Sometimes, I just want to run away and lock myself up from everything that's gone astray.

Sometimes, I wish my guard was still locked and loaded. Forget the reason why it all exploded.

Sometimes, I wish I could feel nothing at all. Quit overthinking about all the things that make me feel so small.

Sometimes, I'd like nothing more than to forget your face..just so I didn't have to carry on needing you in all the ways.

Sometimes, I fear my own shadow. How it's so dark and so hollow.

And sometimes, I hate that I can't imagine me without you. I can't handle the fact that I have so many feelings and what they can make my heart do.

Sometimes, most times, I wish that I could turn around and run because this love, it feels like I'm playing Russian Roulette with a fully loaded gun.