.feelings of denial.
Oop double update 🥴
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"I'm not gay"
Yunho says first since he realized that clearly no one else was gonna do it. All three males were situated on Wooyoung's bed.
San sat next to Wooyoung at the head of the bed while Yunho sat opposite them at the foot of the bed. The large flat screen TV hung on the wall was playing behind him him but was muted so the room was dead silent.
Wooyoung almost snorted out loud at Yunho's so called revelation. "To be honest I don't really understand you at all..." He replies after a few moments of silence.
"It doesn't matter whether you understand me or not. I just felt like it had to be said" He looks down at his hands when he realized how intensely the other two males were staring at him.
"I didn't call us here to ask if we're gay or not. I had fun that night. How about you San?"
San blinks at him as if surprised at the fact that Wooyoung is acknowledging his presence. "I had fun too" He admits.
Yunho thought it over. He hated to admit it but he also had fun that night. More fun than he's had in a while. Maybe deep down part of him wants it to happen again. "I um- I guess I had fun too" He chokes out, his cheeks ruby red.
Wooyoung couldn't help but smile widely. "Exactly. So what's the big deal?"
He couldn't even formulate an answer. Right now his earlier comment about not being gay is beginning to sound about as dumb as a box of rocks to him. If he had fun does that mean that he is gay?
"I don't want things to become awkward and weird between us. I like you guys, like a lot" He takes San's hand in his left hand and leans forward to take Yunho's hand in his right. He was a little surprised that the taller didn't retract his hand away.
San blushes and smiles to himself. "I know this probably will sound really out there but I was wondering if you guys were interested in like um- like an open relationship?" He mutters while fidgeting.
Yunho's eyes widen. A what? Like all three of us? How would that even work?
"That.. doesn't sound totally horrible" Wooyoung mulls the thought over in his head. "I mean we'd still be free to see whoever we want to see right?"
"Like a throuple" San adds.
Wooyoung would admit that he would've preferred a closed relationship. Just the thought of some one else beside him or maybe Yunho fucking his precious San angered him. But baby steps I suppose..
"I- I don't know guys" Yunho admits.
"We're not saying we need an answer right away, just maybe think about it?" San reassures and Wooyoung nods in agreement.
There's nothing to think about. I've already made up my mind. That's the whole reason why I came here in the first place...
He intended on telling them flat out that he didn't want anything to do with them anymore but something about the way they both looked at him made him say otherwise. He felt like he wasn't in control of his own thoughts and actions whenever he was with them and it bothered him a lot.
"Sure. I'll think about it" He says with a small smile and they both return it.
"Do you guys wanna stay a bit longer? Maybe watch a movie or something?" Wooyoung asks while shyly biting his lips. San nods eagerly and Yunho couldn't help but to agree as well.
One thing led to another and all three males found themselves seated on Wooyoung's bed, his navy blue blanket over their legs. Wooyoung sat in between Yunho and San with a bowl of popcorn on his lap.
They were watching a mystery film or... a horror. Yunho had no idea, he felt himself go in and out of attention throughout the film as well as the following film they decided to watch.
The popcorn was now long finished and Yunho knew it was probably late yet he didn't feel like leaving. The film they were now watching was a comedy, suggested by San. He found the previous film terrifying and wanted to help himself sort of forget it at least for the night. Wooyoung of course thought it was so cute how scared he was.
Now over half way through the film and San felt his eyes droop close with sleep. He tried his best in staying awake for as long as possible but quickly gave up. He let his head fall unto Wooyoung's shoulder. The latter looks over at him in question and then smiles to himself when he sees that the green haired male was practically knocked out, soft snores escaping his lips.
He shifts his eyes back to the film but his attention was on the brunette who still sat wide awake on his right side. I wonder what he's thinking about right now...
The film finally ends and Wooyoung almost exclaims 'finally' but decides otherwise. The movie was extremely underwhelming and quite boring but he didn't want to end it just in case Yunho was actually enjoying it. He yawns loudly as he turns off the TV.
"Man, I'm exhausted" He shifts San off his shoulder and lays him on the bed in a more comfortable position.
"Yeah same" Yunho admits and yawns as well.
"Are you gonna sleep over?" Wooyoung asks with dread. Please say yes.
"Uhm--" Yunho pulls out his phone to quickly check the time. His eyes widen ever so slightly when he sees how late it was. "I think I will. Do you have a spare room?" He didn't know why he even asked that. The man probably had enough extra rooms for a family of 10.
