"I know my lifestyle wild, I do it for the set. She know how to make me smile and she do it with the sex. Pop bottles, make love, thug passion. Red bottoms, Moncler, high fashion." - Rick Ross

ANT

Jessica finally walks back into my hospital  room after five hours. She changed her clothes and she walking with a limp. Her hair that was bone straight  is in a messy ponytail and she looks tired as hell. "You been fucking Montana, huh?" I straight up ask quiet enough for only her and Polly to hear.

She completely ignores me. I know that's what she was doing but it don't matter. I don't want her. I be trying to kiss her and all but that stuff is just friendly. I'm engaged, so why should I care about who she fucking? I knew she would go back to him anyway. She went without love for a year and he gave her that look the other night. I ain't trippin', she just better put that mothafucka in his place or next time I'll make sure his ass dead and leave her mourning while I'm living life. He ain't untouchable. I was still proud of her, she did better herself though. I can tell. She is far from who she used to be.

 
"Sorry I took longer than I thought I would. Hey, babies." she says to the kids as they hug her tight. They missed her. "Can you rub my stomach? It hurts because looking at Polly makes me sick." Noble says, pointing at Polly as she kisses on me.

"Stop before I hurt you." I threaten. "Boo bear, you can't say stuff like that about people." Jessica says to him. He sighs. "Sorry, mommy. I'm only apologizing cause you didn't think it was funny." he says, laying his head on her thigh.

"Mommy, today Majesty said he thought  daddy's boy nurse was cute. I thought boys weren't supposed to think other boys looked pretty." Reign says as she plays with her limited edition Barbie doll she said Montana bitch ass bought her for her sixth birthday. It's only three of those in the world.

"What the fuck you just say?" I ask, looking over at the kids. The doctors got me on a lot of medicine, but I ain't too out of it to hear how my son thought another nigga was cute.

"She lying! I didn't say that. She said he was cute and I said he looked nice. Why can't I say a boy looks nice? I got a girlfriend and everything, so what's wrong with being honest about how somebody look?" Majesty goes off. "A girlfriend?" Jessica asks. He nods his head. "He like boys, duh." Noble dryly says, playing a game on my phone.

"Baby, if you ever grow up and decide to be gay, tell me. I'm your second momma, so I can make decisions for you just like Jessica can. When you do a gay porn scene, you get paid much more than you do if you were doing a straight scene. So, I can get you into the porn world if you wanna do some gay stuff for the camera when you turn eighteen." Polly tells him.

Jessica walks over to her, then starts beating the shit out of her into the wall. "I am not gay! I do not like fucking boys! I never will touch a damn boy! Uncle Darius told me nothing is wrong with being honest and if I thought he looked nice, why can't I agree with Reign? I only like girls, I love big booty girls! How could I like boys?" Majesty screams, crying.

"Polly you lost your mothafuckin' mind telling my son that shit!" I yell at her, scaring her and Jessica. Jessica punches her one more time then stops. "Bitch! Get your hoe ass out of here! Ant, do not bring this hoe around my kids no more! Yall, don't ever listen to nothing this broad says because she is a hoe and she going down the path to aids and I don't want yall like that!" Jessica screams.

"I don't listen to her anyway." Majesty mumbles, walking over to Jessica. She picks him up and whispers something in his ear that made him quit crying and smile. I watch her kiss his cheek. "I wanna get picked up." Noble says with an attitude. "Cut it out. You can't get all the love from your momma." I say.

Jessica sits down. The kids sit on the couch with her talking amongst themselves. Polly's sitting in the floor with blood rolling down her face. I look at her then wince in pain from my back. "I was just trying to help. I just wanted him to know that I love him no matter what he ends up being. I only wanted to help, I promise I didn't mean any harm." she mumbles.

I shake my head. "You really stupid if you call that help. You got me so messed up right now. First of all, that was inappropriate as hell. He's only seven years old. Secondly, you'll never in your life be his momma and you'll never make a decision for him. You pushing me to the point of no return, Polly, you better chill." I say.

"You know what, you pushing me to the point of no return too, Ant! The feeling is mutual!" she snaps back. "What the hell that mean you idiot?" I ask, getting madder by the second. She gone make me say something that'll ruin her confidence for the rest of her damn life cause I'm good for giving hoes low self esteem.

"See, you better stop calling me out my name. You know what, fuck this dumb ass engagement and fuck you. I'm done. And you know what, Jessica? You finally got what you wanted. You ruined my relationship with your first love. We were good before you came along. You can have him though. Nigga got some issues and I can't deal with no mentally ill ass nigga. Take your ring." Polly says, crying while she takes the ring off.

