If the story has no order
then maybe I can write to cope
or more so, maybe i can write to face

to face those emotions that I know will kill me
I cant write anymore, no poems, no words with meaning
countless of things just went down, away
maybe its best to not ponder of what could have been?

"Yeah" 

So whoever reads this book? Well sorry i cant write poetry anymore. I think i will just write random words that come into my mind, my heart and just put them down.