It's funny how one minute you want someone out of your life and the next minute you want them back. I guess the saying ' you never appreciate something or someone when you still have them until  you've lost them. That's the perfect feeling of what I felt.
                                                       ~~Kam
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♤KAMARI♤

I had successfully changed into dry clothes and had blow dried my hair. I climbed on my bed picking up my phone as I surfed the web.

And as I guessed I and Jessica's  stunt at the cafeteria was the most tending on our school's blog. Isn't that meant to be pulled down by the principal??

Wait what am I expecting when our principal is a life gossip machine as well. I'm surprised I wasn't called in for either a long boring supposedly 'motivational' speech or a 'you get a detention' punishment.

I went through my Instagram, nothing new, my Facebook, same ole, I groaned and dropped my phone on my bed. I'm so bored.

I proceeded to get up but not before I paused as I felt a rush of memories surface. Memories I had no idea of.

I clutched my head and closed my eyes in pain. The images were blurry. What the hell?!!!

Somebody please make this stop. Make this pain go away. Urgh!!

After few minutes the images stopped coming but the headache was still stagnant.

I got up still holding my head and walked downstairs my vision slightly blurry. I had just gotten to the last step when everything started to spin.

I shook my head hoping to clear my vision and get a grip of where I was but I couldn't.

I heard someone call my name, but it seemed far off. The spinning continued until I finally got tired of fighting it.

I succumbed to it and I felt my body go limp as I fell losing consciousness.

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I struggled to peel my eyes open as I took in my surroundings. How'd I get back to my room??

I looked to the side to see Cameron sitting on a chair beside me.

"What happened?" I asked my voice came out hoarse and my throat felt dry.

"Kamari you're up?" Cameron asked "no I'm not. It's just my subconscious replying to you" I replied sarcastically.

He chuckled "yup, you're definitely okay seeing as your sarcasm still lives" he said with a smirk.

"Water" I muttered. He nodded and turned to the nightstand, there was a jug filled with water and a glass.

Hmmm weird I don't remember having that. He handed me the glass filled with water and I sat up to have a drink.

I winced at the aching pain I felt in my head. I drank the water and handed the empty glass back to him.

"How long have I been out?" I asked "few hours" he said.

I looked out of the window it was already dark and I turned back to Cameron with a frown "when you mean few hours, how many hours are we talking about?" I asked

"Seven hours, no biggie" he replied with a careless shrug. What!!!

"What's the time?" I asked "a little past eleven. Do you need anything? Are you hungry?" He asked and I shook my head 'no'

"Where are your parents?" I asked "they retired to bed some minutes before you woke up" he said.

"They must have been worried" I whispered and he nodded "yeah they were but we were assured by the doctor that it was nothing severe" he said.

I nodded and turned to him "What about you?" I asked "what about me?" He replied my question with a question.

"Why aren't you asleep?" I asked and he scratched his neck nervously. "I guess I felt guilty" he said.

"Guilty?..... about what?" I asked again. "That I might have been the cause of you passing out" he said.

"You aren't the cause" I said making myself more comfortable on the bed leaning on the headboard.

"How'd you know that?" He asked "I had a severe headache and I came down to get some aspirin when that happened" I finished and he nodded.

"Don't do that anymore" he said and I gave him a questioning look.
"Don't do what?" I asked.

"Pass out cold just like that. You scared me big time" he said. I searched his face for any hint of amusement but all that stared right back at me was seriousness.

I gulped inaudibly, how the air around us occasionally shifts to  something sensual is still beyond me.

Feeling the urge to lessen the tension "was Cameron concerned about Kamari" I said teasing him. "Yes" he replied.

Okay that was not how it was supposed to go. He leaned forward making me lean back.

He leaned in closer raising his hand to my face, I shrinked back hoping to put as much distance between us but unfortunately the headboard that I was currently pressed on had other plans.

I held my breath and closed my eyes just to feel his hand on my forehead. Huh??? I guess he was just checking if I had a fever.

"Breathe Kamari" he whispered softly as he leaned away. I took in large gulps of air and breathed out in relief.  What the hell Cameron, giving me false signals and making a fool out of me.

"Do I make you that uncomfortable??" He asked and I looked up at him to see what I could decipher as hurt.

"I...." I started to say but was cut off by him "I'll leave you alone now that I'm sure you're alright" he said getting up and walking towards the door.

Gosh I didn't want him to go at least not yet "and Kamari if you don't want me close to you, all you just have to do is say it and I'll be out of your hair" he said " Cam..." I tried to say again but he cut me off.

"I'll make sure not to get in your way you don't have to worry about being around me, goodnight " he said and walked out.

All these he said without looking at me. Gosh, 'crack' what was that???

My heart.

He had misunderstood me. I wasn't uncomfortable around him. I was.....nervous. scared? yeah, scared of the fact that I couldn't trust myself around him.

But uncomfortable was definitely not one of the feelings I felt around him.

Urgh!!!! I messed up and not just a little. It's BIG TIME!!!

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Awwn... I'm basically feeling sorry for Kamari. Dont worry gal u'll get over it. Lol. Okay so that was the end of this chapter with the epic declaration of Cameron leaving Kamari alone. What do you think???
Will kamari fight for his friendship again?
Or will she leave it as simply for the best?

You can't find out on your own so do well to keep reading and keep voting😋😋😋.