.i think i get it.


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5 years ago

"Yeosangie I'm so bored" Jihun says with a pout as the movie plays on. Yeosang looks at him and couldn't help but coo at how his light pink bottom lip jutted out ever so slightly, his bleach blonde hair fell in his eyes a little and he brushes his slightly overgrown bangs back. "Can we do something else?"

They were both seated on the blonde's bed, with the laptop on Yeosang's lap, watching a mystery drama but Jihun thought the only thing mysterious about it was the plot. It was a mess and kind of hard to keep up with what was going on.

Yeosang pauses the film. "What do you wanna do then?" He scratches the back of his neck in deep thought. Jihun turns looks at Yeosang's face longingly, he let his eyes shift over his friend's beautiful features. His nose, his long dark lashes, his perfectly shaped lips, his fascinating birthmark by the left side of his eyes.

Yeosang felt Jihun's eyes on him and he looks at the younger curiously. "Did you wanna watch a different movie?" Yeosang asks, completely oblivious to the blonde male oogling him down.

"No, I don't wanna watch a movie. Can we play a game instead?" He reaches up and lightly runs his hand through Yeosang's dark brown hair. He loved feeling his soft locks through his fingers.

"What kind of game?"

"How about... simon says?" Jihun looks at him with hopeful eyes and Yeosang couldn't help but snort in amusement. "I haven't played that game since I was in primary school"

"Yah! Don't laugh, I actually happen to really like that game" He pouts again and Yeosang pokes his side teasingly.

"Ok fine, I'll play. What's the price for losing?"

"Uhm... loser has to pay winner $20" Jihun says confidently.

"What the heck. Isn't that too much?" The brunette whines and Jihun laughs.

"Well if it's a primary school game then it should be no problem for you to win"

Yeosang shakes his head, a small smile on his lips. He had no idea how Jihun always managed to persuade him to do things he didn't want to do. It was scarily amazing. "Ok I'm in. I start first"

Jihun then takes his laptop from Yeosang's lap, shuts it and places it on his desk before hopping back on the bed directly in front of Yeosang. "Go ahead" He says smugly.

"Simon says... wiggle your nose" Yeosang says and Jihun begins attempting to wiggle his nose. His face contorts in a cute yet hilarious way and Yeosang bursts into a fit of giggles. Jihun tries his best to hold back his own laughter.

"Simon says, spin around in circles"

Jihun then climbs off the bed and begins spinning in circles while still wiggle his nose. Yeosang continued laughing and he knew this opportunity wouldn't come again so he drags out his phone and opens up the camera.

"Yeosang I swear to God, stop making me laugh" Jihun tries to keep the task of wiggling his nose.

"Ok ok you can stop"

Jihun almost stops but then realized his friend didn't say 'simon says'. Yeosang ooo's and claps. "Good job, that was a close one"

"Shut up, there's no way I'm losing that easy"

"Simon says stop" He stops spinning and he falls unto the bed with relief.

"Finally, any longer and I would've thrown up. My turn" He says the last part gleefully.

Yeosang crosses his legs and looks at him expectantly and patiently waiting for the worst. "Simon says do aeygo" Jihun commands with an evil smirk. Yeosang looks at him with wide eyes. He hated doing aeygo and Jihun knew that.

"Aish- seriously?"

"Come on, Simon is waiting.." He pulls out his phone and opens up his camera. "You're not the only one that gets to take embarrassing videos"

He sighs and places both his hands on his cheeks, squeezing them a little. "Hi, my name is Yeosangie. Can we be fwends?" He says in an adorably high pitched voice and Jihun bursts into laughter.

"Oh my god, this is so freaking hilarious what the hell. You're too cute" Jihun rolls over on the bed as he laughs loudly.

"Can I pwease stop now?" Yeosang asks in his still cutesy voice.

"Alright, simon says stop doing aeygo and start hugging me" He says with a wide smile and he opens up his arms waiting for his hug.

Yeosang rolls his eyes at him but couldn't help but smile as well. He shifts closer and pulls him in for a tight hug. "Yah! Not so tight" He groans but Yeosang instead hugs him tighter.

"Simon says hug me softer!" He yells out and Yeosang obliges and loosens his hold. "See, isn't this much better?" He shifts his face into front of Yeosang's but the brunette tries moving his face away when he realized Jihun was inching his face closer.

Jihun chuckles watching Yeosang struggle to keep hugging him while trying to move his face away. They fall on the bed from their sitting position due to this struggle.

They both laugh softly and end up staring at each other as they laid on their sides. Yeosang felt like he was in a trance just looking at Jihun's deep dark brown eyes. The lights from his bedroom reflected on them and they looked so pretty. Was it weird to find another man's eyes pretty?