As if Wooyoung read his mind he smiles in amusement. "Yeah I do. You can sleep with me though, there's plenty of room for all three of us" Wooyoung silently pleads but Yunho was already pulling himself out of the comfortable bed.
"I think I'd rather sleep in a different room" He says as firmly as possible.
Wooyoung looks at him with furrowed brows and a bit of hurt flashes in his eyes in a quick second. Not quick enough for Yunho to not have caught it.
"N-no I didn't mean it like that. There's nothing wrong with sleeping wit--" He stutters awkwardly and Wooyoung chuckles and waves him off.
"I know what you mean. Come on, I'll take you to the closest room" He also climbs out of his bed and begins making his way towards the door.
The house was dead quiet which was completely normal seeing as it was almost 1 in the morning. There were a few hallway lights that were still on which helped light the way. The walk to the extra room felt like forever, at least to Yunho it did.
"Can I ask you something?" Wooyoung asks with a quiet voice, breaking the deafening silence.
"Uh, yeah go ahead"
"Does my gender contribute to how you feel about me?" He questions, his eyes staring dead at Yunho as if trying to get the answer through his actions.
"What do you mean?" The taller shifts his eyes away as they keep walking. He knew fully well what the blonde was talking about but he figured if he played stupid long enough maybe he'd just drop it.
"If I were a woman, would that change anything?"
No... I think.
"I don't know" He replies softly. Wooyoung hums in understanding.
"Well, let me know when you do know.. here we are" He opens up a door and turns on the lights. The room was big but not as big as Wooyoung's. Clean sheets covered the massive bed, the dark hardwood floor looked shiny and matched the dark brown curtains.
"Thanks" Yunho smiles in gratitude and Wooyoung returns it then waves a little.
"Night" He says before shutting the door. This small gesture causes Yunho to blush a little. He shakes his head and smacks both his cheeks as if trying to snap himself out of it.
"Get it together Yunho" He mutters to himself then starts prying his jeans off.
When he was finally situated in bed under the warm blanket he realized that he couldn't actually fall asleep. He moved back and forth on the bed but his mind was awry. It was odd because he felt sleepy but strangely he couldn't fall asleep.
After a few moments of trying to sleep he finally sits up and sighs in frustration. He briefly finger brushes his now messy hair resulted from all his tossing back and forth. He climbs out of the bed and open the door then he pokes his head out into the hallway to see if anyone was there.
Just as he thought, the house was as quiet as it was earlier when he left Wooyoung's room. He steps out of the room and shuts the door behind him then he tries to trace his way back to Wooyoung's room. He had no idea why he was going back to the blonde but he felt like he needed something to do rather than staying up all night unable to sleep.
After Wooyoung dropped Yunho off in the guest room he made his way back to his room then yawns in exhaustion. He felt really sleepy and watching San lay on his bed with his mouth parted open slightly and soft snores escaping it made him even more sleepy. He turns off the lights and hopped in bed then pulled himself closer to the sleeping boy.
His eyes droop closed and just as he felt his conciousness slip into dream land he hears a knock on his door. He stirs awake and blinks towards his door. He's greeted with Yunho poking his head into the room, his bottom lip caught between his teeth.
"Sorry, did I wake you?" Yunho questions nervously and Wooyoung shakes his head and sits up. "Dim lights" He calls sleepily out to his voice home system and the lights turns on but not all the way.
"What is it?" He yawns again as he rubs his eye.
Yunho fully enters the room then shuts the door behind him. "I-I can't sleep.." He looks at everywhere but at the blonde.
"Mm. Is it the bed?" Wooyoung cocks his head to the side in question and Yunho shakes his head.
"No, the bed is fine. I think it's just me"
Wooyoung looks at him as he tries to think of a solution to his sudden insomnia. "Do you-- do you want to sleep with me?" He finally asks, hesitantly. "I read somewhere that sometimes sleeping with someone helps with difficulty falling asleep"
Yunho thinks about it for a few seconds then he nods in agreement. "Ok"
Wooyoung then shifts a little and pulls the covers back for him. Yunho slips next to him and Wooyoung covers him up with the duvet. "Lights off" He calls out and the lights switch off and pitch blackness takes over the room.
The blonde cautiously begins spooning him, he wraps his arm around Yunho's torso and he half expected the taller to shift away but instead he does the exact opposite which surprises Wooyoung. Yunho felt himself melt into Wooyoung's hold. He felt Wooyoung's soft breathes ticking him on the back of his neck. He felt his eyes droop close and he sighs in contentment. This feels so right...
Before he knew it he was fast asleep. And so was Wooyoung.
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Still waiting for that official lightstick sis👀
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