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Beep. Beep. Beep.

The faint steady sounds of Hiuna's heart monitor rings in the downhearted atmosphere of the hospital room.

Yunho squeezes her hand lightly as she layed on the white sheets of the hospital bed, still unconscious. She had some white gauze wrapped around her head and the left side of her eye looked swollen and purple. Her bottom lip also had a small cut. But these were the least of her injuries...

According to the doctor she had an operation on her left knee, elbow operation because both were broken, blood in the brain, bruised lungs, lacerated kidneys, and the list goes on. "It'll be a miracle if she wakes up anytime soon" He still remembered the hopelessness of the doctor's tone. "But we'll do our best to speed up her recovery"

When he heard the news of her accident he almost broke down in tears. Just seeing her laying in bed, half dead, made his heart hurt. He missed her beautiful teasing smile, her contagious laughter and her cheeky personality.

He felt like it was all his fault that she was in that bed. He felt like kicking himself for being so selfish. What's worse was that the last time they talked was when they broke up at Wooyoung's party. This fact didn't exactly make him feel any better.

He brings her bruised knuckles to his lips and places a soft kiss on it. "I'm so sorry Hiuna. Please wake up" He silently pleads but as usual he got the same response as the last hundred times he tried speaking to her. Silence.

It's been about 2 days and a couple hours now since the accident but it feels like weeks because he'd spent every waking second by her side, patiently waiting for her rouse.

The door to the hospital room slowly opens and he turns to meet the sad eyes of San followed by Wooyoung then finally Yeosang right behind them.

San held a medium sized pink stuffed bear that held a heart in its paws. Wooyoung had a gift bag and Yeosang held a giant bouquet of flowers.

"Hey, how are you doing?" San was the first to speak up. He drops the bear on the table by the bed and smiles softly at Yunho as a means to lift his spirits.

"Alright I guess. You guys all came" He turns to smiles a little at all of them and they nod and return the smile.

"Of course. Don't be silly" Yeosang responds and Wooyoung hums in agreement.

"She's still not up yet?" The ravenette asks, looking at Hiuna's still figure on the bed. Yunho just looks back at her and his smile falls again.

"Yeah..." Was all he responds with.

Wooyoung senses his change in tone so he goes to give him a tight hug. San then joins and Yeosang finally obliges. It was just a big pile of all three of them hugging him.

"Don't worry, she'll be ok. I know it" Wooyoung whispers and Yunho nods hesitantly.

After they pull back Yunho's stomach decided to make it's presence known by growling loudly. All three males look at him and almost bursted out laughing. "Yah! You haven't eaten much have you?" Yeosang asks and Yunho looks down sheepishly.

"I just haven't been feeling hungry" He retorts.

"Let's go to the canteen. I smelled some good roast on the way here" San laughs shortly and Yeosang nods eagerly.

Yunho at first was tentative about having to leave Hiuna even if it was for a few minutes. "Anything could happen in that 5 minutes we're gone. Her body could go into shock. She could stop breathing. What if she wakes up and sees that there's no one here? She might start panicking" He rambled on but Wooyoung somehow convinced him that he'd stay behind and watch her while they go get some food.

This seemed to sway him so he finally left the room with San and Yeosang leaving Wooyoung and Hiuna alone.

After the door shuts, he slowly turned to Hiuna while humming a mellow tune under his breathe. He walks closer to the bed and stops by her side, silently taking in her pitiful appearance. He shakes his head tsks softly.

"I told you not to make it complicated didn't I? If only you listened" He mutters tenderly while slowly and gently stroking her dark hair. "Yunho's all upset and is seriously beating himself up because of you. It's kind of annoying... it doesn't matter though, he'll eventually move on and I'll be here for him"

He goes to sit down and pulls put his phone to browse through. "Get well soon though" He says, nonchalantly.

The next day

Seonghwa was extremely nervous. More so than he'd ever been. Which was odd because he'd been on tons of shows and spoke publicly just as many times but he'd never felt this much nerve and anxiety biting at his insides.

He was currently parked in front of his modeling agency despite the fact that he didn't have work that day. Yuto did though and that was the whole reason why he was there in the first place.

