EIGHTY EIGHT- Love?

OKAY 1. Presley is not a punk. He was not raised like the rest of Jessica's kids and y'all gone have to understand that he is not cut from the same  cloth and is not as mentally tough as the rest. 2. Miracle and Noble has NOTHING to do with what Jessica did in the past lol. 3. STOP finding baby ass shit to bitch about Jessica over. It be the simplest shit some of yall do the most over. Y'all be letting these fucked up male characters slide cause they "daddy" or "sexy" to y'all and that makes no sense.
The most important #4. PAY ATTENTION TO REIGN IN THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS. I DIDN'T WANNA SHARE THIS AT FIRST BUT I WILL. WHT SHE'S ABOUT TO GO THROUGH WITH JAH IS A PERSONAL SITUATION AND I HOPE YALL CAN BE OPEN MINDED. IF THIS SITUATION CAN HELP YOU LIL ASS GIRLS WHO BE TRYING TO FW THESE OLDER THUG ASS NIGGAS THINKING YOU GROWN AND SHIT, PAY TF ATTENTION.
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"If you love me, how could you hurt me like that?" - Aaliyah

REIGN

My heart is beating so fast right now. I should've just stayed at home. I care about Jah and I know he'd protect me if I was in a situation but at the same time I'm afraid of him. Love is not fear. Every time I'm around him it's always this fear I have deep down but I always ignored it. Now it's like that fear is so strong.

He's pacing his floor, talking shit, and smoking. "I wanna go back to school." I mumble. "Shut up man damn. Yo age starting to show G for real. First you ran from the dick like imma hurt you, then you started with that crying shit, now you balled up in the bed whining about school." he says. He hits the blunt. "I don't understand yo ass." he adds.

"Jah all I want is for you to take me back to school." I say. "I said no. Fuck you switching up for? You acting like I'm doing you wrong." he says. "Because you are! You just basically tried to force me to fuck then you basically got me trapped here because you won't take me back to school!"  I yell at him. He jumps in my face. "Who the fuck you yelling at?" he snaps in my face, giving me some type of warning look or something.

I look away from him. "Jah stop acting crazy." I say. "I'm not acting like shit. You just being childish." he says. "I'm childish because I don't wanna have sex?" I yell. "You ain't got that many more times to holler in a nigga face mane." he says. I look away from him. He snatches my face to him by my chin then kisses me. "You love me?" he softly asks, staring in my eyes. My eyes widen. I'm so weirded out. "Are you bi polar? Like, seriously are you diagnosed with a bi polar disorder?" I ask. His mood is shifting too much and it's like he literally doesn't notice anything wrong.

He moves away from me then hits his blunt. "Hello? Earth to Jacob." I say. He looks at me crazy. "Reign bruh do not ever call me Jacob mane." he says. "Why not? That's your name." I say. He shakes his head. "Reign it's some stuff you don't know bout me. Respect what I said just call me Jah mane." he says. I shrug my shoulders.

He climbs on top of me. I roll my eyes as he kisses me on my neck. I sigh. He just pulled his dick right back out. "Come on bae. I love you. Let me get it." he mumbles. "No Jah." I say. He forcefully pulls my shorts down. "Jah imma kick you in the mouth nigga move!" I yell.

"Let me get it bae damn." he mumbles, putting his dick between my legs on top of my panties. "Jah move!" I yell while he dry humps on me between my legs. I'm so far from turned on. I'm scared as hell. I slap him in his face. He still won't get off me. "Jah move!" I yell in his face. He pushes me. "Stop!" he snaps at me.

I look down, feeling my tears falling. I'm so scared. What if he kills me? His gun is sitting right on the nightstand. He might shoot me or hit me with the gun if I try to run. I don't know how to get out of this. "Stop crying. You making me wanna beat the shit outta you." he says, grabbing the top of my panties.

"Jah stop it. Why are you pressuring me?" I mumble. "Cause I love you and you gone have my baby." he answers. "If you loved me you wouldn't be doing this." I say. "This means I love you Reign. Stop acting slow. Now pull them panties down and let me go head get in it." he demands. "Nigga this shit ain't love." I say.

"Who you talking to like that? I'll smack the fuck outta you." he says, raising his hand. My heart starts beating fast again. Everything my daddy warned me about is all I can think of. I wish I would've stayed at school. I wish I would've just been obedient.

