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I am someone who cannot take the sun. Nice weather depresses me. My emotions are all backwards and always have been.I find complete relation and solitude with storms or rainy weather. I would chase it if I could.

When I was reading others work here and there, I stumbled across this gem. To me, it made me feel like the battle with my highs and lows. It's terrifying in the middle of quiet noise. Sometimes within the pain, there's still something beautiful. I need to keep that in mind when my life becomes a chaotic storm.

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Wattpad by: MarvelousMrsMarvel
Book title: A mindfuck written by a fuck up
Titled poem: "...."

The weather reminds me of my heart, my soul, and my brain.

The purple lightning striking every minute or so.

Terrifying and anxiety inducing, but somehow gorgeous at the same time.

Like the pain is beautiful even if it hurts.

And the thunder rumbling. As if its speaking.

Something bad is going to happen. Or maybe it's just there.

Horrifying but somehow inspirational.

Calming.

As like the rain.

Falling heavily but almost making no noise at all.

it's not noticeable

after the first few minutes

but it's there

and if you pay attention

the signs are so God damn loud

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