i had no idea
i would live this long
i thought
i would be dead
years ago
i'm drifting
lost in limbo
wondering what
i'm supposed to do
what i'm supposed
to feel
who am i now?
that i'm alive
with the same feelings
as when i wanted to die
but conscious
with a plan
for the future
that i can see
with the will to live
with things in my life
to love and enjoy
who am i now?
i'm lost
but on
a steady path
with no idea
where it leads