Warning trigger

For someone I ruined myself
a million different ways,
even with no clarity, I stayed.

I slowly killed each part of me.
Who I was no longer mattered.
I was their prisoner, shackled, not free.

I walked through my everyday broken.
Wishing for a spell to dissolve my devotion.

Hid it all from anyone who could see.
Night after night my captor hurt me.

There was no reason for me to stay
No remorse, no apologies, no loving embrace.

People assume it's so easy to walk away,
but it's not like they just let you escape.

They constantly hit you with things you didn't see coming, beat you down so much you give up on running.

Some see a gentle giant,
but I see the true tyrant.

He's so good at pulling you in to him
that you don't even know you've been sucked in.