"I didn't work to ruin anything. I don't like you but I'm over him, so do you. I went a year with no nigga and I'm happy with myself and the friendship I have with Montana. Do you." Jessica says.

"Polly, I want you. Put the ring back on.  I don't want her ass. If I wanted her, don't you think I would've been with her by now? If I didn't want you, I would've got rid of you a long time ago but I'm not gone do that cause I wanna spend my life with you." I say, making her blush and immediately put the ring back on.

"Ew. God grab the wheel." Noble mumbles. "Watch your mouth." I demand. I look over at Jessica while she texts. She locks her phone then looks up.  "Good for yall. But yeah,  Ant, me and the kids about to head out. We about to go chill with Montana for the night." she says. I sigh. "Whatever. Remember what I fucking said, my kids got one father and that's me." I say. "Okay? He's my friend. But okay." she says.

I watch the kids walk out after saying bye to me. "Bye skank ass hoe. You jumped from my man back to Montana. Tragic." Polly says. "How about nosey mothafuckas like you stop assuming stuff about me? Montana and I chilled as friends. I haven't been with a man in a year. I worked on loving myself and I do love myself. I don't want Ant, I didn't even make it seem like that. We're co parenting, nothing else. He was my first love, but that doesn't mean he'll be my only love. Mind your business. If that's your man, good for you cause I'm way past that." Jessica says, then walks out.

"Why you always got something to say? We over each other, Polly. I flirted with her but she brushed me off. It was friendly anyway, I don't want that confused ass bitch." I say, irritated.

I didn't mean to call her out her name, I'm  just really stressed out and annoyed right now. The door opens and Jessica walks in.  "Your hoe ass fiancé and hoe ass momma is confused, bitch nigga." she says, then walks out.

"You better make her respect me." Polly snaps. "I can't make Jessica do anything she don't wanna do. You disrespect her too." I say. She sighs. Her phone starts ringing. She ignores the call. "Who is that?" I ask. "Why the name saved as Taco Bell? Taco Bell gone get you killed, try me if you want to, Polly." I threaten.

I'm marrying a porn star so I don't put nothing past her. I expect her to cheat.

She rolls her eyes. "You think you'll be feeling better for the wedding?" she asks. "Yeah." I answer, getting sleepy.

JESSICA

I just got in the  presidential suite at the Peabody hotel downtown Memphis. Montana told me to come here. I spot his bag in the corner of the living room.

The kids immediately run to the living room couch and turn the TV on. "Mommy, can you let the couch bed out cause we wanna sleep in here instead of the bed." Reign says. "Yeah." the boys agree. I nod my head yes, then walk over to the couch.

"I got it." I hear Montana say. I smile at him, watching him play around with the kids. "Montana, I do got more muscles than you. See, look." Majssty says, laughing while trying to flex his muscles. "Are you white Montana? You really bright skinned. You got gray eyes that be changing colors and mixed people hair like me." Noble says.

Montana starts laughing. "No, I'm not white. My grandma is Indian, I ended up getting the good stuff from her." he jokes, laughing. "Oh. You look mean. Why do you always look mean until you see us and mommy?" Reign asks, squeezing his pinky finger. "This is my face, baby girl. I'm ugly." he jokes. "Well, you are pretty ugly, Montana. Mommy said always tell the truth and the truth is you look like a mean puppy." Noble says, laughing and sitting on the bed Montana just let out.

"Noble." I mumble, laughing. Montana isn't ugly to me. He's a little above average. He's deeper than the way he looks. His intelligence and the way he carries himself makes him sexy as hell to me.

"I agree with Noble." Majesty says, slapping hands with him. Montana starts laughing, then wraps his around my waist from behind. "Your momma don't think I'm ugly." he says, then sticks his tongue out at them. They start laughing. "Are you and mommy boyfriend and girlfriend? When mommy left the hospital  earlier, daddy said mommy was having sex with you, Montana. He was talking to Polly. What is sex? I tried to google it but when I typed S-E-S-K, I couldn't find it. Is that how you spell it?  Can you please tell me what that means." Reign says all in one breath.

I look at Montana wide eyed as Noble snickers. "You can't spell." Majesty mumbles. "Yes I can. Shut up." Reign says. "You know what? Yall, I think it's time for yall to go to sleep. It's past your bedtime." Montana says, smiling at them. They lay down. I watch him lay the sheets and cover on top of them and tuck them in.  "Aight. Goodnight. I love yall." I say, then kiss each of them. "Yeah, love yall." Montana says. "Love you too." they say, staring at the TV.

Montana and I walk into the large bedroom of the suite, then close the door. I kick my shoes off, then plop down at the foot of the big bed.

