Yall should snapchat me @Eriee_Renee I actually respond and hold whole conversations on there with yall. I even met a new friend Ki'Ana too, that's my nigga lmao.
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But Anyway, I'm thinking about putting the Sample of Ride on here for yall to read later. It'll be broken into 2 chapters. What yall think?
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"A mother's love is forever." - Diana Ross

JESSICA

Ant and Noble just walked into the hotel room Torren and I are sharing. "I guess it's get high day." I mumble, chuckling. Noble barely can keep his eyes open and Ant has weed on his shirt. I don't even have the energy to be mad about Ant getting my son high.

"Let's head to my house, Jessica. Fuck this hotel room." Ant says, scratching his neck. "Come on, Torren." I say, shaking him so he'll wake up. "Why he gotta come to my house?" Ant asks. "Cause he's here with me and I'm almost positive it's room in the house." I answer. "What make you think I got all then pointless bedrooms in my new house?" Ant asks. "Because I know you." I answer. He starts laughing a little. "Hold up... I need to go handle something. Leave with Vonte for me then I'll come get you in a couple hours. Imma bring the kids with me." he says. I raise my eyebrow. "Handle what?" I ask. "I'm a single man now, Jessica. I don't have to tell you my every move. Somebody grab Amari, kids, come on." Ant says.

I roll my eyes at him. Torren picks Dream up. "Hold up, where you taking her?" I ask him. "I'm leaving with Ant, girl. Here, Reign, hold the baby." Torren says, handing Dream to Reign. "Yall better not hurt my baby, Montana will blow half of California up over her." I warn Torren. I don't really let my baby out of my sight too much because I know if she even gets a scratch on her, Montana will flip all the way out and I don't have time to hear his mouth about that. He'll probably be mad when he finds out she's leaving without me now but he'll be okay. "Fuck that nigga feelings. I'm her daddy now, fuck you mean?" Ant says, taking her out of Torren's arms.

My eyes widen. "Whoa... did you just say that for real?" Vonte asks as he ties his shoes up. "My daddy is her daddy, not you." Tae says. "Tae, be quiet. Ant, shut up." I demand. Tae's little face is turning red and that only means he wants to attack Ant and I don't have time for none of that. "My bad, Tae. I was being childish. I'm sorry." Ant apologizes, shocking everybody. He hardly apologizes for the crap he says because half of the time he means it. He only apologizes for hurting my feelings and shit.

"Whatever. Mommy, can I leave with you and Vonte? I don't wanna leave with my other daddy." Tae whispers, laying his head on my leg. "No, Tae, leave with me and Dream." Torren says. "But you like boys and daddy told me that if you hang around certain people you start picking up their habits and I don't wanna start liking boys. No offense." Tae says. All of my kids and Ant start dying laughing. Even Torren is laughing. "What's so funny?" Tae awkwardly asks, looking around.

"Tae, that was really rude." I say. "No it wasn't. He didn't lie." Ant says, shrugging his shoulders. "Who asked you?" I ask, only making him laugh harder than he was before. "I wasn't trying to be mean to Torren." Tae says, picking Amari up. "Boy, leave with Ant then." Torren says, laughing. "Whatever. Everybody rolling with me, let's go. Somebody get Amari." Ant demands. "Take her diaper bag, Torren." I say, handing him Dream's bag. "Okay. See you later." he says, then follows Ant out the room.

All of them left and went to Ant's car. Vonte and I are riding in his car in silence as Lil Kim's song Suck My Dick softly plays. "Niggas love a hard bitch. One that get up in a nigga's ass quicker than an enema. Make a cat bleed then sprinkle it with vinegar." Vonte raps, pointing at me.  "Kidnap the senator. Make him call his wife and say he never coming home. Jess got em in the zone, beating they dicks. Even got some of these straight chicks rubbing they tits." I rap along, laughing. "I see how you threw yo own name in there." Vonte says, laughing.

"I'm sure Lil Kim wouldn't mind.  I'll love her forever." I admit. "Hell yeah. I used to beat my meat to the videos for real. Rememeber when she pulled up in that purple with her titty out? I would fuck the skin out her pussy." Vonte says, making me laugh.

"Vonte, stop it. Her man wouldn't appreciate that." I say, trying to stop laughing because he's being dead serious. "I'm her man, fuck you mean?" he asks, chuckling. I dramatically gasp. "You divorced me for her? I thought I was your wife." I jokingly say. He looks at the road as he smiles, turning red. "Stop making me blush, Jessica, you know you my love for life. Speaking of that... you single as hell now, my brother dating, I'm single too... so, did you do the math?" he asks, growing serious all of a sudden.

