i don’t know who i am anymore.

the world has taken away who i really am

who i want to be.

who do i want to be?

i don’t know

but i’m figuring it out.

the world is cruel

but we are the world

holding ourselves back.

and

we are our own purpose

our own reason

to carry on.

it’s safer to dwell in the shadows

but i’ve learnt that

being in the light is so much more beautiful

no matter the risk you take.

because even though Midori and i have parted

we had something beautiful

that couldn’t be reckoned with.

something that changed both of us

changed our worlds.

i never saw her again

at least not yet

but i’m less afraid of the light

than i used to be.

all because her light filled my life

and covered everything with warmth.

i don’t know who i am

i don’t know if i ever will.

but i know for certain

that

i am not alone.

大詰め
THE END

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hank you to everyone who has read and supported this story to the end, i really appreciate everything.

i know a lot of you probably don’t like this ending, but i prefer realistic ends to my books.

i actually never thought i would get this far with this story as it was just a momentary idea to write it. but i really got absorbed in the characters, especially in the last few chapters. and i saw a lot of myself in both Sora and Midori which is scary because it wasn’t intended.

this story is special to me, i wrote off a lot of  my own emotions. i know it isn't perfect; looking back i can see that it was rushed and there wasn't as much character development as i think there should be. but i'm not going to change anything because i want to leave it raw and original.

i'd just like to say a huge thank you to the people below for supporting this story for so long. you guys are amazing, ilysm ♥

Toastagami
MonochromeXBlack
errormessage
Math_n_Meth
AsukaTenkai
milkagey
empressgold-
buttercreamfaery
Sun_2_Flower
chuinque

i'm sorry if i left someone out; this list is just off the top of my head ^.^

i might be starting a new cpn soon, so keep a lookout for that! but i'll probably take a break from writing for a while.

じゃね！