♤ANONYMOUS♤

I was looking down at the cities through my office window. That was one of the things I liked about my office.

I heard the door open but didn't bother to turn cos I knew it'd be one of my men.

"Have you found her?" I asked, I heard a sigh and I knew at once it was still the same bad news.

"Get out" I said "yes boss" he replied. I sighed as my shoulders slumped down in defeat.

I looked back up at the window to look at the city, it was still the same as before but it wasn't for me.

Things weren't the same anymore, especially since the attack but most of all her disappearance.

It's been eleven years since she went missing, eleven years since my heart was torn, eleven years since I became so aloof with anyone who was close to me except Jace.

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"When are you gonna give up man" Jace my best friend asked. I glared at him and he chuckled raising his hands in mock surrender.

We were at a private club bar few minutes away from my pent house.

Only him wasn't intimidated by me "buh seriously man, you've searched everywhere for her but yet no result what makes you so sure she's alive?" He asked.

I chuckled without humour "I seriously don't know myself......" I paused to gulp a shot and slammed the shot glass on the bar counter "maybe call it gut feeling"I replied.

Jace sighed and looked at me "we are dealing with facts here, facts not gut feeling, the sooner you get over her the better" he replied bluntly.

That was what made Jace just..... Jace he was always far too blunt for his own good. "And what if she's really alive?" I asked.

"And what if she's dead?" He replied and I rolled my eyes "I asked you first" I retorted.

"Okay, okay let's say she's alive. What if she's with someone else living happily"  he said. Okay that struck a nerve.

"No no no she can't be with someone else, we're soulmates" I argued "if so then if she's alive like you claim she is which I doubt why isn't she here, with you?" He said.

I pulled at my hair frustratingly "urgh!!! I don't know , I don't know , I don't know, dammit" I said smashing the glass on the wall ahead.

"Calm down man" Jace said patting me on the back as I tried to calm myself down.

"I know you love her, hell I've seen the way you were around her but then we have to admit that whether she's dead or alive it won't be really good news for you" Jace said.

I knew what he meant by that. If she was dead it wasn't good news and if she was alive it wasn't because then that would mean she was either with someone else or she had forgotten about me and those two scenarios hurt more now I think about it.

Maybe it was the alcohol that made me think more deeply about this because I know if I was sober I would definitely not consider that as an option.

And that thought alone made me gulp down shots one by one not caring if I was gonna be drunk or about the upcoming hangover that'll resurface by morning.

I just wanted to escape from my thoughts just for once, to stop thinking about her but it wasn't much  help anyway.

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"You're back" I heard a girly voice, wait that's weird. This is my home if I remember correctly.

I was still in deep thought when Mitchell appeared in front of me. Oh God!!! Somebody shoot me.

"What are you doing here?" I asked harshly "babe  now that's not a nice way to talk to me" she said in what she thought was a sexy voice, I almost cringed.

"Look, how many times do I have to say this to make it clear? I don't want you, why won't you understand " I said yanking her arm that she had snaked around my neck. This girl never knows when to quit.

She stopped what she was doing and took a step back "it's because of her right" she said more like a statement than a question.

When I gave no reply, she laughed with no hint of humour "who am I kidding, it's her" she said with an eye roll.

"What does she have that I don't?? Huh????" She said staring daggers at me. 'She's not a cold hearted selfish  bitch like you' I wanted to say but decidedto say nothing thinking she'd quit and go home because drunk me wasn't in the mood for drama with anyone tonight.

"The nerve of that bitch even when she's dead she still manages to piss me off" she muttered but I heard her crystal clear and that was when I lost it.

I grabbed her by her neck and pinned her to the wall as she struggled under my grip, my hand tightened around her neck but not enough to kill her.

"If you ever speak ill of her again, it'll not just end with a warning" I said as I released her harshly making her drop to the ground coughing furiously.

She glared at me and got up, picking up her purse she walked towards me and placed her palm on my shoulder

"I won't give up because I know you'll be mine someday especially since my only barrier is gone which was......... my sister" she said whispering the last part before she walked away.

I shook my head in distaste and went up the stairs to my room I dropped my suitcase on the floor and removed my suit and my shoes.

I loosened my tie and not bothering to undress I fell on my bed and looked up at the ceiling with different thoughts running through my mind.

Was she really alive or was I just being ridiculous, if she was truly alive then she'd have looked for me right???

Urgh this is frustrating as hell the thought of Violet dead is killing and the thought of her being alive and with someone else is more killing.
I sighed as I placed my arm on my eyes.

Violet where are you????

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Wow!!! It's been so long since I updated and I'm so sorry for the late update. I've been having tests so it kind of took most of my time and studying kind of took my free time as well.

We are still having tests but since it's a weekend and this chapter I had been working on it since I decided to just wrap things up and publish em today.

So....... how well do you like this chapter? Drop your comments below.  I've been really waiting for this moment to come so I could leave you all wondering,
One. Who is Violet?? ( I know what you're thinking but it's not her)
Two. Who is Mitchell the bitch ???( yeah she's already a bitch)
Three. Who is Jace??? and lastly
Four. Who is this anonymous person?????

Hehehe read on to find out.....
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