"Wassup? Why you looking like that?" he asks as I stare at him. "Nothing... I was just thinking about what you said earlier. It was so sweet." I admit. "I meant it, Jessica. No more lies." he says. "I'm saying, it made me feel some type of way. Not in a bad way." I say. "Oh, yeah?" he asks, grinning at me.

I nod my head yes, pulling my pants down. His eyes immediately go between my legs to my blue and orange, lace boy shorts.

He looks in my eyes then laughs a little. "But you know how I haven't been with anyone in a year? Am I crazy for having sex with you even though we're friends? Like, I'm in love with myself. I don't want people to think I'm back to the old me because I'm not. I wanted you earlier. Does it make me a bad person?" I ask. He leans down, then kisses my forehead. "Quit over thinking everything. You don't owe anybody an explanation. We grown, baby girl. Fuck what these folks think of you." he says, taking his chain off.

He puts his chain around my neck. "You sexy as hell in my diamonds." he says, chuckling. I smile a little. "I get what you saying, but still. You remember when we were messing off in the beginning, all people would say was how I just needed to worry about my kids. I love my kids dearly, Montana, you know I'll do anything from them. Why do people look at the things from my past and put my kids in the middle of it?" I ask. "Cause they dumb as fuck a need a life. Stop stressing, I know how you feel about the kids. I see it everyday. And I know you changed, Jessica. Compared to when I met you seven years ago, you doing way better and I'm proud of you." he says.

I nod my head, taking my shirt off. "I know, I just hate being judged by people who don't know me." I say, throwing my shirt across the room. I watch as he takes his shirt off, then pulls his expensive jeans down. "Only person who can judge you is God himself. Even court judges gotta be judged by the most high one day. Quit worrying about what a mothafucka think." he says, fixing his Tommy Hilfiger underwear.

I nod my head. He turns the lamp on, then turns the lights off. "I guess." I mumble. He picks me up, then moves me to the headboard. I laugh a little as he spreads my legs and cuddles between them while holding my hands. "Love you." he mumbles. "Love you too. Thank you for being a good friend." I say.

I didn't want to friendzone him but it is what it is. I want to make it official with him so bad. I waited a whole year and I see things more clearly now, but at the same time I don't want to rush and make the decision to be with him until I'm 100% sure.

He laughs. "Friendzone. It's cool. You still mine. Who been hitting this for all these years?" he mumbles in my ear. "Me." he answers his own question, then kisses me from my ear to my neck. I bite my bottom lip, wrapping my legs around his waist.

He kisses me lips. "I don't wanna just have sex. I wanna give you some good ass head and make you feel good all night, then I wanna make love to my friend." he says, putting emphasis on friend. I laugh a little, then pull my underwear down. Before I can even say a word, he immediately goes down on me. I can tell this will be a long night. He comes up. "Cause earlier was just a warm up. Your body belongs to me tonight." he says, then goes back down, driving me crazy.

MONTANA

I stare in Jessica's eyes while I stroke in and out of her. She can't even say nothing. She got tears rolling down her face. She tried to run from it so many times, but she can't. I got her on lock right now.

I kiss her on her neck right next to hickey I left earlier. "I love you." I whisper in her ear, meaning it. I never understood what making love meant until that first time I had sex with her. I made her wait until we were on a higher level and it was special when we did it. It was worth the wait.

"I wanna get on top." she moans while digging in my back. I roll over on my back, keeping my dıck inside of her. I like being in control, but she can ride good as fuck and that's one of her favorite positions.

She grabs my hands, starts grinding forward. I bite my bottom lip, trying not to moan. Jessica always does that to me and she know when she do this shit it's my weakness. "What's my name?" she asks, looking in my eyes. I grip her ass cheeks. I'm feeling so much pleasure, a nigga needed something to hold on to.

"Uh... damn, yo name momma." I groan. I don't know where that shit came from. I can't think straight for nothing right now. She giggles, then gets off of me.

She stands, then lifts her right leg, doing a standing split. I stand on the bed, then grab her ankle, then enter her with her leg beside my head. My baby so flexible. "Damn, I love this shit." I groan, going in on her.

Her body starts shaking. She moans loudly while she cůms. I pull out, then lay her back down. I kiss her lips over and over again. I sit down with my legs open, then put my dıck inside her. She starts riding me while I'm sitting up, holding her by her waist. I swear Jessica got that shit that make me wanna get out the drug game, buy a dog, make some babies, and be barbecuing for my family like those niggas that be on TV be doing. She make me wanna be a better me.

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I WOULD'VE WARNED YALL ABOUT THE RATED R SCENE, BUT IT'S REALLY NOT SHOCKING SINCE THE WHOLE WORLD KNOW ABOUT SEX SO NOBODY NEED 2 GET MAD.