After Wooyoung's party he'd been seeing Yeosang more often than not and they'd been going on unofficial 'dates' but neither of them had taken the liberty of making it official and asking the other out. Yeosang felt on edge about the whole thing because he felt like Seonghwa would reject him again. In his mind he felt like it was inevitable.

While Seonghwa, on the other hand, just didn't feel prepared. He really really wanted to make their relationship official but part of him still felt like he was holding unto his past relationship. It was mainly the guilt that was eating away at him from the inside out. The fact that Yuto still had no idea that he cheated basically kept Seonghwa up at night.

He finally decided that in order to completely move on he had to create the space in his heart. He had to tell Yuto.

He takes one final breathe and steps out of his car then shuts the door behind him. He makes his way inside and greets the lady at the front desk. "Hi Luna" He bows politely.

"Good afternoon Seonghwa" She replies with a wide smile.

He enters the elevator and clicked on the correct floor. Once he was on the floor level that Yuto was taking a photoshoot at that day, it didn't take long for Seonghwa to find him. His laughter rung high and loud in the atmosphere that even a blind person would've found him no problem.

The sound of his laughter made his insides flutter and he couldn't help but smile. When he steps closer and sees that the Japanese male wasn't alone, his smile falls. It was that same dark haired guy from Byeongkwan's party several weeks ago. Seonghwa couldn't remember his name for the life of him. He had no idea they still kept in contact.

"Aish- stop, that's so disgusting" Yuto laughs and pushes the taller's face away. They were slumped back on a navy blue loft couch, ridiculously close to each other at that, and looking at something on the other guy's phone.

"Shut up, you love me. Stop resisting" He tries to lean in again to plant a kiss on his cheek, his light pink lips puckered up.

Seonghwa shakes his head a little and steps closer towards them. This is not the time to be bitter. It's none of my business if they're dating now.

Once he was close enough that's when the two males realize his presence. Yuto looks at him with shocked eyes and he sits up warily, the other male also sits up. "Seonghwa? Hey. W-what are you doing here?" He asks with confusion laced in his voice and Seonghwa just smiles at them gently.

"Hey, sorry for the sudden appearance" He says apologetically. His eyes shifts to the tall male beside Yuto.

"No it's fine. Um this is Wooseok, I don't know if you remember him" Yuto introduces and Wooseok waves shortly in a friendly way.

"Of course I do. It's a pleasure to meet you again" Seonghwa replies in a sweet voice.

"Pleasure's all mine" His deeper baritone voice calls out.

"I just wanted to say hi so I guess I'll be on my way then" Seonghwa felt his confidence crumble. Everything he wanted to say was suddenly tossed in the wind and he now felt tongue tied.

He dips his head down then abruptly turns to leave but Yuto quickly stands up and holds his arm back. "Hey, wait. What's going on?" He knew there was something bothering the brunette. He was sure there was.

"N-nothing, I- It's nothing" He struggles to say and Yuto shakes his head before turning to Wooseok behind him.

"Hey is it ok we have a few minutes alone" He silently pleads with his eyes and Wooseok doesn't hesitate to stand up and make his way towards another room.

Once he was gone Yuto looks back at Seonghwa, waiting for him to start talking. "What is it Seonghwa? I know you didn't drive all the way here just to say 'hi' on your day off"

"I fucking suck" He finally blurts out and Yuto was taken back by his crude sentence. Seonghwa didn't give him time to respond though because he starts speaking again. "I'm a fucking scum bag who doesn't and will never deserve you. I'm selfish and stupid and a whore--" Yuto takes his hands and cuts him off from cursing himself out any further.

"What are you going on about?" His eyebrows furrows as he grows even more confused.

"I cheated on you Yuto. The whole time that we were together I was cheating and I feel like shit for putting you through this. You deserve to be happy and I wa-"

"I know" Was all Yuto says, cutting him off once again.

Seonghwa blinks several times at him as if Yuto's words hadn't fully registered in his head. He knows? He knows. Of course he knows...

Wait, how does he know?

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