Why do female characters get more hate from people than the male in almost every book I've read?  Lol.
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"Got me looking so crazy right now.
Your love's got me looking so crazy right now." - Beyoncé

JESSICA

"What's wrong?" I ask Montana while he stares in my eyes looking like something pissed him off all of a sudden. "A lot." he answers. "Well, you want to talk about it?" I ask. "Darius went against what I told him and let Ms. Regina in. I don't have a problem with her, but she ain't family. She was roaming around in my damn house talking about she going to the bathroom. She went all the way through my house until she found Yanda. Then she let her go. So, that hoe called Darius making threats." he answers.

My mouth drops. Darius is so smart but he's disobedient as hell. He's always done the total opposite of what you tell him. "And I honestly think she went in my house with a motive. I looked at the camera footage and rolled it back. She walked straight past what was obviously the bathroom. She was all upstairs in my room messing with shit, and all downstairs until she found her." he says.

I nod my head. "So, what you plan on doing?" I ask. I pray things don't get ugly because it would crush Ant, the kids, and especially Nathan if Montana came for Ms. Regina. "I really don't think Ms. Regina would purposely bring me drama, to be honest. The old woman got a big heart. She gasped and everything when she saw Yanda. But I do think she let somebody from the other side get in her head? Like, somebody on the other side, maybe Yanda's parents  went to one of her therapy sessions since she is considered one of the best. I don't know, I'll figure it out. I got a good idea of what's going on." he says. I sigh. "Montana, please don't hurt her." I mumble. "I'm not, Jessica. Like I said, I got a real good idea of what's going on. I just gotta gather my thoughts and put my plan in motion." he says.

"Okay, and what about Darius? I don't want nothing to happen to him. You know what, get your stuff. We about to go back to California, I'll get a hotel or something." I say, standing. "You know you and the kids can stay with me." he says. "Yeah, but your house is obviously a target." I say. "Jessica, you saying that as if I'm dumb and I feel like my intelligence is being insulted. You know I won't purposely bring you harm. I got everything under control. I'll go get the kids from my nigga room right quick." he says, pulling his boxers up.

I nod my head. "Whatever. Hurry up, I'm about to go on here and find a flight." I say. He nods his head. "Wait." I say. He turns around. I motion for him to come here, then pull him down on top of me by his diamond chain. "What you doin'?" he awkwardly asks while I kiss all over his neck.

"What  do you think I'm doing?" I ask, sitting up. "Uh... I don't know. I thought I was supposed to be getting the kids while you book a flight back to California." he answers, looking confused. I push him down, then pull his dıck out the top of his boxers. I still don't have my panties on so I'm good. "Well, I want some dıck first." I say, getting ready to hop on it and ride.

He looks at me crazy. "Wait, Jessica, you out of control right now." he says, watching me prepare myself. "Cause I want some dıck I'm out of control? Sure." I say, then kiss his lips. "No, I don't have a condom and I'm honestly getting horny as fuck so if I go in you, I'll most likely immediately bust a strong one in you then you'll be pregnant as hell and I'm sure you don't want that." he warns.

I lean over then grab my purse. I keep condoms with me for my own protection sometimes even though I just started back having sex. I grab a magnum out of my makeup bag, then show it to him. "What's your excuse now?" I ask, opening it. I'm  putting it on him my damn self this time. He stops me. "Damn, Montana, what's wrong? Why you trippin' on me all of a sudden like you not into me?" I snap. "Look, I don't want to fuck you and I don't feel like fucking you. Jessica, you been attacking my dıck since I put it in you that night. Mane, I need some rest, baby girl." he says.

I roll my eyes, then stand. "Fine. But when you get over the top horny to where you can't help yourself, you either gonna get some lotion or have blue balls cause you ain't gone touch me." I say. "So, I'll call a bitch who look just like you and fuck the shit out of her." he mumbles, grinning.

I look at him crazy, then attack him with wild punches. "You better watch your dusty ass mouth and quit playing games with me!" I scream at him. He flips me over and gets on top of me, holding me down. He makes me feel so weak. I know my punches didn't even bother him but that's not the point.

"Quit." he calmly says, staring in my eyes. "I was joking anyway." he adds. "I don't care. I'm single." I say. He laughs a little. "And?" he asks. "And, you can fuck whoever you want to. I don't care." I say. "In other words, you do care and I can't fuck whoever I want, right?" he asks. I roll my eyes. "We ain't even official. We're just friends." I say. "We can be official though, Jessica. It's all on you. You know I'll treat you right so what's the problem, baby?" he asks.  I push him off of me then get off the bed.

"I'll go fuck another nigga that looks better than your rough faced, ugly face having ass in the same position too while you playin' with me." I mumble. He grabs one of my boobs and starts squeezing it, making me scream from the pain. "I wish you would." he threatens, then lets me go.