He sits up then forces his dick in my mouth. My eyes widen as I cry while I punch on his stomach. He's holding my head in a position to where I can't move it. I bite down on his dick. He jumps back then punches me in my jaw. "Stupid ass bitch! You just bit me and bullshit actin' dumb like I did somethin' to you! If you my girl you supposed to suck me off and you supposed to please me! How you love me if you can't even keep my dick wet?" he yells. I'm still in shock. He just hit me.

I break down crying, holding my face. He hit me so hard. "Dumb ass hoe. Stupid ass." he mumbles, then shoves me into his head board. "Stupid hoe." he snaps at me, glaring at me. I'm too afraid to even hit him back. He'll attack me if I do and he'll probably kill me.

"Jah why you doing me like that?" I sob in my hands. He calms down a little then tries to pull me in his arms. "My bad Reign. I just got a lil mad. I love you. I'm sorry, love. Give me a kiss." he says, seeming calmer than before. I look at him crazy. "Leave me alone." I cry. He wraps his arms around me tight. "I'm sorry baby don't cry." he says, then kisses me on my forehead. I wish I would've just stayed away. It was so many signs of him being controlling and crazy but I ignored them when I shouldn't have.

"Say something." he says. I push him away then stand up. He pins me to his wall, dry humping my leg like a horny dog. "I been dry a long time Reign please." he begs. I ignore him. He lays me down on the bed then gets another condom out the drawer. "I don't wanna have sex Jah." I say. "Shhh... lay back." he mumbles, shoving me back. "Jah no." I say. He grabs his gun off the nightstand. "Lay back." he calmly says, sitting the gun by his leg.

My heart starts pounding as I stare at the black gun with the extended clip. "What you scared of me for?" he asks. I don't say anything as I continue to stare at the gun. I swallow the lump in my throat then open my legs. Maybe I'm stupid but I don't have any doubts in my mind. Jah is crazy in a psycho way and I know deep down he will shoot me. He already hit me. I can't believe this is happening. I don't even want to have sex with him. I'm just honestly scared for my life.

He pulls my panties to the side then positions himself between my legs. I break down crying while he tries to open my legs wider. He grabs my neck. "Reign quit tighteing up like I'm hurting you damn lay back and take my dick." he goes off, roughly pulling my legs apart as far as they can go. He continues to try to put it in.

"Damn mane stop tightening up!" he yells. "And stop crying! You ain't got nothing to cry bout! I ain't doin' nothin' wrong to you so stop playing with me like I'm harming you!" he adds, pushing half of himself in me. My legs start shaking. I'm in so much pain. It hurts so bad. I can't believe this is happening.

"Quit tightening up. I'm almost in it bae." he mumbles. I scream, feeling my pussy stretch. He just shoved the rest in me. He starts stroking in and out me hard and fast. I dig my nails in his back, staring at the ceiling. It doesn't hurt anymore but I still don't want this. He pauses for a second then goes back to stroking fast like a crazy weirdo. He collapses on top of me then laughs. "Damn that pussy good." he says, then pulls out of me.

I blankly stare at him. He just forced me into that lame ass one minute long shit. "My bad I nutted so fast bae. It felt good?" he asks. I ignore him as I get off the bed. "There go yo cum bae." he says, pointing at the puddle from my body that's on the bed. It has a little blood in it. "Welp... congrats. You literally took my virginity." I mumble, glaring at him.

"Imma marry you and you gone have my kids Reign." he says. "No I'm not." I say. He grabs his gun. "What you say?" he snaps, getting mad. "Nothing." I mumble, staring at his finger on the trigger. I hate how this happened. This was all my fault. If I would've listened to my dad I'd still be a virgin. I honestly want to consider myself a virgin still because it was one minute and I didn't want to do it. It happened out of fear of him killing or beating me. I feel so dumb and sick.

"Aight. So what you wanna do?" he asks, seeming much calmer. "Where is the bathroom?" I ask, holding back my tears. He leads me out his room to a bathroom. I open the door. "Can I be alone?" I ask. "Naw." he answers, still holding the gun. I grab a wash cloth to clean between my legs.

I don't want to go to school and I don't want to go home. I don't know what to even say when I get home. I'm too scared to tell my parents or my brothers. My dad will probably black out again and my mom won't be able to handle it without going crazy and crying her heart out. My brothers will probably wind up in jail and I don't want to put my family through that type of pain. I guess I'll have to act like nothing happened.

"So what you wanna do?" Jah asks. "Can you take me to my cousin Tez's house?" I ask. His female lesbian friend is always over his house so hopefully I can some what talk to her. "Yeah. What's that nigga address?" he asks. "Just drive and I'll show you." I mumble, fighting back my tears. Fuck my life man. I want to die. I'm so fucking stupid. I shouldn't have been scared. I wish I was braver than that. I draw back then punch his mirror as hard as hand, making it shatter. "Fuck!" I scream in frustration, crying.

