Oop sorry for the late update y'all 🙊🙏

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After the other three males left a certain tense silence falls into the atmosphere. The awkwardness was so thick you could almost slice it through with a knife.

"Yuto, right?" Yeosang speaks up first and the oldest nods, a small smile on his lips.

"I've been wanting to meet you" Yeosang smiles back and Seonghwa could tell that it was so clearly fake.

"Oh you guys know each other?" Yuto asks with a tone of surprise as he glances from Yeosang to Seonghwa who was biting his lip nervously.

"Not really, he helped me with my car one time" Seonghwa mutters.

"Oh don't tell me you forgot. We go way back, in fact we actually hung out just yesterday didn't we?" Yeosang looks at him expectantly and Seonghwa glares back. He felt his blood turn cold.

"Ok... Seonghwa never mentioned you before" Yuto slowly began to catch up to the awkward atmosphere.

"Well, he's very forgetful. What are you gonna do?" Yeosang smirks when he sees how annoyed the taller was getting.

"Can we talk? In private?" Seonghwa finally speaks up and Yeosang shrugs. "I'll be right back babe, just stay right here" The dark haired model says as he places a short peck on Yuto's lips before walking off, Yeosang following close behind him.

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In the kitchen, Wooyoung, San, Yunho and a couple other people were in the kitchen playing beer pong. Yunho, of course decided that he wasn't interested so he just stood and stared while San and Wooyoung tag teamed.

San throws the small ball at his turn and it falls right into a cup and Wooyoung high fives him. "Drink up Jeonghan and this time don't 'accidentally' spill out half the cup" Wooyoung commands teasingly.

Jeonghan rolls his eyes as he downs the contents of the cup. Within minutes they were bored and so one of the other people in the room suggests a game.

"We should play spin the bottle"

Yunho couldn't help but snort at the suggestion. What? Are we elementary school?

Wooyoung, as though he read Yunho's mind, voices his opinion. "We're not 10" He laughs a little.

"Shut up and let me finish. The twist is you have to make out with the person you get matched with or pass by taking off an item of clothing. Also, after spinning we all have to shuffle aroung and switch places" The person further elaborates. This new twist piqued Wooyoung's interest.

"Mm sounds fun. Let's do it"

San didn't know if he wanted to partake in the game. Whoever he was matched with he had to makeout with or strip, although the idea of making out with some popular social media influencer didn't completely sound horrible.

Wooyoung though pulled him, as well as Yunho, towards the table where everyone else was surrounding.

"H-hey I'm not playing" Yunho protests but Wooyoung scoffs lightly at him.

"You're at a party Yunho. Stop sulking in the corner and have fun"

Yunho obliges when he sees the small smile San shoots him. "Fine" He mutters out and Wooyoung smiles triumphantly.

They begin playing and 5 spins into it no one has chosen to pass and take off a peice of clothing yet. Yunho couldn't understand how they were so ok with kissing each other like that. It made him feel awkward. He knew for a fact that if he ever got matched with someone he'd much rather strip. Although it would suck for the other person because they'd have to strip too.

Soon they had rotated to the point where San was directly across Wooyoung so if the bottle lands on them they'd have to kiss. Wooyoung smirks at him knowingly and San blushes and looks down.

Jeonghan spins the bottle since he'd just gotten selected and ended up kissing Joshua. The bottle spins for a few seconds then it lands on San, the opposite end on Wooyoung.

San looks up at the blonde, a look of surprise etched on his face. Well damn.

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Seonghwa turns around and yanks Yeosang's arm into an empty hallway. "What the fuck is your problem?" He says angrily.

"My problem? You're the one sucking lips with your supposed 'boyfriend' the day after you slept with someone else" Yeosang retorts.

"Listen to me, whatever happened between us last night was a mistake. It never should've gone that far--"

"Well it did" The shorter cuts him off.

"I have a boyfriend, Yeosang. I don't know what to tell you. I was bored and horny and stupid. Like I said, last night was a mistake. You need to move on" Seonghwa pleads.

Yeosang felt his heart hurt at Seonghwa's words. So I was a mistake to him? Despite this feeling of despair he smiles teasingly. "You were bored and horny? Have you guys even had sex yet?"

Seonghwa just stays silent and Yeosang couldn't help but snort in amusement. "Of course you haven't" He steps closer to him. "Now you need to listen to me, I really like you Seonghwa. I know I'm being delusional and unrealistic but it is what it is. Last night wasn't a mistake and deep down I know you know it too" He runs his finger underneath the taller's chin as he shifts his gaze from his eyes down to his lips. "Stop trying to push me away"

Seonghwa was in a trance. He couldn't help himself, Yeosang's voice and dark eyes were just so alluring. He felt his heart pick up speed when he leaned in and they began kissing.

The kiss slowly becomes more intense Seonghwa pushes Yeosang up against the wall. He wanted to pull away and run back into Yuto's arms but fuck did he enjoy kissing Yeosang. Just everything he did made Seonghwa feel a buzz all over.

Yeosang's hands found their way up and into Seonghwa's dark soft hair and the older places his hands on Yeosang's hips. They break away for breath briefly before resuming.

I need to stop this.

But I don't want to.

