hurt before, only for them to hurt you in the end and be just like the rest." Miracle says, rolling off of me. "I agree." I say, sitting up.

"You hungry?" she asks, sitting up next to me. "A little. You gone feed me?" I ask. "Maybe. Depends on what you want to eat." she answers, grinning. I lay on my stomach then grab her thighs. "So, what if I wanna eat you? You okay with being my dinner?" I ask.

She gasps then starts laughing. I sit up,  laughing hard. I was going along with it. She knows I ain't with that going low shit. "Boy, stop it. You like a brother to me. I thought you said you didn't go down anyway." she says. "I don't. But seriously, I'm kind of hungry. You want to go to my house for dinner?" I ask. My dad most likely will be in his room somewhere and won't care about me having company anyway.

"Your house for what? You cooking?" she asks. "No, I don't cook. We have a chef." I answer. "You got a chef for real?" she asks. "Yes. Three of them, actually. So, do you want dinner?" I ask. She shakes her head no. "Your family is rich. What if they don't like me because I don't have all the flashy stuff? And I'm not used to nobody cooking for me, so no. We can order pizza or something." she says. "Or you can come to my house where nobody will have a problem with you, let our chef make you a pizza from scratch, and watch a movie with me." I suggest.

"I don't know, Noble. I don't know about that. I don't have nothing presentable to wear. Both of your little sisters be in designer. I can't come over there in my plain clothes. I ain't nowhere near your family's level." she says. "Who cares about some clothes? My sisters don't judge people based on that. Come on. Look at what I got on. A nigga wearing a Barack Obama tee shirt, some regular ass jeans I got from Old Navy, a pair of dirty ass converse I stole out my big brother's room, and a lil watch. Just come on." I say. "Yeah, you wearing that now but you hardly ever dress down." she says.

"Miracle, shut up and come on." I say. She sighs then gets out her bed. "You sure your dad okay with it?" she asks. "He don't care." I answer, putting my shoes on. "Okay, whatever you say. I can't stay the night. You gotta have me home by eleven tonight." she says. "That's fine." I tell her. I don't trust her enough to let her stay the night no way.

We just got to my house. "Dang, you live here?" she asks, wide eyed as she stares at our large mansion. "Yeah." I answer. "These are some really nice cars, Noble. Who the hell drive that? That's a sexy ass truck." she says, pointing to the purple Range Rover. "That was my momma's truck before what happened happened. My dad never got rid of it. It was a gift to her." I answer. She nods her head, following me to the front door.

I unlock it then walk in. "Who is this?" Lala asks me, looking at Miracle. "This my friend Miracle. Miracle, this my lil sister LaLa." I say. They wave at each other. I pick LaLa up. "Wassup?" I ask her. "Daddy girlfriend is here." she answers. "Word? What they doing?" I ask. "I think he putting the lime in the coconut if you know what I mean." LaLa answers, trying to wink. Miracle and I are dying laughing.

"What you know bout putting a lime in a coconut?" I ask. "I'm nine. I know everything." she answers as Reign walks in here. "Girlfriend?" Reign asks. "Naw, this my friend Miracle. Miracle, this my other lil sister Reign." I introduce them. Miracle waves, smiling a little. Reign doesn't say anything as she looks Miracle up and down. "Hmmm... she'll do. She cuter than your ex, I'll give her that." Reign says.

"Why you always gotta be an ass hole?" I ask. "What? She ain't just the most gorgeous thing walking but she looks better than Quita did so hell." Reign says. "I don't even know you. Why the hell you think you can just be rude to me like that?" Miracle asks her. "I ain't being rude, I'm being honest. Where the hell you be finding these females at, Noble?  So many beautiful girls who come from money always come at you thinking you fine but you be acting like they disgust you. Then you turn around and bring home hood rat hoes or hoes who basic as fuck. I'm just saying, you can do better than her." Reign says. "Watch your mouth and she just a friend, Reign, damn." I say, getting pissed.

"Hold the fuck on, since you his sister, I'm supposed to bite my tongue? Bitch, I will fuck your stuck up ass up." Miracle says, balling her fists up. "Do it then, hoe." Reign says. "Shut up, chill. Ain't nobody fighting in this mothafucka." I say, pushing Miracle away from my sister.

"Get your sister, Noble." Miracle says. "Shut up. Let it go." I demand. Reign turns around then spits in Miracle's face, instantly earning strong punches in her face. My eyes widen as I watch Miracle beat her ass while  Reign tries to fight back. I'll break it up in a little while. Reign deserves to get her ass beat one good time.

"Damn, she beating her ass. We breaking it up?" Jessie asks as we watch Miracle fight Reign. "Not yet. Reign spit in her face. She asked for it." I answer as Miracle drags her across the floor by her hair. "Ay, get up off my lil sister, what the fuck?" KeKe snaps, snatching Miracle off. I shake my head as Reign starts hollering at cursing. I grab Miracle's wrist then drag her to the front door. I'm definitely taking her home after that. Reign lost the fight but my crazy ass sister will kill Miracle and feel nothing and I don't want that to happen. So much for trying to chill with somebody.

ANT

"When are you gonna cut your hair?" Tanya asks, brushing my hair into a ponytail. I haven't cared enough to cut my hair over the year. I used to keep myself looking good every single day for Jessica. I never admitted it but I would make sure my shit looked sexy just to impress her. Now that she gone, I don't see a reason to go all out to look perfect.

"Whenever I feel like it." I answer. "I need to talk to you about your daughter." she says, straddling me. "What about her?" I ask. "It's about Reign, not LaLa. Well, she called and got an attitude with me. Sometimes she talks crazy to me, telling me how you'll never love me like you loved your ex wife or something. She just says rude things and I wanted to tell you before it gets out of hand." Tanya says. "She didn't lie. I don't love you the way I loved her. My kids are entitled to their own opinion. I'll talk to her for being rude but not for saying how she felt." I say.

She shakes her head. "Why are you allowing that to go on in your house? I've noticed something. All of your children seem so heartless and cold blooded. They say things the average person won't say and they don't ever seem remorseful. Did something traumatic happen to them growing up?" she asks. "Listen, Tanya. You cool and shit but you doing too much. I don't need you questioning shit that got something to do with my kids. I ain't worried bout your kids so don't ask about mine." I say.

She gets off of me. "Stop wasting my time. I understand you still love her but that don't give you the right to treat me like I ain't shit." she says. "I ain't treating you like nothing. I'm just telling you mind your business. I don't need nobody trying to tell me how to raise mine. I got it." I say. "I really can't do this. You are in love with somebody else and I don't have time for it. We're done." she says. I stand up. "Am I supposed to beg you to stay?" I ask. "Nope. I'm done." she says. I shrug my shoulders. I don't feel nothing. After Jessica was ripped out of my life, these other women I date who leave me don't mean a fucking thing. "The next bitch gone be on her way after you leave. Grab your purse, let me walk you out. Have a nice life, baby girl." I say.

"I see where the kids get it from." she angrily says as I lead her to the front door. "I'm glad you know. Bye." I say, letting her out. She throws her middle finger up then walks to her car. I watch as she drives off then close and lock the door. I accepted the fact I'll run through different women then die a single man. I don't want nobody else in all honesty.

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Ik it's late. just a little something tho