Jah wraps his arms around my waist. "Baby what's wrong?" he asks. I shove him away. "Nothing just take me to my cousin's house." I answer. The fact that he thinks this is regular is sick. Who the hell else has he pulled a gun on or hit for some pussy and claimed it's his way of loving you? Shit I hate this.

TEZ

I walk to my front door then look out the peep hole. I open it. "What you doing here lil cousin?" I ask my little cousin Reign. She supposed to be at school and how in the hell did she end up over here? I don't know what made her come over here. I haven't seen Ant's kids in a while.

She looks like she been crying and her jaw is swollen. Her neck is red like she been getting grabbed. "The hell going on?" I ask, letting her in. "Hi Tez." she mumbles. I stare at her. She breaks down crying, staring at me. I wrap my arms around her, letting her cry on my chest. "What's wrong lil cousin? Talk to me babygirl." I say as she cries harder.

"I'm just frustrated." she sobs. "Frustrated about what?" I ask. "Don't tell my daddy." she mumbles. "Tell him what?" I ask, pulling away. "Tez I'm serious please don't tell on me." she says, staring at me. I don't know who or what got her so scared but she staring at me so full of fear. "Wassup mane?" I ask. She looks down. "I... I... I got beat up." she answers. I can tell she lying to me. She hiding something.

"I can't help you if you can't keep it real with me. I won't tell yo daddy nothin' lil cousin what's wrong?" I ask. The kids used to always run to me when they in something deep because they know I'm not gone judge them and I'm not about to tell on em every second.

"So this guy... he was nice at first then he changed. Like he's bi polar... he hit her cause she didn't  want to have sex then he had a gun and she was scared so she let it happen even though she didn't want to. She was just scared he'd really kill her." she explains. My heart starts beating fast. "That's rape, Riegn. Any time a woman don't wanna have sex and a nigga pull a gun or abuse her to put fear in her and make her do it, that is rape." I tell her.

She looks down at her feet. "Yo friend know this nigga personally?" I ask. "Yeah she does." she answers. "Maybe yo friend she get street justice." I say. I kind of think her friend is really her. "The guy is crazy and is a killer." she answers. "Reign who is this nigga? I'm not finna play man let me just kill the nigga." I say.

She shakes her head no. "Tez you don't understand. I'm scared." she cries. "Who raped you?" I ask, feeling my anger. She doesn't say anything "Reign Mitchell answer me!" I yell. She doesn't say anything. "Don't tell my dad." she mumbles. I shake my head then sit down. This is a hard situation. I watched Reign come into the world and grow up and now I'm sitting here comforting her as she cries about being raped. I don't know if I should tell Ant or leave that alone. This one of those things you gotta think long and hard about.

MAJESTY

Thankfully my parents didn't answer my school's calls and since KeKe's on on the emergency contacts list they called and told him what I did. Miracle on the other hand might get killed by her momma but that ain't my issue.

I'm in the car with KeKe riding in silence. "You know you wrong, right?" he asks. "Wrong for what?" I ask. "You know Noble cared about that girl man you should've left it alone." he says. I shrug my shoulders. "She knew I wasn't Noble at the end of the day. Why respect a hoe? Noble don't want her." I say. He shakes his head. "When it blow up in your face, don't say I didn't warn you." I say. I shrug my shoulders.

"Don't tell Noble but momma in the hospital." he says. "What? For what?" I ask. "She was arguing with uncle Vonte over Presley and hit him so he pushed her hard as hell according to Presley then she busted her head on the table he pushed her into." he explains. My eyes widen.

"Naw... she okay?" I ask. "I guess so. She mad as hell. Daddy flipped out. Jessie fought Drew. It got hectic." he says. I smack my lips. "Man no. Take me to Uncle Vonte house." I demand. I'm in a fighting mood anyways. "Naw... we already beat him. Just drop it." he says. "When Noble find out you know hell gone be on earth." I say. "Just don't tell Noble man he'll kill him." he says. The crazy part is Noble will kill him for real if he finds out.

Today has been long and crazy. My mind drifts to Miracle. I don't wanna date her cause she a hoe in my eyes but she got that pussy I like. Imma hit her up and see if I can get it again tonight. I have no plans to stop fucking her. I just hope I don't get too carried away and get her pregnant one day.  But for all I care me and Noble can run a train on the hoe. She clearly got a thing for identical twins anyways so she shouldn't mind. Imma ask if she down.

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