I roll my eyes. "I fucking hate you. That hurt. And I can do what I want." I say. "Whatever, Jessica. Try it." he threatens. He gets out the bed, then fixes his pants while I put my clothes on. "Fine." I say. "Fine? What's that supposed to mean?" he asks. "Fine. We're official now. I'm your girl. You better not try me though." I say.

I don't want nobody but him at this point. My kids love him, I love him, he treats me right, so I don't see the point in not being with him. The past is the past for a reason. What happened back then doesn't matter to me anymore. I forgive everyone for everything I've been through. It's no point in dwelling on it cause then I'll go back to being unhappy trying to please everyone and I ain't trying to be that.

"What the hell? You said it like you don't even mean it. Miss me with that shit Jessica." he says, getting mad. "What? Why are you mad? How do you expect me to say it, Montana?" I ask. "I mean, you could at least make me believe you mean it." he says. I wrap my arms around his neck then kiss him. He tries not to kiss me back. I continue kissing him. He finally gives in and passionately kisses me back while holding me close to him by my ass. "You believe me now?" I mumble against his lips. He ignores me, then goes back to kissing me. I guess that means yes.

He pulls away, then pecks my lips. "I got a girlfriend. Shit sound weird." he says, chuckling. He kisses me again. "I love you." he says. "I love you more." I mumble. "Naw, that's impossible. But yeah, let me go get the kids before I end up giving you this work." he jokes. I laugh. "Whatever, nigga." I say, playfully pushing him.

He laughs, shaking his head as he walks out of the bedroom of the suite. I grab my laptop bag, then pull out my MacBook. For some reason, I have a really good feeling about our relationship and I haven't had a good feeling about a relationship before.

My phone starts ringing. I roll my eyes at Ant's name, then answer it. "What?" I snap at him. "Calm down. I need to talk to you." he whispers. "About? And speak up." I say, looking at the flight information.

"Where you at? I gotta tell you face to face, I don't wanna risk anything." he says. "Is it really that important?" I ask. "Yes, Jessica." he answers. "I'm at the Peabody hotel downtown in the presidential suite. Don't come with no bs." I say. "Oh, I'm at the Peabody too. Here I come." he says, then hangs up. That's ironic.

I close my laptop, then walk to the door. I open it up for Ant then let him in. "This suite kinda nice." he says, looking around. "What's so important?" I ask. "I think Polly is related to Yanda. Darius called me and told me what happened. But I think she connected to her in some type of way. And I do think Ms. Regina and Polly know each other too." he says.

"That's your fiancé and therapist. What am I supposed to do?" I ask. "I know that, Jessica. But I really think that. Think about it, Polly knew Montana had snatched Yanda up and so did Ms. Regina. Ms. Regina is smart, she definitely planned that whole thing up. It's some secrets." he says.

"Again, that's your fiancé and your therapist." I say. "Imma get to the bottom of it." he says.  I nod my head. "I say you let Montana just off Polly, off Yanda cause it's not gone be hard for him to find her and her family, and off Ms. Regina if she a snake." I say. He nods his head. "I see what you saying. But what if I'm wrong? We can't just go killing people." he says. "Yeah, well, the first thing I'm gonna do is murder Yanda for putting a hit on my brother and getting our daughter hurt. And you already know Polly's been on my list for a long time." I say.

"Don't kill her. I'm marrying her, Jessica." he says. "You better control her then." I say. "Can I have a hug?" he asks. "Can I have a time machine so I can go back into the past and never meet you?" I sarcastically ask.

"Nope. Give me a hug." he says, laughing and trying to wrap his arms around me. "No, seriously, move." I demand while he tries to kiss me on my cheek. I hear the door open. I look back at Montana as he stands there with an evil grin on his face.

"What's this?" he asks. "Nothing, Montana. I put it on my kids, it's nothing." I answer. "It was something. I was actually in the process of getting her naked before you walked in, my nigga." Ant lies.

Before I can say anything, Montana attacks him. I face palm myself, then grab my keys. I walk out of there as they fight. I motion for my kids to follow me. I'm about to catch a flight back to California without them. I'm not in the mood to deal with their stupid fights. I swear I'm not.

DARIUS

I'm so paranoid. I'm in class losing my mind. I grab my binder, then walk out in the middle of my professor's lecture.

My phone starts ringing. "Hello?" I answer. "Darius, meet me somewhere so we can talk." Yanda says. My heart starts beating fast. I ended up meeting up with her and almost fucking her after she called and threatened me.

"Where at?" I ask. "Wherever you want. D, I love you but you know, my daddy won't ever approve. He made me threaten you and everything. Even after everything your brother did to me, I still love you." she says. I sigh. I hate how all my feelings are coming back. Why am I so crazy in love with her?

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