Yeosang gently bites down of Seonghwa's bottom lips and tugs a little. They break away and rest their foreheads against each other, trying to steady their breathing and recollect their thoughts.

The pink haired male smirks when he sees how dazed Seonghwa looked. He hated to admit it but he'd never kissed Yuto like that. Heck, Yeosang was dead on, they haven't had sex yet or any sort of sexual activity. He knew that the Japanese male only wanted to take things slowly but Seonghwa was not the patient type.

He rests his head in the crook of Yeosang's neck and releases a long sigh. "Yeosang... you drive me crazy" He whispers.

"I could say the same about you" Yeosang mutters back.

They stay like this for another minute before Seonghwa pulls his head back. "We need to go back. He's gonna think something's wrong"

Yeosang just gives him a look that the older couldn't quite decipher then he walks away leaving Seonghwa alone in the hallway. The ravenette smacks his forehead about three times then leans on the wall.

Yeosang, you drive me so crazy.

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"Finally, I was waiting to see who Wooyoung would get matched with" Someone coos excitedly.

Yunho's eyes widen. They're not actually gonna do it right?

Wooyoung then walks around the table and towards San. Each step he took forward caused San's breathing to become more and more harsh.

Their lips crash in a wet kiss and Wooyoung instantly slides his tongue into San's mouth. Though they had kissed before it was still just as ecstatic a feeling. Someone whistles teasingly when they see how quickly it was escalating.

Yunho who was watching everything unfold suddenly turned around and walked out. At the same they broke apart for air. San blinked several times as his chest rose and fell with his harsh breathing.

Wooyoung grins at him before turning and walking back to his spot. "That was kinda hot" Joshua comments and everyone laughs.

Wooyoung notices that Yunho had left during his kiss with San. "I'll be right back" He excuses before walking out the kitchen.

San just silently looks at him as he walks off, a blush still evident on his cheeks.

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Yunho had no idea where he was going he just followed his legs and somehow found himself in one of the balconies upstairs. There weren't as many people on the second floor as opposed to the main floor which he was grateful for.

The night air was cool and slightly breezy. The atmosphere also had a sort of dream like hazy feel to it that instantly began to calm Yunho down from the anger boiling inside him a few moments ago.

He places his hands on the railing and looks off into the distance. When he closes his eyes for a few seconds images of Wooyoung and San sharing that deep kiss kept replaying in his mind which causes him to snap his eyes back open like he'd just been having a nightmare.

No matter how long he thought about it he just couldn't understand why he was so angry at the scene. San is clearly infatuated with the blonde and Wooyoung most definitely feels the same way seeing as he always finds the chance to flirt with him. He should be happy for San, he should be happy for his friend but yet instead of happiness he felt... jealous.

He leans forward on the glass railing and sucks his teeth in frustration. He may have stubborn by nature but he knew deep down that the anger he felt was rooted from jealousy. The question that was now nagging him was 'am I jealous of Wooyoung kissing San or San kissing him back?' Though it was just a game, it still bothered him deeply.

He shakes his head and runs his hands across his face. No, I shouldn't even be worried about things like that. I'm not gay.

Am I?

He wasn't so sure anymore. So far all the signs were pointing in that direction. He felt uncomfortable whenever Hiuna kissed him, he couldn't stop thinking about the blonde actor and now there's this recent feeling of jealousy rooting from Wooyoung and San's makeout.

"Hey" That oh so familiar voices calls out from behind him and Yunho flinches out of surprise.

Wooyoung laughs a little as he stands beside him, placing his hands on the railing as well. "Sorry, didn't mean to scare you"

Yunho just looked away from his alluring smile before he found himself staring. "It's fine"

They stand in silence and stare off into the distance for a few short seconds, although it felt much longer to the brunette.

"So uhm, why'd you leave?" Wooyoung finally asks, turning his head to look at the side profile of Yunho's face. He's so handsome, he thought to himself.

"I just wanted some air" Yunho quickly lies.

Wooyoung then nods and hums in understanding. He knew there was more to it than Yunho was letting on but he decided not to push his luck. He didn't think the taller would even talk to him again.

Silence settles in again.

Yunho glances at him and bites his lip in thought. "Can I try something? It's just sort of... an experiment of sorts" He says quietly and Wooyoung raises a brow at him.

"Experiment? What kind of experiment?" He asks curiously.

"J-just close your eyes" He needed to know for sure. The uncertainty of his sexuality was eating him up from the inside out. It was now or never.

Wooyoung looks at him as if trying to read his expression then he sighs loudly and turns fully to him. He closes his eyes just as Yunho instructed. "They're closed, now what?"

"Shh" Yunho warns and Wooyoung obliges. Yunho looks at his calm expression and slightly pouted lips. His lips. He admired the shape and plumpness of them. Even in the dark of the night he could still see the light pink of them.

Here goes nothing...

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So I basically started reading actual published novels by legitimate authors (not the shit on wattpad because we all know wattpad books in general has it's own genre #noteanoshade) and I realized how magical they make everything sound. I found myself having to keep going on Google just to search up what certain words mean. In a paragraph they'd be like 6 new words that I'd never heard of before like eye-

For example did you guys know 'eschew' is a word? And if you said yes then you're a liar 😂😂