Madhava,

I slumped defeated, without a possibility. I don't infer myself these are some torn portions- were they part of me?

I try to go away, indulge my heart away with people. My heart is a canvas without any colours, people gave those shades, colours of their anger. I was going to be coloured but then you gave your colours the darkest and brightest. No colour stays over it.

My heart fell,
Into fractions
of cosmic dust,
I held out myself,
with the same old slip.

Try to drown in water,
Drops of it glister,
gleaming vivid,
Deaden all
The mirage smiles.

Yet your finger lace up
with the fallen dust of stars,
Interlace a new life,
A blushing star
finds its companion.

In the blue of
Substantial cosmos,
In the blue of
Depth of water,
Glimmer-like hope,
Tumbled over lips,
as they form a perfect curve,
Ending it with 'U'.

I try to find peace in others but none was like it. Calm came with you, existed with you and only ended with you. I vow to find at the end of every gloom, my only peace.

- Yours