Jihun's eyes shift down to Yeosang's lips for a brief moment before he looks back at his liquid dark eyes. "Simon says... kiss me" He whispers and Yeosang felt his heart speed up.

"W-what?" Did he hear correctly?

"Kiss me, Yeosang" He repeats again but a bit louder and firmer. "I-i mean, it's just part of the game so it wouldn't mean anything" He stutters out and Yeosang felt his gaze move to his friends pale pink lips. Those appealing lips that he's always noticed and couldn't help but admire.

"Well if it's just for the game then fine" He whispers back nervously. Was he really doing this?

He begins to lean forward and his eyes begin sliding close simultaneously. Their lips meet in a soft and chaste kiss that neither one of them wanted to pull away from. Yeosang felt his heart beating in his ears as Jihun pulled himself closer to him. The blonde then brought his hand up and behind Yeosang's neck as the kiss intensifies.

Yeosang brought his own arm tighter around Jihun's torso, their legs tangled together like a beautiful art peice. He had no idea what to think of what was going on. What confused him wasn't the fact that he's kissing a boy but the fact that he actually likes it. Like alot. And the fact that he doesn't want them to stop.

They pull away for air and Jihun looks at him in the eyes, their faces still so close. He tried to read Yeosang's expression as best as he could. Was he angry? Did he like it?

"Are you mad?" Jihun finally asks, breaking the growing silence.

"Why would I be?" Yeosang responds a few seconds after.

"Because I made you kiss me"

"No. Should I be?"

"I don't know"

"I liked it though" The brunette confesses and Jihun looks at him with wide eyes.

"Really?" He questions shyly and Yeosang nods, a small smile on his lips.

"Well-- I liked it too" Jihun smiles back.

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Present time

"So you pretty much realized that you liked boys after you kissed him?" Yunho asks and Yeosang nods.

"After I kissed him and liked it" He corrects.

"And you weren't... scared?"

"Of course I was. But I realized that it wasn't much different from being with a female. I mean if you think about it logically the only difference is that dudes have dicks" He shrugs and Yunho looks off in thought. He's technically not wrong.

"Hey, are you ok? You gonna tell me what this is all about?" Yeosang touches his arm and Yunho sighs and shuts his eyes.

Shit. I think I might be gay.

"Yunho.."

"I think I'm gay" He finally blurts and Yeosang's eyes widen in shock.

"Are you pulling my legs?" He knew Yunho would never make a joke about being gay. Ever. So could he be for real..?

"Why the hell would I joke about this?" Yunho mutters with an irritated voice.

Yeosang's lips stretch into a wide smile. "Oh my god. I never thought this day would come. The irony" He says with disbelief.

Yunho doesn't say anything but instead falls back on the couch with a sigh. Yeosang suddenly looks at him with eyes filled with suspicion. "Wait, who did you kiss then?"

"I n-never said I kissed anyone" He stutters a little after a moment of hesitation

"Hah! You hesitated... you did kiss someone. Come on you have to tell me now" Yeosang shifts closer to him and begins poking his arm excitedly.

Yunho slaps his arm away in annoyance. "Ok fine. But only if you promise not to be weird about it"

"I promise" Yeosang says immediately.

The brunette takes a deep breathe before speaking. "It's Wooyoung"

Yeosang's eyes widen in shock. "For real? I seriously thought you were gonna say San"

"Well, him too"

Yeosang smacks him arm a wide smile in his lips. "What do you mean 'him too'?"

"I told you not to be weird about it. It's complicated, I don't know how I feel about it all"

The pink haired male just looks at his friend with eyes filled with worry. He honestly couldn't understand what exactly was going on with Yunho's love life at the moment but he knew it wasn't his place to try and intervene. He could only offer any bit of advice he had.

"Listen, I get what you're going through and trust me when I say I've been there. After that kiss I began rethinking everything I thought I had figured out. I mean I was still sexually attracted to girls but it turned out that boys were also part of the mix and that's completely ok. Despite what society tries to drill into us, being gay is ok.

It doesn't matter if you're sexually attracted to a girl or a boy or even a damn tree. Love is love. I don't like seeing you this distressed Yunho. Just talk to him... or them.. rather than harboring all this anguish over nothing" He finishes with a warm smile and Yunho couldn't help himself, he pulls his bestfriend into a tight hug which kind of shocked Yeosang. If he knew Yunho with one thing it would be that he's never been a hugger.

"You're seriously such an amazing friend" He mutters into his shoulder. Yeosang releases a sigh of relief and he returns the hug while rubbing his back gently.

"I know"

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