"What you trying to say?" I ask. "I'm trying to say you should let me eat that pussy for the hell of it cause I enjoy eating you out and neither of us have to answer to anybody." he says. "We have to answer to your brother or are you forgetting he's the father of my children, he knows my body extremely well so he'd immediately know, or that he ran you over about me?" I ask. "You know you want me to do it cause you always had a thing for me. Remember how much you admired me when I met you when I was eighteen? If you never would've found out Ant was my younger brother, we would've been together and you know it." he says. "Vonte, I was sixteen, Ant was seventeen, and you were eighteen or nineteen. My kids are at those ages right now so that was clearly  long ago and everything has changed so much since then." I say.

He nods his head. "Be honest. Who give better head? Me or Ant?" he asks. "Vonte, it's certain shit I don't have the time for anymore and that childish question is one of those things. I refuse to go down that road." I say. I seriously have a very low tolerance all of a sudden.  He starts grinning. "You changed. Time heals all wounds for real. It seem like you came back after all this time on yo shit. Last time we saw each other you would've been giggling and all over a nigga wanting it, now you on some mature shit. I like that." he admits, nodding his head.

Torren said the same exact thing about me. "I learned a lot with this whole situation and I ain't trying to keep getting in messed up predicaments. Why did Ant tell me to leave with you?" I ask. "Who knows? I don't have a clue." he answers, turning on a street I've never been on before. "I got a new house, by the way. I damn near got a child and my old place smelled too much like weed for a kid to be around." he says. "A child? The hell I miss over all this time?" I ask as he pulls in the driveway of a nice sized home. "Well, I got a friend who a dyke, right? She was dating some female and they agreed to go adopt. They broke up so she decided she ain't want no kid anymore and neither did her ex. So I was like fuck the bullshit and I stepped up and took the kid in.  She still have him every once in a whole but he pretty much stay with me." he explains. "How old is he?" I ask. "Sixteen." he answers. "The hell, Vonte? I thought you were talking about a little kid." I say. "I am if you let me finish. He my dyke friend lil brother I had to take in for a few reasons that I don't mind and I agreed to care for the lil nine year old. So, they probably home right now." he says, parking the car.

"Who would've thought you would've became a god father?" I ask, chuckling. I'm really proud of him right now. "A nigga be lonely. Come on though." he says, getting out the car. He walks over then opens my door for me. I follow him to the front door then step back as he unlocks it. My eyes widen as a toy football lands right between his eyes. "You're home!" a little boy yells, jumping in Vonte's arms.

"What's good, Sean?" Vonte asks, tickling him. "Ooh, she cute. This your hoe of the night?" he asks, pointing at me. My eyes widen. "Don't say that, Sean, damn. We only talk about hoes when it's just us. But this ain't no hoe, it's my brother's ex wife. Rememeber my brother, Ant?" Vonte asks. "The crazy guy with long hair? I remember." he answers. "I'm Jessica." I introduce myself. "You sexy. I'm Sean. Nine but age just a number." he says.

Vonte pushes him. "Go find some shit to do." He demands, laughing. I follow Vonte upstairs to his bedroom then sit on his bed. His phone starts ringing. I watch as he answers it then walks out the room. My eyes land on the picture of us when I was pregnant with my twins on his dresser. He walks back in the room. "I see you spotted out the picture." he says, chuckling. I smile, looking at it. "I was so fat with those two big headed ass boys." I say, giggling. My stomach was so huge. 

"You were fat as hell. But that shit did you right. You gained weight in the places that matter most." he says, winking at me. "Whatever, Vonte." I say, laughing. "I gotta take you to my brother house. He called and said Noble spazzing out and breaking stuff or some shit." he says, shaking his head. "Be honest. What's been going on since I've been away?" I ask. "Too much, babygirl. Ant caught a curable STD some months ago. you didn't hear that from me." he says.

"It was a matter of time. I'm surprised he didn't catch something before then." I admit, shaking my head. "The shit been cured a long time so he back in business. You gone let him hit?" he asks. "Nope." I answer. "But take me there, I need to be here for Noble. But seriously what's going on with him?" I ask. "Life, Jessica. He growing up and seeing how raw this street shit really is. He thought the movies and shit was the real but he at that age where he gone see for himself how it is. Growing up in a crime family it's bound to happen." he says. "Has he ever killed anyone? I know he was involved with the thing with Montana but has he ever killed a person?"  I ask as my heart beat speeds up. Vonte looks down. "Listen... I can't say he has and I can't say he hasn't. That's a conversation yall need to have." he answers.

"I never wanted this lifestyle for my kids, Vonte." I tell him. "You can't map out nobody life, Jessica. It's okay to not want certain things but shit gone go down regardless. All you can do is support him and help him through whatever he got going on." he says. I sigh. "Sure." I mumble.

I can see now things are gonna get even uglier soon. I'm just waiting to pop off. I don't play about my kids, right or wrong. I don't know what Noble got into but I know deep down it ain't right. I'm just preparing to ride this thing out with him because I love him too much to watch him fall. A mother's love is something serious.

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Ik it's been a while and that this was extra short but it's short 4 a reason and I hope yall paid attention 2 the smallest shit that's really big deals lol : )